♥Thursday, January 24, 2008
God damn EMO today.Hais.Even DARLING(wanxin) can see.I tried to be happy le.Ive tried my very best.But this is what i can give.Sorry,DARLING!Hais.=(Ytd night quarrel with HUBBY again.This time more worse.Long story.But the shockest thing is to see him mention "break up" this two words.He didnt ask for one.But just mention that he dont wish to "break up" this relationship.Immediately tears flow down my cheeks.I dont know why.I really hate those two words.Cause of them,i dont know got hurt anymore times le.Countless tears shed for them.Hais.Thats why i dont dare and always afraid to go into relationships.Cause if no relationship,i wont have to see those two words.Sobs.='(I myself dont even wanna mention those two words.I controlled myself not to.But now,he was the one who mention them.Im like wtf.Basket.Hais.This whole relationship is so wrong.So weird.Hais.I really dont know what to do.EMO EMO EMO.......I FEEL SUCK NOW!
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