♥Friday, January 26, 2007
This morning had my UID Presentation..I think it kinda sucks..Forget it man..haiz..My mood still didn't pick up at all..Still in a dead mood..A live body with a dead soul..That's me..Today nothing much too..After school, went to Jurong Superbowl Macdonald surf net..Saw Valentino there again too..Think he everyday also there ba..With his friends..Ate my meals at Mac..Then go home le..Went home kinda early today too..and yup..This few days never stop crazing over the Korean Drama, My Girl..It's really a damn nice show..You won't regret watching de..Even SF also interested when I told her about the story..She say she will be watching it after exams..It's coming to its end already..One last episode and I'm done with that drama..Shed lots of tears during this drama..As usual..My personality..I always cry while watching touching and love drama..2 reasons..Either is I'm in the same shoes of the characters of the drama so it reminds me of my scars or hurt, or I put myself in the shoes of the characters and feel their pain..Those who are close to me should know..Everytime I watch movie, drama, show and etc..I will always naturally put myself in their shoes and feel their pain..Even for action-pact movies..All those killings, stabbings, slashings and etc..I react very hugely, as if I'm the one who is hurt..That's why everytime my brother tell me to put myself in the shoes of the killers, so that I won't feel the pain..But I'm still unable to do so..Close friends of mine should, I hate violence, war, fighting, quarrelings and all those bullshit..Cause there's too much of those in my life le..I'm sick and tired of all those stuffs already..It's enough!!!Please!!! I beg for Valentine's Day not to come!!! I hate that day!!! I really hate that day very much!!! Cause I don't wana spend that day without my love one...Last time I used to wish to spend Valentine's Day with my love one..Cause everytime when Valentine's Day come, I'm always single..Until last year, it was my very first time to spend it..With Bee..and I thought that I won't be alone spending it again for the following years of my life..But I'm wrong..Now, this year, I'm single again..Spending it alone again..haiz..It's a torture for me to spend Valentine's Day!!! I hate it!!!Breaking up with Bee isn't a right decision made by me last year??? Did I made the wrong decision??? Why am I still dangling with that past relationship when it was me who broke up??? What the hell is wrong with me!?!?! I'm going crazy real soon!!!
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