♥Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hmm..todae after sch straight away go taman le..rch taman le, i go superbowl mac study..nt a while later, huang khee n han kuan cm find mi..den followed by wisely n 'ah pui'..dey pass by den saw us n cm in..den wisely ask to go ktv sing..so we al agreed n went up together..we share money n open one jar of tiger..we sang n i kp drinkin..duno y..i feel like my addiction to alcohol cmin bk again..haiz..wad to do?? recently kp drinkin..in a very bad mood..haiz..sobz..miss him so so much..luv him so so much..bt y muz he treat mi so bad??? arghh..ahhh!!! i duno y..i'm reali a veri foolish gal!!! omg!!! haiz..den after ktv, huang khee n han kuan went hm whereas wisely dey al went up to supercue so i oso go cc for my hip hop dance class le..tonite de dance class veri tirin sia..same as last week..e ballet students joinin us again too..super cramp sia..haiz..so sianz..todae shaun, my dance teacher, summarise al e dance steps n we practise altogether..real messy sia..lolz..everybody is in a mess..lolz.. :P aniwae todae dance, sweat quite a lot..so stil quite alrite ba..hehex.. ;p after dance, i walk hm alone again..as usual..draggin my feet hm..real real tired..haiz.. :( juz nw after bathin, i went online..i went to tok to 'X'..i wana clarify sm stuffs wif him so i asked him if i can ask him 2 qns..he sae ask la..after askin, i suddenly stil gt one more qns wana ask..i ask if i can ask..he sae can onli ask 2..i sae plz n stuffs..he scold mi dun understand eng izit..den scold mi "ccb"..wad is tis!?! wad e fuck man!!! juz one more qns like wil die lidat..fuck him la..humphx..big fuck meh!?! arghh..frm tt moment, i tel myself, i shal giv him up at e veri moment onwards..i juz hate him!!! :'( i hate myself to hate him bt i juz hate him!!! he's too cruel alreadi!!! haiz..

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♥RumikoLoves
1:51 AM

♥Sunday, October 29, 2006

ytd nite went to boat quay de pub n drink to celebrate 'ka cua's birthdae..juz as planned..before tt as i mention at my previous post, i went out wif my poly lion dance mates..we shop ard vivo city den went harbourfront eat den go bk vivo again to walk walk..after a while dey wana watch movie bt its too late le so i didnt join dem..i went hm bath n change den go superbowl meet 'ka cua' n e rest to go boat quay together..gt wisely, 'ah pui'(qing wei), andy, 'pong pong'(jun jie), wei chong, 'ka cua', alvin n 2 couples whom i dun reali noe wel..we al drank frm 11plus til 5plus man..except andy..he left quite early..we al drank martell..'ka cua' oso gt brin his gf whom join us later on..she's oso frm ngee ann poly de..can sae is my senior coz same course de bt she yr 2 le..she veri gd at drinkin sia..kp drinkin pure liquor bt a bit too much le den she vomitted 3 plastic bags..omg..she's reali veri drunk le..cant even stand n walk properly..mi n 'ka cua' hold her down frm e pub n into e car..to send her hm..although i a bit drunk le bt i stil manage to take care of her n hold her ard..ard 3plus, eric, gary n wen zheng cm join us..bt tt time 'ka cua' leavin soon le..most of dem leavin le..den left mi, eric, gary, wen zheng, 'ah pui', 'pong pong' n wisely..tt wisely oso another drunken one..he oso super drunk lo..cant even stand man..lie down on e couch oso wil fal onto e floor..u can tel hw drunk is he man..i oso drink quite a lot, accordin to mi la..lolz..i kp drinkin martell wif coke n martell wif green tea..afteral stil okay..when tt stupid alvin ask mi try wad he mix, i almost vomitted..he giv mi drink pure liquor lo..e taste reali sux man..stupid him..everytime li siao mi..humphx..after tt,'pong pong' n wei chong leavin le so i join dem take cab bk to jurong..eric n gary kp stoppin mi frm goin..dey ask mi sit wen zheng's car go later bt i dun wan..i reali cant take it le..i wan faster leave tt place..furthermore even if i stay behind wif dem, wen zheng's car oso no seat le..dey stil gt to send wisely hm leh..wisely dun even noe who send him hm man..lolz..luckily i nv stay behind..i left wif 'pong pong' n wei chong..we went to wei chong's hse n slp.. til mornin den we slack at his hse til afternoon..hehex..i watchin episode show in e livin rm n dey 2 usin laptop surfin net in e rm..den we go taman market eat..den min yu cm join us n 'pong pong' go hm bath n change..den min yu n i pei wei chong go c doctor at 399 bt ended up al close..630 den open again..at tt time its 4 plus lidat onli..so we decided to cm bk again later on..den min yu ask wen zheng drive car cm 399 fetch us go superbowl..after playin n slackin ard arcade n supercue, wen zheng drivin wei chong go jurong east c doctor..so mi n min yu pei him go too..at first go dere is wei chong sit behind wif mi so stil alrite..when cm bk superbowl frm dere, is min yu sit behind wif mi..stupid him la..smoke den kp blowin e smoke towards mi..i almost suffocate sia..lolz..he veri basket one leh..one time dun bully mi like wil die lidat..humphx..smore bully til so happi sia..arghh..hmm..after rchin superbowl, we slack ard supercue den dey go up ktv le so i oso left le..i go ming xiong hse gt my stuffs den go s11 buy BBQ wings for my eldest bro n go hm le..hmm..tink todae n ytd nite is lidat ba..tt's al ba..den i pei my bro juz nw n here i am bloggin..

