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♥Wednesday, January 16, 2008


3 days never meet hubby le. =(
Hais.
Miss him damn lots.
Im really sorry towards him.
Cause im like keep bombing him.
Sun im lock at home by my bro.
Then suppose to go find him after school on mon and tues but in the end didnt.
Hais.
"HUBBY! ZHEN DE HEN DUI BU QI!"
I really hope he's not upset or angry with me.
I really didnt mean it de.
Remedial and project are all last minute one.
Hais. =(

Hais.
These few days are really tiring man.
Mon - morning school.after school remedial.after remedial work.midnight then go home.
Tues - morning school.after school do project with classmates.after that work.midnight then go home again.
SHAG SHAG SHAG!
Arghhh! =(

Finally tml no work after school.
Can go find hubby.
Hehe.
But sad to say,i end school at 6pm tml.
Shit you man,stupid lessons!
Till so late.
Arghhh!

Just knew reiner transferred to westmall work.
Lols.
Shiok ar.
More and more people working in westmall le.
Got more companies!
Hehe.

Ytd night after work,reiner came to find me.
Then alvin came and they both waited for me off work.
After that,i pei them go csc.
Watch them play billiard awhile,i jiu take cab home le.
God damn shag.

Just now reiner came to wait for me off work again.
Then we go mos slack awhile.
Jonathan's working today too.
Not long later,reiner send me to bus stop and i took bus home.
Shag once again.

Reiner tml off then ask me pei him go bugis at night after my school.
But ive already promised hubby to go find him le.
Plus 3 days no meet le nia.
We miss each other damn lots lo.
"Reiner..im really SORRY alright?i really need to meet andy tml.i promise to pei you the next time okay?dont say me le,hao ma?hais." =(

Ytd night sth happen again.
Hais.
My bro beat me once again.
3 hits this time.
First,my head.
Second,my ear.
Third,my cheek.
Hais.
Wanna cry out but couldnt.
Dont know why.
Mum tried to defend for me by saying my bro but ALMOST got beaten up too.
I rather she dont interfere.
I dont want her to get hurt.
Especially infront of me.
Hais.
Sobs.
='(
In the end,my mum very worried and keep asking me whether im okay.
I just smiled at her,tell her im very okay and ask her not to worry so much.
But actually..............im not.
Everything stuff inside me.
Wanna cry out also cant cry.
Very xing ku.
Hais.
But life's like this.
In order to not let your close ones worry too much,you have to be optimistic and cheerful.
Then that energy will bring on to the others.
Thats why despite all those abuse and everything ive been through,im still my family's 'kai xin guo'.
=DD

♥RumikoLoves
2:44 AM