♥Monday, January 29, 2007

This morning being woke up by the shouting of my name from Mummy..My eldest brother and Dad quarreling again le..Mummy couldn't control the situation so called me for help..I shouted at them and stuffs..But they still continued..Then, they started fighting..Mummy screamed and I shouted again..Then they stopped..My eldest brother walked away and same goes for Mummy..I broke down and cried non-stop in my second and third brother's room..Mummy came and hug me and console me..In the end, she started crying too le..She also apologise to me for causing all these to happen..But the problem is IT'S NOT HER FAULT! IT'S MY DAD'S FAULT! I HATE HIM! It all started when that Bastard scolded Mummy for highlighting her hair..He insulted Mummy and stuffs..Like saying, she so old le, make herself so pretty for what? Wana seduce other guys ar? Wana be prostitute ar? and etc..My eldest brother hear liao, agitated and went into my parents' room and started helping her to talk back him..and that's where the quarrel started..That Bastard says Mummy is his wife, he got the control over her so she shoudn't highlight her hair as he doesn't like it..Then, brother talks back saying, she's his mother..He got the right to stand for her and help her..It's her hair and she can do whatever she want with her hair..and the quarrel just continues and worsen into a fight..haiz..Such a small matter also wana quarrel till so big..Then, that Bastard started saying he wana leave this family le..He can't take it le..I'm like wth man..What kind of a father is he? Is that how a father should behave? Being so irresponsible? and childish? Everytime quarrel, nothing to say then say wana leave..He wana leave, then faster leave la! I'm really sick and tired of this family le la! He complaint that we didn't care about him..Ask him about his day and stuffs..But in the very first place, did he ever care for me before? He didn't at all..Since young, I do all my homework and study myself..Without supervising..Cancel home tuition and study on my own..Doesn't play computer at all..Seldom watch TV..What he do every night when he come home from work is go into his room, read newspaper, chat with Mummy, watch TV, drink beer and etc..But none is concern about me..We rarely talk at home..or rather not at all..Even till now..He only finds me when he needs me like reading letters as his English totally sucks! He doesn't do it on me so why must I do it on him? Reflect on yourself before saying others..He just won't change..Damn stubborn..Unreasonable..Always thinks he is right..Don't know how to talk nicely..Fucking attitude of his!!! IT'S OKAY WITH ME IF YOU WANA LEAVE! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABOUT YOU! FREAKING BASTARD! I felt so suay that his birthday is 2 days before mine..and that we are from the same horoscope..Definitely we are of totally different personality..

Btw for those who don't know why I today sore eye till so jia lat and look so pale during today's Chingay training, you all should know why by now le ba..Yup..As for those who had already know, don't worry about me, ya? Thanks for you all de concern anyway..Especially Pamela..Really thanks a lot! :)

MY FAMILY IS BREAKING UP SOON! REAL SOON!
I'M GOING TO HAVE A BROKEN FAMILY! :'(

Sometimes I really feel like ending my misery and sufferings now..haiz..But I know, it's stupid..I've done it twice..Not the third time anymore..Lucky third and second brothers not at home today whole day..They don't have to witness the incident today..haiz.. :(
Oh ya..As for today's Chingay training, we went down to Kallang, People's Associations there to practise..After that, back to CC, change le then go down Jurong Superbowl de Foodmore eat..Me, Pamela, Adeline and Pei Shan went..Rong Hui kor kor, Gilson, Max didi and etc already there eating le..Kor kor, you good..Ask you wait for us reach then can eat, you didn't..Humphx..You better watch out! lol..haha..Same goes for didi hor..Ask you help me take bread, you tell me no more liao le..I go take myself, still got a lot..You die liao le..Still dare to say me give you attitude..Humphx..lol..Someone kena teased by all of us hor..lol..haha.. ;p

♥Sunday, January 28, 2007

In the morning went to the salon with Mummy le..She did some stuffs with her hair and then it's my turn..I told her to go home first and rest as I need a damn long time to finish..Finally I can highlight my hair le..But not rebonding yet..Maybe next time ba..Yup..Rebonded light gold blonde..A bit brighter than the one I highlight the very first time..and I also highlight kinda lots of portions..Hmm..At first see, kinda weird..But overall, I find it still okay ba..Hmm..After highlighting, I also did some treatment and stuffs..Cause my hair kinda dry after highlighting..and altogether, I spent $95 on my hair! Wow! lol..Hmm..After that, went to Lao Gong's house..Happen to be her younger sister's birthday..haha..Supan, Happy Birthday to You!!! hehe.. ;) and yup..Lao Gong says my hair quite nice..hehe..I also introduce the "My Girl" Korean Drama to Lao Gong and now, she's crazing over that drama too..haha..Told you that drama is nice man..hehe..Till around 7 plus, I rushed over to Ai De's house..Then he start teaching me OOP..Regarding the Advanced part of the Final Assignment..Yup..Thanks very much, Kai!!! Really thanks a lot!!! He taught me till 10 plus man..Then, I went to the bread shop opposite Gombak MRT and bought some bread home for my eldest brother and Dad, then go home le..While on my way walking home from the Lakeside MRT, manage to meet Mummy..She's on her way to work..Working 11 plus tonight..She saw my highlighted hair and says its damn nice..But I also don't know whether true anot..haiz..Cause everytime ask her, about me de, she always says nice, pretty, cute and etc..I want honest answer! Ask her honestly, she will say she's telling the truth..Wth man..haiz..But also can't blame la..I'm her daughter ma..She confirm comment good about me de what..Right? haiz..

♥Saturday, January 27, 2007

Finally I finished watching "My Girl" le..It's really damn nice man..Especially the LAST EPISODE..lol..SF..I won't tell you the ending no matter what de..haha..bleahx.. :P Watch the whole drama yourself after exams ba..If you wana watch it after exams, must have patience de..lol..Hmm..Today nothing much too ba..After school, slack in class till 6 plus then go take bus to CC for Lion Dance and Chingay training..Coincidently met Isaac..Got people accompany me take 154 le..lol..We had a small chat on the bus and also exchange hotmails..I then found out that he's actually from Yuan Ching Secondary..I'm like kinda shock man..lol..Cause I know kinda lots of people from that school as 3/4 of my CC Lion and Dragon Dance Troupe are from that school too..and that school is right beside my block..lol..haha..Hmm..Went for training and stuffs..My drums still going quite well..But there's still room for improvement..Yup..Tonight's training ended kinda early..9 plus like that..Usually 10 plus de..But also makes no difference..It's raining heavily outside and none of us can go home..So the Juboon girls: me, Pamela, Wei Zhi, Wei Tian and Adeline went to eat desserts..hehe..We also had a small chat..I've known kinda few stories inside Yuan Ching..haha..Their interesting stories..As usual..Secondary life..A lot of live in it..hehe..I miss mine damn much..Then, we all went home..As usual, I walked home alone from CC..Think that's all for today ba..Yup..

♥Friday, January 26, 2007

This morning had my UID Presentation..I think it kinda sucks..Forget it man..haiz..My mood still didn't pick up at all..Still in a dead mood..A live body with a dead soul..That's me..Today nothing much too..After school, went to Jurong Superbowl Macdonald surf net..Saw Valentino there again too..Think he everyday also there ba..With his friends..Ate my meals at Mac..Then go home le..Went home kinda early today too..and yup..This few days never stop crazing over the Korean Drama, My Girl..It's really a damn nice show..You won't regret watching de..Even SF also interested when I told her about the story..She say she will be watching it after exams..It's coming to its end already..One last episode and I'm done with that drama..Shed lots of tears during this drama..As usual..My personality..I always cry while watching touching and love drama..2 reasons..Either is I'm in the same shoes of the characters of the drama so it reminds me of my scars or hurt, or I put myself in the shoes of the characters and feel their pain..Those who are close to me should know..Everytime I watch movie, drama, show and etc..I will always naturally put myself in their shoes and feel their pain..Even for action-pact movies..All those killings, stabbings, slashings and etc..I react very hugely, as if I'm the one who is hurt..That's why everytime my brother tell me to put myself in the shoes of the killers, so that I won't feel the pain..But I'm still unable to do so..Close friends of mine should, I hate violence, war, fighting, quarrelings and all those bullshit..Cause there's too much of those in my life le..I'm sick and tired of all those stuffs already..It's enough!!!

Please!!! I beg for Valentine's Day not to come!!! I hate that day!!! I really hate that day very much!!! Cause I don't wana spend that day without my love one...Last time I used to wish to spend Valentine's Day with my love one..Cause everytime when Valentine's Day come, I'm always single..Until last year, it was my very first time to spend it..With Bee..and I thought that I won't be alone spending it again for the following years of my life..But I'm wrong..Now, this year, I'm single again..Spending it alone again..haiz..It's a torture for me to spend Valentine's Day!!! I hate it!!!

Breaking up with Bee isn't a right decision made by me last year??? Did I made the wrong decision??? Why am I still dangling with that past relationship when it was me who broke up??? What the hell is wrong with me!?!?! I'm going crazy real soon!!!

♥Thursday, January 25, 2007

Today is totally moodless for me..That matter has been bothering me non-stop this few days..I'm getting sick and tired of it le..It's really driving me crazy! Ahhh! haiz..sobz.. :'( I'm sorry, ZY and SF..For behaving this way today..I really didn't mean it de..I just can't bring myself to be happy today at all..I've tried..Really..But to no avail..Anyway thanks for you all's concerns..Don't worry about me..I will try my best to get over it as soon as possible..Okay? Hmm..Actually you all don't need care me de..Okay? Same goes for Shi Hui..Saw her this evening at school outside de bus stop..She could tell that there's something wrong with me..Don't worry..I'm alright, ya? Thanks for your concern anyway.. :) Hmm..Today stayed back in school with SF, Jing Min and Fiona at E-Square..After that, went to CC for Chingay training..As usual..Then, walked home from there..Nothing much today..Also not in any mood to continue writing anymore..I'm sorry but my happy-go-lucky personality has gone..No more cheerful joey....... :'( -Cause of some personal reasons, I'm still considering whether should I continuing to participate in the 3DO Camp..Will it be a torture for me???

