♥Sunday, December 31, 2006

[funky me..]
Today is damn fun man..Went to Sentosa with 2 of my 6 sisters, Chan Myat and Zi Yi..The other 4 all cannot make it..Too bad..They missed the fun..haha.. :P Before going Sentosa, I met Chan Myat at Westmall..We went to the library borrow some books and went to buy some of her stuffs..Before leaving, I wanted to pass by Coffee Bean to see my Ex-colleagues and Poly Lion Dance mates..Saw Kenneth working, and also my ex-colleagues, Diyana, Ana and etc..Kenneth ask me what I want to drink and insist on treating me..Never mind..Next training I will return you the money de..After that, we set off to Harbourfront le..Zi Yi is at Vivo waiting for us le..But of course, with someone's accompany..Her new and first boyfriend..haha..Got to see her boyfriend for the first time..hmm..Kinda shorter than her sia..and also look younger than her..lol..But she like him can le..hehe..hmm..See her like that, can tell she really like him a lot..They 2 like got superglue in between like that, always together, won't separate de..haha..reminds me of me and my bee..lol..And yup..Her boyfriend accompany her till the bus interchange there then leave le..and we set off to Sentosa le..We went to Palawan Beach..Went to 7 Eleven there bought a volleyball and a disc..Today's outing kinda last minute so couldn't manage to borrow any volleyball..After that, we walked by the beach to find a nice spot to lay our stuffs..Chan Myat wanted to stay near the bridge as she wants to go the 2 towers afterwards..So yup..We found a nice spot..Out in our bikini wear, applying sun tan lotion, we started playing..From playing volleyball, to playing disc and then we started playing soccer..lol..Afterall, soccer is still the best..haha..Way back, still remember we got the First for the Inter-Class Soccer Girls Competition when in Secondary School..haha..A Sentosa photography also suddenly appear and asked to take some photos of us..Weird sia..Oh ya..But after that, something cock up..A group of Malays came up to us..Some in a younger age and some around our age or even bigger..They asked to play soccer with us and started kicking around..I feel so weird playing with them lo..While playing, keep asking questions..Like what's your name, where you all stay, how old are you all, what time you all leaving Sentosa and etc..Wth..Scary sia..Somemore some of them are tattooed..They even asked us to go Vivo walk walk with them after playing at Sentosa..Omg..I have never encounter this before..Maybe cause this is the first time I coming Sentosa to play without any guys around..hmm..We have learnt our lesson..So the next time we come, we must pull our 4e2 guys along too..haha..Like Kenneth Yeo, Indra, Mahathir, Zhuo Wei, Qi Kai and etc..lol..But luckily, there's a group of army-like guys beside us playing too..One of them asked us if we are alright anot..So ya..Not much things happen after that..After that, we 3 went down to the water and play..The water damn cold sia..lol..but damn nice too..haha..After playing a while and had a small chat in the water, we went to shore le..We didn't sun tan today cause the sun isn't out much..Not long later, it started raining..We immediately went to the lockers and lock our stuffs and head to the 2 towers across the bridge in the rain..damn cool man..haha..We took lots of photos up there man..and also, it's freezing cold..Rain splashing in and all over..Real cooling..haha..can see mist at the sea..The scenery from up there is damn nice..After that, we went back to bath and head to Koufu to have our dinner..We all are damn hungry man..haha..Me and Chan Myat ordered coconuts as our drinks but I tell you guys first..The coconuts there sucks..No taste de..plain plain de..So next time don't buy the coconuts there hor..Yup..It's already at night le..Then, we head off home le..Except for Chan Myat..She goin Yew Tee find her boyfriend, Dennis..Hey, sisters..Thanks leh..For accompanying me today..Really appreciate it a lot..Your didn't ps me and go with your boyfriends at all today..Really thanks very much..Last time is me and Chan Myat always got boyfriends..Now is Zi Yi and Chan Myat got boyfriends..lol..By the way, next time when i got boyfriend, I want to him to bring me go one place..Me and Chan Myat want to reserve this place to go with our love ones..haha..That is the Musical Fountain at Sentosa..Both me and her didn't go before so ya..Dennis..This is a *hint* to you le hor..hehe.. ;) Oh ya..Extra information for you..I checked le..Musical Fountain is only ON from 7.40pm to 8.40pm..Based on First-Come-First-Serve Basis..The gate will closed at 8.40pm sharp..So ya..Must remember hor..hehe..Another place I will like to go with my boyfriend next time is the Cable Car thingy..Heard that can dine in the Cable Car de..I would like to try it once..Seems cool man..hehe..I only took the Cable Car once, with my uncle..and that was like when I was in Primary School..Wth..

[chan myat and me at westmall toilet..before going sentosa..]

[at harbourfront bus interchange..waiting for bus to go sentosa..]

[smile!!! us on sentosa bus on our way to sentosa..]

[snap shot of me playing volleyball..stupid chan myat take de..i don't know..]

[me submerged in the sea water..]

[us at the tower's staircase..rain splashing all over us..]

[us at the top of the tower..]

[it's damn freezing cold up here..brrr..]

[snap shot of us..stupid zi yi suddenly take de..]

[we outshine you..]


[us thinking of our someone..]


[hmm..]

[Zi Yi VS Zhi Hui]

[bleahzZz.. :P]


[YEAH!!!]

[1 tally, 2 shorties..]

[zi yi, chan myat and me..]

[bleahzZz.. :P]

[V us..ZIPPP!!!]

[3 models..]

[us at sentosa toilet..before showering..]

[chan myat and my food..delicious!!!]

[ahh!!! yum!!!]

[hmm..delicious!!!]

[us at queue..waiting for bus to go back..]



[us on sentosa bus again..on our way back..]

[us at platform waiting for the north east line train..]

[goldish me..my bee used to like it..at north east line train de ending..]

[stupid chan myat want me to take de..]

♥Saturday, December 30, 2006

Thanks very much, guys..Really thanks a lot..I'm really very touched..Afterall you all are the ones who understands me the most too..Our 2 years plus of friendships afterall is worth it de.. :) Wen Loong and Zen An..Really thanks a lot..for you all de support and encouragement..But sometimes I must accept the fact too..anyway..I also don't want to care already..My family already got a lot of problems..I don't wish all these to affect me further..Oh ya..In case you all don't know, my second brother came back home to stay already..Whether it's permanent or temporary, I'm not so sure..Hope it's permanent ba..I just don't wish my brothers to leave me one by one..And ya..one more thing..help me find job..My mother going to unable to cope the family already..I need to help her..Her company is deproving already..As you know, she's the bread-winner..Once she lost her job, that's it for my family..My brothers not contributing any money to her either..Now second, third brothers and mummy deeply in debts..Daddy earning not much as a private bus driver either..How to help the family?? By the way, all along I dislike my daddy de..Ever since the quarrel with him few years ago and all he had brought to this family..lots of troubles..Causing himself bankrupt too..cause of his foolish and implusive act towards the agreement with that stupid cheater, house agent..Trick my daddy to sign the agreement that he will buy the new house when he hasn't sold his old one..What the hell..In the end got my daddy sued, and also sued by other companies like Hong Leong Finance..What the hell man..It's a damn big company..I really don't know how the hell he offended that kind of company..What more can I expect from him?? Another trouble?? I really want to quit school and go work de..To help my mummy with the finance but she just won't agree to me..She just wants me to study hard..But I can't tolerate seeing her this way anymore..What should I do?? Her health is deteriorating..Even mine too..Yesterday is the 7th time I've got fever for the past few months already..First time ever, this had happened..Keep having often headaches and chest pains..My brother want me to go have a scan on my brain but I don't want..To me, it's just a waste of money..I rather my mummy go see doctor..I'm still young..I still can cope and endure..My mummy is getting older and older..How much longer can she cope?? Whenever me or my parents fall sick, none of us dare to go see doctor, cause to us, only will waste our money..Family in debts heavily..My eldest brother smokes too..Cigarettes money my mummy pay..Mummy got problem paying my laptop and school fees..What should I do?? What a chaotic and disastrious family I have..Hate this family damn much..Hate my life even much..but afterall it's my fate..Hope when the new year starts, things will get better..

♥Friday, December 29, 2006

I know my first impression not very good..Childish looks, childish voice, childish behaviour, childish attitude..but what can I do??? This is who I am..I can't change my looks, I can't change my voice..I'm born to be this way..I can change my behaviour, I can change my attitude..but it's hard..I prefer to be who I am..Accept me for who I am..My first impression isn't good..But please......take a look inside me before judging me on the whole..You will find that actually I'm not what you think I am..or rather what others think I am..Afterall, my sisters know me the best..They understand how I feel even though we seldom contact already..Like me and chan myat..Chan Myat..My best friend cum sister since secondary 3 school starts till now..knows me the best..She's in Singapore Poly now..Even though we seldom talk to each other about our own stuffs cause lots of projects are flooding us when we are both in poly, today I went to her house and told her about my stuffs, she may not understand fully what I'm saying as she don't know my friends from Ngee Ann Poly but she understands that I'm not what you all think I am..I think you all have mistook me for who I am already..I'm rather upset that you all judge me this way..but anyway it's my fault..It's me who gave you all that stupid impression of mine..I'm sorry..It's my mistake..


