♥Sunday, October 15, 2006

[mi.bestie(yan)]
hmm..its been a long time since i last blog le..ard 2 mths? tink so ba..hmm..cox too busy wif lotz of stuffs le..tml sch reopen le..haiz..so fast 2 mths de holidae over le..sianz..recently oso quite a lot of thinz had happen to mi again..kena trick by a guy again..haiz..tis is nt e first time le..i veri stupid hor? alreadi noe tt tt guy wil trick mi again, i stil giv him trick..haiz..sobz.. :'( in e past 3 yrs, tis guy had jio mi for 2 times..first time is when he juz knew mi, he jio mi, i nv accept him rite away, he sae he wil wait..when i slowly slowly start to like him le, hmm..tink ard 1 week later, i found out tt he gt gf alreadi..i veri stupid hor? haiz..den sec time is one yr plus later frm den, he jio mi again..tt time i gt stead alreadi so i nv accept..he sae he wil wait again..2 daes later i broke up wif my stead coz of sm reasons, nt related to him, i went to ktv wif him..we drink beer n i'm startin to gt drunk n sad when listenin to those love songs, i start cryin..he hug mi, wipe away my tears n etc..he gave mi promises tt he wil b dere for mi no matter wad n etc..i'm touched..i start to like him bk again n i told him abt it..den he told mi tt he dun wana stead at e moment..i didnt sae anithin..i tried to understand..bt e next dae, he ignore mi totally..dun reply my msgs n etc..nvm..i giv up again..bt recently he suddenly msg mi again..n ask mi abt stead n jio mi again..i noe tis time wil b a trick again..bt i stil giv him trick again..tis time we did stead..bt onli for one dae n we is stead secretly de..jio mi de is him, wan break de is oso him..wad is tis?? wad he take mi for? everytime when i fal for him alreadi, he push mi aside..e reason he gave mi for breakin up is coz he dun wana stead secretly..he sae when he's ready, he wil tel mi..i find al tis bullshit lo..tis time i reali fal real deep for him n tot of waitin for him, bt he ignore my msgs again, juz like last time..haiz..everybody tel mi tt he's nt worth it for mi to wait..i oso noe bt haiz..i duno la..n e other thin..recently i juz gt to noe a guy..he's my fren de elder bro lai de..saw him twice before..first is at his hse when i go wif my fren..sec is at huat's birthdae bbq few nitez ago..den i gt his hotmail frm my fren n made frenz wif him..i find him a real nice guy..actually i luv him at first sight..bt sth is goin wrong..at first when i start msgin him,he wil reply..den startin ytd n todae, he start ignorin mi le..haiz..i gt real upset..tot he can b my new hope bt...haiz..sobz.. :'( juz hope tt thinz between mi n him wil gt beta..haiz..oh ya..forgt to mention..he's of e same age as mi..bt he stil at sec 5, takin o lvls tis yr..hmm..den ytd oso went out wif wei na, wei zhi n sou yan(my bestie!)..we went town..i went for an interview at 2 of my lion dance coaches(ah chuan coach n shun you coach) de restaurant at cathay de basement..we oso ended up helpin their restaurant giv flyers outside cathay..haha..gt pay de..hehex..a bit onli la..den we went shoppin n den went bk to jp to watch movie wif e rest of our lion dance mates n one coach(patrick coach)..after tt patrick coach drive van send us hm..ytd we al reali enjoyed ourselves veri much..we took lotz of photoz usin our hp..we r real crazy ytd..haha..played n fooled ard a lot..haha.. ;p hmm..tink blog til here ba..i at lan shop.. type more, pay more..haha..i veri hungry!!! i go eat le!!! hehex.. ;p