♥Saturday, February 17, 2007

Eh..This morning went NTUC to buy 'Nian Huo' with Mum..Then, ate with her and stuffs..Help her carry the stuffs and send her home..Went to Suntec alone afterwards..To make payment for my Modelling Training..Rush down as Renee got to go by 415 to collect clothes for the coming Fashion Show..Yup..After payment and receiving my receipt, had a small chat with her a while and then, I left for Orchard..Met Yong Jia there..Walked around Taka and Wisma..Nothing much to see also..Too many people today le..Hmm..Kinda no mood to shop too..haiz..sianz..Even wanting to take MRT is a trouble..Walking from Wisma to MRT can take like 15 mins? Oh gosh..Cause it's raining and the pathway is fully packed with people..Like got traffic jam like that..haiz..Then, YJ went to Bugis find Junior and rest, whereas I go home..He asked me along but I rejected..Cause Mum's cooking..Got to rush home for dinner..Sorry wor, YJ..Like you have said, some other day, ya? hehe.. ;)

Oh ya..Going out with him ar..He walk until where, talk until where de leh..Lol..He has got friends almost everywhere..Saw Ren Qi too..haha..Last time see her is at Vivo..She sure likes shopping around, ya? haha..

Got home, help Mum with dinner and stuffs..After dinner, I washed the dishes..When I wana wipe the dining table, I freaked out totally..I suddenly saw one of the scariest thing to me!!! "Xiao Qiang" on the ceiling!!! Omg..I started freaking out and hiding around to avoid her..Lol..Yup..She's a female..Has got wings..More dangerous..Can fly around, anywhere..Omg..Shouted my 2nd brother for help, he hear liao, act fall asleep on the sofa..Wth..Ask Mum for help, she say me.."You are from NPCC, had fired a gun(revolver) before, and you are afraid of such a tiny little stuff?!" I'm really like wth lo..I believe in the Police Force, there are also at least one policewoman who is afraid of cockcroach ba..Humphx! :( Fire gun before so what? Got marksman so what? Also got other fears de ma..haiz..

Oh ya..Was glad about the training..Got lots of stuffs must learn..
Modules covered:
-Model's Posture & Poise
-Basic Catwalk
-Runway Posing
-Photographic Posing
-Commercial Posing
-Model's Mindset
-Model's Responsibilities
-Makeup
-Dress Sense
-Stage Maneuvers & Presentations
-Rhythm Control
-Catwalk Styles
-Designing and Personalizing Individual Looks
-Preparations for Test Shoots
-Supervised Test Shoots
-Representation Tools
-Certification

Cool right?? haha..Also got dress code for training de wor..
-Fashionable clothings(eg. Tube, Spaghetti Strips, Halter Tops etc...)
-Tight-fit Jeans/Short Skirts/Shorts
-3-4 Inch High-heels
-Make-up
-No T-shirt allowed

Hmm..It seems like being a model is not that easy, ya? Lol..But it's my interest so yup..I will strive and do my very BEST!!! Jia You, Joey!!! hehe.. ;p Furthermore Mum had paid for my training so I can't let the money be wasted and also not let Mum down! :D Now I'm waiting for my trainer to contact me and inform me the 1st Training date..Yup..I can't wait for it to come! hehe..

Going Malaysia to spend my CNY..At maternal Grandparents' house..Leaving on Sun early morning..Coming back on Tues..Then, Fri and Sat is my Chingay Performance already..Now still have no idea when's my Modelling's 1st Training..Shit man..Oh ya..I almost forgot..Renee asked me and Mum to go down JP Atrium on 4th of March to see the Exhibits there, with our models..I mean Linsan Models..Yup..Omg..I'm really fully packed man..2nd of March still got Graduation Night to attend..haiz..Tiring.. :(

♥RumikoLoves
2:34 AM

♥Thursday, February 15, 2007

Nothing much nowadays..Have a sucky Valentine's Day ytd..Damn boring..Just went to Jurong Superbowl Mac and study again..For my BIS today..That's all..Only glad thing about ytd is that, went to the Foodmore there and eat dinner with my parents..Most importantly, we ate BBQ Wings!!! Lol..My favourite! haha..and also other stuffs like satay..Yup..But the irritating part is when my Dad keep complaining about the food..Satay overcooked and stuffs..Make me damn irritated..Can't we just quietly eat our meals? haiz..

