♥Sunday, December 31, 2006

[funky me..]
Today is damn fun man..Went to Sentosa with 2 of my 6 sisters, Chan Myat and Zi Yi..The other 4 all cannot make it..Too bad..They missed the fun..haha.. :P Before going Sentosa, I met Chan Myat at Westmall..We went to the library borrow some books and went to buy some of her stuffs..Before leaving, I wanted to pass by Coffee Bean to see my Ex-colleagues and Poly Lion Dance mates..Saw Kenneth working, and also my ex-colleagues, Diyana, Ana and etc..Kenneth ask me what I want to drink and insist on treating me..Never mind..Next training I will return you the money de..After that, we set off to Harbourfront le..Zi Yi is at Vivo waiting for us le..But of course, with someone's accompany..Her new and first boyfriend..haha..Got to see her boyfriend for the first time..hmm..Kinda shorter than her sia..and also look younger than her..lol..But she like him can le..hehe..hmm..See her like that, can tell she really like him a lot..They 2 like got superglue in between like that, always together, won't separate de..haha..reminds me of me and my bee..lol..And yup..Her boyfriend accompany her till the bus interchange there then leave le..and we set off to Sentosa le..We went to Palawan Beach..Went to 7 Eleven there bought a volleyball and a disc..Today's outing kinda last minute so couldn't manage to borrow any volleyball..After that, we walked by the beach to find a nice spot to lay our stuffs..Chan Myat wanted to stay near the bridge as she wants to go the 2 towers afterwards..So yup..We found a nice spot..Out in our bikini wear, applying sun tan lotion, we started playing..From playing volleyball, to playing disc and then we started playing soccer..lol..Afterall, soccer is still the best..haha..Way back, still remember we got the First for the Inter-Class Soccer Girls Competition when in Secondary School..haha..A Sentosa photography also suddenly appear and asked to take some photos of us..Weird sia..Oh ya..But after that, something cock up..A group of Malays came up to us..Some in a younger age and some around our age or even bigger..They asked to play soccer with us and started kicking around..I feel so weird playing with them lo..While playing, keep asking questions..Like what's your name, where you all stay, how old are you all, what time you all leaving Sentosa and etc..Wth..Scary sia..Somemore some of them are tattooed..They even asked us to go Vivo walk walk with them after playing at Sentosa..Omg..I have never encounter this before..Maybe cause this is the first time I coming Sentosa to play without any guys around..hmm..We have learnt our lesson..So the next time we come, we must pull our 4e2 guys along too..haha..Like Kenneth Yeo, Indra, Mahathir, Zhuo Wei, Qi Kai and etc..lol..But luckily, there's a group of army-like guys beside us playing too..One of them asked us if we are alright anot..So ya..Not much things happen after that..After that, we 3 went down to the water and play..The water damn cold sia..lol..but damn nice too..haha..After playing a while and had a small chat in the water, we went to shore le..We didn't sun tan today cause the sun isn't out much..Not long later, it started raining..We immediately went to the lockers and lock our stuffs and head to the 2 towers across the bridge in the rain..damn cool man..haha..We took lots of photos up there man..and also, it's freezing cold..Rain splashing in and all over..Real cooling..haha..can see mist at the sea..The scenery from up there is damn nice..After that, we went back to bath and head to Koufu to have our dinner..We all are damn hungry man..haha..Me and Chan Myat ordered coconuts as our drinks but I tell you guys first..The coconuts there sucks..No taste de..plain plain de..So next time don't buy the coconuts there hor..Yup..It's already at night le..Then, we head off home le..Except for Chan Myat..She goin Yew Tee find her boyfriend, Dennis..Hey, sisters..Thanks leh..For accompanying me today..Really appreciate it a lot..Your didn't ps me and go with your boyfriends at all today..Really thanks very much..Last time is me and Chan Myat always got boyfriends..Now is Zi Yi and Chan Myat got boyfriends..lol..By the way, next time when i got boyfriend, I want to him to bring me go one place..Me and Chan Myat want to reserve this place to go with our love ones..haha..That is the Musical Fountain at Sentosa..Both me and her didn't go before so ya..Dennis..This is a *hint* to you le hor..hehe.. ;) Oh ya..Extra information for you..I checked le..Musical Fountain is only ON from 7.40pm to 8.40pm..Based on First-Come-First-Serve Basis..The gate will closed at 8.40pm sharp..So ya..Must remember hor..hehe..Another place I will like to go with my boyfriend next time is the Cable Car thingy..Heard that can dine in the Cable Car de..I would like to try it once..Seems cool man..hehe..I only took the Cable Car once, with my uncle..and that was like when I was in Primary School..Wth..

