♥Monday, March 24, 2008
Today went sentosa with baby,his sis,willy(his sis's bf) and yongxing.Last night went drinking chivas below block 163 with nic,vincent,qinquan and ryan.
I drank alittle jiu vomit le.
Think cause stomach not good plus i damn long never drink liquor le.
After that went back to nic house and sleep over.Morning wake up jiu go over baby's house.Initially in the morning i was very emo.Even more emo than the past few days.Cause after what i heard baby told me what his parents said about me,my heart like kena shot by several arrows.Hais.Reach sentosa already,i keep lying down suntan.After that had some fun with baby and yongxing at the sea.Played alittle of volleyball.Thats it.I did cheer up alittle after the sentosa trip.But when at night,i had a conversation with baby regarding his parents and many other stuffs.Everything just brought down my better mood to worst mood ever.Hais.How i wish i can choose my life,instead of having this sucky one."I've already done as much as i can as a girfriend of his!""What else more do they expect from me?!""I REALLY HOPE TO BE PERFECT BUT NOBODY'S PERFECT!"
Suddenly realized last night is full moon and so beautiful!
Along with the stars around it,makes the perfect match of a wonderful night sky!
Then i immediately msg darling(wanxin) and inform her about it.
Even though she cant see the moon but she can see the stars and they are awesome!
But nic told me that friday's moon is the best one.
I missed it!
Arghhh!
Hais. =(
I simply love stars and moon very much!
Cause no matter where i go,they always stood by me!
And i also believe that my passed away eldest bro is one of the stars up there blessing me all this while.
I can feel his presence somehow but i dont know where he exactly is.
But i know if he's alive,i will love him alot alot!
I can feel it.
Somehow i missed him very much even though i never met him before.
Few weeks ago,i did an online research and found out that there's this restaurant called CHARCOAL.
I was shock.
Didnt realise that singapore has this restaurant name.
That really did laugh my ass out.
Cause people who are close to me should know who i always call CHARCOAL. =D
Then i went to tell charcoal about it.
He's surprised too.
Lols.
Then ytd he suddenly msg me say he saw that restaurant while taking bus home from vivo.
Haha.
Today when i took bus to sentosa and saw it too.
Im really amazed.
Anyway we will go down there eat someday soon.
Cant wait for that day to come. ^_^








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