Oh ya..I notice a guy at Foodmore too..He's also with his parents..Eating..and also BBQ Wings! haha..Don't know why but he did catches my eyes..hehe..Kinda pleasant-looking guy..Told Mum about it and she said alright..Hmm..Hope to see him again at Taman Jurong ba..hehe..

And ya..Ytd suddenly rmb one thing..Regarding Modelling..That is Renee said i can't cut my hair anymore if I wana be model..haiz..sianz..Think like that I can't touch my hair for years le.. :(

Today BIS Exam is at SIM..Met SF at SIM's bus stop before going in..Along with our classmates..Yup..Actually I didn't prepare myself well at all..Couldn't finish studying ytd night..This morning also no mood to continue..Only keep feeling sleepy..haiz..Piggy me.. :( But afterall, think today's paper is kinda easier than I've expected..BUT I still don't have any confidence that I will do well..haiz..Forget it man..It's over already..

After exams, went to Godparents there eat porridge again..Then, Hua Jie kor kor finished work at the porridge stall, drive car and lobang me to JP..hehe..Met my Dear(Min Chun) there to watch "Just Follow Law" at 715..That movie is kinda funny, but touching at times too..Typical Singaporeans' lifestyles ba..Yup..Suddenly found out that recently, kinda lots of movies to watch..Still got "Ghost Rider", "Twin Mission", "Protege" and etc..All kinda nice..Hmm..

Oh ya..Before Dear reach, I went to shop for a while..Spot a top at 77th Street..Super nice..I'm totally attracted to it..After the movie, went to try it on for Dear to see..She also says nice..So I bought it..Also can wear it to go Malaysia this weekend for CNY..hehe.. ;) Can't wait to go back..Miss my Grandparents, Uncles, Aunts and Cousins very much!!! And also Uncle and Grandmother's cooking..hehe..Delicacies! Yummy!

[the top that I bought today]

And ya..Forgot to mention..Past few days, I manage to know a part-time model in Friendster..She's a Singaporean but has moved to Brunei with her family..She's really a Chio Bu..Has really good looks..No doubt, she's a nice girl..Had some chat with her regarding modelling line, by sending Friendster msgs to each other..haha..She also had indeed motivate me even more to becoming a model..and gave me much more confidence in myself..Thx a lot, Puffy! hehe.. ;)

Mummy also don't know why 100% support me to be a model..Even though now our family facing financial crisis, but still, she insist on borrowing money from our relatives and pay for my Modelling Training Fee asap..Rejected her and I got scolded..Mum also indeed make me to want to work even harder for my Modelling..So as to not waste her money and effort..Mum, I won't let you down de! Really thanks a lot! Muack! I Love You! Mum has always been supporting me in whatever I want to do since young..I wana join Chinese Dance in Primary School, NPCC, Cross-Country, Choir, Badminton etc in Secondary School, Hip-Hop Dance, Lion and Dragon Dance, Chingay when in Poly, totally no objections throughout but only supports from her..No doubt for Modelling..Furthermore this is the first time she's so n-to in what I'm interested in..It really seems like she like Modelling a lot..Anyway thanks a lot, Mum!!! :D

♥RumikoLoves
11:19 PM

♥Wednesday, February 14, 2007

[hmm..are you looking at me?]

Recently not in the mood to blog...Find it kinda boring..haiz..

The night before yesterday and yesterday night, I couldn't sleep at all..

The first night is regarding some personal stuffs then keep thinking of it, so can't sleep..I know my heart hurts a lot and I'm really very depressed, but I know I'm not crying..I just don't understand why I lie on the bed, head on the pillow, tears just keep flowing down my cheeks continuously..haiz..Think that matter really saddens me..and cause of that, I made up my mind and give up totally..Msg my Dear(Min Chun) and she consoled me, even though I msg her in the middle of the night..Thanks, Dear! Then, I listen to radio and eventually fell asleep already.. Told my Mum about it too and she supports me..She even scolded some stuffs about HIM..lol..Mum is so funny..Anyway thanks, Mum! For encouraging me pick up again..She's my energy, she's my live! I Love You, Mum! :D

Oh ya..and there's an anonymous guy msg me and asked to be friends..He calls himself "Ah Boy" and told me that is Ming Yu gave him my no. de..The problem is I never give MY my no. before..Stupid MY..Where the hell he got my no. de? Hmm..Btw this guy is full of tattoos all over, his hands especially..But it's kinda common nowadays..It's obvious that he's from TMG..