[chan myat and me at westmall toilet..before going sentosa..]

[at harbourfront bus interchange..waiting for bus to go sentosa..]

[smile!!! us on sentosa bus on our way to sentosa..]

[snap shot of me playing volleyball..stupid chan myat take de..i don't know..]

[me submerged in the sea water..]

[us at the tower's staircase..rain splashing all over us..]

[us at the top of the tower..]

[it's damn freezing cold up here..brrr..]

[snap shot of us..stupid zi yi suddenly take de..]

[we outshine you..]

[us thinking of our someone..]

[hmm..]

[Zi Yi VS Zhi Hui]

[bleahzZz.. :P]

[YEAH!!!]

[1 tally, 2 shorties..]

[zi yi, chan myat and me..]

[bleahzZz.. :P]

[V us..ZIPPP!!!]

[3 models..]

[us at sentosa toilet..before showering..]

[chan myat and my food..delicious!!!]

[ahh!!! yum!!!]

[hmm..delicious!!!]

[us at queue..waiting for bus to go back..]

[us on sentosa bus again..on our way back..]

[us at platform waiting for the north east line train..]

[goldish me..my bee used to like it..at north east line train de ending..]

[stupid chan myat want me to take de..]

♥RumikoLoves
1:03 AM

♥Saturday, December 30, 2006

Thanks very much, guys..Really thanks a lot..I'm really very touched..Afterall you all are the ones who understands me the most too..Our 2 years plus of friendships afterall is worth it de.. :) Wen Loong and Zen An..Really thanks a lot..for you all de support and encouragement..But sometimes I must accept the fact too..anyway..I also don't want to care already..My family already got a lot of problems..I don't wish all these to affect me further..Oh ya..In case you all don't know, my second brother came back home to stay already..Whether it's permanent or temporary, I'm not so sure..Hope it's permanent ba..I just don't wish my brothers to leave me one by one..And ya..one more thing..help me find job..My mother going to unable to cope the family already..I need to help her..Her company is deproving already..As you know, she's the bread-winner..Once she lost her job, that's it for my family..My brothers not contributing any money to her either..Now second, third brothers and mummy deeply in debts..Daddy earning not much as a private bus driver either..How to help the family?? By the way, all along I dislike my daddy de..Ever since the quarrel with him few years ago and all he had brought to this family..lots of troubles..Causing himself bankrupt too..cause of his foolish and implusive act towards the agreement with that stupid cheater, house agent..Trick my daddy to sign the agreement that he will buy the new house when he hasn't sold his old one..What the hell..In the end got my daddy sued, and also sued by other companies like Hong Leong Finance..What the hell man..It's a damn big company..I really don't know how the hell he offended that kind of company..What more can I expect from him?? Another trouble?? I really want to quit school and go work de..To help my mummy with the finance but she just won't agree to me..She just wants me to study hard..But I can't tolerate seeing her this way anymore..What should I do?? Her health is deteriorating..Even mine too..Yesterday is the 7th time I've got fever for the past few months already..First time ever, this had happened..Keep having often headaches and chest pains..My brother want me to go have a scan on my brain but I don't want..To me, it's just a waste of money..I rather my mummy go see doctor..I'm still young..I still can cope and endure..My mummy is getting older and older..How much longer can she cope?? Whenever me or my parents fall sick, none of us dare to go see doctor, cause to us, only will waste our money..Family in debts heavily..My eldest brother smokes too..Cigarettes money my mummy pay..Mummy got problem paying my laptop and school fees..What should I do?? What a chaotic and disastrious family I have..Hate this family damn much..Hate my life even much..but afterall it's my fate..Hope when the new year starts, things will get better..

