♥Sunday, October 28, 2007
stupid flu of mine..just wont go..got so fucked up man..keep flowing non-stop..like running tap water like that..arghhh!make me so sick and fed up during work..and my head was like spinning heavily during work today..hais..but manage to endure through..initially dont wanna go to work..cause god damn sick this morning..but come to think of his THAT present,suddenly a force from nowhere came into me and brought me out of bed and to work..now all i can think of,look forward to,is my pay day and his birthday..pay day cause can get money to buy his THAT present..his birthday is cause i can pass him IT..im really useless right?like HES the only thing that i live for like that..LOL..but indeed,hes my driving force in life..thats why i cant live without him..hais..=(hmm..today first time work with vincent and wenhui..but they night shift..i morning..so only manage to work with them for afew hours..which is the changing shift period..lol..today after work,went to cc slack with jasmine..we went 104 below chatting..then she want go westmall see some hair treatment thingy so i pei her go..after that she went to her ah ma house and i went to 132 there find weixiang,guangwei and rest..followed them around after that..ended up at csc saw songhwee and eddy and chatted with them for hours..lol..just knew eddy today..fun guy i can say..haha..sociable and friendly too..but i got see him before at 265 coffeeshop last time..long story..anyway eddie is a CLEVER guy too..dont know how he get my hp no de..arghhh!say play what stupid game de..LOL!hmm..hes a nice guy?offered me a bike ride home but i rejected..lol..dont wish to trouble him..instead i took the bus home..then songhwee called..say i ps him..cause he wanna pei me take bus home de but i dont know..songhwee..im sorry,okay?i really dont know..i thought eddy sending you home with his bike then you all go out thon afterwards..hais..sorry..=( but also thanks for the treat..i know you stuff my money back into my bag..thanks lots!will repay you someday de..^_^ btw eddie..thanks for the offer ride home but sorry..i didnt mean to turn you down de..i have my reasons..=)
today very weird nia..suddenly marcelo called me during my work..he hasnt contact me for ages man..like months to years?i knew him when he got my no at lot1 kbox many years back..li siao de..him and his friends come into our room while me and my sisters were singing then ask for my no and then followed by my sisters ones too..LOL..and of course i know hes a gangster back then..from KT..but now,i not sure le..he told me quit le but i dont believe nia..ask him why suddenly call me today,he say he miss me..LOL!i really laugh my ass out man..but he got ask me out to sing someday..i say see first..come to think of it,ever since he got my no till now,i havent go out with him before at all..everytime reject him..LOL..damn pai sei nia..haha..=/
hmm..just now bro scold me over small thingy again..say i stupid,useless and stuffs..hais..really feel like crying but manage to hold back my tears..since young kena said till now..i also have my limits,own feelings and thinking de lo..but he never bothers..hais..sobs..='( i hate my family..i hate my fucking life!
-lurbbing him
♥RumikoLoves
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