Yesterday night couldn't sleep, is just simply don't know why..I confirm it's not about that matter, but just for no reason..I went to bed earlier than usual cause there's an Modelling interview today and I don't want to bring my panda eyes along with me too..haiz..Toss here and there, from 1 to 2 plus..Wth..Tried listening to songs, didn't work out..But gradually, after all those struggles, I fell asleep..

And ya..This night, Ah Boy asked me for stead..Rejected..Firstly, I just know him only..Secondly, I'm looking for decent guy..Thirdly, he's 24 years old, I prefer age gap not so big de..Like 2 to 3 years difference is okay with me..

Today's NF really sucks! Forgot to bring calculator and I left Qns 2 totally blank..Wth..The rest, not much confidence..Prepare to DIE! lol..Then, rush cab down to Suntec Tower 2 for the interview..Got Xiao Ping jie jie accompany me..Interview went quite smoothly..Renee interviewed me..Now she's waiting for my call..When I've collected enough money for the Training, I will call her and arrange for the training to start..

Points noted for Modelling, Linsan Models:

-Trainings(Course Fee=$350)

-Catwalk(Basic)~High-heels

-Castings

-Presenting

-Postings

-Portfolio

-Roadshows

-Commercials

-Part-Time Models

And know what? Jacintha jie jie also from that Modelling Agency too..There's photos of her in their official website..She's pretty, ya? hehe.. ;)

At last, my Modelling interest is done..I'm going to be a model! hehe.. ;p

Now at this moment, it's already Valentine's Day..Sad Valentine's Day, Joey! Spending it ALONE this year..haiz..Sad..Although being single is good, lots of freedom and independence, but whenever this kind of special day come, the feeling just sucks! Anyway gonna keep my mind off that and concentrate on studying for tml's paper, BIS..Joey, Jia You, Gambatie! hehe.. ;) Think later morning accompany Mum go Batok Polyclinic see doctor, as Jurong de is under construction..sianz..But afterall, I'm a filial daughter..Ya? hehe.. ;p After that, I'm going Jurong Superbowl Mac study ALONE AGAIN..As usual..This will be how I spending my Valentine's Day this year..haiz.. :( How I wish someone can just ask me out to watch movie or sth..Any friends of mine will do..At least I won't feel so lonely..

[smarty me]

♥RumikoLoves
2:46 AM

♥Friday, February 09, 2007

Hmm..Yesterday went to school and study with SF..But only for a few hours..Then, I rush over to CC le..For Chingay training again at Kallang, PA..Finally I got my costumes..Wore them at PA and practise lots of times..Sweating all over man..Cause inside also wearing another shirt and short..Yesterday almost all the performancers are present..Seen them with their costumes and make-ups..Cool man..Especially the aerobics..See liao, damn shock..lol..But yesterday is a damn tiring day for me..Training come back, damn tired..haiz..But still can't sleep..Got to accompany my brother le, then can sleep..Yup..Help him change bedsheets, apply medicine on him, then I went to bed le..Think that's all for yesterday ba..

