♥Friday, March 30, 2007

[Kbox Cine...One Big Family(Night Shift)]

[Catherine & Joey]
It's really been a long time since I've last blogged...Cause currently being busy working...At Kbox Cineleisure...From C4, I've went up to C8 and work...Knew lots of new staffs..From China, Malaysians and etc...They are really nice people...We're like one big family...Sometimes saw my friends coming to Kbox sing too...Working night shift isn't easy...Damn tiring...Thought of changing to morning shift before too..Mr A.B., my Supervisor, also suggested too but I rejected his offer..Cause I prefer working at night and I've already been in good-terms with the staffs working night shift...When I suggested of working night shift, they objected...LoL...I also can't bear to leave them...We all are like sisters...The Supervisors there also treat me real well..Mr Patrick, Mr Micheal and Mr A.B....But Mr Micheal left for some reasons which I know but can't say...Kinda miss him, seriously...Still remember he's the one who interviewed me at the very beginning...Then told me to start work immediately the next day...LoL...Was kinda shock to know that Xiao Xian also working at Kbox but Jurong de...Chew Ling actually wanted to work at Cine too de but her parents disapproved her of working night shift...Working at Cine Kbox is fun but tedious at the same time too...But I love working there...Hehe...Actually my parents disapproved me of working there de cause my Dad thought Kbox is those messy and complicated de Karaoke place...LoL...As usual, my stubborness cause me to quarrel with him over that...Then now, he doesn't really wana bother already...Cause I told him that if he don't believe, he can always go down and take a look himself...

Hmm...Don't know if this is a good news or bad news...I've been in a new relationship now...Actually I'm really happy together with him cause we both do have feelings for each other at first...But few days ago, I found out about something real bad from someone and it really affected me deeply...I tried to keep it to myself but in the end I couldn't control my emotions and broke down and cried...He saw me and asked what actually happened...Then, we quarrelled...I know it's my fault at the very beginning for not trusting him but what the person told me really seems so real...I really don't know what to do...Finally, I've made my final decision...That is to trust him...He's my boyfriend...I should trust him more than anyone...I know that night he's mad and upset that I didn't trust him...I'm really very sorry, Dear...Haiz...I'm really very lost and didn't know what to do...I must admit that he is kinda good-looking and that is why I'm damn worried that he will leave me some day...Cause I'm not compatible enough for him...and I knew that lots of girls like him...I really like him a lot so I'm real worried...He's resigning soon and serve police in a few weeks' time...First 7 weeks in camp, I totally can't see him...Haiz...I've once asked him whether does he feel that I will run away with another guy when he's in the camp, he said he believe I will...Although I didn't reply anything to him but my heart actually wanted to tell him this..."Dear...Don't worry...I will not leave you no matter what de...You are my one and only...No one can replace you in my heart...I will always wait for you to be out de..." I don't know why but I just find something missing in this relationship...Until now, I still can't figure out what is it...I really don't know why but I felt this whole relationship is one-sided...Me to Him but NOT Him to Me too...I always try to tell myself that I've think too much and that I should be glad that we are together now, but sometimes it really bothers me...I don't wish to tell him this cause I don't want my unnecessary worry to become his burden...It's just the beginning of the relationship and so many things had happened already...But because of him, I don't mind...I really hope that this relationship will last long...Really...I really don't wish him to leave me...Never ever...
[[Mel & Jo]]

Oh ya...I've told Bee that I've got boyfriend already...He wished me all the best...He seems alright but I feel that actually he's kinda upset...Cause it's not been long that he last ask me for patch...I rejected him by saying that I do not want to get into a relationship at the moment...Then, now I've got myself one...He must have felt betrayed or disceived by me ba...Haiz...I'm sorry, Bee...Hope you are alright...and I'm sure you will still go on with your own life well with your brothers and find yourself a good girl, better than me de...