Sorry, guyz..Recently no mood to blog..Cause rumours are starting to spread..Everything is too publicised already..I don't wish anything to cock up between me n him..I just want to stay as good friends with him and get to know him better for the time being..I really hope that he's not avoiding me..People may think that i'm only attracted by his looks..But I personally feel that it's not only his looks..If it's only his looks, he would have attracted me long ago..It's his attitude and character..Ya..Again..People will think, you also know him not long ago only, how you know what his character is like, you don't even know him well at all..Ya..I agree..But I don't know why..For what apparent reason..The feeling is there..In my heart..Whenever he bullies me, makes fun of me, talks to me, it just makes me happy and smile..Ya..I may seem to be a happy-go-lucky girl..But from my inside, my life is damn messed up..Sometimes my heart is crying on the inside, but I still can laugh, joke and smile with my friends..This is my personality..I don't wish to put my misery onto others..I want others to be happy..Especially my friends and love ones..When I smile or laugh, I may not be truthfully happy..But when it comes to him, I'm really happy right deep inside my heart..Can anyone tell me, what does this shows?? Just mainly going out with him or messenging with him, will make me damn happy for the rest of my day..Ya..Some people may find me behaving like a kid, fantasizin over a gd lookin guy or something..But honestly and seriously..I'm not..I tend to behave this way is because just going out with him or messenging with him, I appreciate them very much..They meant a lot to me..I know myself very well..I can swear to myself that my feelings for him is true..Not as deep at the moment as I still don't know him that well yet, but still true..I also do not wish to fall deeper for him cause I'm afraid if I were to do so, if ever one day, he rejected me, I'm afraid I cannot take it..I have learnt my lesson for the past few years..I want to know him better but always don't have the chance..Other than that day we went to watch movie, we didn't have any chance to communicate much already..This few days till countdown, he damn busy, hard to ask him out..Same goes for his countdown..He spending his countdown with his friends..Nevermind..It's alright..I just hope that things will get better as we know each other longer..Hope that when school starts, we still got the chance to go out together again..Hope that he will give me a chance to know him better and be closer to him, as a friend..Everything is Hope Hope Hope..Is Hope reliable?? I have no idea..Let reality prove everything..

♥Tuesday, December 26, 2006

yoz, i'm back!! didnt manage to blog ytd coz didnt went hm at al..was outside al along til tis afternoon..ytd nite went to pub at pasir panjang to drink..e pub cal "cocoon"..wif big sotong(raymond), his gf, kwee leong, anna, teck chuan n one couple whom i duno..drank quite a lot last nite coz kwee leong startin playin one stupid game..kissin game..other than mi n teck chuan, e rest of dem al couples..so dey play tt game stil okay..like kiss for 3 mins or sth de..e big prob is mi n teck chuan nt couple at al..so i die die oso wun do it de..i onli kiss my bf if i hav one, of course..n of course, if u fail to do so, u wil hav to drink..one cup, one shot..i dun hav other choice bt to drink..so last nite i was kinda drunk..kinda upset wif myself for bein drunk again..luckily i didnt make ani mistake last nite..luckily i didnt repeat my mistake last nite..btw dun tink wai wai..i'm referin to e lost of my laptop last time..hmm..n oso heard frm smone tt e guy i start to like onli recently doesnt like galz to b tis way..so i told myself tt i muz change..i'm willin to do anithin for him..n of course i wun sae out who's tt guy yet, coz i found out tt lotx of ppl r readin my blog..once tis secret of mine leak out, i'm dead n screwed up..aniwae its juz e start..i onli started to confirm my feelins for him juz todae or ytd, i tink..although i feel tt mi n him r impossible bt i cant stop my feelins for him..i juz cant..mayb miracles may happen?? i duno..i reali duno..i duno wad to do nw..mayb wait til mi n him noe each other longer den sae ba..coz i noe him nt long onli..i dun wish stuffs between mi n him gt worse..for e moment, everythin is stil okay n smooth..tis mornin wake up at big sotong hse..immediately i rush cab down to zhong hwee hse coz i promise wen loong dey al to go find dem last nite bt in e end i didnt..honestly..i'm damn upset abt it..felt real bad..bt its alreadi over n been done..i oso cant do anithin le..rch zhong hwee hse, found al of dem slpin..dun wish to disturb dem so i went to sit at e balcony..n ya..tt bastard is ard..wen loong woke up e first n was damn shock to find mi ard..haha..he reali did freak out man..haha..slowly one by one e rest woke up..nic n vincent went hm immediately upon wake..after tt is tt bastard..went hm wifout informin wen loong dey al..tink coz i ard..so he left quickly..aniwae i oso dun care him le..catch a short nap at zhong hwee hse before takin cab hm in e afternoon..went hm, pei my bro den evenin lidat went to marina square meet alvin lee dey al..dey help mi buy ticket for e movie death note 2 le..sat wif alvin in e cinema, kinda awkward for mi though..bt slowly i adapt to it le..hehex..we did tok durin e movie..quite a lot i tink..haha.. ;p btw death note 2 is damn nice for mi..another movie tt is worth watchin.. ;) bt kinda long..tink is 2 n a haf hrs plus..after e movie, we went to long john eat..went to buy order wif alvin n he ended up treatin mi which makes mi kinda feel bad..coz i like eatin his money lidat..haiz..wanted to return him bt he insist on nt acceptin dem..so i juz thx him..we sat on e same table n eat..actually i feel damn awkward eatin wif him..i dun reali dare to look at him..duno y..mayb coz before tt, zhan yang kp sayin mi n alvin..make mi feel so pai sei..haiz..so we didnt tok much durin e meal either..after tt, we went out to oriental hotel dere take cab hm..mi, zhan yang n alvin took one cab..e rest, e other one coz dey al shun lu..for mi n zhan yang, actually we dun reali wana take cab de coz we find no point takin cab hm as we r nt in a rush..bt since alvin wanted to n he's oso kinda in a rush n i oso meetin my curfew, we took a cab..i onli feel tt i dun wish to waste my money on cab when i dun nd to..bt in e end, alvin help mi pay for e cab fare..i'm e last to alight..he gave mi more than enough money..i felt even more bad..coz he's like spendin quite a lot of money on mi..i'm veri bad rite?? haiz.. :( hmm..when we al on cab on our way hm..we did chat quite a lot..zhan yang n alvin gt to noe more abt mi n my exs' stuffs..dey al was kinda freak out ba..haiz..aniwae its e past le..i juz hope tt i can find one gd one soon..i hope tt tis time i didnt like e wrong guy..i hav alreadi decided on him..hope i wun regret my choice..n oso hope tt thinz wil work out wel between mi n him..take one step at a time..let nature takes its course..e guy tt i like, he's a damn perfect guy to mi..real perfect..hehex.. ;p i'm blushin..shit man..haha..btw i sae one more time hor..mi n him alvin reali nth..nth at al..so plz dun b mistaken..understand?? omg..zhan yang is drivin mi nuts wif e alvin thingy..i wana kil him..ahhh!!! lolx..oh ya..for e time bein, i wun declare to anione abt e guy i like..coz i dun wish to feel awkward when wif him..it wil make thinz harder for both of us..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Sunday, December 24, 2006

its so early tis mornin..haven slp at al yet..juz finish pei my bro onli..haiz..hmm..let mi blog abt ytd ba..hmm..ytd mornin was chattin wif frenz in msn so i was late n had to rush down to cc le..dey r leavin soon le..my taman jurong cc's lion n dragon dances troupe r goin e cathay buildin to perform for e grand openin of our coaches' restaurant..it is located at e basement of e cathay buildin..its called "The Indulge"..e food dere damn nice bt kinda ex..bt its worth it de..frenz of mine, feel free to go dere try..hehex..hmm..upon rch e cathay buildin, we started performin..after tt, eatin starts..dere's lotx n lotx of ppl ard n lotx of buffets too..e food dere is damn nice..hehex..oh ya..i was veri shock to c ah jie(vanessa), da jie(amelia), eunice n shauna ard too..same goes for dem..veri coincidence rite?? lolx.. it happen tt ah jie's uncle is oso one of e shareholders of e restaurant too..hmm..i had sm chat wif dem as its been a while since i saw dem le..da jie oso started to ask thinz between mi n tt bastard..i told her, i quarrel wif him again le n tis time everythin is definitely over between mi n him le..i told dem e whole story, between mi, him n chen yang..even dem oso dislike chen yang too..wad to sae..da jie tries to help tt bastard speak, bt i reply her tt i hav alreadi tolerated him for few yrs le..u cant expect mi to cont toleratin..am i rite?? after hearin, da jie oso nod her head too..she oso understands hw i feel..i alreadi had enough of him le..b it if he's my ex or wad..i'm reali gonna erase those memories away frm my mind..al of dem r real hurtful..dere's nth between mi n him at al..haiz.. :( after everythin, went bk to cc n change den i rush down to westmal arcade find wen loong, nic, vincent, jun hao n ming hong le..played 2 games of pool wif wen loong before leavin for zhong hwee's hse..mi n wen loong each won once..lolx..equal..haha..i oso brought 4 movies vcds to go zhong hwee's hse watch tis few daes..todae alreadi watch finish one le..hehex..hmm..onli wen loong n i go zhong hwee's hse onli coz e rest gt sth on or go hm..oh ya..while mi n wen loong on our way walkin to zhong hwee's hse, wen loong gt freak out by a big pet dog..lolx..he's afraid of dogs..bt he's so funni man..i c le, kp laughin non stop n kp jumpin ard too..lolx.. wen loong's gonna kil mi if he read tis..lolx.. ;p aniwae we go zhong hwee's hse oso help him fix his vcd player n hm theatre sound system le..lolx..hehex..we veri clever hor?? haha.. :P after watchin e movie, we left zhong hwee's hse..both of us wana go hm early..oh ya..ytd mornin i chat wif zhe bin in msn quite a while..he's gonna brin mi go fishin after he cm bk frm bikin at malaysia n thailand..hehex..i'm lookin forward to tt dae..coz i nv fish before at al..haiz.. :( always wanted to fish bt dun hav e chance n oso no one brin mi go..hmm..rch hm le, i ask big alvin for zhan yang no. coz i wana ask him n alvin lee dey al go out todae..i msg zhan yang to ask him abt todae n oso at e same time ask him for alvin lee's no. n he cal mi bk..i wana ask him n e rest out todae bt he kp sayin tt i wana ask alvin lee out jiu dui le..wad e..i reali dun mean tt lo..haiz.. :( i reali is wana ask u al out de..i muz reali clear e misunderstandin between mi n alvin lee..dere's reali nth frm mi to him la..i dun tink i like him ba..n as i hav said, he deserves much more beta galz than mi..mi n him, i'm juz like a thorn on a ((rose))-->alvin lee..as compared to other galz who suits him more, i'm juz a tiny little rubbish..mi n him, forgt it, impossible de..understand?? i luv tt pic wif him veri much is coz i find it veri nice..tt's al..no other intention..okay?? haiz..aniwae zhan yang n alvin lee workin tml..frm 12 to 9..den i was tinkin of askin dem out to pub or sth after their work..i msg alvin lee n ask him abt it le..he wil confirm wif mi later todae..hopefully is can coz i dun wana spend my countdown for christmas alone..furthermore its my first time celebratin christmas tis yr..haiz..bt before tt, i'm meetin wen loong dey al at 4 later todae to go orchard walk walk..mayb before tt go queensway first..to drop by n visit zhan yang n alvin lee durin their work..hehex..go ka jiao dem..haha.. ;p

