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♥Wednesday, February 14, 2007



[hmm..are you looking at me?]

Recently not in the mood to blog...Find it kinda boring..haiz..

The night before yesterday and yesterday night, I couldn't sleep at all..
The first night is regarding some personal stuffs then keep thinking of it, so can't sleep..I know my heart hurts a lot and I'm really very depressed, but I know I'm not crying..I just don't understand why I lie on the bed, head on the pillow, tears just keep flowing down my cheeks continuously..haiz..Think that matter really saddens me..and cause of that, I made up my mind and give up totally..Msg my Dear(Min Chun) and she consoled me, even though I msg her in the middle of the night..Thanks, Dear! Then, I listen to radio and eventually fell asleep already.. Told my Mum about it too and she supports me..She even scolded some stuffs about HIM..lol..Mum is so funny..Anyway thanks, Mum! For encouraging me pick up again..She's my energy, she's my live! I Love You, Mum! :D
Oh ya..and there's an anonymous guy msg me and asked to be friends..He calls himself "Ah Boy" and told me that is Ming Yu gave him my no. de..The problem is I never give MY my no. before..Stupid MY..Where the hell he got my no. de? Hmm..Btw this guy is full of tattoos all over, his hands especially..But it's kinda common nowadays..It's obvious that he's from TMG..

Yesterday night couldn't sleep, is just simply don't know why..I confirm it's not about that matter, but just for no reason..I went to bed earlier than usual cause there's an Modelling interview today and I don't want to bring my panda eyes along with me too..haiz..Toss here and there, from 1 to 2 plus..Wth..Tried listening to songs, didn't work out..But gradually, after all those struggles, I fell asleep..
And ya..This night, Ah Boy asked me for stead..Rejected..Firstly, I just know him only..Secondly, I'm looking for decent guy..Thirdly, he's 24 years old, I prefer age gap not so big de..Like 2 to 3 years difference is okay with me..

Today's NF really sucks! Forgot to bring calculator and I left Qns 2 totally blank..Wth..The rest, not much confidence..Prepare to DIE! lol..Then, rush cab down to Suntec Tower 2 for the interview..Got Xiao Ping jie jie accompany me..Interview went quite smoothly..Renee interviewed me..Now she's waiting for my call..When I've collected enough money for the Training, I will call her and arrange for the training to start..
Points noted for Modelling, Linsan Models:
-Trainings(Course Fee=$350)
-Catwalk(Basic)~High-heels
-Castings
-Presenting
-Postings
-Portfolio
-Roadshows
-Commercials
-Part-Time Models
And know what? Jacintha jie jie also from that Modelling Agency too..There's photos of her in their official website..She's pretty, ya? hehe.. ;)
At last, my Modelling interest is done..I'm going to be a model! hehe.. ;p

Now at this moment, it's already Valentine's Day..Sad Valentine's Day, Joey! Spending it ALONE this year..haiz..Sad..Although being single is good, lots of freedom and independence, but whenever this kind of special day come, the feeling just sucks! Anyway gonna keep my mind off that and concentrate on studying for tml's paper, BIS..Joey, Jia You, Gambatie! hehe.. ;) Think later morning accompany Mum go Batok Polyclinic see doctor, as Jurong de is under construction..sianz..But afterall, I'm a filial daughter..Ya? hehe.. ;p After that, I'm going Jurong Superbowl Mac study ALONE AGAIN..As usual..This will be how I spending my Valentine's Day this year..haiz.. :( How I wish someone can just ask me out to watch movie or sth..Any friends of mine will do..At least I won't feel so lonely..



[smarty me]

♥RumikoLoves
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