♥RumikoLoves
3:25 AM

♥Thursday, March 08, 2007

[Me and Jazreel at Prom Night..Outside the Ballroom at Orchard Hotel]
2nd March:Prom Night was fun! Damn fun! Haha! Well done, The Organising Committee! We had fun jumping and dancing around..There was also Lucky Draw and I'm real lucky that night! I've won the 3rd Prize, iPod Nano(Sliver)!!! OMG! My Lucky Number:8075! At first I couldn't believe it..Before I got it, I really did prayed that I wanted it..And God really answered my prayers! Haha! I've always wanted it all along..Just that it's too expensive and I just couldn't afford it..So I didn't really dream of having one..Real happy that night..And of course not just cause of the Prize..I've also had my fortune told..Hehe..Using Tarot Cards..And it really seems accurate..
Family=She says that there's an emotional problematic person in my family, and that is exactly my eldest brother she's talking about..He had depression and anxiety..But she says my dad is the major one who can help him and cure him..Which seems kinda ridiculous..Cause in my family, my dad and brother are in real bad terms..But she also says that my brother will be healed some day..Hope that it will really happen..
Career=She says that I will become a well-paid office girl in the future, which is what I've always wanted to be when I grow up..But after a few years, I might change my career to a travelling-related job..She says I might not earn as much but I'm content with how I am and I won't be financial-troubled..
Love=She says that I've got a group of close girl friends around me and that's true..Which are my Lao gong, Nu ers, Dear and etc......She says there will be lots of guys fighting over me BUT it's none of my business..I just have to pick the right one..And my close girl friends will be the ones who can help me choose the right one..She ask me to trust them in their views and accept their advices on the guy..The way she told me all this is really funny..Then, she says I will have a good and successful marriage at my appropriate age..

So yup..Seems kinda good, ya? Hehe..Was glad that I didn't get any DEATH card..It's scary, okay? Haiz..Oh ya..That night I didn't really actually took photos..Don't know why but I just feel that I'm not pretty on that night at all..Haiz..I really suck.. :( Steven keep asking me to take the free 3R photos with him but I keep rejecting..I'm really sorry, Steven..But I really don't feel like taking any photos on that night..You can tell..I only took 2 photos in total..Both is with Jazreel de..haiz..And ya..Me and Yong Jia were also kinda disappointed that we didn't manage to take photos on that night too..Cause he's too busy already..And I also needed to rush for the last train home..I'm sorry, YJ too.. :( Nvm..Next time when we go out together again, we shall take lots of photos, okay? Hehe.. ;)

[Us again inside the Ballroom..At our dinner seats]

[Me and Bee at Raffles Place MRT Platform on our way to Cineleisure]
Next, last Saturday went out with Bee..As scheduled, we went to watch movie at Cineleisure.."Ghost Rider"..That movie is nice and cool! Hehe..And it's obvious that there will be Part 2..Oh ya..Before the movie, we went to eat Pasta Mania..Bee treat me..Hehe..Going out with him seems normal and the same as the past..He bully me, tease me and etc..The only thing that is lacking, is our hugs and kisses..and also holding of hands..Other that those, everything seems okay and same..I understand him and he understands me..We know how each other's ways of doing things..I like going out with Bee cause very natural..Think cause xi guan le ba..Hmm..Was nice going out with him..and he's still the same..Shy..lol..Hehe.. ;p Oh ya..When going to watch movie, I saw LiLi Jie Jie at KBox working Receptionist..Exchange regards and that's it..