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♥RumikoLoves
1:39 AM

♥Saturday, October 28, 2006

hmm..todae woke up den left eye swollen til veri jia lat so go to sch late n nv attend first lesson, OOP(Object-Oriented Programme)..haiz.. :( i put eye mo n rest a while den okay le..den rush down to sch n attend sec lesson, NF(Networking Fundamentals)..todae 1pm end sch le..den i went down to bus stop meet my 'dear'(min chun)..lolz..coz i goin 'charcoal'(guo wei,lim)'s hse pass him his stuffs den min chun stay veri near to his hse so can go together..she went hm first n i went to his hse pass him his stuffs..after tt i go her hse le..hmm..we chat quite a lot at her hse..as usual, galz tok..hehex..her hse after renovation reali veri nice le..i c liao, shock sia..lolz..hmm..den we surf net n stuffs..i changed my blog skin todae..luv my blog so so much..coz reali veri nice..hehex..gt both my fav colours..black n pink..hehex..(^_^) after tt she goin to meet her 'guy' n i oso take 178 frm batok go bk taman le..went to superbowl play my game again..hehex..bt i put in de first 2 coins didnt enter e machine so i ask for e technician..he help mi put in tt 2 coins le, stil help mi enter more 8 free games leh..i was shock..i sae i onli put 2, he sae he let mi play more..he sae nvm..omg..lidat he wil b in trouble de leh..if gt caught..haiz..n its nt e first time he lidat le..haiz..bt thx a lot to him..i had great fun playin dem..haha.. ;p bt i cant figure out y he treat mi so gd?? hmm..aniwae after playin, i rush down to cc for my dragon n lion dance trainin le..todae oso learn sm new styles of dragon dance..although real tirin bt veri fun!!! hehex..bt i injured my hand juz nw durin trainin..haiz..both my rite elbow joint n wrist joint..when i was at e 4th interval of e dragon body..den e 5th interval de guy kp hittin my hand veri hard..so injured le lo..haiz..sobz.. :'( luckily juz nw my 'shun nu'(pei shan) help mi massage my hand, nw a bit beta le..bt stil veri pain..haiz.. :( juz hope tt my hand wil gt beta tml..coz tml i stil nd go out de..afternoon goin out wif my poly lion dance mates to vivo city walk walk, meetin at 2pm at vivo..den 7plus pm rush hm to change n bath n rush down to superbowl at 9pm to meet 'ka cua' n rest to boat quay le..tis few daes nv eat so nw gt money to go pu wif dem tml le..n oso gt money buy present for 'X' as i owe him one..i've decided to buy a box of liquor chocolate too bt an addition special stuff which i wil decide tml..nw reali veri late le..tink i gt to go slp le..tml stil gt a long dae to go..hope tml he wil go pub wif us at nite..haiz.. :(

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♥RumikoLoves
4:19 AM

♥Friday, October 27, 2006

todae went to sch as normal..end sch early todae..actually at 4 de..bt 3 plus end le..hehex..bt i left in class to play nd for spd most wanted to eat up my time..haha..coz my lion n dragon dance in sch start at 6..stil gt lotz of time..hehex.. ;p hmm..after tt i went to clubhse first to slack til trainin start..most of dem at clubhse too le..den i watch "ai qing mo fa shi" at youtube usin my lappy until trainin start..todae de trainin learn lion dance instrumental..learn quite a lot of new stuffs..tried to catch up..on e whole, i'm stil alrite..after trainin den slack at clubhse quite sm while..i cont to watch my show..haha.. ;p den we al went hm le..we went separate ways..sm leave by e front gate n e rest by bk gate..juz nw my ngee ann dragon n lion dance mates ask mi go out on sat..dey jio mi go vivo city..haiz..sianz..goin dere again tis sat..bt oso gd la..coz i oso wana find present for 'X'..although his birthdae over le, bt oso nt long ago n i oso nv giv him present so juz giv lo..tis few daes i nv reali ate a meal..i juz ate snacks or biscuits n kp drinkin water..tt's al..coz i wana save money to buy present for 'X' n oso for goin pub tis sat to celebrate 'ka cua's birthdae..he sae each person $20..i dun wana gt extra money frm my mummy le..coz i noe she dun hav much money at hm le..so i save my pocket money lo..hehex..i veri clever hor?? haha..bt of course, my stomach goes grumblin n i'm gtin gastric too..bt nvm..its okay..i dun care de..as long as i can hav fun wif my frenz..hehex.. ;p
hmm..actually e other reason y i nv eat is coz no one pei mi eat..ppl who noe mi wel wil noe tt i dun eat alone de..if no one pei mi eat den i wun eat le..stupid habit of mine rite? haiz..bt i juz hate to eat alone..i hate e feelin of bein alone..hmm..todae no time to go down superbowl den nv gt to c 'X'..haiz..sobz.. :'( miss him so so much..haiz.. :( oh ya..ytd midnite gt a guy cal adrian frm 'tmg' de, msg mi make frenz..he sae he's eric's 'bro'..duno y eric anihw giv other ppl my no de leh..haiz..sianz..aniwae alreadi giv le..wad else can i do? todae adrian gt msg mi chat..he reali veri bhb de lo..lolz..kp sayin tt i wil fal for him..haha..so funni..lolz..hmm..tml end sch veri early..end at 1..den go down guo wei(lim)'s hse pass sth to his daddy coz he wil nt b hm..after tt go taman mac study alone..til 7 den leave dere to go cc for my dragon n lion dance trainin..til 10..haiz..sianz..veri tirin de lo..bt gt no choice..muz go..i juz hope tt when i go study at taman mac, i wil gt to c 'X'..n oso hope tt he wil look bk at mi..n nt ignorin mi totally..haiz.. :( hope tt tml wil go smoothly..lookin forward to sat nite's pub outin at boat quay..hehex..(^_^) same old thin..hope tt 'X' wil go too..

