♥Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Sprain my left thumb 2days ago
when playing basketball
swollen like hell man
like an egg like that
my thumb also cant move much
damn serious
hais =(

so i went to 1head there de sinsei see doctor ytd
now my left hand wrap like pig hand like that
lols
and the chinese medicine is damn smelly
i also cant bath and eat properly
arghhh
got to wrap for 2days
sian lo

Didnt go to school for the past 2days
lols
monday went gym and swimming in the morning with baby and his friend(weixiang)
till afternoon then go jp eat long john
played awhile of initial d while waiting for baby's friend(mango) to come
then pei mango go je de cpf building settle some stuffs
at night went to play basketball
but suay suay the weather suck
keep raining
we decided to go over shelter court and play and got ourselves totally drenched
gosh
and that is where i sprain my left thumb -.-

ytd didnt go school cause my injured thumb is killing me
the pain is indescribable
pain till i almost cant sleep at night =(

Hope will recover soon
i wanna play basketball!! =X

♥RumikoLoves
12:15 PM

♥Sunday, April 20, 2008

Pon school on friday
cause slept only in the morning
for some certain reason
then cant wake up
noon woke up go baby house
then evening go jurongeast for ngee ann ice skating session
after skating and dinner we slack around batok till late night
cause i staying over baby house then we both dont feel like going back early =P

Ytd noon i rush back home bath change met baby at westmall eat kfc
then back to baby house again
spend my day doing my project there
then at night went westmall for dinner with his mum and sis
suddenly his mum mentioning of going his grandparents house awhile
and ask me along
i was shock
it was like so sudden
but everything went out kinda well
his grandpa damn tall nia
i first time see such a tall elderly la
lols
stunned
he's also very friendly too =D

Today damn sian so came here blog
all thanks to my fucking eldest bro
that im stoning and boring at home now
arghhh
hais
nothing to do

baby and akira yongxing weixiang geraldine and chengyang now at timah playing pool
i wanna go so much nia
but cant
im locked at home
hais =(
dulan lo
ytd afternoon initially going cine play pool with baby chengyang and geraldine
but baby last minute do stunt dont wanna go then i missed my chance of playing le
hais
missed playing pool so much nia =(

Btw ive stopped work already
cause i cant cope
my in house project is really killing me and my time too much
ive got not much energy and time left to work le
so no choice
got to stop
hais
sian
no money again
no work = no money =(

Oh ya
friday 18th april was my second bro birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR!!! =D
hope all your wishes come true!
hehe =P

this coming monday 21st april is my eldest bro birthday
i bought him a Gillette Fusion Phamton Power shaver for him as his present
cause i know he wants it very much
and indeed he likes it very much
last year i bought him the previous version

♥RumikoLoves
3:41 PM

♥Thursday, April 17, 2008

The chest x-ray and blow test went kinda well today
doctor say my blow test seems alright and the same goes to my lungs
so im kinda relieved and glad =)

But the happiest thing about today is that no need go school
then can spend my whole day with baby
hehe =P
thank him so much for his company today
really
love him so much =D

Sian
tml early morning 9am need report school again le
everyday like that sian nia
got lots of stuffs to do somemore
meeting my supervisor on friday afternoon to show her my progress
so got to at least make up sth
hais
sian =(

trying to leave school as early as possible tml
cause baby's mum ask me go settle some stuffs along with baby
after that going work again
gonna be shag once again
today i shag till anywhere also feel like sleeping nia
damn damn DAMN TIRED!
my eyes are closing like ANYTIME!
hais
i wonder how much longer can i cope like this =(

RUMIKO JIAYOU! RUMIKO JIAYOU! RUMIKO JIAYOU! =D

♥RumikoLoves
1:20 AM

♥Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Im back once again
havent been blogging for the past few days
cause busy?
or rather tired
hais =(
now everyday to me is sian
except when i was with baby =D

Ytd started school le
got my own desk and drawer
started on my in-house project
but more sian is i got to repeat my LAN(LocalAreaNetwork) module
which i failed during my first semester in second year
no wonder i cant go for attachment
stay in school do this mother fucking in-house project with no pay given
arghhh
hais =(

Now i also in school nothing to do
so came here to blog
kill time
ive done my work due this week le
next week de i wanna start doing now but dont know how to do
hais
sian

Ytd i left school early to look for baby
not long later jiu report for work le
sian
but after work baby came to fetch me
was glad to see him
i had always been sleepy wherever i go throughout my day
but only when with baby he energizes me
"i love you baby" ^.^

had an extra subway sandwich from work last night so made that for baby too
had our sandwiches at some stupid corner
lols
then i took my last 187 bus home
dragging myself like a dead body home
too shag le
this morning overslept
suppose to have some stupid lessons but i slept through them
lols
die liao la

Oh ya
forgot to mention about last saturday
joseph they all organise a birthday bbq for our group's April babies
baby and i went down together
played basketball too
sweat like hell
anyway Happy Birthday XIAOBEN,JOSEPH and JIAHAO!!! =D
hope im not that late to wish afterall
hehe =P

Taking leave from school whole day tml
cause afternoon need go NUH for my Respiratory appointment
for my asthma
this time is to go for chest x-ray and blow test
and also my second doctor consultation appointment
hope everything will go well

ONE GOOD NEWS TO ANNOUNCE!
that is.......
I QUITTED SMOKING LE!!!
whahaha.......
promised ahmei and baby i wont smoke anymore le
since pri 1 up till now,ive never ever broke any promises i made with ahmei
so neither will this too =)