♥RumikoLoves
3:17 AM

♥Friday, December 29, 2006

I know my first impression not very good..Childish looks, childish voice, childish behaviour, childish attitude..but what can I do??? This is who I am..I can't change my looks, I can't change my voice..I'm born to be this way..I can change my behaviour, I can change my attitude..but it's hard..I prefer to be who I am..Accept me for who I am..My first impression isn't good..But please......take a look inside me before judging me on the whole..You will find that actually I'm not what you think I am..or rather what others think I am..Afterall, my sisters know me the best..They understand how I feel even though we seldom contact already..Like me and chan myat..Chan Myat..My best friend cum sister since secondary 3 school starts till now..knows me the best..She's in Singapore Poly now..Even though we seldom talk to each other about our own stuffs cause lots of projects are flooding us when we are both in poly, today I went to her house and told her about my stuffs, she may not understand fully what I'm saying as she don't know my friends from Ngee Ann Poly but she understands that I'm not what you all think I am..I think you all have mistook me for who I am already..I'm rather upset that you all judge me this way..but anyway it's my fault..It's me who gave you all that stupid impression of mine..I'm sorry..It's my mistake..

♥RumikoLoves
5:07 PM

Sorry, guyz..Recently no mood to blog..Cause rumours are starting to spread..Everything is too publicised already..I don't wish anything to cock up between me n him..I just want to stay as good friends with him and get to know him better for the time being..I really hope that he's not avoiding me..People may think that i'm only attracted by his looks..But I personally feel that it's not only his looks..If it's only his looks, he would have attracted me long ago..It's his attitude and character..Ya..Again..People will think, you also know him not long ago only, how you know what his character is like, you don't even know him well at all..Ya..I agree..But I don't know why..For what apparent reason..The feeling is there..In my heart..Whenever he bullies me, makes fun of me, talks to me, it just makes me happy and smile..Ya..I may seem to be a happy-go-lucky girl..But from my inside, my life is damn messed up..Sometimes my heart is crying on the inside, but I still can laugh, joke and smile with my friends..This is my personality..I don't wish to put my misery onto others..I want others to be happy..Especially my friends and love ones..When I smile or laugh, I may not be truthfully happy..But when it comes to him, I'm really happy right deep inside my heart..Can anyone tell me, what does this shows?? Just mainly going out with him or messenging with him, will make me damn happy for the rest of my day..Ya..Some people may find me behaving like a kid, fantasizin over a gd lookin guy or something..But honestly and seriously..I'm not..I tend to behave this way is because just going out with him or messenging with him, I appreciate them very much..They meant a lot to me..I know myself very well..I can swear to myself that my feelings for him is true..Not as deep at the moment as I still don't know him that well yet, but still true..I also do not wish to fall deeper for him cause I'm afraid if I were to do so, if ever one day, he rejected me, I'm afraid I cannot take it..I have learnt my lesson for the past few years..I want to know him better but always don't have the chance..Other than that day we went to watch movie, we didn't have any chance to communicate much already..This few days till countdown, he damn busy, hard to ask him out..Same goes for his countdown..He spending his countdown with his friends..Nevermind..It's alright..I just hope that things will get better as we know each other longer..Hope that when school starts, we still got the chance to go out together again..Hope that he will give me a chance to know him better and be closer to him, as a friend..Everything is Hope Hope Hope..Is Hope reliable?? I have no idea..Let reality prove everything..