♥Wednesday, January 24, 2007

[Cutie Pooh Bear from Timothy]
Slept only at 5 plus this morning..Couldn't sleep..Toss here and there..and started crying..haiz..Cause I suddenly thought about some stuffs..Don't wish to talk about it..ZY and SF should know..haiz..sobz..That is where my bad mood for these few days started..haiz..Hopefully I can get over it soon ba..Though it's kinda hard.. :'( Today is IS Day..So only went for 1COMT lessons..3 to 5pm..Had Reflection about this module as a presentation..Didn't prepare at all..But kinda glad that I still can get a 7/10 marks for that..haha.. ;p After that, went to Canteen 1 to eat with Sheng Jie and Ezra..At there saw another 2 guys from my 1COMT class too..So I ask them to join us..Yup..After eating, saw a guy keep looking at me..Then, I found out him damn familiar..But I didn't really care much..I leave with my classmates..Worse till, he and his whole group of friends keep looking at me..Wth..Damn pai sei la..I left immediately..When I'm out of school then I found out that he's one of that group of guys who li siao me during our Open House..lol..No wonder he find me familiar, I find him familiar la..lol..Went back to Taman Jurong after that..To Jurong Superbowl Macdonalds..Using my lappy there to surf net..Cause got nowhere to go..Then, saw Timothy..Followed by Ah Pui and his younger brother, Xiao Pui..Then, Valentino..lol..After that, An Yang came to meet Timothy, after eating, we all went up to play pool together..Today I lost twice man..haiz..Bad luck today..and also cause damn long never play le..Skills became rusty..haiz..Must brush up le..But still, playing pool is my favourite..hehe..Just love playing pool damn much..All thanks to my Cambodia friend, Nelson and also Andy for teaching me pool last year..hehe..I also saw my Lion Dance Coaches playing there..Patrick, Lian Fa and Swee Kee Coaches..Yup..hehe..But they playing Billiard..Yup..After that, went to Mac buy Chocolate Sundae for my eldest brother and go home le..Nothing much today..Just not in my normal happy-go-lucky mood..haiz.. :( Anyway thanks, Timothy..For giving me that small cutie Pooh Bear..Really thanks a lot..It's damn cute la..hehe..It's Timothy used machine catch de..

♥Tuesday, January 23, 2007

God damn tiring this morning..Couldn't wake up..When I woke up, it's already 9 plus..Forget it..I've missed my BIS lessons..So straight away went for NF lessons and then OOP..3 hours of OOP I did nothing but just watching Youtube..Recently keep chasing a Korean Drama call "My Girl"..This drama is god damn nice la..Damn funny man..lol..A drama worth watching..Really..Hmm..After school, went for GL training..Around evening like that..Initially didn't really wana go de..Same goes for SF..Cause both of us not feeling well..But ZY persuade SF go and I also told Cheryl and Mai that I will be going, I didn't want to disappoint them so I decided to turn up too..But in the end, everything got serious..Both of us got even more headache and dizziness after the training so we were the first ones to leave school and rush home..Today's training, hmm..can say okay ba..Not boring but also not that fun..Just nice, I should say..Plus, I'm sick so I didn't really enjoy much though..Same goes for SF..haiz..Just now ate Panadol and now I felt a little better le..Once reach home, bath, I straight away did folding of clothes le..Really didn't feel like folding de but I see nobody takes the initiative to fold so I did..Furthermore the unfold clothes are stacking higher and higher after each passing day..haiz..and I'm the only one who will fold..so ya..I did..After that, accompany my eldest brother a while and he let me go sleep le..Luckily he kinda in a good mood today and let me rest early..If not, haiz.. :( Btw today's GL training, I got to know new friends le..Like Jia Yi, Hui Yuan, Azwan, Nellie and the last but not least, Ping Hui..Actually I long ago know Ping Hui le..Cause she's Adelene's friend and Adelene is my Primary School Classmate..and also coincidently, all of us work at Coffee Bean last year..But different outlets..We went for some Coffee Bean classes and saw each other de..Yup..Very qiao hor?? haha..Oh ya..Just now while on 154 on my way home, I suddenly thought about lots of stuffs between me and Bee in the past..Cause this time is the longest time that we broke up..Everytime not more than a day already patch le..This time, more than half a year..haiz..Afterall I manage to get used to a life without him..From having lunch out with him almost everyday after school and also having dinner at his house every night to skipping at least one meal everyday..haiz..Don't know why, after breaking up with him, I lose much appetite to eat a lot le..Anyway can help me lose weight..hehe.. ;) I also remembered that sometimes when we quarrel, Bee will use kissing to cool me down and stop the quarrel..lol..Weird style of solving problems, ya? haha.. ;p Hmm..But honestly, I did missed Bee a lot..Don't know..I know myself very well that I don't like him already but the feeling is just there..Think cause I'm too used to having him by my side all the time..Although we met seldomly, but whenever we met, our bonding is still that ever close..Think cause we know each other too well le..Those 3 months that I stayed at his house back 2+ years ago when I run away from home is like we are married already..Our friends say so too..haha..Cause we everyday together..Every morning wake up, the first one I saw is him, if not, vice versa..haha..We brushed our teeth together and ate breakfast together and went to school together too..His mummy will drive car send us to school..Damn loving we are last time..haiz..Really miss those days damn much..Lots of our friends envy us..For being so loving..But they all can't tell the back story between us..haiz..When people hear that is I break up de, they thought is my fault..haiz..sobz.. :'( Yup..It's the past already..But I still remember that I promised Bee's younger sister that if she score at least an 'A' for her PSLE, I will buy her a doggy..to encourage her to study hard..and she really did it..Even though I broke up with Bee le, but I will still keep my promise de..Don't worry, Rou Ying..What I promise you, I will keep it de..I just need time..Give me more time, ya? Sorry.. :(

♥Monday, January 22, 2007

Did lots of chores today man..Slept at 5 plus this morning only, then woke up at 1230pm noon..Straight away did chores le..Did sweeping, mopping the entire house, washing the dishes, hanging the clothes and etc..Finished at 4pm..In between, when both my Second and Eldest brothers woke up, I went down to Coffee Shop and buy breakfast for them..Was already damn late for Chingay training at CC when finished..Wanted to quickly bathed and rush there, but my neighbourhood suddenly power failure..Thus, dark clouds everywhere, the whole house is kinda dark..Having difficulties bathing in the dark bathroom, so took a long time to bathe..When on my way walking to CC, saw lots of police and firefighters below my block..Didn't got the time to find out what actually happen..Went for training..After training,Wei Tian accompany me go Salon ask about the price for me to rebond and highlight..The Jie Jie there say altogether $150+ or maybe less cause me and Mummy are the regular customers there..Yup..hehe..Then I accompany her go NTUC buy her stuffs..and Lastly, I went to S11 to buy my Eldest brother's dinner..He wanted chicken rice and I saw that guy again..The seller of chicken rice there..He ask for my number again cause he lost his hp previously..Yup..Again..He got my number before..The other time when I went there to eat with my female lion dancemates..That time he keep insisting and disturbing me to give him my number..Ended up he msg me almost every night..Worse till, cause he's a Malaysian, he only know how to send Chinese msgs..and I hate typing Chinese msgs cause damn troublesome..So I usually don't reply him de..But he treat me damn well..Whenever I go down S11 take away or eat, he will always help me pay..and of course I insist on paying them myself but to no avail..Cause all the stall holders there are his friends..After that, went home accompany my brother till now..Damn late right? haiz...Damn tiring..Did lots of chores and went for training, everything on the same day..haiz.. :'( Just now saw the News then I know what exactly had happened below my block during the afternoon..The power circuit exploded and 3 people are injured from that..Damn scary man..Luckily I left home late and escaped from the danger..The few hours of lack of electricity reminds me of the days when my family met with a deep financial crisis..The Power Supply people that time came down to my house and off our electricity cause my family didn't have the money to pay our electricity bills..Those few days or weeks, our whole family suffered..We bought lots of candles..One in every room and one in the dining area and the other at the living room..When bathing, one candle in the toilet..We all really had a damn hard time..Especially for me..The most afraid of the dark in the family..haiz..Really wanted to cry most of the time during those days..haiz..sobz.. :'( Oh ya..Just now I god damn angry with my Dad man..I hate him man..I cried a little just now..haiz..Cause he suddenly say he don't wana go back Malaysia during Chinese New Year already..Cause he very tired..Which means the whole family not going..Wth la..He only thinks about himself..Selfish freak man! Humphx! He was the one who promised me we going back during Chinese New Year de..and I also promise my cousins in Malaysia that I will be back de..and now just cause he's TIRED and he can just break his promise and indirectly break my promise to my cousins? F*** him man! and ya..He only knows how to take things for granted..He ask me buy Chinese New Year cards for him cause he wana send back to my uncles in Malaysia..Buy for him liao, he ask me write and buy the stamps and post them..In the end, it's like I'm doing everything..Told my parents that I did chores today..Mummy praised me for the hard work..But that freaking bastard say that I need to do more! He so good, then he himself come do la! F***! Really hate having him as my father..Anyway I was sick today..Down with severe flu since I woke up this noon till now..haiz..Damn irritated by my running nose..Arghh..But afterall I manage to endure through the chores and training..Yup..Tml after school got 3DO Camp GL training..Cherly msg me told me..Mai call me told me..Jasmine and Hui Jin also tried chatting with me in Msn but I not around..But I guess is also regarding the same stuffs..Yup..Going tml..SF going too..hehe.. ;)

♥Sunday, January 21, 2007

This morning woke up in kinda shock ba..Mummy suddenly say she going Malaysia immediately..Cause actually she promise my Dad to go Malaysia today de..She also wana go there do her hair..But she forgot about it totally..Dad still remembers but didn't remind Mummy..Wth man..Just hate him la..Bur they coming back tml night le..So still okay la..Yup..I didn't tag along cause I wana do my OOP Assignment and also I prefer doing my hair in Singapore..Malaysia's skills really sucks la..Did it before..Not yet my expectations..I refering to my Aunt's friend's salon..But Mummy likes it so let her ba..Anyway Mummy promise to let me do my hair in Singapore when she's back..Yup..Recently I've been keep troubling whether I should rebond and highlight my hair anot..Or rather either one of them..Today I have come to a decision already..That is to do both..Think I'm gonna highlight light blonde ba..Even more lighter than the one I highlight earlier on..Yup..Okay..Back to today..I went to school, to eGarage to approach Jing Min for help for OOP..I wana hand in by today..He's doing his duty for Open House there so I stayed there to do..Manage to finish everything by today and hand in already..With lots of people's help too..Really thanks a lot man! hehe.. :D Really damn happy too..Finally I've finished my OOP Basics!!! Yeah!!! hehe..Manage to get a load off my chest already..Now I no need trouble that Mon need wake up early and rush to school and hand in le..Cause the deadline is 9am, Mon..Starting from Mon then got to trouble doing the Advanced part le..Yup..Hmm..While staying in eGarage, I saw Kenny and Joel, 2 of my Secondary School juniors..Both are Bee's so call brothers..Everytime play soccer with Bee de..Same batch as Bee de..One of them is also my NPCC cadet cum junior..Yup..hehe..Damn qiao sia..They also kinda shock to find me here..I've explained to them more about IT..and they seems to be more interested in Software Engineering elective in IT..They not interested in MMA..So still got hope ba..That they will join IT..hehe.. ;) After handing in OOP, I went to JP..To buy Chinese New Year cards as told by Dad..Cause he wana send back to Malaysia to our relatives..I myself also bought 2 more to send to 2 of my closest cousins in Malaysia too..Love and miss them damn lots..One year only can see them once or twice, but bonding damn damn strong..After that, went to KFC buy dinner for my eldest brother..Damn long queue man..But I still waited..After buying, when walk out, shock to see Connie, Guo Qiang and Kelvin Chua there eating KFC too..lol..and actually when I walk in, they saw me already, but I didn't..Sorry ar, guys..lol..Damn pai sei la..Aiyo..Hmm..Reach home, accompany my eldest brother eat le, then accompany him watch TV..Watch till now then sleep..haiz..sianz.. :( Tml noon still got to wake up to do house chores..Then, go CC for Chingay Drums training at 3pm till night..Tml's gonna be another damn tiring day again le..Better rest early tonight le..