hmm..juz nw suddenly rmb of my past..of most of my exs..was tinkin y al end up veri bad..haiz..none of dem work out wel..sm even played my feelins..ya..ppl can sae i'm desperate for stead..bt when u r in my shoes, u cm frm a chaotic, ful of violence n quarrelins, uneasiness n no freedom at hm, in financial disaster, scattered fam, u wil noe hw i feel..i've gt 3 elder bros..eldest, mentally sick..stays at hm al e time..nd mi company n take care of..main source of e fam becmin tis bad..sec eldest, move out of hse le..third eldest, on e plannin of movin out too..both coz cant stand e situation of e fam..i juz gt so angry wif dem..one by one leavin mi..wad is tis?? such a selfish act..we r a fam, arent we?? arent we suppose to solve thinz altogether as a fam?? my daddy kena sued n declared bankrupt few yrs ago..nt in a gd terms wif him eva since a real big quarrel few yrs ago..i oso dislike him coz of his stubborness, stupid temper n etc..my mummy, e fam's bread-winner..works nite shift every nite, everydae OT..health deterioratin..hw much longer can my mummy hold on?? hw much longer can tis fam hold on?? can smbodi tel mi?? sec n third bros strugglin wif their own financial probz too..nt givin mummy much money..hw much luv can i gt frm tis fam when its so messed up?? tt is y i tend to look for luv outside my fam..smone to luv mi, pamper mi, care for mi, b dere for mi, fill my world wif colours, take care of mi......bt y izit so hard?? wheneva i tot tt i had alreadi found one, it turns out otherwise..wad is tis?? y is my life bein fooled n played ard wif?? y muz i encounter so much since young til nw?? hw much longer can i take it?? wil dere b a third time tt i attempt suicide?? is tt reali veri hard to find smone to luv mi?? Y Y Y??? Y MUZ ALL TIS HAPPEN TO MI!?! when i find smone tt i luv n i tot he luv mi too, i gave my whole heart to him..my whole life instead..hopin he can make mi happi..take care of mi n protect mi wif al his might..hopin we wil last long, last foreva, last til we gt married n grow old n it always end up a tragedy..my bf givin mi sense of security is veri important to mi..ya..i'm naive n like to dream..fine..tink i beta giv myself one tight slap to wake up.. :'( MY LIFE SUX E HELL OUT OF EVERYTHIN!!!

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Saturday, December 23, 2006

tis mornin woke up late n was late for work le..coz i slp at 6 plus in e mornin onli..haiz..pei my bro til tt late..hmm..den took cab rush down to my sec sch..todae is sec one registration for sec sch..saw lotx of ppl in my sec sch..saw lotx of my teachers..al of dem stil rmb mi..hehex..had been workin for my sec sch bookshop for quite a few yrs le..so its kinda common for mi le..todae work, nv make ani big mistake..careless mistakes a few onli..kinda satisfied wif my performance todae..bookshop auntie treat us kfc for lunch..after work, we al, wen loong, nic, ming hong, lee hong n vincent went westmal arcade to play pool..after tt, nic left n we, e rest went to watch movie..e nite at e museum..tis movie damn nice lo..hehex..is damn funni man..haha.."MI NO DUMB DUMB, U DUMB DUMB, U GIV MI GUM GUM", "SILENT!!! LISTEN TO MY DUMB DUMB FREN SPEAK" lolx..haha.. :D damn nice movie..a movie worth watchin..haha..i kp laughin non stop man..til tears filled my eyes..lolx..after e movie, we slack ard westmal a while den dey go hm le..i went to jp..huang khee cal mi to ask mi go e christmas celebration at taman jurong cc for our lion n dragon troupe..so i bought a little present frm jp n rush down le..damn lotx of ppl dere lo..even sm of my ngee ann poly lion dance troupe de ppl lo..like penny, zhi ting, chester n etc..sm wear veri nice, sm normal normal..dey oso put out videos of our troupe's performances throughout tis yr..al our achievements tis yr..champion in mediacorp(its showtime), sec position in taka lion dance com, national dragon com, e guyz' japan dragon performance n mani more..at dere, oso gt lucky draw n exchangin of gifts..for lucky draw, i receive an ear piece..bt a damn nice ear piece..like it..hehex..as for my exchange gift, its a cute savings bank mould of a soldier or sth..lolx..juz nw bought bbq chicken for my eldest bro before goin hm..juz nw before slp, chat wif both jason n zhe bin in msn..oso read e email jason reply mi..kinda disappointed tt he cant receive my christmas present for him n i understand tt he has his reasons for tt..i didnt blame him..furthermore he alreadi told mi tt he appreciate my gesture to gt him a present..so at least he gt my xin yi..tt's enough..hehex..as for e present, tink i gt to throw it away le..coz its a plaque wif his name on it..hmm..kinda wasted bt gt no choice..haiz.. :( juz nw oso kinda shock to c tt bastard online..tink he unblock mi le..as for mi, i stil considerin whether should i unblock him too..haiz..bt i dun wana hav ani contact wif him le leh..tis time i reali finally gt over him le..so i dun wish to turn bk animore..haiz..let time tel ba..hmm..chat wif zhe bin til quite late ba..til i fal aslp..lolx..tink same goes for him too..haha..coz he oso no reply..lolx..hmm..todae whole dae throughout kp missin smone leh..haiz..kp lookin at e photo i took wif him..lolx..bt i didnt gt his no..lolx..didnt intend to aniwae..



(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Friday, December 22, 2006

[2 cutiezZz..mi n alvin lee..at christmas bash..hehexXx.. ;p]
todae sick frm camp, havin fever, so woke up at ard 9 plus to eat porridge tt my mummy bought for mi den went bk to slp again le..til ard 3 plus den i wake up..den went to sch to meet siew fong n go westmal buy present for e christmas bash..while on bus on my way to sch, i kp tinkin of jason..i duno y i juz cant gt him off my mind..miss him damn much..his voice kp floodin al over my mind..i almost cant take it animore..i almost went crazy over tinkin of him..i juz cant stop myself frm tinkin of him..he's reali drivin mi crazy..when i rmb e times wif him durin e camp..when i tink tt i cant c him animore, i gt real real upset..haiz..sobz.. :'( bt aniwae i oso cant do anithin..okay okay..back to where i am juz nw..hmm..while shoppin for present, i oso bought a christmas present for jason..hopefully can giv it to him..after everythin, we went bk to sch n meet e rest at e bus stop outside sch..gt shi hui, flora, florence n etc..e christmas bash is held at e eGarage..before enterin, i gt bullied by tt stupid alvin lee again..humphx..kp askin mi for his christmas present..aniwae i had sm games dere..kinda fun though..after playin, dinner starts..dere's kfc, canadian pizza n old chang kee..yummi!!! hehex.. ;p after eatin, more games are started again..dere's oso exchangin of gifts n i receive a veri cute de mouse pad n hand rest..hehex..like it so much..after we had finish exchangin gifts, i found out tt my present is stil nt given out yet..bt actually e leaders stil haven draw e lotz to gt e presents yet..alvin was one of e leaders..i told siew fong in a jk manner tt..later so qiao alvin draw lotz gt my present, i laugh ar..bt u noe wad, in e end, he reali gt my present..omg..reali too qiao le lo..den i went over to alvin n told him e present he receive is frm mi..hehex..he smiled at mi n sae okay n thx..lolx..aniwae after everythin, its photo takin session!! hehex.. ;p everybody started takin photos al e way..so i use e christmas hat tt i found n wear it n went over to alvin n use his hp take photo wif him..hehex.. ;) i oso duno y i wana take photo wif him..lolx..my first reaction, take photo wif alvin..haha.. ;p after tt, i oso started to use alvin's hp to take photos wif e others..e rest oso cm over to mi n take photo wif mi..mi n siew fong oso took sm photoz..we al, student council, oso took a grp photo..when takin, i kp laughin coz of sm jokes, den tt stupid alvin sae mi..sae wad, who sae u can laugh? basket sia him..humphx..lolx..everytime bully mi wifout fail de..everytime i laugh or do anithin, he confirm complain abt mi de..humphx humphx HUMPHX!!! lolx.. ;p bt oso when takin e grp photo, jackson, if i'm nt wrong, a senior of SC, while adjustin e camera, look at mi n sae i look real cute wif e christmas hat on..lolx..thx, jackson for tt comment..hehex.. ;p he oso kp wantin to take photo wif mi onli..lolx..hmm..after everythin, before leavin for hm, i transferrin e photoz i took usin alvin's hp..at e same time, take a look at his photoz..lolx..he veri funni lo..before givin mi his hp, he sae he veri zi lian de den ask mi dun look at e rest of e photoz..bt in e end i stil go c..he knew it n tried to stop mi a little..after tt, he let mi c le..he oso didnt gt angry wif mi..lolx..weird hor?? haha..when he saw other ppl meddlin wif his hp, he tot dey al lookin at his photoz den he immediately rush over n gt his hp bk..lolx..gt so important ma..haha..bt actually dey r nt lookin at his photoz..he veri de weird lo..i alreadi can c e photoz le, y cant e rest too?? hmm..aniwae i can reali tel u, alvin damn zi lian lo..lolx..damn lotx of his own photoz..haha..bt honestly, he's kinda shuai n damn cute guy..hehex.. ;p alvin, chin wei, zhan yang dey al stayin overnite at eGarage tonite coz tml mornin dey goin pulau ubin camp..*faint* lolx..we al juz cm bk frm a camp at malaysia den nw dey goin another camp..dey siao one rite?? lolx..haha.. :D n so..tt's e end of todae..quite a fun dae i hav todae..e christmas bash is fun..hehex..luckily i listen to alvin n cm..haha..when on our way out to e opp sch bus stop, i suddenly found out sth..when i'm wif alvin, i didnt tink of jason at al..totally didnt..i was shock..at first, i'm reali veri depressed over jason de..bt duno y alvin juz makes mi so so happi..he likes to bully mi, li siao mi n etc..den i went to tel siew fong abt it n she sae she expected i wil sae tt coz she can tel hw happi i am when wif alvin juz nw..bt seriously, i didnt realise it..(^_^) btw juz nw i went to check out jason's frenster coz he accept mi le..hmm..went to read his testis..saw e testis his gf wrote for him..saw e date..can tel tt him n his gf alreadi together for goin to 4 yrs..n his gf oso kinda pretty..hmm..so tink i can reali forgt it le..haiz..i can reali stop dreamin le..ZHI HUI, WAKE UP LE!!! sobzZz.. :'( y izit so hard to find e rite guy to luv mi?? am i reali tt bad as a choice?? or mayb i can stay single foreva?? haizZz.. :(

[BeSt FrEnZzZ 4 LiFe..mi n siew fong..at christmas bash..hehexXx.. ;)]

[mi n zhan yang at christmas bash]

[hey alvin..where e hel u lookin?? nv pay attention huh!?! humphx..lolx.. ;p]

[mi n a hong kong movie star..lolx..haha..jk jk..he look like one hong kong star rite?? hehex..hmm..honestly, i duno his name..onli noe he's oso student council de..lolx..haha..]