Today, went to Jurong Superbowl Mac study..Supposingly with Kian Ngee de, but he went swimming with his friends so I went alone first..Finally started studying..While studying, saw Huang Khee and Han Kuan came too..Then saw Sou Yan and her friends too..They playing pool..Halfway through, Kian Ngee came..With a guy friend along too..Called Yi Hong.. Also from Ngee Ann Poly de..After some time, then we started chatting..When YH know that I'm from IT, he started to mention ZY le..Then, we went on with CW, Alvin, Rachel, Reuben and etc..lol..Didn't expect him to know all of them too..They are all from the same secondary school, Jurongville..The weird thing is that, KN knew them too..Hmm..Cause YH keep bringing Kian Ngee along, when they have gatherings like chalet, BBQ and stuffs..Yup..So I suppose ZY they all know KN too ba..Yup..hehe..Funny thing is that YH li siao Reuben using my Msn..lol..Damn funny la..haha.. ;p But we very bad hor? Like that bully Reuben..lol..Oh ya..Also one more weird thing today..While I was studying, I saw Ming Yu..He saw me too..After a while, he came into Mac and sit beside me..Exchange regards le, nothing to say le, he still sits there..Made me damn awkward la..Then can't continue studying..Aiyo..Ask him why sit there do nothing, he say: "Cannot sit here ar? You buy one ar?" Wth man..Humphx..Anyway I also bwg liao le..Hackcare him some time, he also left himself le..hehe..Saw Valentino too, when I just came to Mac study at the very beginning..After studying, Kian Ngee recommend to go Taman Jurong Food Market there eat..He's hungry..So we accompany him there..He, himself eat only..Me and Yi Hong ate at Mac le..Yup..But the one that I'm damn angry with is that, when we are going up to find place to sit, I saw Chong Kiat, Xiao Gou they all sitting there too..Then CK pass by YH and so purposely push him..I'm like wtf la..What for? YH also never offend him or what..Basket..Damn angry man..Humphx..Buay song then can anyhow push ar? Anyway after eating, they accompany me go bakery shop buy egg tarts for my eldest brother, then they send me home le..Before reaching home, we went to the provision shop below my block..The Uncles inside saw me and KN..We are in dead meat man..The Uncles started the rumours again..haiz..sianz..The rumours that is started when we are young..Suppose to resolve le, cause KN quite some time never come my block here hang out le..But now....haiz......The next time I go down, they gonna tease me again le..They always do without fail..Just now already keep saying he's my boyfriend le..Make me so damn pai sei..haiz..Last time when we are young, playing around together, they also say le..Bui sianz meh? Aiyo..But the funny thing is that the Uncles say that KN grow fat lo..lol..haha..Went home, continue studying..Till now..Just now receive Zheng Liang's msg..Wishing me luck for my exams..For the first time sia..Since when he so good sia..lol..Anyway it's nice of him to do so, regardless what his intention is..Yup..Don't know why kinda lots of people msg tonight..Sending me nice msgs..Beng, Jason, Zheng Liang and etc..lol..I'm kinda sad now, cause I think I made ZY angry le.. :( He said me impulsive..It makes me kinda sad upon seeing that but I admit la..Cause of some stuffs..I'm sorry, okay? haiz.. :'(

Valentine's Day please don't come!

♥RumikoLoves
2:41 AM

♥Tuesday, February 06, 2007

[This is the one I want a lot!!! I wish for it!]
Hmm..I'm back..Hadn't been blogging for like 3 days, if I'm not wrong..Cause past few days nothing much to blog..Had been sore eye for the past few days..Kinda fed up with my eye..Made me didn't sleep well for the past few nights too..haiz.. :( Finally it became much more better today..Hmm..Sunday started to have sore eye so I stayed at home throughout the day..Also slept till very late, till around evening like that..Woke up, accompany my eldest brother till midnight then sleep..The only glad thing about that day is that there's no Chingay training on that day and I could rest at home throughout..Yup..

For Monday, I accompany SF go school repair her laptop again..Spent another few hours there again..haiz..sianz..After that, accompany her go Ang Mo Kio to return Han Yang his thumb drive..After that, she rush home le..and me, lonely again..Got nowhere to go and no one to accompany me so I went home too..With an empty stomach throughout the day..In the middle, gastric pain..so cooked instant noodles during midnight..lol..It's just simply me..If no one accompany me eat, I won't eat..I rather gastric pain or starve, but not eat..lol..2 shocking things that happen to me today are firstly, during the afternoon, a guy called Kenji msg me..Say wana be friends..It really freak me out man..Cause out of nowhere, how the hell he got my no.?? He asked me out and stuffs..Watch movie and go Kbox..and of course I rejected him..With the support of SF too..Was with her during that time..This guy is damn weird..Scary man..Then, just now in Msn..One of my Taman Jurong friends chat with me..His name is Da Pian..He's not the one I used to mention in my previous posts..Not the one who's my close guy friends..This guy is really called by his nickname, Da Pian..He suddenly asked me for stead..I'm like what the hell la..What the hell is going wrong that day? Weird stuffs started to happen..haiz..It's really freaking me out man..and of course, I rejected him too..Firstly, it's too sudden..Secondly, I don't like him at all..Thirdly, he this kind of guy should be the same as his friends ba..Like to li siao me..So it's better not to believe, even though he says he is serious..

