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♥Wednesday, October 24, 2007
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AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!once again..hes avoiding me..like how he did few years back..saw him twice today..first at cc..second at mos..he see me like see ghost like that..haiz..im starting to feel and think that hes better off without me..and so i made this decision..that is to let him go..i dont wanna bother him anymore..ive got to put an end to all these..i think hes waiting for this to happen all along..so ill just grant him..he should be happier now..haiz..sobs..='(
ytd night suddenly recalled that ive got one of his passport-size photo with me..got it from his wallet last year,i guess..i forgot already..i placed it in my cabinet all along..ytd i took it out and put it into my wallet..i guess thats the only thing related to him that i can keep with me all the time..at least sth that i can looked at when i miss him,instead of contacting him or finding him and give him nothing but disturbance..haiz..=( but whenever i look at that photo,all the past memories came to my mind all at once..i really miss the HIM in the past..when we stead..the sweet HIM..sweet words and sweet voice of his..haiz..since we broke up,he has never ever said or done any sweet stuffs for me already..not at all anymore..haiz..sobs..='(
past few days forgot to smoke finish my cigarettes..left 3 of them for days le..today then rmb so i smoke one of them..another one gave joseph..left one more for tml ba..im really courting death man..my asthma got serious recently only..serious till the condition is like how i was when i was young..need to use two different inhalers now..but indeed,i stopped using them for going a month..plus start taking cigarettes..lol..my flu is really killing me man..today got worse..cant stop sneezing in class..brought 3 packets of tissues to school today but in the end still get one more from kengtheng..lol..really feel like cutting off my nose man..arghhh!=(today really kena said by siewfong and shawn..nag at me to come school everyday..ask me dont pon already..ask me what actually happened and etc..haiz..sorry,guys..for making you all worried..=( today sf also ask me take part in ngeeann's road relay competition with her and our friends..im still considering..haiz..should i?come to think of it..i did won 1st for road relay for two consecutive years in bukitview last time..during my sec 3 and 4 years..lol..wonderful memorable moments..and shiny medals..hehe..=P unforgetable......
theres so many movies that i wanna watch..'superbad','brothers',etc etc..but i cant find anyone to accompany me..i hope for him but hes having exams now..but i know..even if he doesnt have exams and is free,he also wont watch with me de..haiz..as usual..thats him..=(
im looking forward to this friday after school..going orchard with joseph they all..finally im getting my havanas..great!hehe..ive been waiting for that for god damn long man..told mum my present slippers going to spoil liao..thats why she give me money to buy a new one..hehe..=P
i guess next week ill be very busy ba..
monday-school,work
tuesday-school,work
wednesday-school
thursday-school
friday-school,gym(with ahmei[my childhood bestfriend])
saturday-malaysia(grandfather's 80th birthday dinner)
sunday-malaysia
today in school very bored so took a few photos..here are some of them...............
-lurbbing him
♥RumikoLoves
10:28 PM
RUMIKO
