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♥Sunday, October 28, 2007


today?boring day..stayed at home throughout..being locked at home by my bro..hais..except for going down to coffeeshop and buy dinner for him and me..i hate today..bored..nothing to do..bro almost got mad at me just now..then got to pei him..watch tv and talk..help him do things..entertain him..hais..sian..plus today i stomache whole day nia..it is really killing me lo..arghhh!=( hmm..really feel like going out today..staying at home makes me sick man..with that bro of mine?more sick..hais..=/ this morning wake up jiu got kacua msg ask me out le..then weixiang msg me to keep apologising..cause he ps me like shit ytd..hais..im still thinking whether to forgive him anot..hais..hmm..then afternoon got songhwee and eddy..then now at night,kacua just called me again,ask me pei him chat..dots..i cant even talk on the phone at home cause my bro dont like..hais..more weird today is shihua msg me ask me where am i..LOL..shock me man..haha..=/

worse thing of the day..i miss him badly..miss him like mad..miss him like crazy..hais..see him online but couldnt talk to him..really very nan shou..hais..but too bad..i already promise myself not to bother him anymore..ever since 221007 up till now,i didnt msg him anymore..ever since 231007 up till now,i never msn him anymore..hais..im just totally torturing myself..but i couldnt help it..from everything i heard,i know,i see.......im nothing but just a pester to him..at first i dont know he thinks that way..recently i heard and then found out it is in fact true..but why his actions always tells otherwise?if he really dont like me,find me a pester,then why do all those stuffs for me?WHY WHY WHY?!?!AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hais..sobs..='(

songhwee has been reacting strangely today..keep asking me whether he can take care of me anot..then ask me whether i can take care of him anot..ytd msn,he also put his nick what love zhi hui de..shock me nia..luckily he say is di siao me de..lol..but i scared nia..afraid that he will fall for me..not i bhb or what..but i can feel so..he even asked if he can send me home whenever he can..weird nia..im just closer to him ytd only and he today like that le..he better dont fall for me..cause im not a good girl at all..hais..guys jio me,say me good and stuffs..dajing also say so..but if i really that good,WHY HE DONT WANT ME?!THUS,TREAT ME THIS WAY?!SO COLD!!!LIKE IM NOTHING TO HIM!='(

ytd took one cigarette again..given by ah bee..then today not at all..cause at home cant smoke..hais..ytd night ah bee give me his last stick but i didnt smoke it yet..still in my bag..hais..these few days keep considering whether should i buy a new packet again..ive got the money..but i dont know want anot..inside me is really torturing towards him..and the only thing that i can think of to make me feel alittle better is cigarettes..hais..what should i do?i really love him alot alot,to the extent of me going insane soon le..WO ZHEN DE HEN XIANG TA!!!!!

now everyday im troubled over how to pass him his birthday present..im really afraid..if i really got THAT present for him and if he throw it into the dustbin too,how?i will really go mad leh..its like so ex la..around 100bucks..100 give me,i can buy alot things nia..i really hope for a shopping trip very much but no money..hais..but afterall,he should come first..instead of myself..


-lurbbing him

♥RumikoLoves
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