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♥Thursday, January 03, 2008


WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!
AHHH!!!
hais.
sobs.
='(

emo periods back again.
worse than before.
hais.
just now on my way to school on bus listening to songs.
thinking of HIM non stop.
staring into thin air.
'fa dai'.
then suddenly mistook a guy who just board the bus for HIM.
i thought i saw HIM.
damn shock.
but when i see clearly,it isnt HIM.
worse thing is that guy look god damn different from HIM.
whats wrong with me?
can even mistook that guy for HIM.
oh gosh.
im really mad about HIM.
hais.

after all that HE said few days back,although very hurtful but i dont know why,i cant cry out.
maybe cause im immune to HIS bad words towards me ba.
HE everytime say me stupid,slow etc.
kinda xi guan le.
like HE never say me,instead i will feel uncomfortable.
hais.

nobody believes that HE doesnt love me.
but what came out of HIS mouth is really a "NOPE" when i ask HIM.
is that word from deep inside his heart?
did HE really ask HIMSELF before?
does HE really doesnt love me?
if so,why still bother about me?

["dont think that you being harsh to me will make me let go! recall back! last time you broke up with me is also use harsh way de! rmb that!"]
["you dont have to leave! if really need leave,the one should be ME!!!"]

tears shed once again.
='(

对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面
秋天的风 一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过
对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面

-lurbbing him

♥RumikoLoves
2:50 PM