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♥Friday, November 30, 2007


initially there are quite afew.
now im the only survivor.
in the past its like that.
now also like that.
being the last survivor also makes no difference.
cause afterall the last survivor will still die.

i may die.
but my heart for HIM will never die.
NEVER EVER.


friends of mine.
please dont ask me how i am or whatever.
cause i really dont wish to say already.
everything suck to me now.

initially my parents and eldest bro dont know that im working at subway.
i really dont wish my mum to know cause she will worry.
she always tends to push whatever bad things blame on my work.
now all thanks to my fucking sec bro.
spilled out everything to mum this morning.
mum came asking this and that.
and blame my school stuffs on work.
i almost had a big quarrel with her.
me and mum seldom quarrel and always on good terms.
i really hate to quarrel with her.
msg my sec bro scold him.
all he reply was "i dont know".
WHAT THE FUCK?!?!
all he gives me is troubles.
since young till now.
borrow my dramas out to his friends without my permission and in the end the vcds came back to be all changed to pirated.
WHAT IS THIS?!?!

what hell of family did i have man??
nothing seems right to me anymore.
family,studies,relationship.
ALL SUCK!!!
last but not the least,friendship?
im starting to have doubts about it.

my will for life is fading away.
feel like quitting school.
feel like moving out of this fucking house.
this fucking family.
feel like working and living alone and bring myself up on my own.
feel like living the way i always wanted it to be.
[sobs]
='(


-lurbbing him

♥RumikoLoves
1:20 AM