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♥Thursday, March 20, 2008


Went for checkup at NUH today.
After hearing what the doctor and nurse say,i feel more depressed than before.
Feel like my life is coming to an end soon.
Hais.
Ya.
They always say it can be prevent.
But the morale of the story is PREVENTION NEEDS MONEY!
It isnt cheap to see doctor and buy medicine frequently.
Its true when people say,YOU CAN DIE BUT NOT FALL SICK

Doctor gave me a more severe asthma medicine to prevent my attacks.
And know what??
Ive got to take that medication for a lifetime.
Im like wtf?!
Gosh man!
I really hate it when the doctor says so.
Hais.
Shit ass to my life man!
Ahhh! =(
My asthma became serious that i keep having chest pains and breathing difficulty.
To the extent that it hurts till my heart can stop beating for a second or two.
I keep wanting to give up to my life.
Hais.
Everything everybody is pressurizing to me.
Mum's problems, eldest bro's problems, my financial problems, my health problems, my future problems, my relationship problems, my BABY's problems, my CHARCOAL's problems, etc etc etc..
Hais.
I think all these are enough to kill me.

And yup.
The future hospital appointments are killing me.
More appointments means more medical fees!
Shit man!
The doctor refer me to a SKIN,EYE and ORTHO specialists.
In total i have another 4 more appointments to go including my next asthma appointment.
Wtf!
And hell right,ive got to do chest x-ray and blow test on my next asthma appointment.
Omg.
Hais. =(


`Its not that i very xiaoqi.
Is that i do love you.
Thats why it matters to me so much when you always tend to mention you with other girls.
If i dont love you,i wont get any jealous about it.
I wont even give a damn shit about it.
And whatever i said that hurt you,you know i didnt mean it.
I really do love you BABY.
WoAiNi!❤

Before you act,think of me.
I know that incident isnt your fault but still you are the one who start the fire.
I want you to know.
打在你脸,痛在我心!
So next time dont anyhow start fire okay??
Its over so stop pursuing that matter le.
Stop creating more troubles.
If not ill be the next injured victim but i dont mind to be one.
And dont worry.
I can guarantee to you that it will confirm recover!
Trust me! =D

♥RumikoLoves
3:30 AM