♥Saturday, January 20, 2007

Haiz..Today is a damn tiring day for me man..Morning not feeling well so didn't attend 2 hours of NF lessons..Noon went to school and do my duties for the Open House straight away le..From noon do till 7pm..Damn tiring..Hmm..Kinda a boring cum a bit of fun de duty ba..Only one bad thing is that I kena bullied by a group of 8 guys..3 of them are from Ngee Ann Engineering de..1 from Temasak Poly..The rest is come to look for course de..Initially I didn't know some of them are already in Poly..Only when I've found out, I find myself so stupid man..Cause those who are focusing to what I'm explaining to them are the ones already in Engineering..I'm like wth la..Waste my saliva..haiz..Then they started give me bullshit like they wana change course and stuffs..Wth..Then started asking irrelevant stuffs like what's my name, where I stay and etc..Damn lame la..haiz..Oh ya..They also insist on me bringing them all around IT, including the MAC..Making things difficult for me man..Cause I'm only in charge of the Student Council..haiz..They really like making fun of me a lot..Till I wana vomit blood already..haiz.. :( The more even sad thing is that after helping out, I still got to rush down to CC for training..Before training, I'm already damn tired..Almost overslept on the bus on my way to CC..But no choice..Now can't skip trainings le..Today Rong Hui Kor Kor teaching us lion head..All those steps and actions..Though I'm tired, I manage to make myself learn seriously and attentively..Kor Kor even praise me for being so serious..Kinda happy honestly..hehe.. ;p After learning, practise once of playing the Chingay Drums, all the Coaches say well done and we are all dismissed..Yup..hehe..After training, went to buy desserts back for my eldest brother..Saw Heng Wah and his younger brother at CC and both accompany me walk home..Yup..At the end of the day, I'm damn damn tired..Both legs cramped like hell man..haiz..

♥Friday, January 19, 2007

Nothing much today ba..After school, went to do duty..Ushering people from Convention Centre to eGarage for the Ngee Ann Open House..Yup..Kinda tiring though..But got to know lots of people..Lots of people from ITE considering coming Ngee Ann Poly study too..But there's one thing I felt bad about..which is I promise to help out Max, Adeline they all when they come Ngee Ann Open House but in the end I didn't have the time to find them..Cause I've got duty to do..Then, felt kinda bad..In the end, when I'm free, they have already went home..haiz..So sorry, guys.. :( During open house, I also saw some of my NPCC cadets cum Secondary School juniors..I had quite a long chat with them..Some are the same batch as Bee de..Then they did ask about me and Bee..I then realise some people still didn't know me and Bee broke up long ago le..It's like more than half a yr le..haiz..Nvm..I also manage to get to know what's going on in NPCC right now..One damn shocking news that I heard from them..CHERLYN IS THE HEAD-OF-TRAINING OF BVSS NPCC!?!?! OMG!!! WTH!!! The person who chooses her is really damn blind man..If I were still around, she can't even dream of becoming the Head-Of-Training man..NO WAY!!! She really a BITCH man..Really can't stand her..I even heard from them that she will become the H-O-T is cause she cry whenever she can't get what she wants..But the Sirs and Teachers can't possibly just cause of this then let her be H-O-T de ma..Think cause she know how to act a lot ba..Her abilities: like to act ah lian a lot, act big, command people around, being bitchy, act pretty but proves otherwise and etc..Only know how to KB..But she just won't apply all of that in front of me..Cause if she does, she gets it from me..Hmm..Since she's a H-O-T now..I shall find one day and go back and take a look on how she manage my other juniors..I will go back as an Senior NCO and see how much more can she continue acting big..Even my other juniors also wants me to go back and tekan her..and I can confirm to you, lots of people dislikes her all along..Including some of the Sirs and also her own squadmates..All she knows is cry cry cry..But crying doesn't work all the time..Just like the other time me, Wen Loong and Felancia scolded her at the staircase during work..If she offend me, she will know......Cadets...I'll be back..Oh ya..Btw Congrats to Estelle for becoming the Head-Of-Welfare! I just found out about it..It's the right choice man! She's damn good..Furthermore taking the post that I used to take..lol..But cause of some teacher officers conflict, I was being brought down and someone took over me..haiz..That time was kinda a big struggle..The Head of Teacher Officers that time appointed me as the Head-Of-Welfare..After a few months or so, another teacher officer complain and wanted to promote another girl to take my post..For your info, that 2 teachers are damn big enemies of each other..So they wanted to go against each other..Making things difficult for us too..They even held an emergency important meeting to sort out who to be the H-O-W..and I heard that the other Teacher Officer keeps complaining non-stop unless he gets what he want and so everybody gave in to him..Btw non of the Teacher Officers like him too..The Head one is a female and she's a damn nice teacher..My POA teacher..Whereas the other one is a male and a Bastard! My whole squadmates rebel him on our very last parade..Cause he chases us out of the school after our last parade and scolded us ridiculous stuffs..Humphx..I totally won't forget what happened that day man..Never ever!

♥Thursday, January 18, 2007

[me at school's toilet..nothing to do then take de..lol..during lessons, go toilet..haha..actually wana take with SF de..but she keep moving away..as usual, her character, don't like to take photos..haiz..sianz.. :( ]
I wore my new top today..hehe..and I was praised by my classmates that it's nice and I look matured..I damn happy man..That's what I want! haha..Oh ya..and today SOMEONE didn't manage to accompany me eat lunch for some APPARENT REASON, which I don't wish to talk about..So I force SF accompany me down to Canteen 3 packet food back to class and eat..and I saw something which I shouldn't be seeing..and yup..Something happened..YOU should know hor? Humphx..Hmm..Then, after school, went to The Square with SF to finish up UID and continue doing the OOP Assignment..Then, Andre, Stephanie, Zhi Yong and Shi Hui came to join us too..lol..But I left early for my Chingay training again tonight..I'm even more glad with myself for my performance today..I could catch up even more than yesterday..and I also manage to do some actions out..Was being praised a little bit by one of my coaches..Kinda happy..hehe.. ;) But I still got lots to learn and practise..So must really jia you le! Yup! Tonight gonna sleep early le..Tml's gonna be a long day..Although tml only got UID lessons of 3 hours, OOP and BIS both cancelled, tml is Ngee Ann Poly's Open House..Got to help out as usher tml..Lots to do le..But only one slot..Friday then I help out with the Student Council Booth..Friday then 3 more slots..Even more tiring..But think I manage to get 2 shirts when helping out with the Open House..Yuppy! hehe.. ;p Lots of my friends say wana come find me in school tml during Open House but I don't know if I can anot leh..I scared I too busy..haiz..I shall see ba..Hmm..

♥Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Today nothing much ba..Wake up quite late..Around noon..Then, went to school..Today is IS day..Class at 1..After class, went to Jurong Superbowl Mac rush UID..Saw Chermaine and her friends there too..haha..So qiao..Then, saw Zheng Liang..Basket sia him..Damn sarcastic..Give me that kind of face like I very poor thing, still got to rush project..Cause he graduating le ma..Arghh..Humphx..Stupid him..I also saw Valentino..and ya..I indeed quite some time never come down Superbowl le..Cause I wana concentrate on my school stuffs..and also stop mixing with the people there..Wana concentrate on my studies le..Studies more important, studies come first..Yeah..hehe.. ;) After that, went to CC for Chingay training le..Today I'm kinda glad with my performance..Although still can't really catch up much, but I still manage to try catching most of them..so yup..Kinda happy..hehe..I'm gonna jia you le! Gambatie to myself! hehe.. ;p Just now Eugene Coach also offer to send me home and ya..Today kinda a smooth day ba..Yup..hehe..

