♥Saturday, October 21, 2006
hmm..juz finish pei my bro again..haiz..so tired..fal aslp while pei my bro watch tv juz nw..luckily he todae kinda in a gd mood den nv scold or beat mi for falin aslp while pei him..todae even more more tired than ytd..nt enough slp tis few nitez..wad to do? haiz..todae end sch le den zhi chen n shen jie pei my poly classmate, ezra n mi go canteen one eat lunch..den we go library slack, use laptop surf net n listen songs as ezra is waitin for his fren to go play soccer afterwards..aniwae i oso gt nth to do so pei him lo..ard 3 plus den shen jie pei mi go bus stop take bus bk to taman..when i stil in sch, i cal fire n he told mi he at lan lab..when i cm bk taman, i go lan lab find him, he's nt dere..cal him, he's at superbowl..he didnt even inform mi at al lo..i hav no idea abt it..if he told mi earlier, i dun nd to change bus go lan lab le..haiz..kinda angry wif him bt forgt it..no point makin each other upset coz of tis kind of smal matter..rite? ;) after tt i went superbowl mac use laptop surf net..nt long later i go up arcade play puzzle bobble as usual..todae play quite a lot..to eat up my time..as my lion dance trainin at cc start at 8pm..tt time stil veri early..ard afternoon..den saw quite a lot of ppl at arcade..i oso had 3 puzzle bobble challenges wif jonatan n i won 2 among 3!!! so happi sia..haha..tot i wun win him de bt in e end i did..haha.. ;p oh ya..rmb e guy i mention mani times previous than tis postin?? e guy who cheated my feelins thrice..hmm..let mi name him 'X' ba..hmm..i saw him at superbowl todae..duno should i sae i'm happi seein him or sad..haiz..sobz.. :'( hmm..i suddenly found out sth abt mi todae..i had always tot tt i had alreadi given him up n forgt him le..n tt i like 'D' le..bt i found out tt al along, i'm lyin to myself..its nt true at al..i do stil hav feelins for 'X'..i do stil luv him a lot a lot..i juz cant forgt him..even though ht doesnt treat mi gd at al..haiz.. :( i reali do agree tt LOVE IS BLIND..reali blind..i'm totally blinded by love..haiz..i reali miss him veri veri much nw..i wana c him..reali do..haiz..bt i noe its impossible between mi n him le..i heard tt he stead wif a gal tt i saw him wif at superbowl ytd..i appear nt to care, bt actually deep in my heart, i do reali care..it reali hurts..i'm jealous of course..i reali hope tt wad i heard is nt true..haiz..msg him juz nw oso nv reply..haiz..no hope le la..sobz.. :'( btw do u noe hw i found out tt i stil gt feelins for 'X' ma?? its when my fren's younger bro cm to mi while i'm playin puzzle bobble n ask mi whether i like 'X' or his elder bro..i was in total shock..i reali duno hw to ans him..i duno whether i should let dem noe tt i like 'X' ant..if dey noe, rumours wil start spreadin again..last time oso lidat..haiz..bt dere's one prob..thinz between mi n 'X' should b a secret ma..hw cm my fren's younger bro wil gt to noe abt it? weird..hmm..aiya..nvm la..aniwae it doesnt matter at al..so wad if i tel dem tt i like 'X'?? life stil goes on..nth wil change..haiz..sobz.. :'( bt i reali reali hope tt he wil patch wif mi..he's e one for mi!!! hmm..when its time for mi to leave superbowl n go trainin, e rest had gone..except 'SJ'..he's outside n i had a smal chat wif him..i juz noe him nt long bt he reali do treat mi veri veri gd..send mi hm wif his bike, giv mi hong bao on my birthdae n etc..if i'm nt wrong, he's in his 30's le..i told him abt wad my fren's bro ask mi n abt mi n 'X' frm e start til nw..den 'SJ' ask mi y i nv like him..i duno hw to ans him leh..he sae he treat mi so gd, i nv like him..haiz..felt so bad sia..bt like n love tis kind of thinz muz c feelins de ma..hmm..i gt to go slp le..tml stil gt to meet qi kai dey al at 11am at batok mrt..tml stil gt a long dae to go..noon go sim lim square find laptop, todae didnt gt to go..so so sorry..after tt go vivo city walk walk c c..i heard frm lotz of my frenz sae dere veri big n nice..i reali wonder hw it looks like..den after everythin, if stil gt time, i wil go bk taman superbowl find e rest..blog til here ba..i wan faster go slp le..slp le den wun tink too much le..smore veri tired..nd to rest le..to b continued tml.......
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