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♥RumikoLoves
3:05 AM

♥Thursday, October 26, 2006

todae after sch straight away go bus stop take bus wif siew fong den i take bus to clementi find my godparents n eat their super delicious porridge..when on bus on e way, suddenly start rainin heavily again le..duno y recently kp suddenly rainin heavily de..izit god oso cryin for mi?? haiz..i mean regardin 'X'..haiz..hmm..den sat down a while after eatin to wait e rain gt smaller before gon bk to taman..after tt i took 154 go bk taman le..i went to superbowl mac n study..saw wei song n his frenz..n oso my smal didi..todae nt much ppl went down to superbowl coz tis few daes gt song ka..heard tt one of tmg ppl passed away..car accident or sth de..i oso nt too sure..aniwae after a while i saw 'X' outside mac..i was shock..i tink he did saw mi bt he act as if i'm invisible..i gt reali upset..reali feel like cryin..its so obvious tt he's ignorin mi TOTALLY..msg him oso nv reply de..haiz..feel like dyin man..miss him so so much..miss his hug, miss his kiss, miss e moments wif him ard..haiz..sobz.. :'( bt a while later he walk away le..duno is go ktv or pool..i oso nv go up c..coz no time le..its time for mi to leave to go cc for my dragon n lion dance trainin..todae again starts my continous lion n dragin dance trainin le..as usual, todae, tml n fri, dragon n lion dance trainin..haiz..sianz..so tirin man.. :(juz nw durin trainin break time, i gt nth to do so i go turn on my lappy..den 'ai li'(eric) coach go browse through my documents..n c my pics..den he saw al my secrets..i was shock..n worse stil..a lot ppl oso lookin too..jun shen kor kor oso..omg..reali veri pai sei lo..i reali blush man..dey saw my exs' photoz n e guyz i like in e past n oso nw which is 'X's photoz..omg omg omg..ahhh!!! gt ah kam, ah huat, nard, guo wei(lim) n 'X' photozZz!!! ahhh!!haiz..sianz..hopefully 'ai li' coach, jun shen kor kor n rest wil kp their mouths shut..hmm..den after trainin, change le, den as usual, walk hm alone frm cc..i always luv walkin in e cold weather at nite through tt path frm cc to hm..duno y..wheneva i walk tt path, i wil start to tink of stuffs..missin him n stuffs..haiz..den i wil start tinkin.."hw i wish i gt a bf to send mi hm n walk tt path wif mi everytime i end trainin, at nite??".."hw i wish 'X' is beside mi walkin, sendin mi hm??"..haiz..bt i noe i tink too much le..its totally impossible..he nw dun even wana care mi le..wad more send mi hm..furthermore even if he wan, he oso cant send..he gt probation at 9pm..my trainin end at 10pm..he alreadi at hm le..haiz..so sad..sobz.. :'( oh ya..shit..nw i'm even more sad le..noe y?? coz i suddenly rmb tt tis sat nite de outin to boat quay to celebrate zheng liang's birthdae is meet at 9pm at superbowl..'X' should b at hm le..so i dun tink he's goin le..haiz..i miss an outin wif him n his frenz le..so sianz..ahhh!!!i wana cry!!!so hopeless n helpless de mi!!!i reali reali luv him veri veri much!!! y??? y??? y??? y u always like to make mi in tis state??? u reali hate mi tt much ma??? haiz..sobz.. :'( u reali do luv hurtin mi..haiz..before i reali start cryin, tink i beta faster go slp ba..den i wun tink so much le..hope tml wil b a beta dae..oh ya..tml is zheng liang's actual birthdae..HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO HIM!!! lolz..i alreadi msg him wish him le..haha..even before his birthdae rch man..haha..veri fast n early hor?? lolz..aniwae hope he enjoy himself tml..(^_^)tink i giv him his present tis sat nite ba..hehex.. ;p

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♥RumikoLoves
2:06 AM

♥Wednesday, October 25, 2006

hmm..tis mornin wake up did a lot of hse chores before leavin hm..daddy n eldest bro quarrelled a little..ended up late meetin my sistaz..luckily dey nt angry wif mi..haiz..todae onli joey, chan myat n zi yi goin out together wif mi..we went to vivo city as planned to walk ard n oso look for my slacks at e same time..ended up we found out tt most of e shops dere r branded shops..e thinx inside r super super ex..bt i did walk ard n shop a little..i bought a real cool watch at $9.90 n a pair of cute cute ear rings at $5..oh ya..e veri first shop tt i shop is candy empire..e chocolates dere r real cute n cool..dere r lotx of liquor chocos n their packins r reali cool..i bought one of dem..as 'ka cua'(zheng liang)'s birthdae present..its a pack of jack daniel's liquor choco..inside gt 5 of dem..reali veri cute de..if mi, i wil kp it..i cant bear to put those cute little stuffs down my throat n stomach..lolz..coz dey r reali too cute le..i reali hope tt he wil like tis present..hehex..his birthdae is tml..tink i giv him tml ba..hehex..hmm..i did found a slacks at samuel n kevin bt too ex le..50 plus..its reali over my barget..so i didnt buy..den we tot of goin bugis shop..at dere, i bought another pair of ear studs..lolz..haha..i veri spendy hor?? lolz..i juz luv to shop bt shop of course muz hav limit de..at last i found a pair of nice slacks at a men's shop bt dey sae e slacks r unisex de..its much more cheaper than e one i saw previously..tis one is on offer..$29 onli..so i bought it..bt of course i nd to alter it coz i too short le..when wearin e slacks, e bottom is draggin e floor..lolz..short legs i hav..haha.. ;p den zi yi gt to go le so we al leave together le..dey went hm n i went bk to taman..again, i go superbowl arcade to play my game..todae no one is at superbowl at al..coz dey al go attend a song ka at smwhere at taman..den i went 399 to buy soaps for my bro n went hm le..go hm bath, den i go down coffee shop meet cheong heng return him his laptop..den saw hei hei(yong heng), hei hei's bro(yong qiang) n lao su(wayne) sittin at e coffee shop..dey r al my third bro's frenz..so i sat down wif dem n hav a chat a while..bt tt stupid lao su made mi real angry til i almost wana slap him..everytime c him, nth gd cm out frm his mouth de..nt at al..everytime onli noe hw to insult ppl..i shal nt explain further..haiz..tink of tt makes mi angry again..haiz..spoil my mood n spoil my dae..luckily its e endin of todae le..haiz..bt afteral i did enjoyed myself real real much todae..sistazZz for life!!! i luv u al man!!! muackzZz!!! hehex.. (^_^) i'm always veri happi when wif dem..dey r reali my kai xin guo..we oso took lotx of photoz todae..