[mi n steven at christmas bash too]

[my christmas present..mouse pad n hand rest..hehexXx..]

[mi n jackson at christmas bash too]

[mi n pretty pretty shi hui..nw u can c e difference between chio bu n chou bu le ba..haizZz.. :(]

[damn blur look of mi..wad e hel man..lolx..stupid pic..]

[1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7..hehexXx.. ;)]

[SB RoXxX!!! hehexXx.. (^_^)]

[SC RoXxX too!!! :D]

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Thursday, December 21, 2006

yoz, i'm back frm my mawai eco camp!!! tis camp is damn nice man..e best camp i eva went, throughout so mani campz..excitin, adventurous, fun n etc..through tis camp, i gt to noe more abt al e student council's members..especially my grp de vivian, alvin, florence, samuel, han yang, chin wei n jo jo..dey r reali great members..thx guyz for takin care of mi durin e camp!!! i appreciate it veri much!!! hehex..HORNBILL RoXxX!!! hehex.. i oso gt to noe more abt our instructors..like uncle sut, lisa, ming juan, ahzat, sm orang aslis ppl who stays at mawai n most importantly jason n zhe bin..hehex..jason n zhe bin r e 2 most shuai gez in e camp..zhe bin is more of a cute type of guy whereas jason is a damn handsm guy..hehex..he's one tt u wun gt bored lookin at de..n of course i kp lookin at him durin e camp..lolx..hmm..dey r oso veri talented ppl..both frm victoria jc..for zhe bin, he goin NUS next yr aug to study le..as for jason, i nt too sure..coz zhe bin is my grp de IC while jason is another grp de..i onli noe both of dem r 20 yrs old..hmm..i muz reali thx jason n zhe bin for takin care of mi n oso helpin mi durin e camp..especially zhe bin..he's always dere for mi when i nd him..when trekkin, crossin e river, walkin by land to gt to e bus to go hm..he help mi carry my bag when i'm unwel although he already is carryin his damn big bag..hold mi ard when trekkin up n down of e mountain cal gunung arong..hold mi when crossin e damn fast flowin river..n oso supportin mi, pei mi when i cant take it..jason too..hold mi ard when trekkin on e mountain..smtimes bein dere for mi when i nd him..takin care of mi when i hav blisters on my leg n cant walk properly..provide mi wif biscuits n etc..lolx..bt hor..tis 2 guyz r oso e ones who kp bullyin mi durin e camp..humphx..especially zhe bin..kp sayin mi short..gt short legs n etc..basket..humphx..as for jason, kp sayin mi smal kid..n etc..humphx humphx humphx..bt afteral dey r e ones who fill my camp wif live..hehex..dey r oso nt e ones who kp sayin mi in e camp..instead most of e guyz say mi in e camp..humphx..duno for wad apparent reason..like alvin lee..say i veri gd to bully..humphx..he beta watch out..haha..lolx..chin wei oso..hehex..tis camp is reali damn fun..gt water obstacles, swamp forest walk, trekkin on e mountain gunung arong, seein fireflies n mani more..we oso went to bunkers where e australians used to use dem when fightin in e world war 2..oso saw one last msg written on e wall by dem..their last msg before dey die..e msg is written on 18 dec 1941..dey died on 1942..bt e thin tt is veri scary is tt e dae we went to c e msg, is oso on 18 dec too..bt in 2006..veri scary lo..so accurate de..omg..brrr..aniwae i've oso learnt lotx of new stuffs through tis camp..leadership, courage, teamwork, luvin nature n mani more..durin tis camp, lotx of ppl took care of mi..i reali wana thx al of dem..tis camp is damn nice til i dun feel like goin hm at al..i dun mind stayin at dere foreva..everythin's so natural..livin in total nature..btw tink zhe bin can finally hav a nice rest when we go hm le..after 2 mths of campin non stop..
hmm..jason is one guy tt interests mi a lot..makes mi wana noe him more..bt i'm afraid tt its impossible coz for him, such a handsm guy, confirm gt gf alreadi..bt no matter wad, his looks wil always stay in my mind..always..if possible, i wil wait for him..bt i tink i can stop dreamin le..haiz..sobz.. :'( i kp wantin to gt his no durin e camp bt i kp failin..haiz..i'm a total failure..haiz..i'm juz as timd as a coward..hate myself so much..haiz.. :( he's e most handsm guy i hav eva seen is him..no matter wad kind of expressions he make, he stil looks handsm..i juz luv e way he bullies mi n smiles at mi..(^_^) hope i hav a chance to noe u beta..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Sunday, December 17, 2006

i dun hav e time to blog abt e past few daes..coz busy packin campin stuffs n doin tt stupid BIS assignment..so tink after i cm bk frm camp den blog ba..after cmin bk frm camp, lotx of activities linin up for mi again..haiz..wil busy like siao..sooo...buaiz, everyone!!! take gd care of urself, everyone!!! hehex.. (^_^) OFF TO STUDENT COUNCIL LEADERSHIP CAMP!!! MALAYSIA, KOTA TINGGI!!! MAWAI ECO CAMP!!! 4 DAYS 3 NIGHTS!!!

MISSES:
my piggy(dickson)
my bee[in china nw]
my close fren, ai de[in thailand nw]
my buddies:
wen loong
da pian
zhong hwee
nic
justin
guan qian
zexun
n etc...
my sistazZz:
chan myat lao gong
jie ying nu er
joey nu er
pei qi lao gong
celeste nai ma
zi yi hai gui
n etc...
my family:
my parents
my bros
my godparents
n etc...
N MANY MORE......like dear dear(en hua), dear(cant sae), darling(cant sae) n etc...

buaizZz buaizZz!!! hope i can cm bk alive...lolxXx... ;p

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Thursday, December 14, 2006

juz nw i went to frenster to check ard..went to c who view my profile..shock to find tt bastard's name dere..he went to my profile before..tink tis is e first time i c him lookin at my profile..duno wad e hel he's tinkin..duno y e hel he look at my profile..haiz..lotx of ??? appear in my mind nw..tink i should hackcare abt it ba..treat it as it has nv happen before..coz i alreadi promise myself to forgt him..FORGET HIM.. :'(
hmm..a while later, i goin east coast play le..tonite oso thon dere so dun tink wil b able to blog tonite le..tink bloggin tml mornin when i cm bk frm dere ba..so...EAST COAST PARK, HERE I CM!!! YUPPI!!! hehex.. ;p (i gt a feelin i wil fal down todae..lolx..)

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)



[ERAGON RoXxX!!! hehex..nice graphic man.. ;)]
haiz..sianz..juz finish pei my bro n help him apply medicine onli..juz nw pei him watch e last part of e movie, e passion of christ..super cruel n disgustin man..omg..i juz cant brin myself cont watchin tt movie..everythin's too cruel le la..although i'm nt a christian, e way dey torture jesus is like hel man..smore torture til so happi..wad e fuck man..i reali cant believe tt dere r such cruel ppl in tis world..torture other ppl til bleedin al over, dyin, e blood splashed onto dem, dey stil can laugh n cont torturin..omg..*faint* tis world is reali veri cruel man..haiz..sobz.. :'( aniwae its over le..i oso cant do anithin le..happen so long ago le..haiz..hmm..bk to my life le ba..hehex..hmm..todae de test i reali sux e hel out of it man..3/4 of e paper undone..i can prepare to fail le..haiz..duno y nehx..study so hard last nite n tis mornin, in e end go in exam hal do paper, my mind totally blank..i cant even rmb a single thin tt i study..i reali can die liao le la..duno wad e hel had happen to mi man..haiz..i reali feel like cryin in e exam hal de lo..haiz..sobz.. :'( even my tt module teacher c mi, kp shakin his head..haiz..i reali no hope le..reali feel like dyin man..haiz..bt i tel myself, its alreadi over, wad's e point of broodin over it, rite?? so after e test, i went out wif my classmates to enjoy..hehex..coz todae is e last paper..i reali giv up le..hmm..i went to cathay watch movie wif my classmates..before watchin, mi, siew fong, ryan, nisha n shamutha went to dhoby ghaut mrt dere de arcade play..a while later, nisha n shamutha went hm le..dey nt watchin le coz e show is too late le..oh ya..todae coincidently, i saw da shawn again..hehex..at e arcade too..playin while waitin for his fren to end work..veri qiao hor?? singapore is reali damn smal man..haha..after playin, on my way to watch movie, saw adeline, elephon n ai xing at e mrt..super qiao rite?? haha..saw quite a lot of my frenz ard..hehex..at first i couldnt recognise adeline frm far coz she kinda change much..gtin thinner n thinner..hehex..until i saw ai xing den i confirm is dem le..haha..den we went to meet up e rest of e guyz, like shawn, benjamin, azra, shen jie, bala, viet n etc..we went to watch eragon..tis show is damn nice lo..bt e concept is sth like lord of e rings de..confirm gt eragon 2 de coz e story didnt end at al..bt eragon's dragon is damn nice n cute lo..hehex..bt e sad thin is we r sittin at e first sec row..watch til my neck damn painful lo..bt oso no choice..too mani ppl le..no more seats le..e whole cinema is almost fully packed lo..u can reali tel hw mani ppl r dere man..luckily todae ben gt brin jacket..if nt, i'm reali gonna freeze to death..e cinema is veri cold..e show is oso kinda long ba..2 hrs plus?? i tink so..watch movie wif those guyz hor, reali damn funni de lo..while watchin movie, dey r e onli ones laughin among demselves n smore quite loud lo..lolx..dey confirm is nv tink straight de lo..always tink wai wai..tt's y wil laugh til like mad guyz lidat..lolx..after e show, stil in cinema tokin abt sm RA stuffs..lolx..den al of us laughin al e way..haha..is reali veri funni..haha..hmm..after e show, we went to plaza sing walk walk a while..went to action city n saw a damn cute green colour creature soft toy..its a hp accessory lai de..so i decided to fork out al e money on mi n buy tt soft toy..hehex.. ;p i veri crazy hor?? no more money liao bt stil wana buy..lolx..bt reali too cute le la..i dun buy, i wil reali regret man..haiz..hmm..den after tt actually wanted to go bk to e arcade play again de bt ended up its closin so dey went to other places to eat supper n as for mi, i went hm..coz veri late le..i veri guai hor?? haha.. ;p hmm..tml gt lotx of activities again le..hehex..afternoon 1 plus goin east coast to play wif my poly frenz..til nite den thon at dere..fri mornin den go hm ba..i tink..den fri nite gt e camp meetin at 6 in sch..veri late hor?? bt oso no choice..after e meetin den i meetin wen loong dey al to go eat..hehex..tis few daes nv go out wif dem, kinda guilty sia..dey kp askin mi out bt i always gt sth on..haiz.. :( so my tis sat is for dem de..hehex..before i go camp on sun, my sat wil b theirs..hehex..tink tis sat we wil go zhong hwee's new hse play ba..hehex..cant wait to go dere man..hehex..waitin waitin waitin..hehex.. ;p oh ya..sat i oso nd dem pei mi go westmal buy sm of my campin stuffs..hehex.. ;) aniwae hope tt tml i wil hav lotx of fun!!! hehex..i reali muz enjoy myself tml le..veri long nv cycle le..so tml muz cycle til i song!!! haha!!! ;p hmm..tml oso nd brin my roller blade for siew fong..she wana learn..if i brin den she can save her money on rentin one le..hehex..lookin forward to tml, lookin forward to tis sat n lookin forward to tis sun!!! hehex.. ;p n oso lookin forward to watch 2 more movies..one is midnite sun which wil b published tml..i promise siew fong to watch wif her le..its a korean love story movie..seems veri touchin..another is a chinese movie cal fu zi..intro by siew fong too de..tis one tink i watch wif other frenz ba..nt sure yet..bt tis movie is out le..so beta go watch asap before its gone..