♥RumikoLoves
1:32 PM

♥Tuesday, December 26, 2006

yoz, i'm back!! didnt manage to blog ytd coz didnt went hm at al..was outside al along til tis afternoon..ytd nite went to pub at pasir panjang to drink..e pub cal "cocoon"..wif big sotong(raymond), his gf, kwee leong, anna, teck chuan n one couple whom i duno..drank quite a lot last nite coz kwee leong startin playin one stupid game..kissin game..other than mi n teck chuan, e rest of dem al couples..so dey play tt game stil okay..like kiss for 3 mins or sth de..e big prob is mi n teck chuan nt couple at al..so i die die oso wun do it de..i onli kiss my bf if i hav one, of course..n of course, if u fail to do so, u wil hav to drink..one cup, one shot..i dun hav other choice bt to drink..so last nite i was kinda drunk..kinda upset wif myself for bein drunk again..luckily i didnt make ani mistake last nite..luckily i didnt repeat my mistake last nite..btw dun tink wai wai..i'm referin to e lost of my laptop last time..hmm..n oso heard frm smone tt e guy i start to like onli recently doesnt like galz to b tis way..so i told myself tt i muz change..i'm willin to do anithin for him..n of course i wun sae out who's tt guy yet, coz i found out tt lotx of ppl r readin my blog..once tis secret of mine leak out, i'm dead n screwed up..aniwae its juz e start..i onli started to confirm my feelins for him juz todae or ytd, i tink..although i feel tt mi n him r impossible bt i cant stop my feelins for him..i juz cant..mayb miracles may happen?? i duno..i reali duno..i duno wad to do nw..mayb wait til mi n him noe each other longer den sae ba..coz i noe him nt long onli..i dun wish stuffs between mi n him gt worse..for e moment, everythin is stil okay n smooth..tis mornin wake up at big sotong hse..immediately i rush cab down to zhong hwee hse coz i promise wen loong dey al to go find dem last nite bt in e end i didnt..honestly..i'm damn upset abt it..felt real bad..bt its alreadi over n been done..i oso cant do anithin le..rch zhong hwee hse, found al of dem slpin..dun wish to disturb dem so i went to sit at e balcony..n ya..tt bastard is ard..wen loong woke up e first n was damn shock to find mi ard..haha..he reali did freak out man..haha..slowly one by one e rest woke up..nic n vincent went hm immediately upon wake..after tt is tt bastard..went hm wifout informin wen loong dey al..tink coz i ard..so he left quickly..aniwae i oso dun care him le..catch a short nap at zhong hwee hse before takin cab hm in e afternoon..went hm, pei my bro den evenin lidat went to marina square meet alvin lee dey al..dey help mi buy ticket for e movie death note 2 le..sat wif alvin in e cinema, kinda awkward for mi though..bt slowly i adapt to it le..hehex..we did tok durin e movie..quite a lot i tink..haha.. ;p btw death note 2 is damn nice for mi..another movie tt is worth watchin.. ;) bt kinda long..tink is 2 n a haf hrs plus..after e movie, we went to long john eat..went to buy order wif alvin n he ended up treatin mi which makes mi kinda feel bad..coz i like eatin his money lidat..haiz..wanted to return him bt he insist on nt acceptin dem..so i juz thx him..we sat on e same table n eat..actually i feel damn awkward eatin wif him..i dun reali dare to look at him..duno y..mayb coz before tt, zhan yang kp sayin mi n alvin..make mi feel so pai sei..haiz..so we didnt tok much durin e meal either..after tt, we went out to oriental hotel dere take cab hm..mi, zhan yang n alvin took one cab..e rest, e other one coz dey al shun lu..for mi n zhan yang, actually we dun reali wana take cab de coz we find no point takin cab hm as we r nt in a rush..bt since alvin wanted to n he's oso kinda in a rush n i oso meetin my curfew, we took a cab..i onli feel tt i dun wish to waste my money on cab when i dun nd to..bt in e end, alvin help mi pay for e cab fare..i'm e last to alight..he gave mi more than enough money..i felt even more bad..coz he's like spendin quite a lot of money on mi..i'm veri bad rite?? haiz.. :( hmm..when we al on cab on our way hm..we did chat quite a lot..zhan yang n alvin gt to noe more abt mi n my exs' stuffs..dey al was kinda freak out ba..haiz..aniwae its e past le..i juz hope tt i can find one gd one soon..i hope tt tis time i didnt like e wrong guy..i hav alreadi decided on him..hope i wun regret my choice..n oso hope tt thinz wil work out wel between mi n him..take one step at a time..let nature takes its course..e guy tt i like, he's a damn perfect guy to mi..real perfect..hehex.. ;p i'm blushin..shit man..haha..btw i sae one more time hor..mi n him alvin reali nth..nth at al..so plz dun b mistaken..understand?? omg..zhan yang is drivin mi nuts wif e alvin thingy..i wana kil him..ahhh!!! lolx..oh ya..for e time bein, i wun declare to anione abt e guy i like..coz i dun wish to feel awkward when wif him..it wil make thinz harder for both of us..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
3:25 AM

