♥Wednesday, August 15, 2007
another dream came again..haiz..this time 2 of them..although its not the same dream, but i dreamt of the same person..HIM again..and yup..very clearly in my mind..haiz..first dream i didnt dream of him..dreamt of bbh but its related to HIM..second dream i dreamt of HIM..me and him..at a friend's house..housewarming or sth..then i look down from the window..HE hug me from behind suddenly..sounds ridiculous ya? haha..i also think so..but i really dreamt of that..haiz..now i really wonder does human beings create their own dreams unknowingly..i really wonder..cause i suspect i created all those dreams without knowing it myself..as all those dreams are becoming more and more ridiculous to me..although those dreams are sweet but i hate myself dreaming of them..they are irritating..like a ghost, keep haunting me..once i wake up from those dreams this morning, i lie on the bed, staring into thin air..dont feel like waking up..haiz..wondering if theres any solution to cure this sickness of mine..sick of dreaming all these stuffs..told mum about it..she say want bring me to psychologist..am i really mentally sick? am i? omg..i guess..i shouldnt force myself too much to forget them..the more i tell myself to get over those dreams, the more they seem addictive to me..guess i should let them be..let my feelings be the way it is..i guess sooner or later, they will fade and gone..as long as i dont see HIM, i suppose this helps..
♥RumikoLoves
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