♥Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Finally I manage to buy the stuffs I want..Using Godmummy give me de money..hehe..As scheduled, today went to SP meet my Lao Gong..Her friend, Li ting and her brought me to their school's Food Court 4 to eat..Then, Lao Gong and me went down to Bugis to buy my stuffs..Went to Topshop try the clothes again..In the end, I only bought the jeans skirt cause the shirt I wear le, at the back very weird..Manage to get a 10% discount using a discount card that Bee gave me..Thanks very much, Bee! hehe..I spent $50+ on that skirt man..Wth..But also can't blame..Topshop ma..What do you expect? Right? lol..Then, went to Converse to buy the shoes I want..Also got a $10 discount using the discount voucher that Wen Loong long ago..Thanks very much too, Wen Loong! haha..I spent another $ 50+ again..After that, went shopping at Bugis Junction with her..Saw a Mickey Mouse necklace very cute so I bought it..and also went to Double Index to take a look..Saw a damn nice spaghetti strips..Lao Gong also like it very much..So we both went to try it on..She tried white colour de, whereas i try the champagne one..and we both bought together..That top costs me $20+ sia..In just a few hours, my $100+ gone liao le..Kinda heartache though, but afterall I manage to buy the stuffs I long for..so yup..Damn happy today..hehe.. ;) Mummy also promise to bring me go highlight my hair again..Cause Chinese New Year..I damn damn happy la..lol..haha..Was wondering wana highlight purple anot leh..I scared the colour will fade after some time sia..haiz..Fan ar..lol..Hmm..Come to think of it..I don't really lack of anything now ba..This year, got a new wallet from Bee, a new jacket from Ai De and a new pair of shoes, a skirt and a top from Godmummy..Oh ya..Still got one more thing..I want it damn much..But I know it's impossible de..Cause it's too expensive le..That is iPod Nano..haiz..The one and only thing I wish for but which I won't get it at all..haiz.. :(

[my new champagne spaghetti strip top]

♥Monday, January 15, 2007

[Me and My Beloved Xiao Bai]
Woke up at 12 plus myself today..haha..Goddaddy already bought me bread le..Damn delicious one..Everytime I come over, he confirm will go buy for me de..hehe..Today Godmummy also keep stuffing me with lots of food sia..Everytime like that de..Whenever I come over, she will cook a lot of stuffs for me..Then make me damn fat..haiz..lol..If ever, I stay at Godparents house, I will confirm gain lots of weight cause Godmummy will keep cooking non-stop..Btw she's a damn great cook..and also knows how to cook and bake lots of stuffs..You name it, she have it..haha..She also knows that I like her omelette egg a lot so whenever I go over, during dinner time, there will always be one big plate of omelette egg without fail..and always 90% of it is for me to finish..lol..Love it damn much man..She also cooked green bean soup today..Fry fish meat..Cooked crabs..and the sauce...Yummy! Goddaddy also bought white breads to dip into the sauce of the crab..Oh man! I just can't resist it! It's really damn delicious..Omg! lol..haha..Today whole day is a damn slack day la..Watch TV, eat, play with my Xiao Bai and surf net..That's all..But I enjoy playing with my Xiao Bai especially..hehe..Took lots of photos with him today..Don't know why he today won't really avoid my camera hp..Last time find it damn hard to take photos with him la..Oh ya..Godmummy just now also gave me money again..Whenever I come over, before I go back home, she will always give me money..But everytime I reject cause it's her hard-earned money..But I failed..She will shout at me and ask me accept, so I have to accept it..She everytime give me money and ask me to go buy the stuffs I want cause she knows that my family financial situation not very good..She really adores me a lot..Goddaddy too..I really love them damn lots! They took care of me since I was a baby..They know me damn well..They are just like my own parents too..and ya..At their house, I called them by Daddy and Mummy de..Cause since young call le, then xi guan le..Hard to change..and ya..This time Godmummy really give me a lot..Over $100+..I damn shock sia..She ask me to go buy clothes and stuffs..I immediately rejected her cause really too much le..But she started shouting again, then I scared le..haiz..Cause Godmummy never shouts at me at all de..Really..Oh ya..I've heard about one of my Godbrother from Godparents that he's progressing damn well overseas..After he had graduated from Australian University, he found a job there..Then he started promoting non-stop and was sent to Japan to work..After a few years, he was sent to Hong Kong to work and now he's there..From an normal Accountant at Australian, to an Assistant Vice-President of his company at Hong Kong..His company is a US company lai de..International de..I'm like wth la..He damn great sia..Really envy and admire him a lot man..Godparents in the future also no need to worry le..Godparents really very great man..Got such a successful son overseas, a good daughter also holding a successful position in one of the companies in Singapore and also a famous and popular porridge stall at Clementi..Wow! Today I'm kinda happy too..As I can buy my those Topshop clothes at Bugis and the Black Converse shoes that I want le..hehe.. ;) Going to buy them tml..After school, going SP find my Lao Gong, Chan Myat and go buy le..hehe..Looking forward to tml...

[Xiao Bai lying on my leg]

[Say Cheese, Xiao Bai!!!]

[Kiss Kiss, Xiao Bai! hehe..]

[Xiao Bai torturing the bear]



[Slacker, Xiao Bai]

♥Sunday, January 14, 2007

[Thinking Of You]
I woke up only at 12 plus, noon today man..I'm damn pig sia..lol..But woke up le, I started doing chores already..Sweeping and mopping the whole house..Then, washing of dishes and cups..Wipe the table with soap..and I'm done! hehe..But damn tired and hungry..This morning Mummy didn't buy my breakfast, she only buy my eldest brother's one..Also don't know why she didn't buy mine..I only know that I've been woke up at 11 plus by the quarrels made by my parents and brother..haiz..sianz..I straight away find another pillow and cover my ears..Everytime like that de..Then, I went back to sleep again..Supposingly today noon I wana go out study de..But do all the chores till 4 plus still at home..My brother woke up suddenly and start scolding me for not going out to study instead..Wth..Can later a bit then go study de ma..I never go study, he scold me..I never do chores, he also scold me..Then what else can I do that won't make you angry?? haiz..Almost got beaten up by him la..I damn scared sia..After a while then he cold down le..Heng ar..After that, I went to Bee's house to get back most of my remaining stuffs..Especially clothes..I'm going to have no clothes to wear le..Most of them are still at his house..At the same time, to get my present from him..He went China for holiday previously and bought me a wallet..The wallet damn cute sia..Thanks very much, Bee! I like it a lot! Really! I now already using it le..hehe.. ;) I've got one big bag full of clothes sia..lol..Really damn lots of clothes man..I took a look at Bee's new hp..Found my photo inside..and also that My name in his hp is kinda different and special..Kinda shock to find out though..Cause I kinda thought that he gave me up le..But think he has not ba..haiz..He still cares for me a lot..I yesterday and today haven't eaten any meals yet, he know le, go kitchen find food for me to eat..But also, he likes to bully me a lot!! humphx! Bee didn't change at all..Still understands me a lot..For example, the wallet he gave me..I was kinda shock that there's a coin purse inside the wallet..Cause normally my friends buy me wallet, they will buy one which doesn''t have a coin purse portion..Think cause Bee still remembers that I won't use a wallet without coin purse ba..Thanks, Bee..For remembering so much about me..My behavious, characters, attitudes, personality and habits..He knows all of them damn well..While looking for my stuffs to bring back, I saw all those neoprints and neocards that we took in the end..Really miss those days man..haiz..I've really changed a lot..Then, brought all those stuffs to Westmall, bought liang cha for Mummy, Dad and my eldest brother..Mainly cause Mummy sick..Keep coughing non-stop..Carry lots of stuffs and took MRT home..Walk home that time, I really struggle sia..My hands are almost broken man..It's damn heavy la..Keep pausing and rest..Hands all totally red..Oh ya..Regarding Ai de..Sorry leh..Really very sorry..Last minute never go your house..Please don't be angry with me, ya?? I'm damn guilty and sad la..haiz.. :( But there's really not enough time to go..I initially really wana go de..I even brought out my lappy already..Sorry..Went home, put my stuffs, then I came over to godparents house le..Staying overnight here..Here I am..Just now Mummy send me down to bus stop to take bus down..Had a short chat with her..She ask about me and the guy I like..Yup..Told her everything..She said she will respect my decision, no matter what decision is it..She also add on that I must not be easily brought down by relationshop problems and also be clear of what I'm doing..so yup..Reach Godparents house le, watch soccer with Goddaddy..Godmummy sleep le..Oh ya..and also Xiao Bai..He accompany us watch too..lol..Just now watch Chelsea VS Wigan Athletic, 4-0 sia..lol..Wth..Chelsea so power sia..But Goddaddy say last season, Wigan played quite well leh..Don't know why today will end up like that..He also end up that Robben is a damn good player..He also got goal..Lampard too..and many more..The goals are damn nice man..Shiok sia! lol..After that, saw the final score for Liverpool VS Watford, 3-0..lol..But for Liverpool, I see most of the goals are easy to score man..Damn easy..It's like Wth la..and it's Crounch who keep scoring..Then they keep showing him..Totally neglected my Gerrard..haiz..lol..Me, Goddaddy and Godbrother all support Liverpool de..Whenever come Goddaddy house stay overnight, I confirm watch soccer with Goddaddy de..hehe..I damn tomboy hor?? lol.. ;p Now Goddaddy went to bed le..Only left me still awake..Xiao Bai think also sleeping with Godparents le..Godbrother go out, till now still haven't come back..He chiongster sia..lol..Heard from Goddaddy that he went to Godparents' porridge stall to work sia..Cool man..Btw..My Godparents sell famous and delicious porridge at Clementi Food Market de wor..Damn famous and popular de..I ask around my friends, a lot of them love the porridge there even before I told them about it or bring them down to eat..and of course, whoever went down with me to eat, confirm free..hehe..Special privilege right? haha.. :P Those who haven't try it before, must go try..It's at the very end corner..Last second stall at a corner..Beside it, got rojak stall, and the other side, drinks stall, which is the last stall..If you still don't know, nvm..Tell me and I will bring you go..hehe..

[My New Wallet From Bee]