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♥RumikoLoves
2:20 PM

♥Tuesday, October 24, 2006

todae after sch go service centre upgrade my laptop to professional coz mine is home edition..oso connect to sch domain..siew fong pei mi go up den i leave my laptop dere n go library buy waffle n bubble tea den pei siew fong out to sch outside de bus stop..after tt it started drizzlin so i quickly go bk into sch bt hafwae in, i saw min chun..i'm supposed to meet her after i settle my laptop's stuffs, to go westmal buy thin..she ask mi pei her go bus stop find her classmate n gt her textbk so i pei her lo..den it started rainin real heavily..mi n her gt totally drenched while goin bk into sch..i reali reali regreted for nt brinin jacket todae lo..haiz..i was real cold..kp shiverin non stop..haiz..i didnt expect todae to rain so heavily de..after gtin bk my laptop, we took 61 to westmal..at e bus stop we saw jian yong n he tag along too..we pei him go westmal food court eat den go buy my stuffs..den dey both went hm n i took 178 bk to taman..went to superbowl arcade as usual to play puzzle bobble..saw sm of my frenz dere..den saw ming yu playin initial d..so i took tis chance to bully him bk..i go push his chair..haha.bt he turn bk n caught mi..haiz.. :( bt afteral i took my revenge..haha..afterwards when i playin my game, he cm n kick my chair..humphx..stupid him..kp bullyin mi..den when it's abt time, i left superbowl to cc for my hip hop dance class..last week i didnt attend so miss a lot of stuffs..shaun(my dance teacher) taught a lot of new steps..i kp strugglin al e way..bt i manage to catch up a little..haiz..n oso lotx of ppl cm to e class..e ballets oso joinin us too..dey oso performin..oh ya..i forgt to mention..nw my hip hop dance class is preparin for my our performance at NUS durin dec..if i'm nt wrong is e 16th..coz its my tt dance company de anniversary..wana cm watch mi dance?? haha..todae practise til real tired..haiz..juz nw pei my bro watch bleach..nw super slpy le..i beta go slp nw ba..tml stil gt a long dae to go..goin vivo city wif my sistaz n oso buy my veri own slacks for my hip hop dance performance..

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♥RumikoLoves
2:44 AM

♥Monday, October 23, 2006

hmm..tis mornin wake up den go bath n go buy breakfast for my eldest bro le..den cm bk do hse chores, set up breakfast for my bro den i rush down to sim lim gt my new laptop le..was real happi when gtin laptop..coz at last gt a laptop of mine again le..hehex.. ;p bt when i walk ard at sim lim, i saw a teenage guy givin flyers at e escalator dere..he giv mi, i dun wana take den he giv mi attitude..at last i go take frm him unwillinly den he giv mi stupid face..arghh..humphx..hmm..actually i find tt guy veri familiar bt i juz cant rmb where i c him before..i tink he oso find mi familiar ba as he oso kp lookin at mi..aiya..duno la..i took a few hrs at sim lim to set up my laptop at e shop..haiz..so sianz..after tt rush down for lion dance trainin at cc..bt in e end, i go down cc onli c pei shan one gal..no galz cm at al..at last no trainin for galz..arghh..waste my time n effort to brin my shoe bag out n ard todae..arghh..haiz..nvm..den i went down to superbowl arcade play puzzle bobble as usual..play play play..finish le, eric pei mi go foodmore eat..after eatin den i saw 'X' at ktv below..was kinda shock n sad..haiz.. :( after tt i return to arcade to play again n slack til time's time to go hm..saw him quite a lot of times at pool arcade dere..we kp lookin into each others' eyes..c him reali makes my heart melts..haiz..i reali luv e way he looks into my eyes..i reali wana tok to him when we look at each other todae de..bt i juz dun hav e guts..haiz..i veri useless?? haiz..todae c him quite a no of times, i reali miss him veri much nw..can smone juz kil mi?? haiz..i cant stand myself luvin n missin him so much!!! ahhh!!! haiz..sobz.. :'( he reali broke my heart..he reali hurts mi a lot a lot..haiz..feel like dyin man..i'm juz like a human body wifout a soul..haiz..hmm..i juz finish meddlin wif my new laptop..i slpin nw le..reali veri late le..tml i stil gt class at 9am..later cant wake up den die..

