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♥Saturday, October 27, 2007
i really totally hate my bro man..fuck him all the way!basket!i just ask my mum to cook noodles for me just now cause im having a god damn serious gastric pain..then that bastard shout at me and scold me cause mum is suppose to accompany him but instead i ask her help me cook..hais..mum cook for him jiu alright..spare a few mins just to cook for me a plate of noodles,he scold me like hell..for fuck?he think hes the only child mum has?im not mums daughter at all?hais..i really hate him to the core..ever since young till now..even have the thoughts of killing him while hes asleep..but i know i wont do so..but i really had lots of hatreds towards him..even much more deeper than how much i have towards my dad..he was the one who made mum unable to shower me with too much love even though she wanted very much..just cause he gets jealous easily,mum puts most of her attention on him and naturally neglected me!fuck!he doesnt deserve them at all!not at all!god knows the only one closest to me in my family is only my mum..and when shes being snatched by others,i got real fucked up..when in malaysia at grandparents house too..when im young,whenever she dote on my cousins,i give her attitude and be angry with her..hais..this is what i mean when i dont have any family love..fuck it 'home sweet home'!i put my house no in my hp phone book 'HELL'!in the past,HE was the one who cheered me up when my bro make me cry..due to his beatings,scoldings etc..at times when i need him,hes there..when i didnt expect him to be there,he will suddenly appear to be there..NOW?hais..im crying like shit now but i couldnt approach him at all..I CANT!I TRULY DEEPLY BADLY NEED HIM NOW BUT HE WONT BE THERE!!!FUCK MYSELF MAN!i really dont wanna continue having this kind of life!FUCK MY LIFE!!!
♥RumikoLoves
2:51 AM
RUMIKO
