♥Monday, December 10, 2007
saw HIM today again.at first at mos.he's with nic.then at night,at csc.along with alvin,shihui,chenming and etc.all playing pool.HE didnt really avoid me today.and im glad.today can say is the happiest day so far for me recently.sth that really cheered me up.i saw HIM using the birthday gift i gave HIM.afterall he didnt sell it or throw it away.heard he's gonna keep it and not use at all.but in the end,he still used it.im really happy!seeing it on HIM really touches my heart.afterall he didnt really hate me that much.^.^but what is he trying to imply?by using the present i gave him at last.that he still accepts me as a friend or ex?or he just needed it for usage purposes?
i guess everythings too late already.
i really need to let go sooner or later.
today initially nic say wanna pei me study de.but when i contact him,hes with charcoal already.so forget it.i went to mac study alone.after studying,that is when i went csc.at first go find weixiang.damn sian.he and deli,joshua they all keep playing.then saw shihui outside pool.we chatted for quite a long time.had a nice chat with her.really glad.^.^tml morning is common test le.on DWA.damn stress.although got study today but not much confidence.think gonna sleep now.if not,tml will be late for test.just now when on my way home,suddenly thought of a phrase myself.quite meaningful i think.可以和你心爱的人在一起是一件很幸福的事,一但错过,后悔也来不及了i guess HE should read this ba.dont wish him to regret if i really leave him this time,once again.but this phrase also applies to all my friends who have relationship problems.you all can be together with your steads is already a very good thing.so dont quarrel or get upset with each other just for small matters.its really not worth it.like me.i wanna let him scold also cannot.i let him scold,i also dont mind.but the problem is he doesnt even bother me at all.hais.sobs.='(
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