♥Friday, March 30, 2007
[Kbox Cine...One Big Family(Night Shift)]
[Catherine & Joey]It's really been a long time since I've last blogged...Cause currently being busy working...At Kbox Cineleisure...From C4, I've went up to C8 and work...Knew lots of new staffs..From China, Malaysians and etc...They are really nice people...We're like one big family...Sometimes saw my friends coming to Kbox sing too...Working night shift isn't easy...Damn tiring...Thought of changing to morning shift before too..Mr A.B., my Supervisor, also suggested too but I rejected his offer..Cause I prefer working at night and I've already been in good-terms with the staffs working night shift...When I suggested of working night shift, they objected...LoL...I also can't bear to leave them...We all are like sisters...The Supervisors there also treat me real well..Mr Patrick, Mr Micheal and Mr A.B....But Mr Micheal left for some reasons which I know but can't say...Kinda miss him, seriously...Still remember he's the one who interviewed me at the very beginning...Then told me to start work immediately the next day...LoL...Was kinda shock to know that Xiao Xian also working at Kbox but Jurong de...Chew Ling actually wanted to work at Cine too de but her parents disapproved her of working night shift...Working at Cine Kbox is fun but tedious at the same time too...But I love working there...Hehe...Actually my parents disapproved me of working there de cause my Dad thought Kbox is those messy and complicated de Karaoke place...LoL...As usual, my stubborness cause me to quarrel with him over that...Then now, he doesn't really wana bother already...Cause I told him that if he don't believe, he can always go down and take a look himself...Hmm...Don't know if this is a good news or bad news...I've been in a new relationship now...Actually I'm really happy together with him cause we both do have feelings for each other at first...But few days ago, I found out about something real bad from someone and it really affected me deeply...I tried to keep it to myself but in the end I couldn't control my emotions and broke down and cried...He saw me and asked what actually happened...Then, we quarrelled...I know it's my fault at the very beginning for not trusting him but what the person told me really seems so real...I really don't know what to do...Finally, I've made my final decision...That is to trust him...He's my boyfriend...I should trust him more than anyone...I know that night he's mad and upset that I didn't trust him...I'm really very sorry, Dear...Haiz...I'm really very lost and didn't know what to do...I must admit that he is kinda good-looking and that is why I'm damn worried that he will leave me some day...Cause I'm not compatible enough for him...and I knew that lots of girls like him...I really like him a lot so I'm real worried...He's resigning soon and serve police in a few weeks' time...First 7 weeks in camp, I totally can't see him...Haiz...I've once asked him whether does he feel that I will run away with another guy when he's in the camp, he said he believe I will...Although I didn't reply anything to him but my heart actually wanted to tell him this..."Dear...Don't worry...I will not leave you no matter what de...You are my one and only...No one can replace you in my heart...I will always wait for you to be out de..." I don't know why but I just find something missing in this relationship...Until now, I still can't figure out what is it...I really don't know why but I felt this whole relationship is one-sided...Me to Him but NOT Him to Me too...I always try to tell myself that I've think too much and that I should be glad that we are together now, but sometimes it really bothers me...I don't wish to tell him this cause I don't want my unnecessary worry to become his burden...It's just the beginning of the relationship and so many things had happened already...But because of him, I don't mind...I really hope that this relationship will last long...Really...I really don't wish him to leave me...Never ever...[[Mel & Jo]]Oh ya...I've told Bee that I've got boyfriend already...He wished me all the best...He seems alright but I feel that actually he's kinda upset...Cause it's not been long that he last ask me for patch...I rejected him by saying that I do not want to get into a relationship at the moment...Then, now I've got myself one...He must have felt betrayed or disceived by me ba...Haiz...I'm sorry, Bee...Hope you are alright...and I'm sure you will still go on with your own life well with your brothers and find yourself a good girl, better than me de...
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