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♥Friday, October 26, 2007
i just cant get him out of my mind..got so god damn fucked up with myself..wherever i go,whatever i do,he just simply appear in my mind all of a sudden..on bus on my way to school,on bus on my way to batok,hanging out with my friends,watching movie,during lessons etc..he just keep appearing,appearing and APPEARING!OH GOSH!AHHH!IM GOING INSANE AGAIN!ARGHHH!hais..sobs..='(finally today i find out what i can get for his birthday present already..have been troubling over it for so long..even though i say i dont wanna bother about him anymore..but afterall,the present still have to give..if not,i wont feel good either..hmm..i wont mention what i wanna get for him yet..cause not confirm yet..but its really god damn ex for me..so got to see how much my pay will be when i get it few weeks later,then from there see how..hopefully is enough to buy THAT present for him..funny thing is i work so hard and in the end,my salary,i only think of and worry about is his present..im really crazy..all i can think about is him..instead of myself..hais..=( now my biggest worry is that if he dont wanna accept my present,then how?im gonna be god damn upset..like last time..my very first time handmade cookies as his valentine's day present..plus a card..he threw them into the dustbin without even looking inside the bag..then some presents that i gave him,he gave them back to me..now the only thing i can rmb him keeping is a mini monkey boxer hp accessory plus a mini card wrote from me to him..but he dont know put where already..i guess is in the dustbin too..hais..im really depressed over that..hais hais HAIS!!!=(overall,today is quite smooth-sailing for me ba..pon my first half of school..went for last lesson only..then went to batok meet dajing,reiner and one more guy whom i dont know his name..went to eat,then arcade play and lastly,watch movie..but only with dajing and reiner..we went to watch 'superbad' and its a god damn funny show..i keep laughing man..lol..really worth watching..thats the reason why i wanted to watch it so much right from the very start but nobody pei me watch..finally today's the chance..thanks,dajing and reiner..for you all de company..=)
Do you know Do you know Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year. Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can’t get it to speak Maybe finding all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give. Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. How can I love you How can I love you How can I love you How can I love you . . . . If you just don’t talk to me, babe. I flow through my act The question is she needed And decide all the man I can ever be. Looking at the LAST 3 YEARS like I did, I could never see us ending like this. Seeing your face no more on my pillow Is a scene that’s never happened to me. But after this episode I don’t see, you could never tell the next thing life could be Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. Do you know, Do you know, Do you know, Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
[27 days to his birthday]
-lurbbing him
♥RumikoLoves
12:35 AM
RUMIKO
