♥Tuesday, February 06, 2007

[This is the one I want a lot!!! I wish for it!]
Hmm..I'm back..Hadn't been blogging for like 3 days, if I'm not wrong..Cause past few days nothing much to blog..Had been sore eye for the past few days..Kinda fed up with my eye..Made me didn't sleep well for the past few nights too..haiz.. :( Finally it became much more better today..Hmm..Sunday started to have sore eye so I stayed at home throughout the day..Also slept till very late, till around evening like that..Woke up, accompany my eldest brother till midnight then sleep..The only glad thing about that day is that there's no Chingay training on that day and I could rest at home throughout..Yup..

For Monday, I accompany SF go school repair her laptop again..Spent another few hours there again..haiz..sianz..After that, accompany her go Ang Mo Kio to return Han Yang his thumb drive..After that, she rush home le..and me, lonely again..Got nowhere to go and no one to accompany me so I went home too..With an empty stomach throughout the day..In the middle, gastric pain..so cooked instant noodles during midnight..lol..It's just simply me..If no one accompany me eat, I won't eat..I rather gastric pain or starve, but not eat..lol..2 shocking things that happen to me today are firstly, during the afternoon, a guy called Kenji msg me..Say wana be friends..It really freak me out man..Cause out of nowhere, how the hell he got my no.?? He asked me out and stuffs..Watch movie and go Kbox..and of course I rejected him..With the support of SF too..Was with her during that time..This guy is damn weird..Scary man..Then, just now in Msn..One of my Taman Jurong friends chat with me..His name is Da Pian..He's not the one I used to mention in my previous posts..Not the one who's my close guy friends..This guy is really called by his nickname, Da Pian..He suddenly asked me for stead..I'm like what the hell la..What the hell is going wrong that day? Weird stuffs started to happen..haiz..It's really freaking me out man..and of course, I rejected him too..Firstly, it's too sudden..Secondly, I don't like him at all..Thirdly, he this kind of guy should be the same as his friends ba..Like to li siao me..So it's better not to believe, even though he says he is serious..

Now back to talk about today le..It's a Tuesday..Yup..This afternoon went to Westmall watch movie with Da pian and Zhong Hwee..For the first time, I've watched an M18 movie..lol..Although none of us have passed our birthdays yet, but still, they allow..So yeah, we went in..We've watched the movie called, "Apocalypto"..Can say is kinda a disgusting and damn violent movie..and also lots of top-naked women parts cause they are jungle people..But if you faced it as an adults, it's nothing..I went to watch it with 2 guys and I don't feel anything wrong..Neither do they..So yeah..We've finally grown up..lol..Last time watch that kind of movie, we will still laugh and stuffs de..lol..Damn childish hor..haha.. ;p Watching this movie, I felt sympathy, cruelty and etc..But the ending is kinda sucks la..Got a feeling there will be Part 2..Yup..After the movie, I've asked them accompany me go gifts shops for a while..I wana look for crystal apples and also a figurine, if i'm not wrong..I don't know how to describe it..But I really want it a lot..I saw 2 damn nice ones at Precious Thots..I took photos of them too..As for the crystal apples, kinda disappointed that I can't find them anymore..haiz.. :( But the happy thing is that I found the figurine..I really love it a lot! How I wish the guy that I like will give me that..Especially on Valentine's Day..haiz..Yeah..I know..It's ridiculous..Dream on, Joey..haiz.. :'( Even thinking of spending my Valentine's Day with the guy I like is an absurd thing to do..haiz..Btw the figurine thingy is also damn expensive man..$79 leh..Omg..haiz..But I really like it a lot la.. :( Seeing a glitters flow down inside, really touches my heart and make me smile.. :) Anyway after that, Da pian went to play basketball, Zhong Hwee went to his parents shop to help out, whereas I went to Jurong Superbowl de Mac surf net again..Brought my laptop out today..Surf till late night 11 plus then go home..Don't really feel like going home so early today..In between, saw Valentino and Yitno..Both accompanied me for some time..lol..Like take turns like that sia..Sometimes Yitno, sometimes Valentino..haha..Yitno is there cause he's working, whereas Valentino is there cause he dropped by to eat dinner with his parents..Then, don't know why, don't wana go home and just sat beside me..But both left earlier than me..lol..Also saw my that Taman Jurong Da Pian friend walk past Mac..I'm like omg man..Wanted to hide my face but too late le..He saw me le..Don't know seeing him makes me feel awkward le..Hmm..Anyway when it's time, I bought a Chocolate Sundae for my eldest brother and go home le..Oh ya..That Kenji didn't stop contacting me man..Today asked me go Kbox again..Again, I rejected his offer..Even though he say is his treat..Then, he send me a good night msg at night..lol..Weird guy I should say..I didn't even see him before lo..Neither did he man..Oh ya..Another weird thing happened today too..The guy who repaired SF's laptop msg me early in the morning..Ask me inform SF sth regarding her laptop..The weird thing is that, why he don't wana straight away msg SF tell her? Why msg me ask me inform her? Weird lo..Told SF about it, in the end, kena teased by her..Say what he like me and stuffs..Then say what even our seniors also wana jio me..Bullshit la..Aiyo..Btw he's our course senior..haiz..Don't know la..Damn frustrated nowadays..Cause Valentine's Day is nearing..haiz..sobz.. :'(

[Another one that is also nice, but not as nice as the previous one]

I really hope to spend my Valentine's with him, but I know it's impossible..I just pray that miracle happen..I finally understand why I hated Valentine's Day so much..At first I didn't know why..I just felt sorrow and anger whenever I thought of Valentine's Day coming..The real reason is cause, I don't wana spend it alone..and especially, I can't spend it with the guy I like..That really makes my heart hurts damn lots..Hid in my toilet and cried just now..I know is silly to cry over such a small thing, but I hate being alone the most..No matter in what kind of situations..I just hate it..Even for eating meals..So whenever I think of spending Valentine's Day, I felt damn lonely..haiz..Last year spent my first Valentine's Day..and it's with Bee..Now that we had broke up, I wonder this year how will he be spending it..With his 'brothers'? I think so ba..As for me, I really don't know..Cause most of my close friends are attached or booked for that day..haiz..and come to think of it, that day is in between the 2 days of my exams..haiz..sianz..Recently really in a damn down mood..My temptations for drink came back again le..Wanted to ask friends to go pub to drink on Valentine's Day, to drown my sorrow, but the next day is exam day..haiz.. :( SF already booked by her own friends..ZY most probably spending his with his group of friends..Then me how??? haiz..Who am I going to spend my Valentine's with???

Heartbroken :'(

♥RumikoLoves
8:03 PM

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