[christmas tree outside e cathay buildin..its pink!!! hehex.. ;p]

[my new hp accessory..veri cute hor?? hehex..i luv it veri much!!!(^_^)]

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Wednesday, December 13, 2006

yup yup..i'm here again..hehex..hmm..todae ar..mornin 11 plus went over to ai de's hse le..den start studyin le..after a while, chua cm to his hse n join us too..til ard 2 plus den we went down to coffee shop to eat den went down to westmal coffee bean find ai de's classmates le..den we al went to sch altogether..hmm..when go c ai de's classmates, kinda shock to find one guy tt i've seen in e SC camp meetin..he's oso a SC member too..i didnt noe tt he's in e same class as ai de..n i rmb tt tt time durin meetin, i even told siew fong tt i find him quite shuai de..lolx..den nw c him, kinda funni lo..lolx..haha..he oso a bit shock to c mi wif ai de..hmm..when we on our way walkin into sch to canteen one, i ask ai de help mi ask tt guy if he handed up his camp form le ma..den frm dere, we start tokin le..hehex.. ;p after our test, i went to find ai de again coz i goin his hse again to study OOP, tml's paper..dere i saw tt guy again, wif ai de..actually i dun reali dare tok to him de coz kinda awkward bt in e end he cm tok to mi n ask mi hw's e test..n frm dere, our long conversation started..hehex..frm test, chat til camp thingy..lolx..he's kinda a frenly n sociable guy..a shuai n cute guy too..hehex..opz.. :X haha..he's oso a carin guy too..juz nw ask mi study finish le, go rest..hehex..so happi man..haha..i siao liao le..lolx..hmm..we chat frm exam hal, to board bus, to change bus..lolx..haha..i reali find it nice chattin wif him..cool man..hehex.. ;p after alightin, i went to ai de's hse n chua went hm to bath first den cm over again too..upon rch ai de's hse, nt in a mood to study at al lo..coz study al e time le..den wana go crazy le..haiz..so i start dealin wif my frenster n stuffs..went to find his frenster n add him..i oso add him in msn le..hehex..i veri fast hor?? haha..todae onli den start tokin to him, todae i add him in frenster n msn le..lolx..onli except gtin his no..lolx..haha..aniwae i oso kinda shock to find out tt he oso noe da jie(bee suan) n (frog king)richard..lolx..reali veri qiao hor?? singapore is reali damn smal man..haha..richard happen to b wif him durin ite last time..went to c his pics, oso shock to find out tt he's oso frm NPCC de n worse til, he's a CI!!! omg!!! *faint* i kinda dun believe it de lo..coz he dun look like one..hmm..after dealin wif frenster den i start studyin le..study a while, fire(heng wah) cal mi n told mi abt arthur's daddy pass away thingy..although i long ago alreadi noe his daddy gt illness le bt i didnt expect tt tis wil happen so soon..haiz..reali sad man..upon hearin, nt long later den i rush to taman to e song ka le..fire ask mi along too de..bt when rch, i gt shock again..saw lotx of tmg ppl..i sianz diao lo..c dem again..especially thomas..haiz..kp telin ard tt i'm qi xiang's younger sis..duno y..haiz..aniwae oso saw gary, zhen han, teck yong n etc..a while later den saw xiao gou n cheng hui holdin hands cm..frm dere, i can tel dey 2 stead le..lolx..everybody shock lo..tink coz no one noe abt it at al..lolx..dey 2 together kinda weird sia..haha..bt aniwae i dun tink dey wil last long ba..wish dem luck ba.. :p aniwae oso nt my business..lolx..hmm..den saw ah ta cm too..den he ask mi over to his side n tok..ask mi sm stuffs regardin hw to create website n server thingy de..n oso ask abt mi n my studies..he oso start tokin abt my bros n etc..n sae dey al noe my bros de..aniwae oso no big deal..sth tt i was shock abt is tt arthur's lao da is oso my bros' fren..lolx..kinda weird sia..bt its e truth..hmm..den ard 10 plus den i leave dere n walk hm le..after bathin, i start studyin le..haiz..sianz..tis few daes reali study like hel man..haiz..study non-stop..my head is reali goin to explode soon le..ahhh!!! haiz.. :( juz nw oso gt chat wif tt guy in msn too..we reali chat a lot sia.. tok abt NPCC, richard n etc..lolx..haha..bt nt long later den he sae he goin offline le..hmm..juz nw study hafwae den help my bro apply medicine den here i am bk again..to blog..hehex..tink todae nth special ba..juz tt gt to noe tt guy lo..let's cal him 'J' ba..hehex.. ;p hope tt i can noe him more n he's single..hehex..hmm..heard frm wen loong tt zhong hwee movin hse by tis fri worz..ZHONG HWEE!!! MUZ JIA YOU WORZ!!! FASTER MOVE HOR!!! I WANA GO ASAP!!! hehex.. ;p i beta faster go slp le..if nt tml cant wake up..tml stil nd meet ai de at batok interchange at 10am to go King Albert's Park de mac study..wif ai de's classmates too again..n most importantly, J's goin!!! hehex.. ;p so i beta nt b late..hehex..(^_^)

