♥Tuesday, December 26, 2006
yoz, i'm back!! didnt manage to blog ytd coz didnt went hm at al..was outside al along til tis afternoon..ytd nite went to pub at pasir panjang to drink..e pub cal "cocoon"..wif big sotong(raymond), his gf, kwee leong, anna, teck chuan n one couple whom i duno..drank quite a lot last nite coz kwee leong startin playin one stupid game..kissin game..other than mi n teck chuan, e rest of dem al couples..so dey play tt game stil okay..like kiss for 3 mins or sth de..e big prob is mi n teck chuan nt couple at al..so i die die oso wun do it de..i onli kiss my bf if i hav one, of course..n of course, if u fail to do so, u wil hav to drink..one cup, one shot..i dun hav other choice bt to drink..so last nite i was kinda drunk..kinda upset wif myself for bein drunk again..luckily i didnt make ani mistake last nite..luckily i didnt repeat my mistake last nite..btw dun tink wai wai..i'm referin to e lost of my laptop last time..hmm..n oso heard frm smone tt e guy i start to like onli recently doesnt like galz to b tis way..so i told myself tt i muz change..i'm willin to do anithin for him..n of course i wun sae out who's tt guy yet, coz i found out tt lotx of ppl r readin my blog..once tis secret of mine leak out, i'm dead n screwed up..aniwae its juz e start..i onli started to confirm my feelins for him juz todae or ytd, i tink..although i feel tt mi n him r impossible bt i cant stop my feelins for him..i juz cant..mayb miracles may happen?? i duno..i reali duno..i duno wad to do nw..mayb wait til mi n him noe each other longer den sae ba..coz i noe him nt long onli..i dun wish stuffs between mi n him gt worse..for e moment, everythin is stil okay n smooth..tis mornin wake up at big sotong hse..immediately i rush cab down to zhong hwee hse coz i promise wen loong dey al to go find dem last nite bt in e end i didnt..honestly..i'm damn upset abt it..felt real bad..bt its alreadi over n been done..i oso cant do anithin le..rch zhong hwee hse, found al of dem slpin..dun wish to disturb dem so i went to sit at e balcony..n ya..tt bastard is ard..wen loong woke up e first n was damn shock to find mi ard..haha..he reali did freak out man..haha..slowly one by one e rest woke up..nic n vincent went hm immediately upon wake..after tt is tt bastard..went hm wifout informin wen loong dey al..tink coz i ard..so he left quickly..aniwae i oso dun care him le..catch a short nap at zhong hwee hse before takin cab hm in e afternoon..went hm, pei my bro den evenin lidat went to marina square meet alvin lee dey al..dey help mi buy ticket for e movie death note 2 le..sat wif alvin in e cinema, kinda awkward for mi though..bt slowly i adapt to it le..hehex..we did tok durin e movie..quite a lot i tink..haha.. ;p btw death note 2 is damn nice for mi..another movie tt is worth watchin.. ;) bt kinda long..tink is 2 n a haf hrs plus..after e movie, we went to long john eat..went to buy order wif alvin n he ended up treatin mi which makes mi kinda feel bad..coz i like eatin his money lidat..haiz..wanted to return him bt he insist on nt acceptin dem..so i juz thx him..we sat on e same table n eat..actually i feel damn awkward eatin wif him..i dun reali dare to look at him..duno y..mayb coz before tt, zhan yang kp sayin mi n alvin..make mi feel so pai sei..haiz..so we didnt tok much durin e meal either..after tt, we went out to oriental hotel dere take cab hm..mi, zhan yang n alvin took one cab..e rest, e other one coz dey al shun lu..for mi n zhan yang, actually we dun reali wana take cab de coz we find no point takin cab hm as we r nt in a rush..bt since alvin wanted to n he's oso kinda in a rush n i oso meetin my curfew, we took a cab..i onli feel tt i dun wish to waste my money on cab when i dun nd to..bt in e end, alvin help mi pay for e cab fare..i'm e last to alight..he gave mi more than enough money..i felt even more bad..coz he's like spendin quite a lot of money on mi..i'm veri bad rite?? haiz.. :( hmm..when we al on cab on our way hm..we did chat quite a lot..zhan yang n alvin gt to noe more abt mi n my exs' stuffs..dey al was kinda freak out ba..haiz..aniwae its e past le..i juz hope tt i can find one gd one soon..i hope tt tis time i didnt like e wrong guy..i hav alreadi decided on him..hope i wun regret my choice..n oso hope tt thinz wil work out wel between mi n him..take one step at a time..let nature takes its course..e guy tt i like, he's a damn perfect guy to mi..real perfect..hehex.. ;p i'm blushin..shit man..haha..btw i sae one more time hor..mi n him alvin reali nth..nth at al..so plz dun b mistaken..understand?? omg..zhan yang is drivin mi nuts wif e alvin thingy..i wana kil him..ahhh!!! lolx..oh ya..for e time bein, i wun declare to anione abt e guy i like..coz i dun wish to feel awkward when wif him..it wil make thinz harder for both of us..
(@^_^@)pinkie_joey(@^_^@)
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