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♥RumikoLoves
4:00 AM

♥Sunday, October 22, 2006

hmm..todae i did enjoyed myself goin out wif my sec sch classmates n frenz..noon, 'ai de', 'dd' n kelvin chua pei mi go sim lim find sec hand laptop..i can tel u..e sec hand laptops dere sux like hel..super old de..colours al fadin off de..veri jia lat rite? haiz..in e end, luckily i found a new laptop on offer..acer de..$1298..gt al e criteria tt i nd for sch usage..juz e one tt i wan..lucky mi..nt sec hand de worz..is new de..hehex..i straight put $100 deposit to reserve e laptop le..coz i scared kinda bought by other customers if i cm another dae..although i onli gt $800 at e moment..bt i manage to borrow another $500 frm my godbro todae..he veri gd rite? haiz..actually i felt reali veri guilty borrowin so much money frm others lo..haiz..felt so sad.. :( bt i reali gt no choice..haiz..after tt we went to bugis street de beside de BK eat..den pei qi(my lao gong) cm join us..hehex..followed by joey..we went walk walk at bugis after eatin while waitin for our show to start..we watchin silk at 525pm at bugis except 'dd' coz he gt to work at 6pm..veri poor thin rite? haiz..e show was reali veri scary lo..i kp coverin my eyes sia..as usual, if u noe mi wel..lolz..bt joey more worse lo..she kp screamin n holdin on to e ppl beside her, which is mi n pei qi..poor us rite? haiz..lolz..haha..bt i almost cried durin e movie coz reali veri scary..haiz..sobz.. :'( after e show, we pei 'ai de' go taka gt his pay..ended up go dere, e restaurant super lotz of customers den his manager nt free to giv him pay, sae next time den cm..den nv gt in e end..waste our transport fare..stupid fuckin manager of his..where can lidat de..taka nt near leh..wad e fuck lo..he tink go down so easy ar? fuck him la..arghh..humphx..was real angry tt time..wanted to scold his manager de bt forgt it..humphx.. :( den we al took mrt hm..dey went hm..i went bk to taman..i go superbowl arcade play a while of puzzle bobble as usual den go down mac buy dinner for my bro den go hm le..den i saw jerron n wei chao at bus stop waitin for bus..den wei chao ask mi whether izit i tel 'D' tt is wei chao giv mi his no de..wad is tis? is nt wei chao giv mi de lo..is another person lo..if he dun wan mi msg him den juz tel mi straight ma..y go find e person who giv mi his no? wad is tis? basket sia..haiz..was real upset abt tt..msg 'D' to clarify, he oso nv reply..msg 'X' nice msgs, he oso nv reply..haiz..so so sad..todae go out oso miss 'X' veri veri much..haiz..wad should i do?? wil i die of missin him?? haiz..sobz.. :'( he cheated mi, y i stil luv him so much??? haiz..its reali a mystery for mi..sobz.. :'( i can tel tt he's ignorin mi lo..haiz.. :( juz nw 'ka cua' msg mi ask mi whether wan go clarke quay next sat ant coz his birthdae..i confirm wil go de..hehex..coz i quite sm time nv drink le..kinda miss *chivas* man..my FAVOURITE!!! haha..n oso *vodka*..hehex.. ;p martell although stronger bt nt as nice as e 2..hehex.. ;) i oso reali reali hope tt 'X' goin..he mite go as 'ka cua' is his 'hao' bro..haiz..bt kinda impossible de la..coz he gt probation at 9pm..go clarke quay confirm go til super late de..hopefully he can manage to go ba..haiz..hmm..tink i gt to slp le ba..tml oso gt a long dae to go..mornin wake up do hse chores n buy breakfast for my eldest bro..after tt i goin sim lim buy my tt laptop..den rush down bk to taman, to cc for dragon dance trainin at 2pm..veri tirin hor? haiz..no choice..i go slp le..so so tired n slpy nw le..cant make it le..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
3:22 AM

♥Saturday, October 21, 2006

hmm..juz finish pei my bro again..haiz..so tired..fal aslp while pei my bro watch tv juz nw..luckily he todae kinda in a gd mood den nv scold or beat mi for falin aslp while pei him..todae even more more tired than ytd..nt enough slp tis few nitez..wad to do? haiz..todae end sch le den zhi chen n shen jie pei my poly classmate, ezra n mi go canteen one eat lunch..den we go library slack, use laptop surf net n listen songs as ezra is waitin for his fren to go play soccer afterwards..aniwae i oso gt nth to do so pei him lo..ard 3 plus den shen jie pei mi go bus stop take bus bk to taman..when i stil in sch, i cal fire n he told mi he at lan lab..when i cm bk taman, i go lan lab find him, he's nt dere..cal him, he's at superbowl..he didnt even inform mi at al lo..i hav no idea abt it..if he told mi earlier, i dun nd to change bus go lan lab le..haiz..kinda angry wif him bt forgt it..no point makin each other upset coz of tis kind of smal matter..rite? ;) after tt i went superbowl mac use laptop surf net..nt long later i go up arcade play puzzle bobble as usual..todae play quite a lot..to eat up my time..as my lion dance trainin at cc start at 8pm..tt time stil veri early..ard afternoon..den saw quite a lot of ppl at arcade..i oso had 3 puzzle bobble challenges wif jonatan n i won 2 among 3!!! so happi sia..haha..tot i wun win him de bt in e end i did..haha.. ;p oh ya..rmb e guy i mention mani times previous than tis postin?? e guy who cheated my feelins thrice..hmm..let mi name him 'X' ba..hmm..i saw him at superbowl todae..duno should i sae i'm happi seein him or sad..haiz..sobz.. :'( hmm..i suddenly found out sth abt mi todae..i had always tot tt i had alreadi given him up n forgt him le..n tt i like 'D' le..bt i found out tt al along, i'm lyin to myself..its nt true at al..i do stil hav feelins for 'X'..i do stil luv him a lot a lot..i juz cant forgt him..even though ht doesnt treat mi gd at al..haiz.. :( i reali do agree tt LOVE IS BLIND..reali blind..i'm totally blinded by love..haiz..i reali miss him veri veri much nw..i wana c him..reali do..haiz..bt i noe its impossible between mi n him le..i heard tt he stead wif a gal tt i saw him wif at superbowl ytd..i appear nt to care, bt actually deep in my heart, i do reali care..it reali hurts..i'm jealous of course..i reali hope tt wad i heard is nt true..haiz..msg him juz nw oso nv reply..haiz..no hope le la..sobz.. :'( btw do u noe hw i found out tt i stil gt feelins for 'X' ma?? its when my fren's younger bro cm to mi while i'm playin puzzle bobble n ask mi whether i like 'X' or his elder bro..i was in total shock..i reali duno hw to ans him..i duno whether i should let dem noe tt i like 'X' ant..if dey noe, rumours wil start spreadin again..last time oso lidat..haiz..bt dere's one prob..thinz between mi n 'X' should b a secret ma..hw cm my fren's younger bro wil gt to noe abt it? weird..hmm..aiya..nvm la..aniwae it doesnt matter at al..so wad if i tel dem tt i like 'X'?? life stil goes on..nth wil change..haiz..sobz.. :'( bt i reali reali hope tt he wil patch wif mi..he's e one for mi!!! hmm..when its time for mi to leave superbowl n go trainin, e rest had gone..except 'SJ'..he's outside n i had a smal chat wif him..i juz noe him nt long bt he reali do treat mi veri veri gd..send mi hm wif his bike, giv mi hong bao on my birthdae n etc..if i'm nt wrong, he's in his 30's le..i told him abt wad my fren's bro ask mi n abt mi n 'X' frm e start til nw..den 'SJ' ask mi y i nv like him..i duno hw to ans him leh..he sae he treat mi so gd, i nv like him..haiz..felt so bad sia..bt like n love tis kind of thinz muz c feelins de ma..hmm..i gt to go slp le..tml stil gt to meet qi kai dey al at 11am at batok mrt..tml stil gt a long dae to go..noon go sim lim square find laptop, todae didnt gt to go..so so sorry..after tt go vivo city walk walk c c..i heard frm lotz of my frenz sae dere veri big n nice..i reali wonder hw it looks like..den after everythin, if stil gt time, i wil go bk taman superbowl find e rest..blog til here ba..i wan faster go slp le..slp le den wun tink too much le..smore veri tired..nd to rest le..to b continued tml.......

