♥Thursday, November 29, 2007
family tearing apart slowly.third korkor left home already.left me alone.hais.='(HE also left me alone.im trying hard to control myself not to contact him at all.i manage to do so for the time being.but how much longer i can endure,i really dont know.im starting to cry again often[depressed,lost and alone]='(these few nights i cant sleep.tears just flow down my cheeks once again.i cant control them so more and more flow down.i really miss him alot alot alot.miss our past.our sweet memories.[misses]='(the one im waiting for doesnt want me.whereas the ones who are waiting for me,i doesnt want them.what should i do??[troubled]=(im tired of being all alone-lurbbing him
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