♥Saturday, January 13, 2007

Today is a damn busy day for me sia..It's ICT Talentime today! Straight after school, Ah Long, my relative, came with her van to fetch me, Alvin Lee, Kang Yong and Chong Lam to Alvin's house get his drumset for Talentime tonight..It's another pouring day man..haiz..sianz..Made things kinda hard for us as we need to carry the drumset around..But nvm..Afterall we made it through..Yup..hehe.. ;) After everything, went to SC Clubhouse with Kang Yong and Chong Lam to retrieve my friend's amplifier and some other stuffs..Rush here and there in such a wet day, kinda uncomfortable..haiz..Tonight's Talentime afterall is kinda a smooth one ba..Just that the audience isn't really that appealing..haiz..Maybe cause the advertising and publicity part wasn't that good enough ba..When the whole event started, I'm in charge of the tearing of tickets at the entrance..Saw Xing Xing(Zhi Xing) came..lol..I'm kinda shock that he will come..He's also shock that I'm there..haha..Gotcha! ;p Busy with the Talentime and stuffs, here comes the Debrief..Yup..I've learnt kinda lots of stuffs from the whole thing..Those mistakes that we made, things that we have neglected and etc..I also suggested that the votes to be made bigger..lol..Cause it's kinda hard for me to collect and also count them when the audience wants me to double check..and ya..Wei Qi did thank me for helping them..I was kinda touched man..But afterall, I'm just trying to help since I can help..hehe..Yup..No need thanks de..hehe..Anyway you are most welcome..Yup..After Talentime, I've got Ah Long back again to deliver the drums back to Alvin'es house..The rain is stil on..Wth..At first, went to Aidil's house to return him his amplifier..But no one answered the door and I called him but he didn't pick up..Wth..Ended up didn't return him..Alvin say put at his house or my house first..Yup..and of course his house la..My house? Forget it man..My bro will give me a lot trouble if I bring home that..Luckily after carrying the drumset back to Alvin's house, I borrow his jacket..If not, I will be damn drenched when I reach home man..Partly cause after taking 187 back to Lakeside MRT, I walked all the way from MRT, across the field, across Yuan Ching Secondary then up all the way to my block..It's really pouring..When I got home, his jacket is damn wet man..Wet till water is dripping from everywhere of his jacket..Wth..and also cause I'm starting to have fever le..It's really damn scaring to walk home from there at that time man..Totally no people sia..and it's dark too..Especially the field..haiz..But I manage to overcome my fear and walked home safely just now..So yup..hehe..But please don't let me walk that path home alone at that time again..It's not that glad and comfortable to do so..Usually during Secondary School, got guy accompany me home de..Like my godbrothers or some other guys..But just now I also can't expect anybody to send me home..Cause everybody's tired..Ah Long actually offered to send me home with her van..But I lied to her that I going out with my friends afterwards..So that she will be willing to not send me home..Today trouble her so much..If I still want her to drive me home, I really don't know where to hide my face le..I don't feel good about it at all..Furthermore down the street from Alvin's house is her house already so I don't wana make any inconvenience for her..I rather take bus and walk home alone..She still got to work tml morning de..Got to understand that, even though she seems don't mind about sending me home..Hmm..All thanks to Alvin's jacket, if not, I will be having high fever now le..Luckily is still a slight fever at the moment..Think cause this few days help SC borrow amplifier from my friend, go his house get, then go back school pass to ZY, deliver drumset from Alvin's house and back again and stuffs, caught in the rain several times then will fall sick de..I'm like damn sianz la..Everytime fall sick..Hate myself for falling sick so easily man..and this is the 7th or 8th times I've got fever this few months le..Wth..haiz.. :( Anyway thanks, Alvin..For your jacket..Yup..Luckily you borrow me one that is waterproof..and ya..Today saw the band perform..Honestly, it kinda sucks man..The right song but not the right singer..Spoil the whole song sia..That song is one of my favourites leh..Wonderwall by The Oasis..He sing till don't know like what sia..haiz..Think my friends' band, Paradox can perform much better than them lo..I mean the ORIGINAL Paradox..As now, some of Paradox's members have changed or something..I'm not too sure about it..But their self-composed songs and music really rocks la..Still remember that time they perform at Bugis, Bukit Viewians a lot went down support..With all those cardboards with their names on it and etc..Shoutings and screamings of girls crazy over them..haha..One of them is me! lol..They really rocks man..They were on the newspaper too, during that time..Also perform quite a lot of times in my school, Bukit View..Win kinda lots of girls' hearts..Most of them are my batch de..The rest my juniors..Yup..All handsome and cool guys btw..haha..Kinda a famous rock band among some youngsters during that time..But too bad, think now they disband already or change members..Cause some went into JC, some Poly and the rest still in Bukit View, but is about to take 'O' levels le..So ya..Kinda disappointed though..Oh ya..I WANA LEARN DRUMS!!! AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! lol..I saw Alvin beat till so good during Talentime, makes me wana learn it myself too, wana play as good as him..or even BETTER! haha..But of course..After I have learnt them..

♥Friday, January 12, 2007

Today whole day pouring sia..haiz..sianz..Caught in the rain twice today..Hopefully won't fall sick tml..This evening, met ZY and go Canteen One eat..Found a new delicious dish there..lol..Cause I see him buy, then like very nice like that, so I also go buy..haha..Got my favourite, Omelette Egg..hehe..It's the Kaki Fuyong Rice from the Japanese Stall..Yup..Kinda nice for me..Anyway ZY last minute need Bass Amplifier so I helped him ask around..Msg Aidil and Wei Sheng..Wei Sheng say Melvin have, but I don't have Melvin's no..Then, Aidil reply me with a YES..At last! Aidil has an amplifier..So I took cab down to his house alone and get..Wait for cab outside school de bus stop..Haven't hail to any, I'm already drenched..Go his house take, even more drenched..Cause he stay first storey, then some area need to walk pass but with no shelter..Wth..I took the amplifier and ran all the way back to the cab..Damn heavy sia..But I manage to carry it..So ya..I didn't want the amplifier to be wet and spoilt..Went back to school, pass to ZY and CW at the Square 31..They playing games there..Forgot to get a receipt from the taxi uncle cause he talking on the phone, I don't dare to interrupt and in the end, I forgot about it totally..So sorry, ZY..After that, rush down to CC for training..I'm damn late man..154 damn long then come..But luckily no coaches scold me..Heng ar..Change attire liao, practise a few times..Manage to catch up some parts but still need more practices..Cause the behind part of the drums, I don't really know them well..There's training almost everyday, but I don't think I can go down everyday ba..This whole weekend I damn busy..and I also heard that every Sun, they go down PA, at Kallang to rehearse Chingay..Wth..When dismissal, saw Eugene Coach say Yan that she can stop involving in Chingay le..Cause she can't practise on weekends..Wth la..He damn straight forward lo..I'm kinda shock lo..He saw me and asked me why I MIA so long..I'm like, Oh Shit!..Told him my reasons, and also that I having my exams in few weeks time..Then, he told me not to get involve in the Chingay le..Then, he ask me if I really wana be involve, and he told me that he will help me find other things to play for Chingay..For the moment, practise my drums properly first..So afterall, I'm kinda glad..hehe.. ;p After training, took bus home and walk a distance of rain..Drenched again..haiz..Just now when I'm looking for my stuffs, I found the NeoCards that me and Bee took when we are together last time..Really miss those days man..Saw the me in the past..I did change quite a lot afterall..haiz..We seem so loving in those photos..Oh ya..Today I also damn suay sia..Met a lesbian in Friendster..She send me msgs like Hi and etc..Asked me if wana explore physical intimacy with her..OMG!!! Saw her profile and she really state that she's a lesbian..lol..I replied her, No thanks..haha..Too bad..I'm not a lesbian..I like guys a lot de..lol..haha..jkjk.. :P Even till now, it's still pouring outside..sianz la..Just now do Programming till my head gonna burst le..Damn confusing sia..haiz.. :( Today I also just known a guy from Friendster..He add me in Msn too..He's from Singapore Poly, EEE and happen to be from Jurongville Secondary, the same Secondary School as ZY, CW, Alvin, Rachel and etc..lol..Same year as them too..Happen to be CW's Sec 1 and 2's classmate..and also from Jurongville's SC, same as Alvin Lee..lol..haha..Damn qiao la..lol..I'm gonna sleep now le..Tml go school, then ask Andrew regarding Programming..hehe.. ;) Sleeping Time! Lights Off!

♥Thursday, January 11, 2007

After school today went to the SC Open House briefing..Wan Xin told us to register for more slots..So I did..I register for 2 more..In total, I've got 4 slots le..I helping on both Thurs and Fri..So I don't think I helping Ngee Ann Lion Dance with the Open House on Thurs le..Xiao Lawrence will be damn angry with me..haiz..But SC need help ma..Hope he understand..haiz..After everything, went to Alvron Studio to help ZY rent drumset for this Fri de Talentime..He ask Zhi Yong follow me too..CW and him got to go IMM to buy goodie bag thingy so can't do it himself..So I agreed to help him..SF and Shawn also came along with us..But something cock up there..ZY should know what happen..I don't wana mention about the matter..Just that he really made me damn angry with him..Angry till I wana cry..haiz..As usual..My personality..Sometimes I too angry, I will cry de..Don't know why..Born to be this way ba..lol..Then that stupid Zhi Yong went back school and told ZY about it..Then he called me to apologise..Wth..Zhi Yong damn big mouth sia..haiz..Was still angry at that time he called, so I gave him attitude and stuffs..Sorry leh, ZY..haiz..Anyway went to CC for Lion Dance training tonight..Saw them practise for Chingay..Wth..They learn so much already sia..and play till so nice..I mean playing of drums..I've got really a lot to catch up..Damn stress sia..So think tml's Ngee Ann Lion Dance training I not going le..I going CC to practise more for Chingay..Think Xiao Lawrence will be even more angry with me le..haiz..Oh ya..Today I had a chat with Shawn regarding drums..So qiao sia..He also wana learn too..Ask SF and Shawn for opinions whether I should learn electric guitar or drums..They say drums will be better for me..lol..Think afterall I also prefer drums ba..So I have decided..To learn drums..Just now chat with Bee on the phone..Ask him about learning drums at Yamaha..Cause he last time also go there learn de..He say is $80 per month..For beginners level..Registration fee is $20..I've checked their website..One level 6 months..One week one lesson..One lesson one hour..This is for group de..Individual de should be more expensive ba..and also longer..One level 9 months..One week one lesson..One lesson half an hour..and ya..Only Plaza Sing Yamaha have drumming lessons, so ya..I'm learning at there..I'm gonna save money and go there learn..Hopefully Shawn will learn with me too..Then got people accompany me le..I'm also gonna find more of my friends to learn too..hehe.. ;)

♥Wednesday, January 10, 2007

[the clothes that I wana buy at Topshop]
Today's IAC Presentation kinda alright ba..Everything went kinda smoothly..Yup..After class went to Canteen One to eat, with Azra and Sheng Jie..Then, Siew Fong called to ask me accompany her go Bugis buy her bag, which we previously saw the other day we went to Bugis Street..After eating, went to The Square 31 to meet her and also Zhi Yong.He coming along too..I also saw ZY and Alvin over there too..Alvin's playing game while ZY is beside him..I ask ZY if he wana tag along with us cause anyway Alvin afterwards got driving lesson, ZY also got nowhere to go..So yup..He came along..Bought SF's bag le, then we went to Bugis Junction..Went to Topshop with her..Saw a shirt and a jeans skirt damn nice la..The prices also damn nice sia..lol..One 40 plus, one 50 plus..Now you know what I mean le ba..haiz..But I really like them very much..SF ask me go try and let her see..She see le, say they look nice on me..Makes me wana buy them even more sia..haiz..But I just don't have the money..I can't afford them..Hopefully this weekend can go Orchard shopping with Godparents then see whether they can buy for me anot..hehe.. ;p For me, at first I find it kinda weird for me to wear them..Cause they are not my normal way of dressing..I took a photo of them and bring home give Mummy see..She say I look more matured and I look damn nice in those clothes..That's what I want..Actually I always wanted to dress up more maturely de, but I just don't have the money to buy new clothes..I've only got my old clothes left..Those that I wear since Secondary School..haiz..Furthermore, I still got some clothes at Bee's house..Me and SF are the same, looking for matured guys..But it's hard for us..Cause we are not those got money to doll up and buy matured clothings de..So we tend to give people those not matured appearance..haiz..We really envy those girls who has rich or well-paid parents man..They've got the money to dress up maturely and attract matured guys..Told her about all this and she fully agreed with me..For me, I always only attract guys who are younger than me, or worse till, guys that are so much older than me..Wth..Don't know why..haiz.. :( Mummy also felt guilty that she can't afford to give me money buy those clothes..She also like them a lot..All my Dad's fault..Honestly, my family used to be very rich de..Just cause of my Dad's stupidity, he cause the whole family to suffer and in financial crisis..haiz..Hate him so much man..I also damn envy ZY la..He bought a jeans at Topman today too..Think 70 or 80 plus ba..He ar..Everytime go out with him, he see things that he want, he always can buy it on the spot de leh..Like always got money like that..So good sia..haiz..I also wana buy a black Converse shoes sia..Then got one white skull or something on it de..Although kinda boyish, but I just like it very much..How I wish I've got the money to buy all those stuffs man..haiz..Damn sad la.. :'(