♥RumikoLoves
3:22 AM

♥Friday, October 20, 2006

juz finish pei my eldest bro..slpin soon le..todae even more tired than ytd..todae almost killed mi man..haiz.. :( ytd so tired den oso nv gt enough slp..haiz..wad to do..tis mornin wake up rite eye sore eye den nv go for first lesson le..when my eye okay le den i join sec lesson de..haiz..i veri weak hor? so easy fal sick n unwel..haiz.. :( bt cant blame la..continuously 3 daes of sch n lion n dragon dance trainin..wil die de la..haiz..i reali wana go slp nw le..i faster report abt todae ba..hmm..todae nth much lo..go for sch..after sch go find 'dd'(en hua), 'ai de'(qi kai) n nic..after tt 'dd' pei mi go canteen 2 eat den send mi to lion dance de clubhse den go le..todae trainin, after do warm up, i start to cant take it le..whole body too cramp n tired le..ended up learnini "BA" tt time i super sianz n no mood to learn..luckily xiao lawrence was patient enough to teach mi slowly..bt i kinda guilty lo..i'm reali a veri slow learner n he stil can tolerate mi n con teachin mi wifout gtin angry..hmm..i was oso shock tt patrick coach n da lawrence cm down to c c a while..haha..saw patrick coach i veri happi..duno y..haha..he gt teach mi a little den i understand sm parts le..hehex..i stil prefer his teachin..tink xi guan le ba..lolz..bt xiao lawrence..u teach oso quite okay la..reali veri sorry for causin so much trouble for u todae hor..i can tel u teach mi til a bit fed up..ur face black black bt u stil try to smile n laugh wif mi..haiz..sobz.. :'( juz nw trainin tt time, i reali feel like cryin lo..coz reali veri stress..bt i didnt..i ren..juz nw after trainin, i stil go boon lay market buy satay n dessert for my eldest bro n noodles for my daddy..real tired man..oh ya..juz nw i gt msg 'D'..n we msg each other for sm time..haha..was so happi..he at taman de party world juz nw..i reali feel like goin to find him de lo..bt too late le, cant..too bad..haiz..he nw oso nt online..so sianz..cant chat wif him..hopefully tml gt chance ba..hopefully..haiz.. :( hmm..tml i start class at 9am again..as usual..haiz..bt end at 1pm..hehex..veri early hor? haha..tml nite gt lion dance trainin again at 8pm at cc..hmm..in between tink i ask 'ai de', 'dd', chua n rest to pei mi go sim lim find sec hand laptop ba.. hopefully can ba..i dun wana waste time le..i wan faster gt my veri own laptop..tis fuckin apple laptop is damn heavy n damn hard to use..arghhh..haiz..bt of course, beta than nth la..haha.. ;p hmm..i blog til here ba..cant take it le..gt to go slp le..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
3:42 AM

