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♥Sunday, December 23, 2007
worse day.god damn bad day.wanted to cry so much today but i just couldnt.i dont know why.those tears just wont come out.all kept deep inside my heart.really very tong ku!!!sobs.='(this morning received 2 debar letters from school.one for Project Management(PM) and the other for Object-Oriented Analysis & Design(OOAD).2 debar letters = expel from school.the only way left for me is to appeal.its not the first time i appeal already.but this time,i doubt of appealing.feel like giving up everything in my life.everything just suck.but i know.if i appeal,my percentage of approving is 90%.now is whether do i wanna appeal and move on with my life anot.or just face death.wait for my asthma kills me.hais.=(just now when pei-ing my eldest bro,kena beaten up by him again.over small matters again.cause i mention about working during my 2 months holiday next year.february to april.he doesnt want me to work.he want me stay at home for those two months and pei him.know what?i find it just a waste of time.like just now.pei him till in the end what i got was punches and slaps.i can even taste my own blood in my mouth.what is this?is this what i get after being good and nice to him?taking care of him and nothing good came out?hais.this is the reason why i never let my bro know that im working at subway now.if he knows,hes gonna beat me to death.even my mum,sec and third bros kept this secret for me.hais.i really hate this family!='(regarding HIM.i dont know what to say.just."I LOVE HIM"these few nights keep crying again.as usual.cause of HIM.
i keep thinking of HIM.
then tears just start flowing down my cheeks.
i cant sleep.
so all i can do is to cry myself to sleep.
='(
-lurbbing him
♥RumikoLoves
3:52 AM
RUMIKO