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Tuesday, December 12, 2006

yoz, i'm back!!! hehex..juz finish pei my bro onli..damn tired man..haiz..sianz.. :( aniwae tis mornin de common test tink i cant make it le la..mcq hopefully can pass ba..as for e short qns, forgt abt it man.. first qns of tt is 15 marks gone liao le..5 steps of user interface design..i go put storyboardin, navigations, usablilty testin n etc..wad e hel man..supposingly heard frm chua dey al is should b experience design, presentation design n etc..omg..die liao le la..haiz..sobz.. :'( i should hav read e tutorials too man..coz tt ans is nt included in e lectures at al..oh man..haiz..aniwae its over le..juz hope tt e results turn out fine..aniwae tml is networkin fundamentals test le..lotx to study man..gonna die..todae end test at 930..went to eat wif siew fong, han wen, jing min, shi hui, stephanie, raymond(stephanie's bf), colin, qiang n etc..we went to westmal food court eat..coincidently on bus on our way dere, ai de(qi kai) n chua(kelvin) board e bus too..hehex..den i went to find dem n chat le..askin ai de regardin e test..he oso put storyboardin n stuffs too for his ans..except for chua..he put correct..wad e hel man..mi n ai de real fed up lo..haiz..bt ai de sae we put our tt ans stil gt marks to gt..bt veri little..so hopefully reali gt ba..aniwae ai de n chua oso join us to go eat, as my grp of frenz r mostly chua's classmates lai de..lolx..at e food court, when i was tinkin of wad to eat, i went to tk to chua while he's buyin his food..den while we r walkin bk, he told mi tt my behind gt ppl bt i blur blur stil go turn n knock onto e person n e chilli sauce tt she's holdin poured onto my jacket..haiz..super suay todae sia..bt in e end, i manage to clean my jacket n dry it up in e toilet..hehex.. ;) hmm..after everythin, mi, jing min, siew fong, han wen n zhi yong rush bk to sch for our SC meetin..regardin e leadership camp at malaysia..kota tinggi dere..we r alreadi late le..jasmine, one of e SC committee, kp calin us to chase us bk..lolx..so pai sei sia..haha.. ;p btw for ur info, SC refers to Student Council..hehex.. ;) after e meetin, al of us went to bukit panjang plaza mac to study..except zhi yong..he gt sth on..n cm along siew fong's fren, ryan..lolx..one go, one cm..haha.. ;p upon rch, ryan went to cut his hair bt in e end makes no diff..lolx..den we, e rest oso started studyin frm afternoon til nite..dey oso started playin cards after sm time due to jing min's influence..lolx..haha..jing min veri bad hor?? haha..aniwae he oso stop studyin when i finish studyin my first lectures which took mi e whole afternoon..lolx..haha..i'm damn slow man..coz i was slackin al e while..nt feelin wel so study kinda real slow..endurin my headache throughout e dae man..eva since i enter e exam hal tis mornin, my headache started n oso nauseous..haiz..tink coz mornin nv eat breakfast, den rush frm bus stop to exam hal coz goin late le, so wil feel so unwel ba..gt said by my piggy for nt eatin breakfast..haiz..sobz.. :'( sorry sorry nehx, piggy..coz i dun use to always eatin breakfast in e mornin de..haiz..aniwae yup yup..after studyin, dey pei mi go mos burger eat den we al separate ways go hm le..han wen left by another exit as he stays nearby..as for jing min, i nt too sure abt him..for siew fong, mi n ryan, we went to e interchange to take bus..ryan stays at jurong west so i've gt company..coz we both takin bus to jurong area..hehex..as for siew fong, she's lonely..lolx..she confirm fal aslp in e bus de long..her trip damn long lo..40 plus stops man..haha..she go count..lolx..too bad, no one pei her take bus..lolx..haha..afteral its kinda a short trip frm bukit panjang interchange to my hse here de lakeside mrt..hehex..oso mayb coz mi n ryan kp tokin..lolx..he chat quite a lot juz nw man..abt his CCA, his sec sch n etc..lolx..n oso mine too..he reali told mi lotx of stuffs man..haha..todae quite early rch hm..9 plus lidat..hehex..sec bro cm bk hm tonite to pei my eldest bro..had a smal tok wif him..he oso consult mi regardin sm study tips..lolx..haha..kinda miss him though..as he stays outside..instead at hm wif mi..haiz..nt to mention it animore.. :( later i more sad again..after bathin, i started studyin..til 12 plus lidat den i go out do hse chores n den pei my eldest bro as my sec bro went bk to his outside hm alreadi..no one pei-in my eldest bro le..so pei him til nw den blog lo..sianz..heng tml afternoon den test, if nt i confirm cant wake up de..haiz..hmm..actually todae nth special too ba..juz tt gt to communicate more wif han wen, jing min n ryan le..n oso tt mi n siew fong kp bein bullied n teased by e guyz man..humphx..especially siew fong, coz dey kp teasin her of her bein a hippo..lolx..haha..its like damn funni lo..i laugh til my heart almost cm out man..haha..bt sorry sorry nehx, siew fong.. for kp laughin at u when dey teasin u..lolx..bt i reali juz cant help it la..reali veri funni..lolx..even u urself oso kp laughin lo..haha.. ;p hmm..btw u oso kp makin mi hor..wantin to match mi n han wen..den u n e rest oso wantin to match mi n qiang..wad e hel man..*faint* dun match cant ar?? muz b tt frm tt grp of guyz de ar?? aiyo..haiz..hmm..oh ya..jing min todae oso gt ask mi along to go east coast park to play on thurs afternoon n den go thon durin e nite..together wif stephanie, shi hui dey al too..so my whole thurs is oso bein booked le..luckily i mention to jing min abt goin cyclin den he tot of askin mi go east coast cycle wif dem de..heng ar..if nt i'm reali missin out e great trip le..hehex..hmm..den wed after test oso bein booked by dem le..coz dey goin to watch movie straight after e test n dey ask mi along too..onli after watchin den i meetin wen loong, nic, da pian n zhong hwee dey al to go eat dinner..hehex..my activities fully packed rite?? lolx..duno y man..everythin juz suddenly kp cmin..so furthermore its after e common tests n durin our holidaes, i find no excuse for myself to reject..lolx..haha..juz tt e onli thin tt is troublin mi is hw am i gonna tel my bro abt it..coz i thurs nite nt cmin bk hm..sun go camp le..den 3 nitez oso nt goin hm le..within a week, 4 nitez didnt pei him..i wonder if he can take it ant man..haiz..scared he dun let mi go sia.. :( pray to god man..haiz..sobz.. :'( i beta go slp nw le..tml mornin stil gt to go ai de's hse at 10 plus to study..den 1 plus pei him go westmal coffee bean find his frenz to study again..den rush bk to sch for our test at 3..hehex.. ;) hope everythin tml goes fine n smooth..especially my test tml..zhi hui!!! muz jia you worz!!! gambatie!!! hehex.. ;p so mani ppl support mi, i dun dare dun try my best sia..lolx..gt wen loong, da pian, my real broz, my sistaz, frenz n etc..thx to al of ur man!!! reali thx a lot!!! i wil try my best de!!! hehex.. (^_^) i reali cant wait for e camp tis sun man!!! hehex..n oso e outin at east coast tis thurs!!! i miss cyclin!!! ;p

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Sunday, December 10, 2006

todae is a real bored dae man..haiz..woke up at 1 plus..den start dealin wif my blog thingy..after tt i ate my fav food, carrot cake, which my mummy had bought for mi in e mornin..den i deal wif my frenster a little n start studyin le..study til i kp wantin to slp sia..todae duno y super tired sia..although i slp til veri late..haiz..study til nite..eat dinner, wash dishes den go bath le..n nw here i am..bloggin abt todae's bored dae..haiz..sianz..stay at hm whole dae..e onli happi thin abt todae is my mummy cook dinner juz nw n most of dem r my favs!!! hehex..gt roasted pork n spicy vegetable!!! hehex..yummy!!! oh ya..another thin is tt my bro let mi slp a little early todae..coz i havin common test tml early mornin..830 start exams..before 815 gt to enter exam hal le..hmm..although todae gt study a little bt stil no confidence for tml..haiz..die le la..sobz.. :'( wad am i gonna do?? try my best?? tink tt's e onli thin i can do nw ba..study hard ba, zhi hui!!! gambatie!!! hehex.. ;p crazy mi man..haha..oh ya..i gt a leadership camp at malaysia on 17 dec to 20 dec..chosen by e student council de..coz i'm in it..hmm..i'm reali lookin forward towards it man..hehex..coz i luv camps!!! n i kinda long time nv go camp le..haiz..tis is e first time i'm goin wif my poly frenz..goin wif siew fong, han wen, shi hui n etc..hope its fun!!! (^_^) kinda packed tis mth man..my sistaz booked mi on 23rd..jason n my shi xiong, bing huang booked mi on 24th, eve of christmas n e last bt nt least, wen loong dey al booked mi on 25th, christmas dae..hope al those daes wil b fun!!! n oso zhong hwee movin hse soon..movin to a semi-detached..i cant wait to go dere play n thon!!! hehex..i luv goin big hses!!! haha!!! ;p zhong hwee, here i cm!!! haha!!! dun forgt to invite mi to ur hse warmin hor!!! i nv go before..hehex..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)