♥Thursday, October 19, 2006

haiz..so tired sia..juz nw dragon dance practise like siao man..real tirin..haiz..bt todae counted as my first practice for dragon dance ba..actually dragon dance kinda fun bt hands wil b real tired..nw my arms n legs al muscle cramps..haiz..bt i reali enjoyed myself veri much while dragon dancin..learnt lotz of stuffs todae..nw al in my head le..hehex..todae ah chuan coach gt cm down for trainin..he damn fierce sia..onli noe hw to scold..nw i noe wad e rest of a galz mean abt wad dey told mi e other time le..haiz..hmm..i oso juz cm bk frm song ka..one of juboon lion dance member's mummy pass away..veri poor thin hor? my fren onli sec 4 nw leh..at such an young age, mummy pass away le..poor him..haiz.. :( btw was so happi juz nw..i gt to chat wif 'D' online msn..hehex..he tml gt 'O' lvl sci practical..hope tt he wil do wel..i wish him al e best man..he hav gt al my supports..hehex.. ;) hmm..i juz nw ask him slp early so tink he slpin nw le ba..tml mornin i'm gonna msg him gd luck before he leave hm to sch for exam..hehex..hmm..todae gt sch n dragon dance at cc..tml gt sch n lion dance in sch..fri gt sch n dragon dance at cc again..omg!!! ahhh!!! everydae so tirin man..haiz..sobz.. :'( hmm..todae i didnt manage to go sim lim find laptop leh..haiz..coz fire put mi aeroplane..haiz..ytd sae pei mi go den ended up todae sae nv go le..nv go oso nv inform mi at al..i go find him den he tel mi de..he veri wad hor?? arghhh..bt aniwae its over le..i alreadi qi siao n forgiv him le..so suan le..tink i tis weekend find ppl pei mi go find n buy ba..haiz..hopefully gt ppl can pei mi lo.. :( oh ya hor..todae go superbowl arcade play my usual game, puzzle bobble..play hafwae kena bully sia..play play play, hafwae, suddenly e machine move in towards mi..i quickly move bk sia..duno is who push e machine frm opp de..haiz..hmm..i went opp n c, if i'm nt wrong is ming yu push de..basket sia..i almost died durin tt game..hafwae kena interrupted..haiz..who ask mi so gd to bully..haiz.. :( hmm..pei qi todae oso ask mi out on tis sat..wif e rest of my jie meiz..hope tt i can find time go ba..i'm reali veri busy wif lotz of stuffs lately..bt i reali wish to go out wif dem..go shoppin, kbox n stuffs..hehex.. ;p hmm..tink i blog til here ba..real slpy nw le..type hafwae wil fal aslp tt kind..haha..i veri piggy hor?? lolz..gt to wake up at 730am again cox class start at 9am again..as usual..haiz..sianz..hmm..as usual..hope tt thinx between mi n him wil gt beta ba..haiz..sobz.. :'( oh ya..one more thin..todae oso saw tt guy who trick my feelins mani times de at superbowl..saw him brought a gal..c le, kinda heart pain..bt i told myself before le..i gt to forgt him n giv him up..i should focus on my studies, lion n dragon dance, hip hop dance n most of al, 'D'!!! haha!!! (^_^)

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
3:19 AM

♥Wednesday, October 18, 2006

oh ya..forgt to mention..regardin our team, S4 de MENG HUAN BING DUAN at e finals..we gt e first!!! we gt e $20,000!!! haha..was so happi tt dae at mediacorp..we al cried..galz, coaches n rest..bt our cheer team didnt win..haiz..hmm..we cheer team reali put in a lot effort to do so wel on e actual dae..we al galz been through thick n thins altogether..as such, our bonds oso gt stronger n we oso gt to noe each other beta..i'm nw closer to dem too..al of us believe tt actually e cheer com, we should win de..bt we hav no choice bt to let S3 win..as we alreadi won e champion prize..if i oso take e first prize for cheer team, rumours wil start n it may affect It's ShowTime de reputation..furthermore S3 is a bunch of smal kids..al so cute n adorable..dey r oso under charity organisation de..if dun let dem win one prize, like dun giv dem face lidat..so we cheer team da ren you da liang, let dem win ba..i rather win e $20,000 den winnin e $1,000..haha..we had made e rite choice..we r nt selfish ppl..we r generous ppl..haha.. ;p aniwae i love JUBOON so so much!!! its like a big fam of mine..haha..thx veri much to JUBOON's coaches n members..thx for al ur help, protection, care n concern..LOVE U AL SUPER MUCH!!! MUACKzZz!!! haha!!! ;p

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
2:49 PM

hmm..luckily todae's lessons n lecturers quite alrite..so shun shun li li go through todae le..todae durin class, i secretly watchin lion n dragon dance videos at youtube..haha..saw sm juboon de funni videos..super super funni sia..haha..hmm..after sch straight away go bk taman le..go lan lab find fire..a while later den he go hm eat dinner le..left mi alone playin game dere..after tt i go superbowl mac surf net while waitin for my fren to cm superbowl..ka cua cm to find mi a while den after tt fire cm bk superbowl find mi again..yeah! gt ppl pei mi le..haha.. ;p bt ended up i didnt gt to c my fren..haiz..so sad..hmm..den wander ard superbowl til ten plus, i went to mac n buy choco sundae hm for my eldest bro..fire send mi hm juz nw..hmm..oh ya..regardin todae..haiz..so sad..i cant manage to go online durin class..duno y..apple laptop is real hard to deal wif man..haiz.. :( juz nw after pei my eldest bro, i go online, 'D' stil online..i was so happi juz nw..bt my third bro sae wan use laptop a while so i let him use..when my turn to use le, he alreadi offline le..haiz..sianz..was real upset lo..haiz..hao xin mei hao bao..hopefully tml gt chance to tok to him in msn ba..haiz..miss him so so much man..hmm..juz nw at hm pei my bro de shi hou, eat ice cream den duno y nw start to hav stomach upset le..haiz..reali veri pain sia..pain til i almost cry..haiz..duno wad's e prob..can smone help mi??? ahhh!!! its nt those wan go toilet tt kind leh..haiz..tink i beta faster go slp ba..tink slp le, wun so pain le ba..furthermore tml i start class at 9am, end at 3pm..after sch stil gt time den go NUH visit wisely wif fire dey al..coz heard tt he injure his hand n gt into surgery past few daes.. after tt stil nd go sim lim square find sec hand laptop..den 8pm stil gt juboon lion n dragon dance trainin at taman cc til 10pm..haiz..sianz..tml reali gt a long dae to go..gd luck to mi ba..gt a feelin wil fal sick tml..haiz..sorry sorry i mean nt tml, should b todae le..haha..ps ps..i veri slpy den veri blur le..lolz.. ;p i blog til here ba..go slp le..nite nite..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
3:12 AM