♥Sunday, December 24, 2006

its so early tis mornin..haven slp at al yet..juz finish pei my bro onli..haiz..hmm..let mi blog abt ytd ba..hmm..ytd mornin was chattin wif frenz in msn so i was late n had to rush down to cc le..dey r leavin soon le..my taman jurong cc's lion n dragon dances troupe r goin e cathay buildin to perform for e grand openin of our coaches' restaurant..it is located at e basement of e cathay buildin..its called "The Indulge"..e food dere damn nice bt kinda ex..bt its worth it de..frenz of mine, feel free to go dere try..hehex..hmm..upon rch e cathay buildin, we started performin..after tt, eatin starts..dere's lotx n lotx of ppl ard n lotx of buffets too..e food dere is damn nice..hehex..oh ya..i was veri shock to c ah jie(vanessa), da jie(amelia), eunice n shauna ard too..same goes for dem..veri coincidence rite?? lolx.. it happen tt ah jie's uncle is oso one of e shareholders of e restaurant too..hmm..i had sm chat wif dem as its been a while since i saw dem le..da jie oso started to ask thinz between mi n tt bastard..i told her, i quarrel wif him again le n tis time everythin is definitely over between mi n him le..i told dem e whole story, between mi, him n chen yang..even dem oso dislike chen yang too..wad to sae..da jie tries to help tt bastard speak, bt i reply her tt i hav alreadi tolerated him for few yrs le..u cant expect mi to cont toleratin..am i rite?? after hearin, da jie oso nod her head too..she oso understands hw i feel..i alreadi had enough of him le..b it if he's my ex or wad..i'm reali gonna erase those memories away frm my mind..al of dem r real hurtful..dere's nth between mi n him at al..haiz.. :( after everythin, went bk to cc n change den i rush down to westmal arcade find wen loong, nic, vincent, jun hao n ming hong le..played 2 games of pool wif wen loong before leavin for zhong hwee's hse..mi n wen loong each won once..lolx..equal..haha..i oso brought 4 movies vcds to go zhong hwee's hse watch tis few daes..todae alreadi watch finish one le..hehex..hmm..onli wen loong n i go zhong hwee's hse onli coz e rest gt sth on or go hm..oh ya..while mi n wen loong on our way walkin to zhong hwee's hse, wen loong gt freak out by a big pet dog..lolx..he's afraid of dogs..bt he's so funni man..i c le, kp laughin non stop n kp jumpin ard too..lolx.. wen loong's gonna kil mi if he read tis..lolx.. ;p aniwae we go zhong hwee's hse oso help him fix his vcd player n hm theatre sound system le..lolx..hehex..we veri clever hor?? haha.. :P after watchin e movie, we left zhong hwee's hse..both of us wana go hm early..oh ya..ytd mornin i chat wif zhe bin in msn quite a while..he's gonna brin mi go fishin after he cm bk frm bikin at malaysia n thailand..hehex..i'm lookin forward to tt dae..coz i nv fish before at al..haiz.. :( always wanted to fish bt dun hav e chance n oso no one brin mi go..hmm..rch hm le, i ask big alvin for zhan yang no. coz i wana ask him n alvin lee dey al go out todae..i msg zhan yang to ask him abt todae n oso at e same time ask him for alvin lee's no. n he cal mi bk..i wana ask him n e rest out todae bt he kp sayin tt i wana ask alvin lee out jiu dui le..wad e..i reali dun mean tt lo..haiz.. :( i reali is wana ask u al out de..i muz reali clear e misunderstandin between mi n alvin lee..dere's reali nth frm mi to him la..i dun tink i like him ba..n as i hav said, he deserves much more beta galz than mi..mi n him, i'm juz like a thorn on a ((rose))-->alvin lee..as compared to other galz who suits him more, i'm juz a tiny little rubbish..mi n him, forgt it, impossible de..understand?? i luv tt pic wif him veri much is coz i find it veri nice..tt's al..no other intention..okay?? haiz..aniwae zhan yang n alvin lee workin tml..frm 12 to 9..den i was tinkin of askin dem out to pub or sth after their work..i msg alvin lee n ask him abt it le..he wil confirm wif mi later todae..hopefully is can coz i dun wana spend my countdown for christmas alone..furthermore its my first time celebratin christmas tis yr..haiz..bt before tt, i'm meetin wen loong dey al at 4 later todae to go orchard walk walk..mayb before tt go queensway first..to drop by n visit zhan yang n alvin lee durin their work..hehex..go ka jiao dem..haha.. ;p

