♥Friday, April 20, 2007
It's the 4th day of my 2nd Year le..Lessons are still alright..Everything's going fine..Also getting along well with my 2 new groupmates, Kamz and XiaoLong..LoL..These are their nicknames..Today during presentation, we really cock up like hell man..Didn't prepare at all..Then the slides anyhow bomb de..Presentation that time, I anyhow talk and they anyhow talk then make the whole class laugh..LoL..It's really damn funny..And in the end, we manage to get through it..Haha..Weird huh? LoL..
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[me.ah mei]Yesterday was Second Brother's birthday..As planned, I met Chun Mei and her elder sister, Chun Bin, which is also my Jie Jie..We met at Somerset MRT then went to Cineleisure eat Yoshinoya..Then, went to Takashimaya and Lido Isetan walk walk..At the end, we settled down at Taka's Coffee Bean and use laptop..Hehe..Then, they accompany me go Basement buy birthday cake for my brother and to Cine's Kbox to get my medicine from Bar..Stupid Ah Lam borrow my medicine last week and never return..Haiz..Hmm..First brother's birthday is on this Saturday so I thought of celebrating both together..Furthermore, I'm working on Saturday..Hmm..While on our way home, me brought up our childhood memories to CM and we really miss those days man..She also hasn't forgotten our memories too..Hehe..Afterall 12 years of strong friendship is hard to come by..When I look back, we all really have grown up..Everyone of us got ourselves boyfriends already..Know how to dress up already..Have become more matured too..Time really flies..Hmm..Went home, Second and Third brothers not at home..Msg them ask them rush home immediately and I gather the whole family to sing birthday song..Hehe..Afterall, I'm always the one who brings the whole family together..Haiz..My family is always scattered and shattered.. :( Anyway saw the smiles on my 2 brothers' faces yesterday really makes me smile too..
[I buy for brothers' birthday cake..Buy from Taka de..Hehe..]Two days ago, Dear almost broke off with me..Shock me like hell..At first in the morning, I saw my horoscope in Friendster stating that that day my damaged relationship will reborn..Things will get better and the relationship will become stronger too..In the end, at night I received a separating msg from Dear..Is totally opposite from what it wrote..LoL..Afterall this kind of thing can't believe de..Dear say we separate for the time being..After July then say..He say cause he feels that it''s unfair for me this way..He's inside and I'm outside..But no matter what, I still find it ridiculous..If he really loves me, he wouldn't want me leave him de..I keep seeing no point of separating..And why after July, I also don't know..Haiz..After receiving his that sucky msg, I shock till I want cry out also can't..Haiz..I'm really very depressed and lost..All of a sudden, he mention separating..Haiz..Then, we msg till the next morning and then evening..Struggle here and there..The other reason he wana separate is cause he's afraid he don't have enough time for me as he's serving police now..I got tell him before that I don't mind and I keep telling him I see no point of separating and that I don't wish to separate..In the end, he ask me that if i can bear with it that he has very little time for me..I say I can..Cause for him, I'm willing to bear anything..And in the end, we didn't separate..I'm was real glad man..I really don't wana lose him and neither he leave me..I also don't wish this police thingy to be our obstacle..No time for me, nevermind..It's okay..As long as I know his heart is with me, he loves me, it's enough already..I trust Dear that whenever he can meet me, he will de..And also not that his training will last forever..Once his training period over, he will have more time for me le..All I need to do now is to be more patient.. =) Really love my Dear a lot..Really hope that we can last long long..4 more days will be our one month le..I wonder if Dear realise anot..I wonder if he remembers..Haiz..Don't think so ba..He so busy with his police thingy now..He must have forgotten our stuffs le..I thought of getting a pair of rings for the both of us..But I don't know if he will dislike it anot..Haiz.. :( Scared later he don't want or scold me for it..Or rather, should all these be done by him? I don't know..Tml evening he booking out le..I also can't meet him cause I'll be working at night..Then class till 5pm..What to do? Haiz..Ask him Saturday afternoon before I go work at night, we meet up, he say tml then give me answer..My heart tells me that he won't meet me..Don't know why but this feeling just came up..Think he going out with his friends or need accompany his parents..Afterall, I come the last..I must be understanding towards him..I really don't want let him feel that I'm a burden to him..I wana always stay behind him..Whenever he falls down, I will be there to hold him and bring him up..Always be there for him no matter what happens..Love him lots! Miss him even lots![[MelMel*JoJo]]Oh ya..Tml and Saturday nights will be my last 2 work days at Cine Kbox already..Haiz..Sianz..Cause my whole family object me work while studying..They want me concentrate on my studies..Haiz..No matter how I persuade them, it never works..Haiz..But I really love this job a lot..Will miss it de..And also miss the staffs there too.. :( Next time long-term holiday or what, I confirm go back there work de..One Big Family We Will Always Be!Indirectly, no work on weekends means more time to go play le..Hehe..And also can start and concentrate on my Modelling Training le..Told Colin Coach that I'm starting in May already..Hmm..Now sometimes weekends can go pub drink with Raymond, Teck Chuan, Kwee Leong they all le..And also with another group, Jason and Derick..They promised me de..Hehe..Jason also promise me to bring me go to my favourite place again..Hehe..He better keep his promise..LoL..You must have wonder where's my favourite place right? Hehe..Actually I don't know what that road called..Just that the night scenery there is terrific!!! Is Jason drive and bring me there to chit chat then I know de..Think must drive then can go there ba..Cause kinda far and if i'm not wrong, its at the East side..Jason..Didn't expect me remember that night so clearly right? Haha..Derick should know why..Hehe..The uncle also very funny sia..So dark and so early in the morning go there fishing..A bit crazy sia..LoL..You still go talk to him..Like li siao him like that..Haha..Anyway thanks for bringing me there that night..I really love that place a lot..Honestly..Ever since you brought me there..That's my only favourite place in Singapore..Serious..Thanks a lot!This school semester, I will also start to concentrate more le..Really need to buck up le..Dear jia you for his police, I jia you for my studies..Hehe.. ;p Really miss him a lot... :'(
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