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♥Saturday, December 22, 2007
recently theres a girl keep being very close with HIM.they met up almost everyday.breakfast,dinner,etc.i really suspect that HE likes her.cause HE keep asking her out to pei him.hais.i know who the girl likes now but im afraid she will like HIM in the future.cause i heard that the girl fall for guys easily de.hais.=(these few days keep trying to ask HIM out for dinner or sth.but he keep giving excuses.hais.forget it.i give up asking le.just cause that girl cant meet HIM out to eat then he pack food home to eat.does she really matters to HIM so much?hais.my buddies keep telling me that HE wont fall for her de.but what i feel,hear and see are all otherwise!ask HIM,he dont wanna tell me!hais.must HE always torture me this way?!sobs.='(3years of pain.how much longer can i endure?few days ago HIS friend msn me "f*** etc".scare me like hell.thought i offended him.just now ask HIS friend then i knew its HIM who uses his friend de msn scold me de.hais.HE like one time dont scold or li siao me like will die like that.hais.today slack at mos from afternoon to night with my shagua(meiling),yvonne,mei(cindy) and etc.at night vomited twice in the toilet.i only ate one mos chicken for today whole day.thats all.cause no money.then in the end the food all throw up.at the end,my stomach's empty.hais.dont know what happen to me.recently keep vomiting,chest pain,heart pain,skin irritation,nose irritation,eye irritation etc.doctors all say is link to my asthma.mum ask me go back hospital but i dont want.last time 2 weeks is enough le.everyday put on the mask,breathe in the stupid gas 4 times a day,even midnight.damn torturing.especially after taking in the gas,i will tend to be very weak and find it hard to stand up.dont know why.hais.am i dying soon?will HE rmb me if i were to leave?will HE ever forget me?hais.sobs.GOD KNOWS I DONT WANNA LEAVE HIM NO MATTER WHAT!I WANNA STAND BY HIM ALWAYS!='(will i really die?will i die?i dont wanna die!when i was young,my asthma doctor say if my asthma dont recover before my pregnancy,i may die of asthma!i dont want!i wanna live with my future kids and husband!i wanna grow old with HIM!='(-lurbbing him
♥RumikoLoves
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