[mi in my new hairstyle..hehex.. ;p]
actually todae meetin wen loong, da pian n zhong hwee at batok mrt at 11 de..ended mi n zhong hwee overslpt den we meet at 12 plus..upon rch, i tot i'm e lastest le..bt in e end da pian n zhong hwee even later..mi n wen loong waited for dem man..wen loong sae is coz da pian sae i confirm veri late de so he slowly cm..stupid da pian..humphx..den when wen loong tel da pian tt i alreadi rch, he shock..haha..so funni sia..okay okay..den dey pei mi go jurong west de sherlyn mah cut hair..bt ended up rch sherlyn mah, e person sae muz wait til 5..tt time onli 1 plus lo..wad e fuck man..so long..so i went to another salon cal xquizit..as compared to sherlyn mah, e no of customers at xquitzit is reali veri little..bt i'm willin to take up e challenge n try cuttin at xquitzit..bt cuttin hair at xquizit kinda ex leh..haiz..nvm..oso gt no other choice le..e guy who help mi cut looks like one of my past fren..a fren of mine whom i wil nv eva forgiv him..nw he's nt my fren animore coz of e thinz he had done to mi..haiz..aniwae its over le..so let's nt mention abt him le ba..e hair stylist looks like him so i'm kinda scared..i kp lookin at e hair stylist while he helps mi cut my hair..haiz..aniwae after cuttin, i went to find e rest as dey went walkin ard..dey al sae my new hair style nice sia..i so happi man..i oso find it veri nice..even nicer than e ones i cut at sherlyn mah..so i decided to go xquitzit cut in e future..rather than sherlyn mah..humphx..lolz..aniwae wen loong said sth tt makes mi reali happi..he sae my tis hair style is e nicest hair style he hav seen mi wif since he noe mi til nw..lolz..kinda exaggeratin hor?? oso duno izit true..lolz..haha..aniwae it reali pleases mi..hehex..reali luv tis hair style veri much man!!! yuppi!!! hehex.. ;p after tt we went to westmal to buy dye..n den go zhong hwee's hse to dye..e process of dyin real funni sia..i took lotx of photoz of al of dem man..lolz..haha.. ;p we frm afternoon dye til nite leh..exaggeratin hor?? lolz..haha..bt e outcm is nt reali wad we al expected..zhong hwee's dye is sth like ash grey white lidat de..ended up cm out to b light brown..lolz..tink coz when dyin, da pian accidentally mix brown wif e ash grey white dye..lolz..bt among al of us, zhong hwee's hair colour is e nicest..hehex..as for wen loong n da pian..dey dye a lot times wif 2 diff colours den ended up becm reddish brown..lolz..haha..funni hor?? everyone stil kinda satisfied wif their hairs except mi..haiz..i cant even c my purple colour lo..humphx...i dun care le..i'm gonna to find ah guan jie jie, my relative, to help mi dye le..she's a hair stylist professional lai de..she help mi do hair cheap cheap de..she gt help mi rebond hair before..bt i haven pay her money yet..if i nv rmb wrongly, onli $40..hehex..haha..veri gd hor?? lolz..my relatives adores mi a lot de..serious..hehex..aniwae after dyin, zhong hwee nd rush down to his parents shop to help out le so we oso left his hse le..mi, da pian n wen loong went to kfc eat again.. when pass by bbal court, saw guan qian, justin, david n e rest i duno de..oh ya..stil gt another bastard, chen yang..tis few daes reali veri suay sia..omg..aniwae da pian eat finish le jiu rush down to bbal court play bbal..mi n wen loong slowly eat..hehex..den saw david n sm guyz frm e bbal court de cm kfc eat too..coincidentally i saw da shawn..lolz..he's one of those guyz who is playin bbal at e bbal court dere..i didnt notice him sia..same goes for him..lolz..i update him wif my new no den i left kfc for bbal court wif wen loong le..went dere, sit aside c da pian n e rest play bbal..plz dun mistaken..I'M NT WATCHIN TT ANOTHER BASTARD PLAYIN BBAL HOR!?! NV EVA!!! den nt long later, david n e rest of e guyz cm bk le..a while later i ask wen loong pei mi walk to e toilet at e coffee shop nearby..i waited veri long for e toilet sia..wait til mi n wen loong veri bo liao den took sm photoz in front of e mirror outside e toilet..lolz..haha..reali veri bo liao hor?? lolz..finally smone cm out frm e galz toilet..bt i was shock to find out tt its a GUY who cm out frm e GALZ toilet..omg..wen loong oso shock sia..lolz..aniwae i juz went in n den we went bk to e bbal court after i finished goin to e toilet..c dem play bbal for sm time den dey stop playin le..so mi n wen loong went to play too..play shootin onli..wif guan qian..tt another bastard sit at e ring pole dere wif his bk facin us..lolz..he like dun dare face us sia..no face to face us i tink..lolz..poor him..haha..humphx..e bbal hit him le, he oso dun dare to turn his head to us..lolz..haha..when mi n wen loong sittin aside, justin cm over to chat wif us..lolz..kinda long time nv chat wif justin le..den da pian cm over after playin bbal..den we al bo liao til play a while of true or dare on e floor..lolz..haha..play til i kp teasin da pian..den he kp bullyin mi sia..kp holdin my head n shake..haiz..WOO DA PIAN IS A BIG BULLY MAN!!! LOLX!!! HAHA!!! da pian's gonna kil mi if he c tis..lolz..i juz nw oso put sth on my nick den da pian kp scoldin mi..*WOO DA PIAN=NO SHIT* lolz..haha..correct ma..lolz..okay okay..bk to todae..hmm..after everythin den mi n wen loong walk to e bus stop at batok interchange outside dere den take bus hm le..todae rch hm kinda late sia..exactly 1230..lolz..after bathin, do hse chores, after doin, pei my bro watch tv, den nw i'm bloggin..hehex.. tink tt's al for todae ba..as for tt bastard..todae at kfc, da pian told mi tt he reali can confirm tt tt bastard reali hate mi veri much when he chattin wif tt bastard in msn..i start to fa tai..tinkin y he hate mi so much..wad hav i done wrongly..everythin is he start first de lo..haiz..kinda upset over it although i alreadi told myself to forgt him..actually, seriously, its impossible for mi to forgt him de..coz my close frenz r al his frenz too..surely dere r times tt dey wil mention abt him..haiz..mayb tis is fate ba..destined to b tis way ba..haiz.. :( everytime i cant escape frm wen loong's eyes de leh..when i fa tai at kfc after hearin wad da pian told mi abt tt bastard, wen loong straight away noe tt i'm troubled over tt bastard regardin him hatin mi..i tried lyin to wen loong bt to no avail..haiz..wen loong reali noe mi too wel le..hmm..when on e way to kfc frm zhong hwee hse, da pian is tokin to tt bastard on e phon..den he on loudspeaker..i heard wad tt bastard said abt mi..he ask mi stop snatchin his frenz away..plz lo..i nv even snatch at al lo..sae til so nan ting..is dey oso willin to go out wif mi de lo..wad can i do?? dey r oso my frenz leh..wad more my close n best frenz leh..haiz..i actually wanted to quarrel bk wif him de..bt suddenly dun hav e mood or will to tok bk to him le..i'm reali veri tired over quarrelin wif him le..so so tired..tired til i giv up le..haiz..so i juz sae him bk tt i dun wana quarrel wif him animore le..haiz..everytime i tel myself tt i muz nt b affected by him bt everytime it stil does..haiz..sobz.. :'( *heartbroken*

[taken by wen loong himself..before dyin of hair..lolx..he veri zi lian hor?? haha.. ;p]

[wen loong's look durin e process of dyin..lolx..haha..so funni man..]

[OMG!!! WAD IS DA PIAN TRYIN TO DO WIF ZHONG HWEE'S HEAD!?! OMG!!! STOP E EXECUTION!!! ZHONG HWEE!!! DUN DIE!!! AHHH!!! lolx..haha.. ;p]

[zhong hwee's look durin e process of dyin..lolx..haha..another funni one..]

[stare wad stare!?! i'm Incredible's Jack Jack okay!?! bt black type de..lolx..haha.. ;p]

[tis one is Incredible's Jack Jack..white type de..lolx..]

[eekzZz!!!wad is wen loong puttin onto da pian's hair!?! da pian?? applyin DA PIAN on DA PIAN!?! cant b ba..lolx..haha..]

[da pian's look durin e process of dyin..lolx..haha..]

[jian bu de ren de batman!!! haha..]

[shy shy de Jack Jack..lolx..c tt pointed thingy on his head?? its his reception..haha..*i style de worz* hehex.. ;p]

[alien vs predator..i'm e predator's queen..whahaha..hehex.. ;p]

[turtle?? my food?? predator's food?? hmm..]

[da pian playin bbal..hehex.. ;)]

[2 dyin bodies..haha..i kil de..hehex.. ;p *da pian no.1 & da pian no.2*(da pian n justin)]

[mi outside e toilet..taken through e mirror..]

[nice pic..hehex..through e mirror too..]

[who's e murderer??? wen loong!!! y nehx?? coz dere r 3 fingers pointin him..lolx..haha..he even points himself..omg..stupid him.. ;p]

[Best FrenzZz 4 LiFe!!! hehex.. ;p]

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Saturday, December 09, 2006

[e food tt is finished by da pian at kfc..he reali eat a lot hor??? aiyo..da pian is reali a pig man..haha.. ;p]
todae ends sch quite early..onli gt 2 lessons..sec lesson is free lesson lai de..can leave anitime..bt i stayed throughout..after sch, went up to lvl 8 to hand in my appeal letter to e director..after tt, walked out of sch wif siew fong, jing min n han wen..dey goin to study bt duno where yet..lolz..dey al kp psychoin mi go study wif dem bt i alreadi promise to meet wen loong, da pian, nic to go zhong hwee hse de..hmm..aniwae after walkin to e bus stop outside sch wif dem, i went to meet bee at his condo dere de bus stop, to gt sm of my stuffs..hmm..saw bee wif his new hair style..stil okay la..bt kinda nt use to it..e feelin wif him stil didnt change..juz tt we dun hug each other animore..we stil tok to each other happily..he stil kp bullyin mi..hmm..haiz..reali miss e daes wif him a lot..bt aniwae its e past le..he's leavin for china tml le..hope he's enjoyin himself dere n oso safe dere coz china kinda unsafe n dangerous..haiz..kinda worried.. :( hmm..after meetin bee, i rush down to meet wen loong at batok interchange..bt todae super suay sia..saw a bastard at e interchange..he's chen yang..he's wif justin waitin for bus at interchange..actually i tot of goin over to sae tt bastard de bt in e end i no mood to sae him yet, so forgt it for nw..hmm..chen yang kp starin at mi n wen loong..wad e fuck man..i dig out his eyes ar!!! humphx!!! hmm..let's nt mention animore abt him..it makes mi feel real sick..*puke* haiz..hmm..after pei wen loong go top up card den we took bus to zhong hwee's hse le..bought instant noodles up to cook n eat..i ytd whole dae nv eat le..real hungry todae man..gt scolded by piggy ytd for nt eain whole dae..haiz.. :( upon rchin zhong hwee hse, i startin watchin bleach at youtube usin my laptop..as when i start watchin, its e excitin part alreadi..so e more i watch, e more i cant bear to stop watchin at al..watchin frm episodes 54 to 62..at last e excitin part ends at 62 so i stop watchin..i started studyin a while..den nt long later, i started to play ps2 bleach wif wen loong, zhong hwee n da pian..play til nite den we go kfc eat le..as i nd to save money to buy dye tml so i didnt eat anithin at al..wen loong kp insistin on treatin mi eat bt i dun feel like eatin..duno y..tink coz ytd whole dae nv eat so kinda lost my appetite to eat le..haiz..bt i gt buy one cup of ice lemon tea as e lemon tea at kfc is my fav..hehex..aniwae after eatin, we went to cc dere slack a while to c nic in his taekwondo trainin..after tt, pei wen loong go bank deposit money den go hm le..tink todae nth reali special ba..juz miss bee a lot..as for tt bastard, stil e same ba.. *heartbroken* :'(

[xiang zhuo zou, xiang you zou..lolz..haha..jk jk..stupid wen loong take tis pic when mi n da pian unnotice at kfc..]