♥Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Damn shag man..Just finish rushing my powerpoint slides for tomorrow's 1COMT presentation..haiz..sianz..Finally, I'm done! hehe..Today kinda tired day..Didn't attend lessons at all today..Ended up Andrew looking for me urgently..Tomorrow then go find him ba..To show him the excuse letter..Went to Canteen One perform..After everything, went back to clubhouse, change and go Canteen 2 eat..Saw The Frog Prince(Richard) there, eating with his friends..lol..He called me and whistled at me, when I'm talking to Qing Xiang..He thought QX is my bf..Wth..I just talking to him only leh..haiz..Then, back to clubhouse again and had a short nap inside..At around 4 plus to 5, I prepare to go LT 26 to report for the helpers for ICT Talentime thingy de..Need to report at 5..In the end, got nothing to do, then keep slacking there..Everybody has not arrived yet, so can't carry on meeting..haiz..sianz..ZY did came to accompany me a while and stuffs..I also did managed to help him find delivery for the drumset this friday..Lucky him..My relative free..If not......hmm......Anyway stayed at the LT for quite a long time..Meeting end le, I didn't go home..Stayed throughout the whole thing..Then, went to eat with the SC people, like ZY, CW, Alvin Lee, Rachel, Xin Xian, Kang Yong and the couple, Alvin and Vivian..Yup..But was kinda shock to find out that some of the SC people thought that me and ZY together..I'm like wth la..Me and ZY are purely close friends la..Nothing else le..Kinda upset upon hearing that..haiz..ZY should know why my face just now so black liao le..Just hope that everybody will clear the misunderstanding.. :( Just now at the market, ZY went to sit with CW they all..I'm left to sit with the couple and Zhi Yong..Actually I prefer this way but ZY suddenly came over to sit in front of me..Honestly, I'm kinda upset la..Cause the rest will mistaken even more la..haiz..I scold him immediately and ask him go back, but he gave me a blur look and he seems don't understand what I talking, so fine..Forget it man..haiz..But coincidently, I saw Kenny, Xiao Lawrence, Joy, Penny, Kai and some of Kai's friends there eating too..lol..Damn qiao la..haha..Today I suddenly remember that the Talentime thingy this friday clashes with my CC Lion Dance training this friday too..haiz..When I hav just decided to go back CC's training, the Talentime thingy clashes..haiz..sianz..Peter Coach really gonna scold me le la..Do I really need to be involved in performing in the Chingay??? He just like to force me in..Wth..

♥Monday, January 08, 2007

Today..Damn simple day..Stay at home throughout..I very guai hor?? lol..hehe..slept quite late the previous day..This morning then sleep..5 plus like that..Woke up at 5 plus in the evening today..lol..I very pig hor?? haha..But is damn shiok la..hehe.. ;p Woke up, ate Kway Chap, which Mummy had bought for me earlier on..After that, went back to the room and surf net..Almost got scolded by my brother when he woke up..Cause I didn't wake him up to eat together..haiz..sianz..I purposely don't wana wake him up de..Cause wake him up le, then need accompany him le..Can't do my own stuffs already..haiz..Afterall, he just wants me to accompany him eat..and start accompanying him all the way..That's all..haiz.. :( Then, ZY called me..To ask me for help..He suddenly can't rent any drum set so I called Bee and asked him for help..He told me about the studio that he used to go jamming with his brothers..He brought me there before too..To see him play drums..He looks damn shuai and cool while drumming la..hehe..But damn shy at the same time..lol..As usual..His shy personality..hehe..Hmm..He know there can rent drums but don't know about the pricing..So I tried other ways..Like asking Aidil and Wei Sheng if they got drums to borrow..Cheaper..But unfortunately, both of them sold theirs already..But Wei Sheng gave me one studio's contact and it happened to be the one Bee told me about earlier on..The one he always goes..Alvron Studio..At Bukit Timah there..Told ZY about it, give him the contact..That's all..Sorry leh, ZY..Couldn't help much..Only all this..Sorry..Hmm..Mentioning of drums, I WANA LEARN DRUMS!!! Ahh!!! haiz..No money really sucks la! :( Can anybody teach me drums for free??? Hopefully one day my saviour will appear..hehe..and also someone to teach me electric guitar for free..lol..I damn cheapskate la..Wth..haha.. :D Anyway..Hope that ZY won't have to borrow Alvin Lee's drums..Cause his one is damn new and damn nice..I see liao, immediately fell in love with it..lol..haha..Joking joking..But really feel like touching them when I see its picture..Hmm..If I were the owner of that drums, I will not bear to lend them to anyone man..NO WAY! haha.. :P I damn bad sia..So..Just now accompany my brother again..Watch TV and stuffs..Went down to the Provision shop and buy some essential stuffs..Milk, Coffee powder, Bread, Tissue box and etc..Carry till my hands really hurts la..Too heavy for me le lo..Almost not enough hands to hold man..haiz..Felt so helpless..But manage to endure through..Yup..Saw Melvin too..At First Storey de lift lobby, when I got out of the lift, was kinda shock to see him pointing a plastic fork directly at my face when the lift door opens..Wth..As usual..Bully me again..haiz..lol..Was also kinda shock to see his hair being rebond..lol..Hmm..But honestly, he looks better this way..hehe..Last time his hair curly one..See so many years le, kinda sianz le..Change hairstyle also not bad ar..haha..Same as his elder brother last time..hehe..Went down again not long later..Daddy asked me to buy food for him to eat at the Coffee shop..haiz..sianz..Go down again..One by one bully me..Humphx..It's around midnight le, so not much people downstairs already..Went to the stall, told the aunties my order, then they started chatting with me..Asked me about my Mummy and stuffs..Like I resembles her and etc..Yup..Then got this stupid chef came out and use his hp keep wanting to take pictures of me..Wth..I immediately went away..lol..But he's a nice guy..Only like to bully me all the time..haiz..Hmm..When my order is ready, those aunties called me loudly, "MEI NU! HAO LIAO!" WTH! Damn pai sei la! Cause I'm not one..Ended up when I walked across the Coffee shop to go home, everybody was looking at me..All those Bangladesh, Malaysians, China people and uncles, my Dad's friends..Omg......Feel like digging a hole in the ground and hide immediately..haiz..Think that's all for today ba..Got to sleep early le..Tomorrow's lesson at 9..10 got to leave class le..Got to report to Lion Dance Clubhouse..We've got performance for the Carnival organised by the School of BA at Canteen One..After that, going Lecture 26 to see the rehearsal for the ICT Talentime at 4pm..hehe..Think helping out too.. :D

♥Sunday, January 07, 2007

Today slept till 2 plus then wake up..lol..Lao gong worse than me, I wake up le, keep waking her up, she took quite a while then wake up..lol..Both of us damn pig sia..Afterall, the Zhu Zhu Family, yeah Lao gong? haha..But also can't blame la..We both slept at 6 plus in the morning only..She did her stuffs and I watched my Bleach at Youtube..hehe..Then, we found out that it's already morning so faster go sleep le..lol..Woke up, gastric came already..Damn hungry la..We both went to the kitchen and started cooking..lol..She fried sun-shine egg and me, my omelette egg..My BEST cooking and my FAVOURITE food..lol..Wonder if my bee and his younger sister still miss my omelette egg anot..Hmm..Lao gong also cooked some vegetables and Yup..That's all..With rice, we just ate this way..haha..But luckily her aunt came..and she bought a whole roasted duck..Omg! Is damn nice la! lol..With the sauce and chilli sauce...hmm...Wow! lol..Both of us were kinda stuffed with lots of food..haha..Another characteristic of pigs..lol..I also ate an additional curry puff cause it's my favourite too..hehe.. ;p Hmm..After that i went to wash my dishes and got changed, to rush home..Upon reaching home, bath, woke my eldest brother up to report to him, then I started doing the chores already..Washing the dishes and etc..Wana fold clothes but lots of clothes still hanging outside the balcony..Wth..Hate this man..Don't really like to collect the clothes this way cause kinda scared..I don't really have the ability to carry all those bamboo poles full of clothes into the house..This is the second time..But the first time and this time, both I almost fell out of the window..It's all my Dad's fault..Everytime like to make every bamboo poles of clothes damn heavy..Only think for himself..He can carry in, doesn't mean I can..Nor my Mummy..Humphx..She also complained that Dad everytime make them so heavy..Humphx..So I'm not biased, okay? Manage to carry in all safe and sound afterall..But please don't take me for granted that I will always do this, cause you are wrong..I don't do this often..Other chores can, but not this..I don't wana fly out of the window with the pole of clothes one day..haiz.. :( After that, fold clothes and I went to accompany my brother le..Watch TV and stuffs..Today he kinda early ask me go to bed so kinda happy..hehe..I'm kinda tired though..Furthermore tomorrow when I wake up, I've got to do chores again..Sweeping and mopping the floor, washing the clothes and dishes and etc..haiz..sianz..Too bad..If I don't do, no one will do de..So no choice le lo..haiz..Tonight must sleep early then sleep till tomorrow, sleep bao bao then start work..Now my stomach kinda grumbling sia..lol..Cause just now Dad didn't buy my dinner so I just ate 2 slices of chocolate cakes as my dinner..Yup..Treat it as I'm on diet ba..hehe.. :P and Here I am, blogging regarding today..Yup..hehe..Sleeping le..Damn tired..Good Night! hehe..(^_^)