hmm..juz nw suddenly rmb of my past..of most of my exs..was tinkin y al end up veri bad..haiz..none of dem work out wel..sm even played my feelins..ya..ppl can sae i'm desperate for stead..bt when u r in my shoes, u cm frm a chaotic, ful of violence n quarrelins, uneasiness n no freedom at hm, in financial disaster, scattered fam, u wil noe hw i feel..i've gt 3 elder bros..eldest, mentally sick..stays at hm al e time..nd mi company n take care of..main source of e fam becmin tis bad..sec eldest, move out of hse le..third eldest, on e plannin of movin out too..both coz cant stand e situation of e fam..i juz gt so angry wif dem..one by one leavin mi..wad is tis?? such a selfish act..we r a fam, arent we?? arent we suppose to solve thinz altogether as a fam?? my daddy kena sued n declared bankrupt few yrs ago..nt in a gd terms wif him eva since a real big quarrel few yrs ago..i oso dislike him coz of his stubborness, stupid temper n etc..my mummy, e fam's bread-winner..works nite shift every nite, everydae OT..health deterioratin..hw much longer can my mummy hold on?? hw much longer can tis fam hold on?? can smbodi tel mi?? sec n third bros strugglin wif their own financial probz too..nt givin mummy much money..hw much luv can i gt frm tis fam when its so messed up?? tt is y i tend to look for luv outside my fam..smone to luv mi, pamper mi, care for mi, b dere for mi, fill my world wif colours, take care of mi......bt y izit so hard?? wheneva i tot tt i had alreadi found one, it turns out otherwise..wad is tis?? y is my life bein fooled n played ard wif?? y muz i encounter so much since young til nw?? hw much longer can i take it?? wil dere b a third time tt i attempt suicide?? is tt reali veri hard to find smone to luv mi?? Y Y Y??? Y MUZ ALL TIS HAPPEN TO MI!?! when i find smone tt i luv n i tot he luv mi too, i gave my whole heart to him..my whole life instead..hopin he can make mi happi..take care of mi n protect mi wif al his might..hopin we wil last long, last foreva, last til we gt married n grow old n it always end up a tragedy..my bf givin mi sense of security is veri important to mi..ya..i'm naive n like to dream..fine..tink i beta giv myself one tight slap to wake up.. :'( MY LIFE SUX E HELL OUT OF EVERYTHIN!!!

