♥Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Don't know why.....I can only feel sorrows in my heart and soul now...I'm so down..depressed..miserable.....Really hoping that I've got a BF now.....to love me..teng me..care for me..be there for me..lighten up my life.....This life of mine is too pathetic for me to move on......Really feel like dying......Find my life too dreadful to move on.......Home Sweet Home? BULLSHIT! Home=Hell...What the hell is going on with me?!?! Am I not a cheerful girl?!?!?! All my mind can think of now is to take a pen-knife and cut my wrist again, like what I did few years ago......Omg! How can I think of such a childish act?! What is wrong with me??? I'm just like a rubbish...Being dumped into the dustbin by guys...What have I done wrong??? Friends say I've been too good to my boyfriends already...Then why still they dumped me?!?!Maybe there's no true love exists at all...I shouldn't believe in true love in the very first place...Nice and good guys are rare...Bad and playful guys are abundant...Some good guys eventually turn into bad guys...What to do??Where'd you go?I miss you soseems like it's been foreverthat you've been gonePLEASE COME BACK HOME
♥RumikoLoves
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