Now back to talk about today le..It's a Tuesday..Yup..This afternoon went to Westmall watch movie with Da pian and Zhong Hwee..For the first time, I've watched an M18 movie..lol..Although none of us have passed our birthdays yet, but still, they allow..So yeah, we went in..We've watched the movie called, "Apocalypto"..Can say is kinda a disgusting and damn violent movie..and also lots of top-naked women parts cause they are jungle people..But if you faced it as an adults, it's nothing..I went to watch it with 2 guys and I don't feel anything wrong..Neither do they..So yeah..We've finally grown up..lol..Last time watch that kind of movie, we will still laugh and stuffs de..lol..Damn childish hor..haha.. ;p Watching this movie, I felt sympathy, cruelty and etc..But the ending is kinda sucks la..Got a feeling there will be Part 2..Yup..After the movie, I've asked them accompany me go gifts shops for a while..I wana look for crystal apples and also a figurine, if i'm not wrong..I don't know how to describe it..But I really want it a lot..I saw 2 damn nice ones at Precious Thots..I took photos of them too..As for the crystal apples, kinda disappointed that I can't find them anymore..haiz.. :( But the happy thing is that I found the figurine..I really love it a lot! How I wish the guy that I like will give me that..Especially on Valentine's Day..haiz..Yeah..I know..It's ridiculous..Dream on, Joey..haiz.. :'( Even thinking of spending my Valentine's Day with the guy I like is an absurd thing to do..haiz..Btw the figurine thingy is also damn expensive man..$79 leh..Omg..haiz..But I really like it a lot la.. :( Seeing a glitters flow down inside, really touches my heart and make me smile.. :) Anyway after that, Da pian went to play basketball, Zhong Hwee went to his parents shop to help out, whereas I went to Jurong Superbowl de Mac surf net again..Brought my laptop out today..Surf till late night 11 plus then go home..Don't really feel like going home so early today..In between, saw Valentino and Yitno..Both accompanied me for some time..lol..Like take turns like that sia..Sometimes Yitno, sometimes Valentino..haha..Yitno is there cause he's working, whereas Valentino is there cause he dropped by to eat dinner with his parents..Then, don't know why, don't wana go home and just sat beside me..But both left earlier than me..lol..Also saw my that Taman Jurong Da Pian friend walk past Mac..I'm like omg man..Wanted to hide my face but too late le..He saw me le..Don't know seeing him makes me feel awkward le..Hmm..Anyway when it's time, I bought a Chocolate Sundae for my eldest brother and go home le..Oh ya..That Kenji didn't stop contacting me man..Today asked me go Kbox again..Again, I rejected his offer..Even though he say is his treat..Then, he send me a good night msg at night..lol..Weird guy I should say..I didn't even see him before lo..Neither did he man..Oh ya..Another weird thing happened today too..The guy who repaired SF's laptop msg me early in the morning..Ask me inform SF sth regarding her laptop..The weird thing is that, why he don't wana straight away msg SF tell her? Why msg me ask me inform her? Weird lo..Told SF about it, in the end, kena teased by her..Say what he like me and stuffs..Then say what even our seniors also wana jio me..Bullshit la..Aiyo..Btw he's our course senior..haiz..Don't know la..Damn frustrated nowadays..Cause Valentine's Day is nearing..haiz..sobz.. :'(

[Another one that is also nice, but not as nice as the previous one]

I really hope to spend my Valentine's with him, but I know it's impossible..I just pray that miracle happen..I finally understand why I hated Valentine's Day so much..At first I didn't know why..I just felt sorrow and anger whenever I thought of Valentine's Day coming..The real reason is cause, I don't wana spend it alone..and especially, I can't spend it with the guy I like..That really makes my heart hurts damn lots..Hid in my toilet and cried just now..I know is silly to cry over such a small thing, but I hate being alone the most..No matter in what kind of situations..I just hate it..Even for eating meals..So whenever I think of spending Valentine's Day, I felt damn lonely..haiz..Last year spent my first Valentine's Day..and it's with Bee..Now that we had broke up, I wonder this year how will he be spending it..With his 'brothers'? I think so ba..As for me, I really don't know..Cause most of my close friends are attached or booked for that day..haiz..and come to think of it, that day is in between the 2 days of my exams..haiz..sianz..Recently really in a damn down mood..My temptations for drink came back again le..Wanted to ask friends to go pub to drink on Valentine's Day, to drown my sorrow, but the next day is exam day..haiz.. :( SF already booked by her own friends..ZY most probably spending his with his group of friends..Then me how??? haiz..Who am I going to spend my Valentine's with???