[Ai de, Me and Lao Gong on cab on our way back to Gombak]
5th March: Morning got GL/GM Training in school..Overall was kinda fun..Except for the red spots on my hands and also the Animal Farm Game..It could be more fun de..I used to play a real fun one in Secondary School NPCC Camp..Hehe..Miss those days lots..Haiz.. :( And ya..I hope to be a GL..Was thinking GL can come in contact with the Year 1s and it will be fun! Hmm..Then, at night, 4e2'05 Class BBQ..At East Coast Park..Although the number of people who came wasn't appealing, but still the lively ones came..Haha..Also had fun on that night..Actually got night cycling de, but due to less people being able to stay overnight, we cancelled it..After BBQ, everybody went home..As for me, I went to Lao gong's house again..Stayed over there..Me, Lao gong, Ai de and Kelvin Chua share cab to Gombak..I really did entertain them well on the cab..Hor, Ai de and Chua??? Haha..Then, me and Lao gong went to 7 Eleven buy alcohols to her house and drink..And I did a stupid thing..I went to lock the spoilt lock on Lao gong's house door which made her whole family laugh the hell out of it..Omg..I'm so embarrassed..And also felt bad about it cause her parents got to dig out the key for the spoilt lock again..I was damn scared that it can't be opened again..Luckily it did..Phew! Haiz..Stupid me..Hmm..Then we went drinking and watching Hong Kong Comedy Movie online..Not long after, we were tired and went to bed le..Haha..Slept till next day afternoon..Real late, ya? lol..Don't know why..Slept real soundly and didn't woke up by anything at all..Hehe..We are really 2 Piggies..Haha..Husband and Wife ;) Then, we went to Macdonalds' to eat, accompany her to go repair her hp and then, I rush home

[Me and Lao Gong at the Beach..During BBQ]

Yeah..At last..Today! 7th March..I last Saturday night at home got msg LiLi Jie Jie to ask her about vacancy at KBox and she told me to go down fill in application form first..Today I'm free so I went down..After that, they told me that interview starts at only 7pm..So I went shopping alone around Orchard..Went to Taka buy food to eat and walk walk..Then, shop around Cineleisure..Bought some make-up stuffs at Missha..Then, went up or interview..Straight away, the manager told me to start work tml night..I was shock, you know? I thought need go home wait for phone call or sth de..But no need! Hehe..Was glad..At last I got myself a job..Furthermore a good and well-paid one..Hehe..I'm really happy today.. :D BUT I'm starting work tml night..7pm to 3am..Night shift..Haiz..Lucky got free transport home..But I'm like kinda sianz..But no choice..Manager says so..I will be working full-time till school starts..One off day per week..Will be using it on my Modelling Training Day..Hmm..Tml morning between 9am to 12pm, got to go down Toa Payoh KBox get my working shirt..Then, whole afternoon, I will be looking for black jeans for work too..Think going Far East find ba..With the company of Dear(Min Chun) and Jia Wei..Tml will be a long and tiring day..Got to turn in already..Jia You, Joey!!! Gambatie!!! Work Hard and Money Come Come!!! Haha!!! ;p I want buy clothes and make-up stuffs!!!!!!!!! Give Mum money too!!!!!!!!!! Oh ya..Just now reach home saw 3 pairs of new ankle socks on the bed, nicely displayed..All look so cute! Was happy to see them..Confirm is Mum buy for me de..Cause she knows that all my socks are spoilt already..Thanks a lot, Mum!!! Got to give her a kiss tml morning when she come back from work..Hehe.. :D Love you lots, Mum!!! Hmm..Mum must be very glad with the new bracelet I bought for her..lol..

[My new ankle socks from Mum!!! Very cute, right?? Hehe.. ;p]

♥RumikoLoves
1:40 AM

♥Thursday, March 01, 2007

[Me before leaving home to Malaysia]
It's been quite some time since I last blog..Went to Malaysia, Kluang and spend my CNY there..For 3 days..Went back and saw lots of my relatives..It's been a year since I last went back le..All my cousins have grown up..Time really flies..But this time only went back to my mother's side..Cause dad says he's tired and he needed to rush back to Singapore to work so yup..We didn't go back Kuantan..This time went back, my cousin introduce me one new Taiwan Drama call: "Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu"=Hana Kimi in short..Part One..Starring Wu Zun, Jiro and Ella..and from that moment, I started crazing over Wu Zun..He's really damn handsome la! lol..He really caught my eye and heart! haha..Back to Singapore, I went to buy Part Two..Currently waiting for Part Three to be out..hehe..The drama is also damn nice..Real funny..Ever since I started liking Wu Zun, I tell myself, I'm gonna further my Modelling career at Taiwan..hehe..I start to day-dream again le..haha..But I'm serious about it..Really like him a lot..I like Goh Kiat Chun!!! ;p

