♥Friday, June 22, 2007
Stayed at home almost throughout the day today..Except that I went to Jurong Point a while at night to buy some neccessities..and also to go Jurong West area walk around, as usual, to see if I can see Wu Gui Di around..Haiz..Earlier on, I got scolded and beaten up by my eldest brother..Haiz..3 super hard slaps on my cheek, I went giddy immediately..Made my headache so pain that my tears immediately flow down my cheeks..My parents see already, tried asking my brother what happen but I stopped them..The more they try to stop and ask, the more my brother will get angry and the harder he will hit me..I rather they not interfere..They should know his character too..So they went back to their stuffs while my brother continue scolding me..He's angry that I didn't mop the kitchen floor..Haiz..He beats me over both minor and major matters..Since young already like that..Haiz..Really wonder when will all these stop..My misery in this hell home..Parents hope that I will marry off soon after studies so that I won't need to take anymore tortures from my brother..Haiz..When being beaten by him, the first person that came to my mind is Wu Gui Di..Don't know why..Suddenly think of him..Then worried about him again..Haiz..He really does come before me..Although tired and in pain, I still insist on my search for him at night..I'm so shag that I can fall asleep while walking..Haiz..I really miss him a lot..Really hope to see him again..As usual, more disappointments came..I didn't manage to find him..Walk through the blocks of flats..Only see Bangladeshs..Haiz..Sobz.. :'( Where exactly are you, Wu Gui Di? Where are you, where are you, where are you??? I'm really going insane over you already..When I got beaten by my brother, I really hope that he's there for me..Really wish..But impossible..
*Wu.Gui.Di loves Wu.Gui.Mei*
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