Heartbroken :'(

♥RumikoLoves
8:03 PM

♥Sunday, February 04, 2007

[The bruise on my ankle]
This morning overslept and was late for SB Outing..Shit man..haiz..But also can't blame la..I'm sick, so kinda hard to wake up..Don't feel like going de, but I already told them I will go..I don't wana disappoint them..So yup..I went..I rush down there and join in the fun..Introduce myself to them and stuffs..Team up, played games and receive prizes..The scenery and weather there is damn nice la..God damn windy man..Not too hot and not too cold of a weather..Damn good..Those who didn't come, you all really missed it man..haiz..Today's activities there overall kinda good..The only thing that I'm unhappy about is the playing of games part..The passing of golf ball and move de..Our legs are being tied together..But using a plastic type of string and it really hurts a lot when we move about with our legs tied up..Throughout the whole game, I endured the pain all the way..Anyway also didn't bleed or what, so still okay la..But until I got home just now and found out that my ankle part has a damn big bruise man..haiz..and it's damn pain la..haiz.. :( Next time if we playing this game again, better not use that plastic type of string man..I don't wish anybody else to be like me..After the activities there, most of us went out together..We took bus down to SunTec City, then went to Marina Square to eat..We all spent hours eating at the Swensens there man..Even before eating, we had a hard time searching for Swensens..lol..Almost lost..haha..Then 20+ of us went in to eat..I sat with Mother(Wan Xin), Xin Xian, Jasmine, Mai they all..After eating and sharing of ice creams, I went to Esplanade there de bus stop take bus with Xin Xian to Jurong East..Kinda long journey so both of us fell asleep not longer later, on the bus..We really sleep like pigs man..haha.. ;p After that, I rushed home immediately as I promise to accompany Mummy go JP find her colleagues and eat dinner at KFC, as a Farewell Party for one of her colleagues..Don't know why, she always likes to show me off to others..haiz..Anyway, the weird thing is Dad said he's gonna tag along..Me and Mummy hear liao, kena shock..lol..haha..But things between me and Dad think okay le ba..We did joke around and stuffs..He also bought a new US Polo Wallet..Before buying, he ask for my comments and stuffs, and really trust in my taste..Same goes for Mummy's colleagues and Mummy too..Dad bought a new belt for Mummy and it's chosen by me..The belt is damn nice..Serious..One of her colleagues also asked me for comments on buying a new wallet for herself..lol..and etc etc etc..Kinda happy..Cause it's been years since me, Mummy and Dad came out to shop altogether le..and stuffs between me and Dad is getting better le ba..I guess..Saw him transfer stuffs from his old wallet, to the new one..Then saw the passport-size photo that I took when I'm Secondary One..Omg..Damn nerd and ugly la..So I updated one most recent taken one in his new wallet..hehe.. ;p Just now also went home with Dad only..Mummy went to work straight away le..Saw Cliff on the bus while on my way home..lol..Had a small chat with him while walking home..Think that's all for today ba..Oh ya..and Mummy's colleagues commented that I'm very pretty..lol..hehe..Although it's not the truth..haha..Kinda glad and happy today..I also got good news from Pamela that there's no Chingay training tml..Yuppy! I actually thought there is and seems to feel damn shag about it..haiz..Cause I really very tired le..haiz.. :(

[me and Mother]

[me and Jasmine]

