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♥Wednesday, October 31, 2007
saw him today again..after my work..after i pass THAT present to his brother..but he didnt know i saw him and nor he know that i went to his house and pass THAT present to his brother..i didnt told him about it..he didnt see me also cause i saw his back at beside mos there de metal chairs sitting down with reiner and rest..i jiu immediately turn back and run away with songhwee..so that he wont see me..dont wish to spoil his mood..hais..=(today more shocking things happen man..lol..as usual..i pon school again today..hais..then went to work instead again..my poly classmates de guys all come subway li siao me nia..lol..or rather,i can say is VISIT me..haha..nice of them..frankly speaking,im glad to see them..kinda brighten up my day..cause they are always the ones who make me laugh in school..=D they ar..in class always talk about subway cookies and sandwiches to me..LOL!then again,eddy came to visit me at work..this time with songhwee along..but i didnt have the time to entertain them..so sorry to them,ya?cause today not enough staffs and im busy like crazy..i really did overtire myself today..after work,walk where,sit where,also feel like sleeping..hais..=(before work also as usual..met joseph and rest at mos..sit there talk cock and smoke..smoke 2 cigarettes there..then we went walk walk awhile around westmall..wo jiu start work le..today the one and only stock came and i bought THAT present already..was very happy..wrapped nicely with a nice paper bag..and know what?cause of buying THAT present,im like so close to the staffs there..they even gave me a 10% discount..LOL!=/ cause they know i working at subway..then li siao me say they come eat,must give discount also..LOL!after work,i went to his house and pass THAT present to his brother..ask him put in HIS room..i also wrote a small card on it..i really hope that he will like THAT present..and treasure it lots..hais..luckily he wasnt at home..dont wish to let him see me..i knew hes at csc with reiner they all so i dare to go his house pass to his brother..confirm HE wont see me de..as for why i didnt mention what THAT present is,is cause if other people know what i give him,he wont dare to use it le..so this way,nobody will know is i give him de present..i just hope that he will like it..thats all..kinda troubled over eddy and songhwee today..hais..songhwee confess to me suddenly..shock me like hell..although eddy didnt but his words in his msgs somehow already hint me in another way..what should i do?sw know that i have someone in mind already and know who isnt..but why he dont really bother and still wanna like me??whats so good about me?hais..then eddy..also cares for me alot..keep asking me to meet up too..for lunch,dinner,send me home with his bike or etc..but i always cant make it..felt sorry..but if not for sw,i also wont know eddy..then sw is like eating vinegar like hell..keep saying eddy got more chance etc etc..hais..he keep thinking too much..i didnt even say anything man..hais..what should i do??????????????????
plus weixiang msgs me everyday too..concern about me alot all the time..at times want me go find him..he didnt confess to me but im scared..what should i do??
im worried..scared and afraid that guys will like me..cause in my heart now,theres only HIM..and no one else..no one can replace HIM in MY HEART..NO ONE!hais..sobs..='(
before going home,i was with songhwee..he want me meet him so i did..we wanted to slack at westmall awhile and i suggested the metal chairs beside mos there and coincidently,charcoal,reiner and rest were there too..im like wth..where got so qiao de?hais..that is where i turn back and run away..then me and sw went to burger king there de metal chairs sit down and slack..smoke one cigarette there again..after that jiu take cab home le..cause raining already..on cab,kacua called me..want me pei him chat..and i did,although im god damn tired..but cause he always find me but im not free..if dont pei him this time,he confirm say me like siao..hais..
oh ya..i did smoke one more cigarette below HIS house just now..so in total,today i smoke 4 cigarettes..lol..=/
-lurbbing him
♥RumikoLoves
2:27 AM
RUMIKO
