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♥Tuesday, August 14, 2007


luckily saturday night is ck's birthday..i can drunk my sorrows..haiz..

even more lucky that my photoshoot is in the morning..saturday morning..at last getting my very own portfolio done..finally..and also lucky that this week no modelling training..colin postpone it to next week..my exam week..sianz..after exams, chiong for work..if possible, 2 jobs at the same time..settle all my debts..plus family ones..especially my eldest brother..stupid rule of his..he hate clumsy, stupid and blur people..i serve him everyday..hes a perfectionist..cant accept people commit small mistakes..he say scold, punish and beat me since young no use, so now come up with this rule that every single mistake i made, fine 10 bucks..initially owe him 80 already..then mum's birthday order pizza hut, i paid 40 bucks out of the total 90 bucks bill..still left 40..im really afraid staying at home..dont like to go home..the longer i stay at home, the higher possibility i shall agitate him..more fines rather? i keep saving my pocket money..people say 10 bucks per day alot le..for me, not totally for own use..now you know where it goes le ba..haiz.. =(

ytd night eldest brother say want me study hard, grow up earn money take care of him..i listen liao, really feel like crying..haiz..was like thinking..am i really gonna tolerate him for my entire life?? i rather die now then..end my misery as soon as possible..hes very demanding..how to take care? he says he want half or 3/4 of my salary in the future..then what i eat? shit? rubbish? go beg on the streets even though im working? haiz..stress with whatever brother says, you know? my o level year, is he say he want make me fail my o level and even ask me decide on which ite to go..next morning, i pack my luggage and go school..put under yvonne ong's teacher desk, she help me take care..after school, bee pei me go get my bags from her and i move to bee's house stay for 3 months..guess whoever knows us know we stay together..cause every morning his mum send us to school..teachers mostly know..my parents even supported me stay out..you can tell just how scary my brother is now..haiz.. ='(

oh ya..ytd shown my brothers the trailer i acted for jasmine, pei yuan and cassidy..cause they are from mma(mutlimedia & animation)..and their project is to do a movie trailer..so yup..i help them acted..they burn it into a cd and gave it to me..shown it to my brothers, they laugh like hell..lol..expected la..suppose to be horror one, i watch liao also keep laughing..lol..they upload to youtube..but ive got no cheek to let others know the link..cause my acting really sucks..

♥RumikoLoves
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