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♥Monday, January 29, 2007


This morning being woke up by the shouting of my name from Mummy..My eldest brother and Dad quarreling again le..Mummy couldn't control the situation so called me for help..I shouted at them and stuffs..But they still continued..Then, they started fighting..Mummy screamed and I shouted again..Then they stopped..My eldest brother walked away and same goes for Mummy..I broke down and cried non-stop in my second and third brother's room..Mummy came and hug me and console me..In the end, she started crying too le..She also apologise to me for causing all these to happen..But the problem is IT'S NOT HER FAULT! IT'S MY DAD'S FAULT! I HATE HIM! It all started when that Bastard scolded Mummy for highlighting her hair..He insulted Mummy and stuffs..Like saying, she so old le, make herself so pretty for what? Wana seduce other guys ar? Wana be prostitute ar? and etc..My eldest brother hear liao, agitated and went into my parents' room and started helping her to talk back him..and that's where the quarrel started..That Bastard says Mummy is his wife, he got the control over her so she shoudn't highlight her hair as he doesn't like it..Then, brother talks back saying, she's his mother..He got the right to stand for her and help her..It's her hair and she can do whatever she want with her hair..and the quarrel just continues and worsen into a fight..haiz..Such a small matter also wana quarrel till so big..Then, that Bastard started saying he wana leave this family le..He can't take it le..I'm like wth man..What kind of a father is he? Is that how a father should behave? Being so irresponsible? and childish? Everytime quarrel, nothing to say then say wana leave..He wana leave, then faster leave la! I'm really sick and tired of this family le la! He complaint that we didn't care about him..Ask him about his day and stuffs..But in the very first place, did he ever care for me before? He didn't at all..Since young, I do all my homework and study myself..Without supervising..Cancel home tuition and study on my own..Doesn't play computer at all..Seldom watch TV..What he do every night when he come home from work is go into his room, read newspaper, chat with Mummy, watch TV, drink beer and etc..But none is concern about me..We rarely talk at home..or rather not at all..Even till now..He only finds me when he needs me like reading letters as his English totally sucks! He doesn't do it on me so why must I do it on him? Reflect on yourself before saying others..He just won't change..Damn stubborn..Unreasonable..Always thinks he is right..Don't know how to talk nicely..Fucking attitude of his!!! IT'S OKAY WITH ME IF YOU WANA LEAVE! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABOUT YOU! FREAKING BASTARD! I felt so suay that his birthday is 2 days before mine..and that we are from the same horoscope..Definitely we are of totally different personality..

Btw for those who don't know why I today sore eye till so jia lat and look so pale during today's Chingay training, you all should know why by now le ba..Yup..As for those who had already know, don't worry about me, ya? Thanks for you all de concern anyway..Especially Pamela..Really thanks a lot! :)

MY FAMILY IS BREAKING UP SOON! REAL SOON!
I'M GOING TO HAVE A BROKEN FAMILY! :'(

Sometimes I really feel like ending my misery and sufferings now..haiz..But I know, it's stupid..I've done it twice..Not the third time anymore..Lucky third and second brothers not at home today whole day..They don't have to witness the incident today..haiz.. :(
Oh ya..As for today's Chingay training, we went down to Kallang, People's Associations there to practise..After that, back to CC, change le then go down Jurong Superbowl de Foodmore eat..Me, Pamela, Adeline and Pei Shan went..Rong Hui kor kor, Gilson, Max didi and etc already there eating le..Kor kor, you good..Ask you wait for us reach then can eat, you didn't..Humphx..You better watch out! lol..haha..Same goes for didi hor..Ask you help me take bread, you tell me no more liao le..I go take myself, still got a lot..You die liao le..Still dare to say me give you attitude..Humphx..lol..Someone kena teased by all of us hor..lol..haha.. ;p

♥RumikoLoves
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