♥RumikoLoves
4:36 AM

♥Saturday, February 03, 2007

Yup..I'm back to blogging again..Haven't been blogging for the past few days..Think also nothing much ba..Monday went to school as usual..After school, slack around in class and Canteen 3 to wait for SC Whole Committee Meeting to start, which is at 6pm..Very late hor?? haiz..Everytime the meeting time is kinda late de..Hmm..While in Canteen 3, me and Stephanie keep playing around and tease SF like siao man..haha..Damn funny la..lol..Think I better mention no more before she kill me..lol..She also another one..Told my secret out..What more to some of the SB members..haiz..Actually I'm kinda angry de..But she promised that they won't say around so hope it does happen that way ba..I just don't want the whole matter to get worse as it's already damn worse now..haiz.. :( Hmm..Went for the SC Meeting and was late for my Ngee Ann Lion Dance Meeting..haiz..Straight after SC Meeting, I rush down to NALD Clubhouse to see if they are still there anot..Luckily they are..But the Meeting is already over..haiz..Though Xiao Lawrence or Kenny will scold me, but in the end, they didn't..They just say "Finally you came."..haiz..Though they are not angry but still, I felt bad about it..Sorry guys.. :( After the Meeting, took bus together with my Lion Dance mates to JP..They going there to eat Crystal Jade, whereas I go buy some school stuffs at the Popular..Didn't ate totally that day cause not much money already..I also didn't get money from Mummy to buy those school stuffs..Financial Crisis is on so better not get any extra money from her..Kenny and Lawrence were also at JP, but with our coaches at Coffee Bean talking..Then, was being found out by them that I didn't ate with the rest..Lawrence msg me and said me..haiz..Lawrence..I really feel damn bad whenever you treat me so better not ba..I'm so sorry..Hmm..So went home with an empty stomach the entire day..

Tuesday..No lessons at all..So me and SF went out together..She wana buy clothes so I accompany her go out shop..We went to Vivo then to Far East..She really spent a lot on that day man..Buying presents for her friends..Her jeans and jeans skirt..and etc..Think got over $100+ ba..Oh gosh..For me, begger..So only bought a T-shirt when both of us saw it together and find it kinda nice..It's kinda affordable so I tried it on, she said nice and that's it, I paid for it..I also bought a set of colourful hair clips..That's all I spent that day..Not as much as her..lol..After going out with her, time's up and I need to rush down CC le..Patrick Coach asks us, the drumers, to report at 730 at CC, to try our Chingay costumes..Rush down, in the end, my costumes haven't reach yet..Wasted trip down..Coach says tml then got..Then, after that, I rush home, change and rush down to Xiao Ping Jie Jie's house to get clothes, accessories and make ups from her..She gave damn lots of them to me man..and most of them are branded and nice..and MATURED clothings! Yeah! Got new stuffs again..hehe..Damn happy..Especially the make ups..All damn nice and some branded..Nice colours too..hehe..and all her stuffs are international ones..lol..Cause whenever she travels, she buys lots of stuffs..In the end didn't use then give all of them to me..lol..Got from Bangkok, Hong Kong, Japan, China and etc..lol..Thanks a lot, Jie Jie!!! I really love all of them damn much!!! hehe..But I had a hard time carrying them home..Cause it's 3 huge bags full of them..Jie Jie gave me money take cab home but I carried all of them alone up to my house..Damn tiring and I'm struggling..Wanted to ask either second or third brothers to come down help me but none of them are at home..Dad, he's sleeping and is working early so didn't want to trouble him..

[my new T-shirt]

[me in library toilet]
Wednesday..Went to school again as usual..But only for 2 hours of NF..The rest of the modules don't have any lessons already..After school, got nowhere to go so I slack in the library with Nisha and Shamutha..SF's tired so she went home and take a nap..Stayed in the library watch Youtube..Oh ya..Forgot to mention..Recently, I started chasing another Korean Drama le..It's called "Goong" or rather "Princess Hours"..Another cool movie..Funny too..hehe..When it's time's up, I went down to CC le..5pm report..Change into costumes and take private bus to PA(People's Association) at Kallang to rehearse Chingay for Mr Tharman to see..But still, costumes haven't arrived yet so I wore Chu Shi costumes down to practise..Coincidently, that night there's a soccer match between Singapore and Thailand..and PA happen to be right beside the National Stadium..lol..While practising at night, we could hear "GOAL!!!" damn loudly..lol..Damn funny la..Then the guys in my Lion Dance Troupe will start calling their friends and ask for the current score..lol..Hmm..Saw Mr Tharman and the other Ministers tried beating the drums with us..lol..Kinda funny la..haha..They look damn cute while playing..lol..Don't mistaken, they are all uncles..lol..haha..But they really pick them up kinda fast..Hmm..Oh ya..That day also didn't ate much though..Just that when on bus on our way back to CC, lots of breads are distributed around so I ate 3 of them..lol..I damn pig hor?? haha..Hmm..That day's kinda tiring day..