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
5:59 AM

♥Saturday, December 23, 2006

tis mornin woke up late n was late for work le..coz i slp at 6 plus in e mornin onli..haiz..pei my bro til tt late..hmm..den took cab rush down to my sec sch..todae is sec one registration for sec sch..saw lotx of ppl in my sec sch..saw lotx of my teachers..al of dem stil rmb mi..hehex..had been workin for my sec sch bookshop for quite a few yrs le..so its kinda common for mi le..todae work, nv make ani big mistake..careless mistakes a few onli..kinda satisfied wif my performance todae..bookshop auntie treat us kfc for lunch..after work, we al, wen loong, nic, ming hong, lee hong n vincent went westmal arcade to play pool..after tt, nic left n we, e rest went to watch movie..e nite at e museum..tis movie damn nice lo..hehex..is damn funni man..haha.."MI NO DUMB DUMB, U DUMB DUMB, U GIV MI GUM GUM", "SILENT!!! LISTEN TO MY DUMB DUMB FREN SPEAK" lolx..haha.. :D damn nice movie..a movie worth watchin..haha..i kp laughin non stop man..til tears filled my eyes..lolx..after e movie, we slack ard westmal a while den dey go hm le..i went to jp..huang khee cal mi to ask mi go e christmas celebration at taman jurong cc for our lion n dragon troupe..so i bought a little present frm jp n rush down le..damn lotx of ppl dere lo..even sm of my ngee ann poly lion dance troupe de ppl lo..like penny, zhi ting, chester n etc..sm wear veri nice, sm normal normal..dey oso put out videos of our troupe's performances throughout tis yr..al our achievements tis yr..champion in mediacorp(its showtime), sec position in taka lion dance com, national dragon com, e guyz' japan dragon performance n mani more..at dere, oso gt lucky draw n exchangin of gifts..for lucky draw, i receive an ear piece..bt a damn nice ear piece..like it..hehex..as for my exchange gift, its a cute savings bank mould of a soldier or sth..lolx..juz nw bought bbq chicken for my eldest bro before goin hm..juz nw before slp, chat wif both jason n zhe bin in msn..oso read e email jason reply mi..kinda disappointed tt he cant receive my christmas present for him n i understand tt he has his reasons for tt..i didnt blame him..furthermore he alreadi told mi tt he appreciate my gesture to gt him a present..so at least he gt my xin yi..tt's enough..hehex..as for e present, tink i gt to throw it away le..coz its a plaque wif his name on it..hmm..kinda wasted bt gt no choice..haiz.. :( juz nw oso kinda shock to c tt bastard online..tink he unblock mi le..as for mi, i stil considerin whether should i unblock him too..haiz..bt i dun wana hav ani contact wif him le leh..tis time i reali finally gt over him le..so i dun wish to turn bk animore..haiz..let time tel ba..hmm..chat wif zhe bin til quite late ba..til i fal aslp..lolx..tink same goes for him too..haha..coz he oso no reply..lolx..hmm..todae whole dae throughout kp missin smone leh..haiz..kp lookin at e photo i took wif him..lolx..bt i didnt gt his no..lolx..didnt intend to aniwae..

(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)

