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♥Sunday, January 27, 2008
Today noon,mum brought me to chinese medical.To see whether the chinese doctor can find out why my health is deteriorating.The doctor 'ba' both my wrist pulse.Then ask and say alot stuffs.What i everytime around what time sleep.Why so late sleep.Then say me never eat my meals regularly.Etc etc etc.The results are scary.Hais.He say my gastric and kidney not good.MUST eat meals regularly.CANNOT eat fried food etc.MUST eat those disgusting chinese medicine regularly.Hais.Those medicine really SUCK!Arghhh!*puke*But no choice.If dont eat,later kena kidney failure,i jiu die le.My mum damn scared i will kena.I more scared.Thats why no matter how bad the chinese medicine taste,i just force them into my mouth and throat.Last time die die also wont eat chinese medicine de.Hais.Im so afraid of death.Afraid of leaving HUBBY.Afraid of leaving HIM.Hais.Sobs.='(I told HUBBY today.That if i really kena kidney failure one day,i will go commit suicide immediately.I really mean it.I dont wanna be like those people who goes to NKF etc de.I rather go and die earlier.Faster.No more misery and torture.Afternoon called HUBBY and receive a god damn bad news from him.Hais.He morning ask his friend send him to work by bike.Then suay suay the bike 'buang'.I bought some porridge,vitamins and antiseptic cream over to his house.I see his wounds,i really shock.Say jialat,actually not that jialat.But looks very painful.I really dont know how to describe how i feel when i first saw him and his injuries.Heartpain?Disappointed?I really dont know.Hais.See him eat the porridge and drink the vitamins,help him apply medicine on his wounds.I jiu leave immediately le.Cause need rush to imm help my eldest bro check on playstation3 de information.At there bought pepper lunch for his dinner and mos burger for mine.But in the end when he saw my burger,he also wanna eat so i gave in.I went to cook instant noodles,with an egg and some nuggets.
This is my life.
Hais.
=(
My HUBBY ar.
I really dont know what to say about him.
He never stops making me worry.
One day,headache.
Next day,gastric pain.
Another day,'buang' bike.
Hais.
Today suddenly found out partially why i find this whole relationship so weird le.
Cause being his LAOPO isnt easy.
Frankly speaking,its tiring.
Hais.
=(
Oh ya.Saw aryn and yvonne at imm mos burger too.So qiao.Lols.And also jairus cause i working there.^.^
Dont know why.
Suddenly felt so ALONE.
Like nobody's there for me.
`SO LONELY`
I wonder why.
Hais.
Sobs.
='(
♥RumikoLoves
11:58 PM
RUMIKO
