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♥Friday, January 04, 2008


saw bee on bus 61 when on my way to batok after school.
so qiao.
we on same bus.
since both of us alone,we went to westmall mos burger have a drink and talk.
as usual.
being with bee is comfortable.
think cause xi guan with him le.
can play around whatsoever.
i understand him and he understands me.

bee just knew about me smoking today only.
scold me like hell.
hais.
i dont know what to say about my smoking also.
when i very troubled,i can smoke alot continuously.
my friends keep scolding me siao.
hais.
=(

hmm.
recently keep going gombak goodview find andy,hongsiong,cheefong and yongsheng.
partially cause i wanna mia from batok.
mostly to disappear from him.
but things at goodview also not very good.
hais.
make me so troubled.

i already very down over what happened between me and HIM.
and at goodview still got so many matters.
2guys like me.
plus one more they suspecting.
all good friends lai de.
hais.
the problem is all not my cup of tea nia.
and i still love HIM very much.
only andy understands how i feel.
cause he himself also cant let go yet.
hais.
poor us.
=(

did a bet with andy and i lost.
has to be his doggie.
hais.
poor me.
but dont know why in the end hes more like my doggie.
LOL!
whahaha!

anyway got to thank andy for being there for me and cheering me up these few days.
although he also abit emo.
hais.
still,thanks,andy!
^.^

he ar.
quite troublesome nia.
keep asking me this doggie go down his house pei him.
arghhh.
lols.
but actually im quite okay with it de la.
hehe.
who ask him treat me so well.
lols.

regarding HIM.
ive thought alot today.
i dont think i can let go.
but just,afterall i really love him alot.
thus,of course i want him to be happy.
if me leaving will make him happier,i dont mind leaving.
keeping all the pain inside me and leave will make him happy,why not?
i just wish that he will promise me to live happier than i am.
"promise me"
"答应我"
='(

god,please bless HIM!
help me take good care of him!
look over him on my behalf!
xie xie ni!
^.^

我的心里好难受喔!!!
='(


-lurbbing him

♥RumikoLoves
2:56 AM