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Friday, December 08, 2006

haiz..juz finish bein scolded by my eldest bro again..haiz..sianz.. sobz.. :'( long story..lazy to sae..i oso dun wish to tok abt it aniwae..hmm..todae starts class at 9, ends at 4...so sianz man...nd to wait til 6 in sch juz to go for my lion dance trainin which starts at 6..in between 4 n 6, i manage to finish writin my appeal letter and print it out usin e sch's printer and oso my IAC assignment to hand up to ms sen at her pigeon hole at blk 53, IS blk.. after tt, i rush for my trainin at e sports complex le..on e way dere, i onli manage to buy 2 breads to eat on my way walkin to e clubhse..i haven eaten anithin yet e whole dae..haiz..no money.. :( aniwae todae's trainin kinda slack..after a short warm up den we galz started to practise our lion dance instrumentals le..coz next yr 10th feb, if i'm nt wrong, gt our competition..so hav to train hard le..time is runnin out..hmm..i hav been absent for 2 trainins so todae kp cockin up..partly coz e coaches change sm of e instrumental format when i'm nt ard..tt's y i cant catch up..bt in e end, i manage to catch up a little..hmm..todae after trainin, slack in e clubhse a while den go hm le..everybody's tired..todae i oso didnt manage to find time to go meet wen loong dey al..kinda a disappointment though..coz no fun n laughters..haiz..sianz.. :( go hm le, bath den start rushin BIS assignment le..onli manage to complete e 250 words thingy..still gt AFD to do which wil be cont tml..juz nw do hafwae onli coz duno hw to do..strugglin al e way..haiz..when i go tel my bro tt i slpin le, he starts to gt upset wif mi coz tonite i nv pei him at al, so he ask mi to sit beside him n started sayin mi..after tt, he ask mi fry sausage for him to eat..after cookin, i went to do e hse chores..finish doin, he ask mi sit down again n cont scoldin..todae is super sad lo..until nw den he let mi off..haiz..oh ya..forgt to mention abt my bee..juz nw when online msn, i ask ah pui hw cm my bee so long nv online msn, as i was kinda worried too..den ah pui told mi coz bee's internet spoilt..so i cal bee on e phon n ask him abt it..i oso heard frm ah pui tt bee goin china soon..which is tis sat..kinda shock upon hearin bee goin overseas..duno y..mayb coz nt used to it ba..i used to dislike bee goin overseas de coz i dun wan him to leave my side n e same goes for him..bt in e end i realise tt i cant always kp my bf wif mi de..furthermore he's my ex nw le..i cant reali interfere much..bt i chatted wif bee on e phon for quite sm time n oso did discuss abt meetin him tml at his hse dere de bus stop coz i nd him to pass mi sm of my stuffs at his hse..i reali miss tokin to bee on e phon man..kinda cant bear to put e phon down de..i started to miss huggin bee al e time and kissin bee wheneva we sae gdbye to each other..haiz..come to tink of it..mi n bee had been a real great luvin couple afteral..honestly..bt tinkin of al those stuffs reali aches my heart..i reali feel like cryin bt i cant cry out..duno y..haiz..sobz.. :'( kinda afraid meetin bee tml..always been afraid..same goes to bee..coz wheneva we c each other, we always almost start to kinda lost control of ourselves..wana do stuffs tt we always do when together..hug, kiss n etc..haiz..my heart is reali bleedin..mi n bee ended up lidat..mi n tt bastard oso ended up worse..Y I ALWAYS FALL FOR GUYZ TT I SHOULDNT FALL FOR!?!?!?! haiz..tml endin sch at 1..after meetin bee to gt my stuffs straight after sch, i goin zhong hwee hse to study n play along wif wen loong n nic..da pian joinin us after his work..so hope tt tml wil b a beta dae.. *heartbroken*

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Thursday, December 07, 2006

[our finished food at westmal food court..lolz..so lame man..]
yup yup..juz finish doin sm sch work..nw bk to bloggin again le..hehex.. ;) hmm..todae oso went to sch for class as usual..todae class til 3 den i slack in classrm til ard 5 plus den go for my make up at nite lesson le..between 3 to 5 plus, i hav been strugglin wif my blog man..i've changed my blogskin..yuppi!!! hehex..tis blog skin nice man..haha..recently kp chasin bleach so kinda crazy over it nw..hehe.. ;p den after my make up class, i manage to find time to meet wen loong, nic n da pian..hehex...so i went to batok mrt meet dem den go westmal food court eat le..go dere oso had quite a lot of fun too..haha..again, we started to take photos of each other..haha..so funni man..hmm..after tt we went to watson to look at e hair dye colours..coz mi, wen loong n da pian gonna highlight our hair tis sat..mayb at zhong hwee's hse ba..hehex..tink i'm gonna highlight purple ba..hehex..bt before tt, i'm goin jurong west sherlyn mah cut hair first..hehex..i reali look forward to seein my hair highlighted purple..hehex..hmm..bt dere's one prob?? should i kp my blonde highlighted hair or just highlight the purple over my blonde highlighted hair?? hmm..haiz..troubled..bt aniwae thx wen loong n da pian for supportin mi highlight my hair purple..hehex..coz juz nw i'm reali veri troubled over wad colour to highlight..lolz..i veri ma fan hor?? haha.. ;p aniwae..lookin forward to tis sat..hehex..hmm..regarding tt bastard, duno y, i juz cant gt him off my mind..bt no matter wad, i hav to..haiz..tinkin of u, reali makes my heart aches..haizZz..sobzZz.. :'( *heartbroken*

[such a lovely gay partners..lolz..haha..]

[mi killin da pian on behalf of nic, for havin mistress outside..lolz..haha.. ;p]


(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Wednesday, December 06, 2006

[Alif Restaurant]
todae is a tues..so my class starts in e afternoon..tis week is even week so my class start at 1..before 1, i met nic, wen loong n zhong hwee at jurong east de recruit express den went to eat wif dem den rush to sch for class le..had class frm 1 to 5..after tt went to canteen one eat wif azra n shen jie den i went for my make up lesson at 6..ended at ard 650 den i go zhong hwee hse find e rest again le..nic tis afternoon oso went to make his hair..he go dye brown n oso straighten his frinch n style his hair..he look much more beta than before..bt his hair style kinda weird..lolz..when rch zhong hwee hse, dey al playin ps2, bleach..den wen loong ask mi try playin too..first time play, i anihw play oso manage to kil nic one life..haha..so fun man..hehex.. ;p kinda start to gt addicted in tt game man..nw oso kp wantin to play..lolz..haha..hmm..after tt went to interchange to meet da pian(zen an) n den go gombak alif eat..coz heard tt e roti prata dere veri nice n famous..todae is da pian's birthdae btw..had lotx of fun dere..after eatin, we kp takin photos of each other usin my hp n zhong hwee's hp..hehex..todae da pian veri de poor thin sia..birthdae boi kp bein bullied by mi..hehex..hmm..reali had lotx of fun n laughters at dere..e roti prata is indeed nice..especially cheese de..da pian gave mi sm to try..cool man..hehex..i confirm wil go bk n eat de..my shuai ge(hong siong) stil owe mi a treat dere..hehex.. ;p lookin forward for it..hehex..(^_^) hmm..todae overal kinda a happi one.. bt when on my way hm walkin frm e mrt, i suddenly tot abt tt bastard n wad happened ytd..afteral it stil bothers mi a lot..bt i hav no choice bt to hackcare..it reali makes my heart bled..haiz..sobz.. :'(

[birthdae boi, da pian]

[mi n birthdae boi]

[birthdae bashing frm mi to birthdae boi..haha.. ;p]

[birthdae boi takin his revenge on mi...pain!!! :'(]


[2 guilty souls..jian bu de ren..haha..]

[DUN TEL MI U OSO WANA DRINK!?!?! lolz..haha..]

[zhong hwee's shy shy look..hehex.. ;)]

[nic diggin for food..lolz..haha.. ;p]

[omg..c e piles of plates of roti prata had e birthdae boi ate..n he's eatin an additional mac burger in his hand..he's reali a pig man..omg..nw he's scoldin us for snatchin his food..lolz..haha..]

[wad r dey lookin at???]


n e last bt nt least..mi!!! hehex..panda mi todae..lolz.. ;p]
(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)


I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU!!! EVERYTIME PUSH THE BLAME TO MI WHEN ITS NT TOTALLY MY FAULT!!! WAD IS TIS!!! I REALI CANT BELIEVE U CAN B SO CHILDISH MAN..WANA TRICK MI TIS WAY..SMORE BUCK UP TOGETHER WIF CHEN YANG..HELPIN HIM..MAKIN USE OF MY PAST LUV FOR U TO TRICK MI..U R REALI A BASTARD MAN!!! A REAL BASTARD!!! U SHOULDNT HAV CONTACT MI AGAIN WHEN I JUZ BROKE UP WIF MY EX!!! STOP GIVIN MI HOPE N TRASHIN THEM AFTERWARDS!!! DUN GIV MI HOPE WHEN THERE'S NONE!!! TIS TIME I REALI REALI GONNA GIV U UP!!! REALI GIV UP!!! TOTATLLY!!! I WIL GT U OUT OF MY LIFE!!! I REALI REGRET LUVIN U E PAST FEW YRS!!! ITS JUZ A WASTE OF MY TIME!!! AS FOR CHEN YANG, I WIL NT LET U OFF DE!!! U BETA WATCH OUT!!! I'M WAITIN FOR U TO CM BK FRM UR CAMP!!! such a childish act man..wana trick mi to go vivo city n leave mi alone dere..usin e bastard to lure mi dere..luckily i'm nt tt stupid to fal into ur trap..i reali cant believe u wil do tis to mi..i didnt even offended u at al..haiz..sobz.. :'( TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT IN U......

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥Tuesday, December 05, 2006

hey, i'm bk..hehex..its been a while since i last blog..coz kinda busy wif lotx of stuffs..especially projz..juz finish chiongin one proj so nw gt sm time to blog le..hehex..hmm..let mi tok abt sm updates of mi ba..durin tis few weeks, i gt to noe a guy more..i noe him through fren cum frenster..kinda long story..lazy to tel..haha.. ;p aniwae he's my new close fren..we msg almost everydae wifout fail..hehex..hmm..tink it has becm a habit for mi to msg him everydae le ba..he's veri carin towards mi..everytime when i'm upset, he's dere for mi..always..hmm..except once..another long story..aniwae he's one real nice guy..hehex..he has oso becm my piggy nw..haha.. ;p he reali brightens up my life..whenever i'm depressed, he wil ask mi to tink of him den i wil b happi le n it reali did help..hehex..hmm..tink til nw, i onli went out wif piggy for once ba..to go watch movie at jp..afteral its kinda awkward coz its e first time we went out..haha..bt kinda a happi n funni outin i hav wif him tt dae..hehex.. ;) hmm..recently my health oso startin to deteriorate le..coz nt enough rest n slp n oso too stress over lotx of stuffs..bt i stil can bear wif it..hehex.. ;) hmm..regarding fam..stil e same ba..scoldins n quarrels wifout fail..few daes ago, mornin daddy n eldest bro quarrel den eldest bro wake mi up to b e judge..wad e hel man..al of a sudden drag mi into e quarrel..haiz..bt aniwae its over le..hmm..regarding frenz..i'm bk to contact wif my close guy frenz le..wen loong, zen an, zhong hwee, nicholas, guan qian n etc..we oso juz had a bbq on 21st nov on charcoal's birthdae..as dey hav finished their o lvl n sch so i manage to b bk in contact wif dem again..dey r my best buddies eva man..hehex..(^_^) tink my updates til here ba..blog again tml..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

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