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♥Saturday, December 30, 2006


Thanks very much, guys..Really thanks a lot..I'm really very touched..Afterall you all are the ones who understands me the most too..Our 2 years plus of friendships afterall is worth it de.. :) Wen Loong and Zen An..Really thanks a lot..for you all de support and encouragement..But sometimes I must accept the fact too..anyway..I also don't want to care already..My family already got a lot of problems..I don't wish all these to affect me further..Oh ya..In case you all don't know, my second brother came back home to stay already..Whether it's permanent or temporary, I'm not so sure..Hope it's permanent ba..I just don't wish my brothers to leave me one by one..And ya..one more thing..help me find job..My mother going to unable to cope the family already..I need to help her..Her company is deproving already..As you know, she's the bread-winner..Once she lost her job, that's it for my family..My brothers not contributing any money to her either..Now second, third brothers and mummy deeply in debts..Daddy earning not much as a private bus driver either..How to help the family?? By the way, all along I dislike my daddy de..Ever since the quarrel with him few years ago and all he had brought to this family..lots of troubles..Causing himself bankrupt too..cause of his foolish and implusive act towards the agreement with that stupid cheater, house agent..Trick my daddy to sign the agreement that he will buy the new house when he hasn't sold his old one..What the hell..In the end got my daddy sued, and also sued by other companies like Hong Leong Finance..What the hell man..It's a damn big company..I really don't know how the hell he offended that kind of company..What more can I expect from him?? Another trouble?? I really want to quit school and go work de..To help my mummy with the finance but she just won't agree to me..She just wants me to study hard..But I can't tolerate seeing her this way anymore..What should I do?? Her health is deteriorating..Even mine too..Yesterday is the 7th time I've got fever for the past few months already..First time ever, this had happened..Keep having often headaches and chest pains..My brother want me to go have a scan on my brain but I don't want..To me, it's just a waste of money..I rather my mummy go see doctor..I'm still young..I still can cope and endure..My mummy is getting older and older..How much longer can she cope?? Whenever me or my parents fall sick, none of us dare to go see doctor, cause to us, only will waste our money..Family in debts heavily..My eldest brother smokes too..Cigarettes money my mummy pay..Mummy got problem paying my laptop and school fees..What should I do?? What a chaotic and disastrious family I have..Hate this family damn much..Hate my life even much..but afterall it's my fate..Hope when the new year starts, things will get better..

♥RumikoLoves
3:17 AM