[My Little Cousin...Feng Min]

Recently dont know should I say that I'm busy or what..Past few days went for Modelling interviews..Oh ya..I didn't talk about the IMIPTELTD thingy..Past few weeks ago, there's a guy call Terence from IMIPTEDLTD approach me at around SunTec there and ask me to do advertising and stuffs for his company..In long form is called, i Models international..At first I thought is fake de, cause the name card is kinda fake..Then a girl call Jasmine called me on Monday morning and ask me to go interview on the next day..At Park Mall..I went and it happen to be all real..Lots of other people are there too..I got to know that actually they are one of the Top Modelling Agencies in Singapore..Yup..Oh ya..I happen to see Jia Yi and Han Wen's sister..I forgot her name le..Sorry..Jia Yi saw me, couldn't remember who I am..Is was Han Wen's sister who recognise me..lol..Jia Yi say I look different from how I am in school..Is that true? I don't think so leh..Hmm..And ya..Jia Yi was already a model there..During the interview, I got to know that this agency's models did a lot of advertisings and commercials like for DBS, KFC, Friso, Sony and etc..Lots of new Mediacorp Artistes now used to be their models..Yup..Joining this agency, might have a better exposure to Mediacorp but I don't want..Furthermore I need to pay $430 to make my portfolio there..I already paid $350 for my Modelling Training at Linsan..Don't wish to further spend any money le..Yup..So I rejected them and they gave me their name card and said if I ever change my mind, I can just contact them..Yup..That was Tuesday..

But on Tuesday, another Modelling Agency called me again..For an interview on the next day..Which is on Wednesday..It was Ernest from MC Models..In long form is called, Mark Chow Models..From their website, I got to know that Mark Chow is kinda a famous character in Singapore..Yup..Used to be an actor for TCS and also a model in the past and etc..Then he opened his own Modelling Agency named after him..Ernest met me at Lido and then Mark came..Was kinda shock cause I didn't expect him to come..Then, they explained to me some stuffs..Earlier on, Ernest got ask me if I want to be their Full-Time Model..I was shocked..Cause he already know that I'm Linsan's Model and he still ask me that..And when Mark arrived, he asked me the same thing, whether I wana switch to their agency..I'm like wth la..He say cause I never sign any contract with Linsan, I can do anything I want..But I agreed to Linsan to be their model first de..If I switch now, don't it seems like I betrayed Linsan? haiz..I felt real confused after that..Really confused..Mark added on that lots of Linsan's Models also went over to MC..I wonder if it's true anot..But still, I can't do that..I will feel real bad de..haiz.. :( I think I shall concentrate on my Modelling Training first..Whether to join them anot, next time then say ba..

Hmm..They did asked me if I wana do a hair show for them..It's on the 12th, 13th and 14th of March..Will earned around $120..I don't know if I should do it anot..Linsan said I can't cut my hair anymore..Thus, I also love my hair a lot..I wana grow my long hair back..But what Ernest say is right..It will be a good exposure for me..and I also will get a hairstyle that suits me..I love experiencing new stuffs but for this, I'm in dilemma..Should I take the risk and give it a try? I'm troubled..haiz.. :( Think most probably, I'll try ba..Hmm..But Mark did mention that if their agency got any other shows or assignments that suits me, he will contact me de..So yup..It's good to have them afterall..Can earned money..hehe.. ;p

Oh ya..One very qiao thing is that Ernest happened to know Zhi Hua wor..lol..They are from the same Secondary School..Oh ya..Zhi Hua is Bee's cousin..We used to call her "Dou Dou"..haha..Don't think Dou Dou's friends know ba..hehe.. ;p I MISS DOU DOU!!! AND ALSO MIN MIN and EN EN!!! :(