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♥Wednesday, June 20, 2007


Recently, I'm in love with a guy whom I gave him a nickname called "Wu Gui Di"..He's a great guy..Cares for me a lot..Take care of me too..We kept msging each other everyday without fail, from morning till night..Until few days ago, the saddest moments of my life came..On 18 June 2007, he stopped msging me..I don't know why..Msg him quite a few times but no reply..Tried keep calling him, no one answers..Halfway through that day, he off his phone..At first I thought he's just trying to avoid me cause he did react a bit weird on the previous night, 17 June 2007..He told me that he plays with girls' feelings, hurt girls' feelings, never go for serious relationship, ask me find a better one instead of wasting my time on him now and etc etc..I know he's lying and hoping that I will believe him and leave him..Cause he's a dying man..He has a weak heart and may die anytime when he's sleeping and may never wake up the next morning..He told me before that he likes me too but he can't..Cause he don't want to hurt me..He don't want to be with me cause he's afraid that if one day he leaves me without saying, I will be more hurt..The worse thing of all is he off his phone from that day till now..I never stop trying to call him from that day till now..From morning till night everyday..As every minutes and seconds ticks, my worries for him doubles..I cried every night before I sleep cause I keep thinking of him and couldn't sleep at all..I cry very easily nowadays..Whenever I think of him, I cry..If he's avoiding me, he can't possibly off his phone for so many days..I'm so afraid that sth has happened to him..I don't wish anything to happen to him, you know? Haiz..Sobz.. :'( Just one reply or call from him, I'm satisfied..Better than no news about him at all like now..I don't know any of his friends and nor where he exactly lives..I only know he stays around Jurong Point..That's all..I don't have his house phone number too..Totally no other ways to get to him already..Just now before I go home, I took bus 243 around the Jurong West estate, near Jurong Point, hoping that I can find him but to no avail..I alight somewhere near Gek Poh cause I saw a funeral..Not that I want to curse him..Just that I don't want to give up any details that might let me find him..I keep walking past it but I couldn't get to see the photo of the dead..The people at the wake started to look at me so I gave up and walk around the estates..Walk from there back to Jurong Point again, hoping that I will get to see him along the way..The more I walk, the more my tears start to flow down my cheeks..I started crying eventually..Cause the more I walk, the more disappointments I get..But I won't give up finding him..Not skipping any details at all..On 16 June 2007, we two did went out together..It's our first date out..He specially came down to my house area play with me..He came to my block wait for me..Then we went to food market and eat..Still rmb he keeps insisting on me eat porridge and drink mineral water cause I'm sick..He just order everything for me without me doing anything..My one nod, he goes..After meal, he really forces me to eat medicine..Oh ya..And we got caught by my Dad..For the first time in my life my Dad caught me with a guy..LoL..He greeted my Dad and etc..Everything is so funny..He's a very cute guy too..After that we went to play pool at Jurong Superbowl..Had lots of fun there..I say I want watch movie, he jiu bring me go..We went to Jurong East Entertainment watch movie after that..We watched Fantastic 4..During the movie, even though I say I not cold although I lied, he still insists on taking off his jacket and give me wear..I was shocked that he's wearing sleeveless but he insists on me putting on his jacket..I was really touched..Sth weird about him is that while watching, he tends to look at me sometimes for no particular reason..LoL..After movie, he needed to go to Jurong Point find his buddy so I went along..Then we went K-Pool play pool again..Cause his buddy want to play and his buddy just broke up with his gf so kinda down..I only see them play..That stupid Wu Gui Di keep wanting to matchmake me and his buddy..He knew I angry liao, he jiu stop..His reactions are god damn cute..While he's playing, we suddenly got an direct eye-to-eye contact with each other..I was damn shocked..But from that eye contact, I can sense his feelings..Hmm..That is the first and last time I saw his buddy..His name is Chong Yinn..I don't have his number at all..All I know is he works at Marina Square selling Braun Shavers..So tml I've asked my Laogong, Chan Myat accompany me go there find his friend..Hoping that he will know where and how is my Wu Gui Di..Haiz..Oh ya..My best friend, Chun Mei also agreed to help me walk past the wake tml to see who's exactly the dead person there as she stays nearby there..Really thanks a lot everyone who had helped me..I really appreciate it a lot..Really hope that I can find him asap..I really miss him a lot..That day out with him is the happiest day of my life..He really did spend a lot of money on me that day..He never let me pays a single cent that day..I felt so guilty..I didn't mean it..He just insists so..Life without him really is meaningless to me..Told my mum about me and him..She can feel my sorrow too..As at the same time, I made a mistake and lost my very first modelling job of my life..Everything is just happening on me all at once..I'm not very sure whether how long I can endure all these..My emotions are all breaking down..Today is the third day he went missing to me already..Really hope that I can get his house number or address so that I can get to him..Seeing him alright is enough for me le..If not, I won't give up looking for him..I will search for him tml night too..Every night or any free time, I will search for him de..I manage to find Chong Yinn's friendster but he two weeks never log in le..I did sent him a msg regarding my Wu Gui Di..Really hope that he will log in asap and reply me..Wu Gui Di..Please don't leave me.. :'(

*Wu.Gui.Di loves Wu.Gui.Mei*

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