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♥Sunday, August 12, 2007
ytd night i couldnt sleep..struggle on bed for more than an hour..cried, toss, cried, toss..that person keeps appearing on my mind..that dream keeps flashing across my mind..what should i do?? haiz.. =( the more i think, the more sadden i am..sadden that the dream wont come true..sadden that i cant let the dream come true..sadden that the dream is a mission impossible......
at times i really think of living in that dream forever..i now realize that sweet dream is really great..when you are dreaming, you dont know and its as if you are experiencing it real life..but of course when you wake up from that dream, everything is gone and you have to tell yourself that you have to face reality..depressed definitely i felt..think that dream is the sweetest one i ever had..or rather the first time i had such a sweet dream....
before sleeping, i keep telling myself not to dream of that..cause i want that dream to stay as sweet as it is and not be smashed, destroyed or affected..i dont want to continue feeling bad about that dream as i cant like that person..and finally i woke up with no dream rmbed just now..which is a good thing..i think i slept quite well, excluding the tears and tosses..
我想我是真的爱上他了
但也来不及了
这只是个梦
一个甜蜜的梦
但这个梦会永远留在我心里
他会永远留在我心里
actually its a matter of choice......to continue living in that dream and be secretly in love with HIM or to give HIM up and face reality......................honestly...i dont mind continue living in that dream and keep myself being deceived...
♥RumikoLoves
1:18 PM
RUMIKO
