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♥Saturday, October 20, 2007
the rest of the day today really suck to me..haiz..everything turn out bad..his treatment to me suck it all..everything is really going back to how it was in the past..and i mean EVERYTHING!history is really repeating again..and this is what i hate and afraid the most..haiz..fuck the hell out of my life!i took smoking back again..once again..bought one packet just now and smoke one after the other non-stop..tears also didnt stop flowing..heart also never stops hurting and breaking..i cant take it anymore..really hate my life..really hate him treating me this way..i really wonder and really need to know what hes actually thinking about..he never tells me..haiz..sobs..='(
just now when pei-ing my bro,i keep falling asleep halfway cause really very tired..but sad to say..my bro caught me sleeping and start slapping me non-stop to wake me up and make sure i do not go back to sleep again..haiz..my cheek god damn pain la..haiz..today is really god damn suay!=(
im working morning tml at 10am to 4pm but i couldnt sleep now at all..its already 424am..haiz..i confirm damn shag tml..plus is a saturday..will be god damn busy..i can prepare to collapse tml..now im considering whether to chiong from now till tml totally no sleep,or go to bed now and catch as much sleep as i can..but the problem is I COULDNT SLEEP!!!AHHH!!!why must lurbbing him always turn out this way?am i really that imperfect for him?-lurbbing him
♥RumikoLoves
4:15 AM
RUMIKO