♥Tuesday, October 17, 2006

hmm..juz woke up..veri late hor? haha..cox my class start at 1pm..shiok hor? haha..bt end at 5pm..so sianz..haiz..4 hrs in a row..wad e hel..wil bored to death de..hopefully later e new teacher wil allow us to use laptop den i can go msn chat wif my frenz..hehex.. ;p hmm..juz nw sign in msn, tot wil c him online bt didnt..ytd nite sign in oso nt online..haiz..cant find ani chance to communicate wif him more..so sad..haiz.. :( btw my tt him is referin to e guy i mention durin my previous postin tt i luv him at first sight de..hmm..y nt i name him 'D' ba..easier to understand..hehex..i veri clever hor? haha..jk jk..hmm..hopefully later when i'm in sch n online msn, he wil b online den i can chat wif him!!! lolz..hmm..nw waitin for time pass..when 11 30 le den i can go bath n change den go to sch le..hmm..luckily gt CH lend mi his laptop, if nt i oso cant go online so often n oso blog so often..bt his laptop is apple de..i find troubles usin it bt afteral stil alrite la..hehex..beta than no laptop ma..haha..haiz..nw waitin for my fren to contact mi regardin selin of his laptop..sec hand de..800 plus..ibm de..worth it ma? hmm..tink so ba..actually i onli gt 300 wif mi in my bank acc..luckily CH lend mi 500..if nt..haiz..hmm..CH veri gd hor? haha..duno y he treat mi so gd sia..or mayb he treat everyone so gd ba..hehex..i wan faster gt a laptop of mine!!! ahhh!!! haiz..hopefully my fren wil contact mi tonite ba..haiz..so sad..hmm..tink goin times up le ba..i blog til here ba..if tonite nt so tired den i blog again ba..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
11:17 AM

♥Sunday, October 15, 2006

[mi.bestie(yan)]
hmm..its been a long time since i last blog le..ard 2 mths? tink so ba..hmm..cox too busy wif lotz of stuffs le..tml sch reopen le..haiz..so fast 2 mths de holidae over le..sianz..recently oso quite a lot of thinz had happen to mi again..kena trick by a guy again..haiz..tis is nt e first time le..i veri stupid hor? alreadi noe tt tt guy wil trick mi again, i stil giv him trick..haiz..sobz.. :'( in e past 3 yrs, tis guy had jio mi for 2 times..first time is when he juz knew mi, he jio mi, i nv accept him rite away, he sae he wil wait..when i slowly slowly start to like him le, hmm..tink ard 1 week later, i found out tt he gt gf alreadi..i veri stupid hor? haiz..den sec time is one yr plus later frm den, he jio mi again..tt time i gt stead alreadi so i nv accept..he sae he wil wait again..2 daes later i broke up wif my stead coz of sm reasons, nt related to him, i went to ktv wif him..we drink beer n i'm startin to gt drunk n sad when listenin to those love songs, i start cryin..he hug mi, wipe away my tears n etc..he gave mi promises tt he wil b dere for mi no matter wad n etc..i'm touched..i start to like him bk again n i told him abt it..den he told mi tt he dun wana stead at e moment..i didnt sae anithin..i tried to understand..bt e next dae, he ignore mi totally..dun reply my msgs n etc..nvm..i giv up again..bt recently he suddenly msg mi again..n ask mi abt stead n jio mi again..i noe tis time wil b a trick again..bt i stil giv him trick again..tis time we did stead..bt onli for one dae n we is stead secretly de..jio mi de is him, wan break de is oso him..wad is tis?? wad he take mi for? everytime when i fal for him alreadi, he push mi aside..e reason he gave mi for breakin up is coz he dun wana stead secretly..he sae when he's ready, he wil tel mi..i find al tis bullshit lo..tis time i reali fal real deep for him n tot of waitin for him, bt he ignore my msgs again, juz like last time..haiz..everybody tel mi tt he's nt worth it for mi to wait..i oso noe bt haiz..i duno la..n e other thin..recently i juz gt to noe a guy..he's my fren de elder bro lai de..saw him twice before..first is at his hse when i go wif my fren..sec is at huat's birthdae bbq few nitez ago..den i gt his hotmail frm my fren n made frenz wif him..i find him a real nice guy..actually i luv him at first sight..bt sth is goin wrong..at first when i start msgin him,he wil reply..den startin ytd n todae, he start ignorin mi le..haiz..i gt real upset..tot he can b my new hope bt...haiz..sobz.. :'( juz hope tt thinz between mi n him wil gt beta..haiz..oh ya..forgt to mention..he's of e same age as mi..bt he stil at sec 5, takin o lvls tis yr..hmm..den ytd oso went out wif wei na, wei zhi n sou yan(my bestie!)..we went town..i went for an interview at 2 of my lion dance coaches(ah chuan coach n shun you coach) de restaurant at cathay de basement..we oso ended up helpin their restaurant giv flyers outside cathay..haha..gt pay de..hehex..a bit onli la..den we went shoppin n den went bk to jp to watch movie wif e rest of our lion dance mates n one coach(patrick coach)..after tt patrick coach drive van send us hm..ytd we al reali enjoyed ourselves veri much..we took lotz of photoz usin our hp..we r real crazy ytd..haha..played n fooled ard a lot..haha.. ;p hmm..tink blog til here ba..i at lan shop.. type more, pay more..haha..i veri hungry!!! i go eat le!!! hehex.. ;p