♥RumikoLoves
9:26 AM

♥Friday, December 22, 2006

[2 cutiezZz..mi n alvin lee..at christmas bash..hehexXx.. ;p]
todae sick frm camp, havin fever, so woke up at ard 9 plus to eat porridge tt my mummy bought for mi den went bk to slp again le..til ard 3 plus den i wake up..den went to sch to meet siew fong n go westmal buy present for e christmas bash..while on bus on my way to sch, i kp tinkin of jason..i duno y i juz cant gt him off my mind..miss him damn much..his voice kp floodin al over my mind..i almost cant take it animore..i almost went crazy over tinkin of him..i juz cant stop myself frm tinkin of him..he's reali drivin mi crazy..when i rmb e times wif him durin e camp..when i tink tt i cant c him animore, i gt real real upset..haiz..sobz.. :'( bt aniwae i oso cant do anithin..okay okay..back to where i am juz nw..hmm..while shoppin for present, i oso bought a christmas present for jason..hopefully can giv it to him..after everythin, we went bk to sch n meet e rest at e bus stop outside sch..gt shi hui, flora, florence n etc..e christmas bash is held at e eGarage..before enterin, i gt bullied by tt stupid alvin lee again..humphx..kp askin mi for his christmas present..aniwae i had sm games dere..kinda fun though..after playin, dinner starts..dere's kfc, canadian pizza n old chang kee..yummi!!! hehex.. ;p after eatin, more games are started again..dere's oso exchangin of gifts n i receive a veri cute de mouse pad n hand rest..hehex..like it so much..after we had finish exchangin gifts, i found out tt my present is stil nt given out yet..bt actually e leaders stil haven draw e lotz to gt e presents yet..alvin was one of e leaders..i told siew fong in a jk manner tt..later so qiao alvin draw lotz gt my present, i laugh ar..bt u noe wad, in e end, he reali gt my present..omg..reali too qiao le lo..den i went over to alvin n told him e present he receive is frm mi..hehex..he smiled at mi n sae okay n thx..lolx..aniwae after everythin, its photo takin session!! hehex.. ;p everybody started takin photos al e way..so i use e christmas hat tt i found n wear it n went over to alvin n use his hp take photo wif him..hehex.. ;) i oso duno y i wana take photo wif him..lolx..my first reaction, take photo wif alvin..haha.. ;p after tt, i oso started to use alvin's hp to take photos wif e others..e rest oso cm over to mi n take photo wif mi..mi n siew fong oso took sm photoz..we al, student council, oso took a grp photo..when takin, i kp laughin coz of sm jokes, den tt stupid alvin sae mi..sae wad, who sae u can laugh? basket sia him..humphx..lolx..everytime bully mi wifout fail de..everytime i laugh or do anithin, he confirm complain abt mi de..humphx humphx HUMPHX!!! lolx.. ;p bt oso when takin e grp photo, jackson, if i'm nt wrong, a senior of SC, while adjustin e camera, look at mi n sae i look real cute wif e christmas hat on..lolx..thx, jackson for tt comment..hehex.. ;p he oso kp wantin to take photo wif mi onli..lolx..hmm..after everythin, before leavin for hm, i transferrin e photoz i took usin alvin's hp..at e same time, take a look at his photoz..lolx..he veri funni lo..before givin mi his hp, he sae he veri zi lian de den ask mi dun look at e rest of e photoz..bt in e end i stil go c..he knew it n tried to stop mi a little..after tt, he let mi c le..he oso didnt gt angry wif mi..lolx..weird hor?? haha..when he saw other ppl meddlin wif his hp, he tot dey al lookin at his photoz den he immediately rush over n gt his hp bk..lolx..gt so important ma..haha..bt actually dey r nt lookin at his photoz..he veri de weird lo..i alreadi can c e photoz le, y cant e rest too?? hmm..aniwae i can reali tel u, alvin damn zi lian lo..lolx..damn lotx of his own photoz..haha..bt honestly, he's kinda shuai n damn cute guy..hehex.. ;p alvin, chin wei, zhan yang dey al stayin overnite at eGarage tonite coz tml mornin dey goin pulau ubin camp..*faint* lolx..we al juz cm bk frm a camp at malaysia den nw dey goin another camp..dey siao one rite?? lolx..haha.. :D n so..tt's e end of todae..quite a fun dae i hav todae..e christmas bash is fun..hehex..luckily i listen to alvin n cm..haha..when on our way out to e opp sch bus stop, i suddenly found out sth..when i'm wif alvin, i didnt tink of jason at al..totally didnt..i was shock..at first, i'm reali veri depressed over jason de..bt duno y alvin juz makes mi so so happi..he likes to bully mi, li siao mi n etc..den i went to tel siew fong abt it n she sae she expected i wil sae tt coz she can tel hw happi i am when wif alvin juz nw..bt seriously, i didnt realise it..(^_^) btw juz nw i went to check out jason's frenster coz he accept mi le..hmm..went to read his testis..saw e testis his gf wrote for him..saw e date..can tel tt him n his gf alreadi together for goin to 4 yrs..n his gf oso kinda pretty..hmm..so tink i can reali forgt it le..haiz..i can reali stop dreamin le..ZHI HUI, WAKE UP LE!!! sobzZz.. :'( y izit so hard to find e rite guy to luv mi?? am i reali tt bad as a choice?? or mayb i can stay single foreva?? haizZz.. :(

[BeSt FrEnZzZ 4 LiFe..mi n siew fong..at christmas bash..hehexXx.. ;)]

[mi n zhan yang at christmas bash]

[hey alvin..where e hel u lookin?? nv pay attention huh!?! humphx..lolx.. ;p]

[mi n a hong kong movie star..lolx..haha..jk jk..he look like one hong kong star rite?? hehex..hmm..honestly, i duno his name..onli noe he's oso student council de..lolx..haha..]