♥Tuesday, October 31, 2006
hmm..todae after sch straight away go taman le..rch taman le, i go superbowl mac study..nt a while later, huang khee n han kuan cm find mi..den followed by wisely n 'ah pui'..dey pass by den saw us n cm in..den wisely ask to go ktv sing..so we al agreed n went up together..we share money n open one jar of tiger..we sang n i kp drinkin..duno y..i feel like my addiction to alcohol cmin bk again..haiz..wad to do?? recently kp drinkin..in a very bad mood..haiz..sobz..miss him so so much..luv him so so much..bt y muz he treat mi so bad??? arghh..ahhh!!! i duno y..i'm reali a veri foolish gal!!! omg!!! haiz..den after ktv, huang khee n han kuan went hm whereas wisely dey al went up to supercue so i oso go cc for my hip hop dance class le..tonite de dance class veri tirin sia..same as last week..e ballet students joinin us again too..super cramp sia..haiz..so sianz..todae shaun, my dance teacher, summarise al e dance steps n we practise altogether..real messy sia..lolz..everybody is in a mess..lolz.. :P aniwae todae dance, sweat quite a lot..so stil quite alrite ba..hehex.. ;p after dance, i walk hm alone again..as usual..draggin my feet hm..real real tired..haiz.. :( juz nw after bathin, i went online..i went to tok to 'X'..i wana clarify sm stuffs wif him so i asked him if i can ask him 2 qns..he sae ask la..after askin, i suddenly stil gt one more qns wana ask..i ask if i can ask..he sae can onli ask 2..i sae plz n stuffs..he scold mi dun understand eng izit..den scold mi "ccb"..wad is tis!?! wad e fuck man!!! juz one more qns like wil die lidat..fuck him la..humphx..big fuck meh!?! arghh..frm tt moment, i tel myself, i shal giv him up at e veri moment onwards..i juz hate him!!! :'( i hate myself to hate him bt i juz hate him!!! he's too cruel alreadi!!! haiz..
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