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♥Friday, December 29, 2006
Sorry, guyz..Recently no mood to blog..Cause rumours are starting to spread..Everything is too publicised already..I don't wish anything to cock up between me n him..I just want to stay as good friends with him and get to know him better for the time being..I really hope that he's not avoiding me..People may think that i'm only attracted by his looks..But I personally feel that it's not only his looks..If it's only his looks, he would have attracted me long ago..It's his attitude and character..Ya..Again..People will think, you also know him not long ago only, how you know what his character is like, you don't even know him well at all..Ya..I agree..But I don't know why..For what apparent reason..The feeling is there..In my heart..Whenever he bullies me, makes fun of me, talks to me, it just makes me happy and smile..Ya..I may seem to be a happy-go-lucky girl..But from my inside, my life is damn messed up..Sometimes my heart is crying on the inside, but I still can laugh, joke and smile with my friends..This is my personality..I don't wish to put my misery onto others..I want others to be happy..Especially my friends and love ones..When I smile or laugh, I may not be truthfully happy..But when it comes to him, I'm really happy right deep inside my heart..Can anyone tell me, what does this shows?? Just mainly going out with him or messenging with him, will make me damn happy for the rest of my day..Ya..Some people may find me behaving like a kid, fantasizin over a gd lookin guy or something..But honestly and seriously..I'm not..I tend to behave this way is because just going out with him or messenging with him, I appreciate them very much..They meant a lot to me..I know myself very well..I can swear to myself that my feelings for him is true..Not as deep at the moment as I still don't know him that well yet, but still true..I also do not wish to fall deeper for him cause I'm afraid if I were to do so, if ever one day, he rejected me, I'm afraid I cannot take it..I have learnt my lesson for the past few years..I want to know him better but always don't have the chance..Other than that day we went to watch movie, we didn't have any chance to communicate much already..This few days till countdown, he damn busy, hard to ask him out..Same goes for his countdown..He spending his countdown with his friends..Nevermind..It's alright..I just hope that things will get better as we know each other longer..Hope that when school starts, we still got the chance to go out together again..Hope that he will give me a chance to know him better and be closer to him, as a friend..Everything is Hope Hope Hope..Is Hope reliable?? I have no idea..Let reality prove everything..
♥RumikoLoves
1:32 PM
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