The Moment You Have In Your Heart
This Extraordinary Thing Called Love
And Feel The Depth, The Delight,
The Ecstasy Of It, You Will Discover
That For You The World Is Transformed

♥Saturday, January 06, 2007

Today think also nothing much ba..No lessons at all today..Sleep till 12 plus then wake up..lol..I very pig hor?? haha.. ;p Actually is ZY's calls woke me up de..haha..I damn pig sia..lol..and Ya..I'm in dead shit..Was late meeting ZY again..Supposingly should go to school at 12 plus to meet him de..But luckily I didn't confirm to him that I will be there..I just say IF I can wake up early, then I will go to school and find him..lol..So can't blame me hor..hehe.. :P At that time, ZY was already on his way going Vivo City with his classmates and CW le..So I told ZY I will meet him later..Cause Mummy was sick and I wana finish the chores before leaving home..When I left home, ZY was already at Plaza Sing with CW le..When I had reached, CW had already left..Then, ZY and me went to The Cathay to check out the movies..Not a single one is nice and of the timing we want..So we went back to Plaza Sing again to check out too..Unfortunately, not a single one too..We are really damn fed up lo..Shit man..We slack around the Ticket Booth and thinking of what should we do..Then, I thought of checking the newspaper for other cinemas..Although we didn't wana go another place to watch movie already but still, I wana check it out..Luckily, I saw a movie at Plaza Sing Cinema of the timing we want..so Yup..We went to buy the tickets..CLEVER ME, yeah?? haha..I'm CLEVER enough to check out the newspaper hor..haha.. ;p But we are really also damn cock eye la..Just now looking through the screens also didn't notice there's movie of the timing we want..lol..and Yup..We watched Blood Diamond..This movie is damn nice la..Rated NC16 cause Violence..Hmm..Kinda violence ba..With all those killings and torturings..haiz..sad..Everywhere is war..I cried at the last part sia..Cried kinda badly..When the guy, Danny Archer, who is Leonardo, was about to die and was talking on the phone to a girl he just met during the war..She's a journalist..I think they did fall for each other but fate isn't with them..Danny died in the end..haiz..sad..Poor him..Didn't manage to bring that Huge Pink Diamond back to London by himself..The journalist cried on the phone too..haiz..I was kena caught by ZY for crying..Oh gosh..Damn pai sei la..lol..But he missed that touching part la..Too bad..He went to the toilet..He only find me crying when he came back..lol..Nice movie and really worth watching, I should say..It's kinda a got story-line de movie..Yup..My next movie will be THE LAST DANCE!!! hehe..I really wana watch sia..See the trailer so interesting..hehe..Waiting..Hmm..After the movie, ZY went home and I also walked to Cineleisure to find Da jie(Bee Suan), Chen Min, Ai de, Zhuo wei, Jian Yong and Hong Soon..They had just finished taking neo-print..Shit man..I had missed it..sad..Nevermind..Still got next time de..hehe..Our next gathering, CLASS CHALET!!! hehe..I'm gonna make it a successful one..I don't want the same mistakes to be made again..As compared to last year's one..This time, I'm really the organiser..But luckily with the help of Ai de, Zhuo Wei and Lao Gong(Chan Myat)..hehe..Thanks, guys! ;) After that, we went to Heeren and then to Lucky Plaza..They played a while of arcade then we took MRT home le..Went to Lao Gong's house thon again..and here I am using her house computer and surf net..hehe..Just now help her with her project..Got to make up a creative car accident story and I gave her a real damn stupid and lame one..and She really used it..Omg..lol..She say I'm really damn good in making up stories la..lol..Am I?? haha..Think only stupid ones ba..haha..Really look forward to our Class Chalet..Cause there will be BBQ and Night Cycling again..hehe..Speed Cycling in the night again! Yeah! hehe..Damn shiok la! haha! This time, got new destination le..Old Changi Hospital..Yeah! haha..I've never been there before..Luckily Zhuo Wei thought of that..Thanks, Zhuo Wei..hehe..But I just hope that the same thing won't happen to me again like the one I went to the other time, Hillview Mansion..haiz..We also will go Changi Airport there de road track to watch aeroplanes up and down..cool man..haha..But this time is from another place..This is what Zhuo Wei tell me..lol..Think I really didn't choose the wrong person to be in charge of activities for the chalet..hehe..

♥Thursday, January 04, 2007

Today went to school as usual..This time had lunch with ZY at Canteen 3..Suddenly got the temptation to eat Roti Prata again so thought of buying that to eat..I suggested to him but the problem is......need to wait damn long..So I told him nevermind le..But as usual, he insist on buying so I waited for him..It's really damn long lo..Felt so bad once again..Make him buy food for so long..haiz..Sorry leh, ZY.. :( Worst till, he don't wana accept my money AGAIN! haiz..I'm really like eating his money lo..Drinks actually say I treat de, but in the end, he say he don't know what to drink so he go buy..and AGAIN, don't wana accept my money..Wth..Like everything he treat sia..Please la, ZY..I not that poor, okay?? haiz..Anyway today end school early cause Andrew cancel his lesson..He also cancel tomorrow de..Ended up tomorrow whole day no lesson..haiz..sianz..cause NF is on E-Learning Week..2 lessons like that gone liao le..Today in class manage to do research for 4e2'2005 Class Chalet..I had already chose the dates and it also shows that it's available..So ya..Kinda glad to know that..So I better collect the money quick and book it before it's being booked by others again..Manage to find Pool Terrace, Double Storey..As what we had wanted for last year but didn't manage to book one..Yup..This time must do everything quick le..In advance..Last minute work very jia lat de..I'm not like someone.......ZY hor??? haha.. :P Oh shit! He's gonna scold me again le..lol..SOMEBODY GOT SAID BY VIVIAN AT CANTEEN TODAY HOR??? haha..Okay la..Better don't bully him le..He today so good, treat me eat and drink..Thanks a lot, ZY!!! hehe..Then, 6pm Lion Dance training started..Both Eric and Jian Yi Coaches came..Later on, Peter Coach came too..Was kinda shock..Didn't expect him to come..and Ya..I got scoldings from him..For not going down CC's training recently..I explain to him say got a lot projects, he like don't believe me like that..Then keep psychoing me to go down training tomorrow night and the following trainings..Oh ya..and also a dinner at CC on Saturday, which I'm not too sure what dinner is it..Wondering should I go anot..Hmm..But don't think going tomorrow night de training..Cause my fever came back again..Wth..Damn fed up with my headache la..But luckily this time is slight de..Hopefully won't become serious tonight..haiz..With my headache, I still manage to endure through the whole training today..Lucky me..and Ya..I found out that I'm not involved in the Lion Dance Competition, representing Ngee Ann..Cause the competition day falls on our Exams Week..Lucky me again..Was glad to find out about it..But on the other hand, I'm caught by Peter Coach le..He say I'm not involved in the competition so I MUST go for CC training, to prepare for our up-coming performance, Chingay..Wth..I will die man..Exams coming le leh..How to cope?? haiz..sianz..Anyway just now when on bus on my way home after training, I suddenly recall of my Dreams..My Aims..Last time was to learn Classic Guitar and Drums..Now is Electric Guitar and Drums..hehe..Hope that one day I got money then can go learn..I'm damn interested la..I will wana learn Drums partly cause it's my bee who inspire me de..He was the one who introduced rock music into my life and Drums, especially..Yup..He's a Drummer..Still remember he used to hold my hands and play drums while we listen to his MP3..Songs like Boulevard of Broken Dreams..haha..and he also used to laugh at me whenever I try to act as if I'm a Drummer..lol..But seriously..I'm kinda interested in Drums..Ever since I know my bee..and presently, also interested in Electric Guitar..I know it may sounds a bit weird for girls to play those 2 stuffs but I just wana have a try of everything..hehe..I very playful hor..haha..Anyway my bee used to tell me that his Drums class also got girls around de..So Yup..Kinda common le ba..I think..lol..Whenever I've got a job, earn some money, actually wana save some for my lessons de but everytime ended up paying all those damn freaking debts then no money le..haiz.. :( Just now chat with Alvin Lee a while in Msn..I asked him for his opinions..Whether Drums are easier to learn or Electric Guitar..He say it depends on your interests..Hmm..Kinda true ba..If you are interested in something, you will find it damn easy to do de..
Ahhh! I'm in dead shit! Fever getting worse again! Wth! Die liao le la! haiz..

Come on baby, we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wana be together
And I wana spend the night with you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever


Today start school le..haiz..sianz..Today went down Canteen 3 with some guys of my class and have break together..Siew Fong didn't join us cause her friend's birthday and she went to buy cake..Yup..Saw quite a lot of people at there..Saw DD and his friends eating..Saw Ai De, Jin Hui and their classmates eating..and was kinda shock to see Chin Wei and his friends..including a guy call Jia Jun, if i'm not wrong..He also went to watch movie with me, Alvin Lee, Zhan Yang they all on Christmas..Just know him only..See him actually don't wana say Hi de..Cause its like so awkward but in the end, I did..Cause he look at me and say Hi so I say Hi back, in a form of respect..Anyway it's not that important..Back to me again..Yup..After eating, went back to class and slack again..Surf net and listen to musics as usual..After school, at 3, I slack in class till around 5 plus then went down to the square with Siew Fong..Her friends celebrating their birthday there..So ya..I also met Ai De there..to get MY GIFT from me..haha..He went Thailand holiday recently ma..Then he bought stuff for me..Few days ago ask him what he buy for me, he keep don't wana tell me, say purposely want let me xin yang yang..Wth..lol..He told me that My Gift is the MOST EXPENSIVE one..So ya..I'm kinda anxious to find out what did he bought for me actually..and guess what..HE BOUGHT ME A JACKET!!! OMG!!! lol..I did told him to buy me a jacket or something but actually I'm joking with him and he should know about it..But why he still buy that for me?? I'm not upset about it..It's just that..He spend too much money on that jacket for me le la..Make me so guilty man..Honestly..I don't feel deserved for that jacket man..Cause I like everytime give him trouble only..and also everytime bully him only..haiz.. :( Anyway..Qi Kai!!! Really Thanks a lot for that gift!!! I really like it very much!!! hehe.. ;p Hmm..Too bad..I don't have anything to give you in return..Sorry..So so sorry..Oh ya..Today during in class, something happened..Those who are close to me should know..Anyway don't worry, guyz..I will get over it de..Okay? Luckily I didn't take the whole thing so deeply..Actually kinda prepared for that kind of outcome le..So yup..Today is kinda half sad and half happy ba..Waited for Ai De to finish his project meeting, then we took buses together to Gombak..I met Shuai Ge(Hong Siong) there..He accompanying me to go eat dinner..Yup..Actually wana go eat Alif Roti Prata de but it was closed..So kinda disappointed..Then, we went to coffee shop eat..Damn fed up with him la..Everything also wana treat me..I wana pay myself de, you know??? haiz..Keep threatening me..Like what Zhan Yang always do to me too..Humphx..Yi ge liang ge qi fu wo!!! Humphx! After that, supposingly going Hillview Gardens, where Shuai Ge live, to watch his friends play basketball de..But in the end, the rain came..Damn suay sia..No basketball to watch..haiz..sianz..But he kept entertaining me non-stop..lol..He's also another joker man..haha..But he did make me happier and keep laughing non-stop..haha..All Thanks to His LAME and COLD Jokes! lol..Thanks, Shuai Ge..But hor..This guy ar..Everytime worry too much for me le la..Everytime worry I got eat anot, safe anot, sick okay le ma and etc..This and That..Aiyo..He can be my Ah Gong le la..lol..haha..I know you are worried about me but as I told you, No Worries..Okay??? Need to go home eat then just tell me and go..It's okay de..No need to ask me wait for you den you go home faster eat and rush down to meet me again de..Understand?? I'm fine and alright..Anyway today you got give me umbrella anot also the same..The rain is pouring from everywhere..Even I'm under the shelter, I'm still drenched..Headache came back again now..Really can't figure out what actually is wrong with my head..Everytime headache..haiz..Then get fever damn easily..What the hell is wrong with me!?! Arghhh...Starting from today, need to start preparing our 4e2'2005 Class Chalet le..haiz..sianz..Why am I the one organising?? Stress ar..

[My New Jacket From Qi Kai]

♥Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Yup..Today overslept then was late meeting ZY..Luckily he also woke up late..haha..Then we met later and change meeting place to Boon Lay MRT instead of Batok MRT..After he met his seller and bought his game, we went to JP Coffee Bean eat and drink..I saw my Westmall manager working there..So coincident..haha..She took my orders..I order 2 drinks and 2 food..Both drinks I ordered small size de..But she upsize for me to regular for free..I only found out about it when I receive my drinks at the pick-up point..So nice of her..Honestly..She's a very good manager..Then, I told ZY about it and he say I very good, everytime got lobang one..lol..haha.. ;p After that, we went walk walk a while then leave le..Today is kinda a simple day ba..Just now saw an email from Xiao Lawrence..Regarding this month de Ngee Ann Lion Dance's Schedule..I see liao..Shock..Damn shag man..So many performances in school this month..Oh gosh..How am I able to cope both CC and Ngee Ann de?? And also cope my up-coming exams?? haiz..sianz..Think I won't be goin CC's one so often this month ba..When I have the free time then I go..Hope CC's coaches will understand and don't be mad at me..Same goes to the girls there too..haiz..They must be real mad at me for not going the trainings there for so long..Then not enough girls to form a dragon dance..haiz..Anyway trainings in school won't be only Thursday le..Monday also have le..Some more is from 6pm to 9pm..3 hours leh..haiz..sianz..Must Jia You le!!! Gambatie!!! Ngee Ann Lion Dance Troupe!!!

♥Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Yup..It's 2007 now le!!! A New Year has start!!! Yuppy!!! haha.. Hope this year everything will get better..My Studies, Relationship, Family, Finance and etc!!! Hmm..Last night didn't manage to blog cause was outside..At countdown..At Esplanade there..With Alvin Lee, Zhan Yang, Chin Wei, Xin Xian and her friends..Oh ya..And one more guy..Their friend..Think call Kelvin ba..Yup..At first, I went to Queensway to meet Alvin and Zhan Yang first..They ending work..I took cab rush down..Upon reached, Alvin took quite some time to end work..Don't know why..Then, we took cab down to Esplanade there and walk to Marina Square to meet the rest of them..But it's kinda stupid cause after meeting, we all had to walk back to Esplanade again..lol..The Esplanade area is damn flooded with people man..So it's kinda hard to walk around..Everywhere is squeezy..We manage to squeeze through a crowd and stand a little near by the river..To watch the fireworks later on..We stood there waiting think got one hour plus ba..Sweating all over man..Oh gosh..Then, finally the show is up! The fireworks think got last for 10 minutes ba..It's damn nice man..Afterall, the long wait is not wasted..While waiting and then, watching the fireworks, I'm thinking of someone..Someone who used to bring me to Esplanade there on every Saturday during the year 2005 when our National Day is at the Padang..Cause there will be rehearsals at there and fireworks will be put out on every Saturdays nearing the National Day..Missed those times when you hold my hands, hug me, kiss me, see those fireworks together and say that you love me deeply..You knew I love seeing fireworks and you sacrifice your Saturday nights to bring me go see them..instead of going ah ma's house..in the end kena said by your mother..Really thanks a lot, bee..For sacrificing so much for me..It's been half a year since we broke up..Within this half a year, our memories often came back..Especially when I went to places that we used to go..Afterall, I have to say..During that one year, two months plus of relationship, we really did been through a lot..A lot a lot..I really appreciate everything that you have done for me..Really..Even though I was the one who ask for broke up..Hope you understand why I did so..You should understand..I just hope that you will find your new love girl soon and treat her damn well..Don't treat her the way how you treat me, okay?? Don't regret again..By the time you regret, it's already too late..I don't wish you and her will end up like me and you..Remember what I have taught you..Don't repeat your mistakes..okay?? Hmm..okay..Back to my countdown..Yup..Was thinking about my ex during that moment of fireworks..Wanted to msg him to ask him where is he..Was wondering whether is he around to see those wonderful fireworks too..But the network got congested so i didn't get to msg him..Kinda disappointed though..After the countdown, we all went to clarke quay de pub drink a little..Except for Xin Xian and her friends..Don't know why they didn't join us..I drank a bottle of Heineken..That's it..Kelvin drank a bottle of Corona and Heineken..and he's kinda drunk..lol..He damn funni lo..Behave weird weird de..Cause he drunk le..haha..We all went out to hail cab but was damn difficult..Everywhere there's people hailing for cab..Wth..I keep flagging for quite some time and there was one cab who actually display 'hired', suddenly switch to available and stop in front of me..lol..We decided to let Kelvin board the cab first, then we take another cab..In the end we waited for quite some time and not a single cab we can hail..All are either on call or hired..We tried calling the hotline but all are busy..At that time, I started to find out that Alvin was drunk too..Omg..I actually didn't expect to him to be drunk from drinkin so little..Kinda shock though..I went to 7 Eleven from opposite the road to buy Lemon sweets for him and came back hearing from Chin Wei that Alvin had just vomited..Omg again..His eyes are totally red lo..Aiyo..But eventually he got better and we started to roam around the streets to hail for cab again..Walk here and there and we didn't manage to hail any..Kinda fed up..Me and Chin Wei suggested to go back to pub to chill till 6 plus then take bus home..But Zhan Yang and Alvin didn't want so ya..We didn't in the end..We walked till Clarke Quay Mrt there to wait for cab..From 3 plus, we roam till 5..Finally one cab came and we all felt a sense of relief..Board the cab and everybody is relaxed..Me, Zhan Yang and Alvin chatted a little and slowly Alvin fell asleep..I found out only when me and Zhan Yang were chatting and I heard Alvin snored..He sat beside me btw..He looked damn funni la..I see liao, actually wana burst into laughter de..But like that very pai sei so I didn't..lol..He really damn pig man..haha..Hey, so now you know who pig le hor..It's not me, okay?? It's you!!! haha..But I know you want me to say you sleep till very cute, right?? lol..Bhb..haha.. ;p And yup..I was the first one to reach home..But actually I didn't want to go home de..Cause I know my eldest brother still haven't sleep yet..Reach home le, got to accompany him..haiz..sianz..But no choice..All of them are damn shagged..Can't expect them to accompany me more..So ya..Got home at 5 plus..And just as I expected..He wants me accompany and I accompanied him till 6 plus, 7 then I sleep..haiz.. :( damn tired lo..Cause yesterday before going out for countdown, I did one whole day of house chores leh..From sweeping the whole house, to mopping, to washing the clothes and to cooking dinner..All the way I didn't stop at all..You can tell how tired I am..But today sleep till evening then wake up..haha..Okay..Alright..I admit I'm a pig..I woke my eldest brother up too and accompany him eat lunch..After that, I accompany him watch tv all the way till just now..Oh ya..Just now my parents quarrelled..All because of my that stupid Dad..Hate him lots lo..My Mummy not feeling well, didn't go work, sleeping and resting at home..He reached home le, find out no water is cooked, went to wake my mummy up and scold her for hiding the kettles underneath and nobody cooked it..Wth man..He don't know where are they, he can always ask any of us or find them himself..He just happen not to see them and didn't cook them and blamed my Mummy for hiding them..Wth..What kind of a man is he?? Bastard?? My Mummy didn't hide them at all lo..It's cause she cooked dinner yesterday and needed to put the kettles underneath in order to allow more stoves available..Can't he just understand that?? He's just a stubborn, irresponsible and ignorant bastard..My Mummy also calls him that in front of me just now..She told me not to find a guy like him and I swear to god, I WON'T!!! Sometimes she kinda regretted marrying him and I understands that..He let my Mummy suffer so much throughout these years le, what more do he expect from her?? She's already the bread-winner and tries to cook dinner whenever she's able to le leh..haiz..What more do he expect?? Can't he just be understanding and stop complaining?? Can't he just do a small part for the family like helping out with the house chores like a simple thing like COOKING WATER??? The whole family is already chaotic enough and is struggling, can't he just make life simpler for all of us?? haiz..sobz.. :'( Sometimes I just feel like ending my misery with just a cut on my wrist..But I know it's stupid to do so..But I just can't find a real reason to continue living in this damn fucking life of mine..Last time I used to have..Which is for my bee..He loves me deeply and needs me..Which keeps me moving on..Now, I don't know what I should live for and what keeps me move on..Definitely not for myself..Cause I suck! My life too! I'm just living for the sake of living..God..Why bring me to this world and let me suffer all these when I'm at such a young age??? Since I was born till now, all these sufferings never stop!!!

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` 4th September 1989
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