Thursday..Supposingly SF ask me accompany her go JP shop de, but she fell sick so it was cancelled..In the end, I went to Lao Gong's house again..hehe..Went over to study together..But not until a while, we started watching our own Youtube le..lol..I watch "Goong", whereas she watches some Taiwan drama..Yup..Till at night at around 10 plus, we went down to buy some food to eat..We haven't had our dinner yet..So yup..She bought soup noodles, whereas I go Alif buy their famous roti-prata and eat..hehe.. ;p We also bought 4 cans of Jolly Shandy..Coincidently, I happen to see Timothy, his girlfriend and his elder brother..lol..It's been long since we last met..During secondary school? Think so..lol..Then before leaving, I was damn shocked to see my godbrother eating there too..Hua Jie Kor Kor, my godparents' son..Yup..haha..Had a little chat with him and was even more shock when I found out that he and his girlfriend broke up long ago already..haiz..This time, I don't know what happen again le..haiz..Anyway hope he can find a better one soon ba..Yup..and ya..I thon at Lao Gong's house that night..We watched till midnight 4 plus AM then sleep..lol..We really siao right? haha..During that night, Lao Gong told me about her and her boyfriend having quarrel for a couple of days le..haiz..She said this is the first time they quarrel..Told her some stuffs, advise her and later on, she told me that they okay le..haha..Was damn happy for her..Afterall, someone has to give in de..Giving in is a key to a good relationship..Furthermore it's a misunderstanding..Lao Gong..Now never regret listening to my advice le hor?? haha..No need to worry that you can't spend Valentine's Day without him le hor?? haha.. ;p

Friday, which is today..Woke up at 10 plus and rush home immediately already..Cause meeting SF in school..Her laptop kena virus then want me accompany her go Support Centre repair..and I also wana hand in letter to the NF teacher..She also another blur sotong leh..Anyhow click onto the link her friend send her in Msn and now her laptop is sick..haiz..Me and Lao Gong also got receive the link yesterday night but we both didn't click on it, as we know it's a virus..Didn't expect SF to be so blur man..Aiyo..haiz..While waiting for her to reach, I waited for her at the bus stop outside school..Saw Lu Zhou sitting there waiting for bus to went over and chat with him a little..At first he couldn't recognise me cause he said I changed a lot..lol..Actually is not la..Just that today I tend to put on make up and dress up a little..haha..Chatted halfway then I saw Joel Tan too..He saw me and came over and sat beside me and we chatted a little..Then his bus came..He's also another one..Changed a lot man..Much more better-looking than last time..Also never wear specs le..Told Lu Zhou about him and he says, so that's the kind of guy I'm looking for..lol..Then say what, he need to change too le..haha..He's a damn joker sia..lol..Hmm..After she reached, we spent hours meddling with her laptop at the Centre and we found the solution..Then, her laptop is settled..I also went up to hand in my letter and after that, she asked me to accompany her go Vivo buy her Zara knitted sweater..In the end found another one that she likes too..She's damn troubled over which to buy man..lol..haha..Couldn't decide on any..After that, we went over to River Island to take a look as it's newly opened..At the same time, go find CW and ZY..They working there..SF and I find the clothes there damn nice man..But the price is even nicer..lol..Is damn EXPENSIVE la..Wth man..haha..Went over but ZY and CW not around..Saw Chuan Teng there so asked him for ZY..and he said he went for lunch..haiz..sianz..Luckily, they happen to pass by the shop and CW looked inside and saw us..hehe..Btw ZY looked kinda funny in his work attire..lol..haha.. ;p Hmm..Then, SF went home and I also rush down to Causeway Point to find Lao Gong and her classmate, Li Ting for dinner..They working at the "Gift a Name" Fair at Atrium..Then, I bought a crystal apple from their shop to put as my hp accessories..Seeing it reminds me of the crystal apples that I received from Johnny, Wen Loong and Felancia as my birthday presents few years ago..Love them damn much man..They are damn nice la..I displayed them on my study table de..Hmm..Especially the one Johnny gave me..Still got card and folded hearts inside..Kinda romantic, ya? haha..Anyway it's the past already..Yup..Went home and before bathing, took few photos of myself..haha..I'm damn bo liao right? haha.. ;p I'm a Zi Lian Kuang! haha! (^_^)