♥RumikoLoves
1:44 PM

♥Thursday, April 10, 2008

Recently alot stuffs had happened so dont really feel like blogging about all of them
Had been damn emotional nowadays
cried several times continuously for a number of days
then bought penknife from je pasa malam and cut my wrist again
hais
sobs='(
i wonder whats wrong with me

Lots of stuffs to stress over
stress over relationship stuffs
stress over family stuffs
stress over studies stuffs
stress over part-time work stuffs
etc etc etc

School is reopening this coming monday
and im afraid i cant cope with all of them
fearful
every monday to friday 9am to 5pm in school
then on monday tuesday and thursday ill be working after school from 6pm to closing
which will finish at around 11plus 12 at night
hais
sian
but no money more sian =(
got to cope with my hp bill
credit card bill
home broadband internet bill
returning my eldest bro money which he had fined me for making mistakes at home-.-

Im so sick and tired of everything man!
and i mean EVERYTHING!='(

Today browse through baby's wallet and found his ex's photo inside
he told me that he forgot to get it out
i believe him
i really do
but the moment i found that photo
it just hurts
so hurtful that i felt a sudden stab at my heart
it even hurts up till now
i just couldnt sleep
that incident cant get off my mind
crying now to ease my heartpain but to no avail
hais
sobs='(
he doesnt put my photo inside his wallet but instead i found his ex one
im like wth?!
hais
damn disappointed
but i know its not his fault
guess he really did forgot about it
but the problem is how can he forget such a thing?
i mean ITS YOUR EX GF'S PHOTO INSIDE YOUR WALLET!!!='(
i also did used to keep charcoal's photo inside my wallet
but i took it out the next day when i was with baby
it was like 2months plus ago
but baby havent took out his after we being together for 2months plus!!
im like wtf?!
although i chose to believe him but still my heart was shaken
as in i have doubts over baby loving me and giving me ALL his heart
am i sharing his heart with somebody else which i have no idea about it??
hais
sobs='(

you tell me , you're in love with me
like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
it's not that i don't want to stay
but everytime you come too close i move away
i wanna believe in everything that you say
'cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me , move slow
there's things about me , you just have to know

sometimes i run
sometimes i hide
sometimes i'm scared of you
but all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby , all i need is time

i don't wanna be so shy
everytime that i'm alone , i wonder why
hope that you will wait for me
you'll see that you're the only one for me
i wanna believe in everything that you say
'cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me , move slow
there's things about me , you just have to know

sometimes i run
sometimes i hide
sometimes i'm scared of you
but all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby , all i need is time

come , just hang around and you'll see
there's nowhere i'd rather be
if you love me , trust in me
the way that i trust in you

sometimes i run
sometimes i hide
sometimes i'm scared of you
but all i really want is to hold you tight
treat you right
be with you day and night
baby , all i need is time
......................

to baby : ` no matter what happens,ill always love you baby

Oh ya
forgot to mention
today went skating again
and im really glad to see my closest and best buddy wenloong there=D
havent seen him for quite some time
but sadded that when i reached hes leaving already
hais
sian=(
looking forward to our next buddies outing
really wish for it man
i really miss them alot
ahloong dapian hweehwee qian etc
hais=(

♥RumikoLoves
2:06 AM

♥Saturday, April 05, 2008

Nothing much today
went je to skate with baby,his friend(weixiang),yongxing and andrew
then went arcade play initial d
then rush cab to baby house with the rest
to catch my last episode of channel 8 de 9pm show series
nice ending =D

Hmm
early morning baby make a fuss over sth he mistaken
i was damn piss off
but when we meet up at je for skating
baby gave me a rose
although i was still mad with him but im truly touched
really
cause i didnt expect him to do so
im surprised
and also cause being with baby for 2months and 4days
this is the second time he gave me gifts
first is merci chocolate
this time is a red rose which is my favourite =D

THANKS SO MUCH BABY!!!
ILY!
Muacksss! =D

GOD PLEASE CURE BABY'S ULCER ASAP!
cause I MISS HIS KISSES!!! =X
whahaha...... =P

To whoever at my tagboard
ive removed my tagboard cause its starting to get irritating
you may say im running away from whatever you all wrote or whatsoever
but the truth is...YOU ALL DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING AT ALL!
i didnt blog every single thing about my relationship
so you all cant just state your views just based on my blog
and i see no point explaining so much to you all
you all dont even know how i treat my baby and how he treat me
so stop judging
this relationship consists of only me and my baby
and no one else
whether he deserves better anot
i will judge myself
and not you all judge for me
thanks
and i dont need your opinions views whatsoever
cause WHAT REALLY MATTERS TO ME IS MY BABY!
his feelings
his opinions
his views
etc etc etc
so just FUCK OFF!!
THANKS! =)

♥RumikoLoves
2:05 AM

♥Friday, April 04, 2008

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"YOU BELONG TO ME AND NO ONE ELSE!"
"ONE AND ONLY MINE!"
hehehehehehe....... =P

hope baby's ulcer recover soon
cause I MISS KISSING HIM!!! =X
whahahaha..... =D

♥RumikoLoves
2:59 AM

Ytd was xiaoben's birthday
met up to eat zuchao for dinner at batok cc
altogether 10 over people

Then went westmall with baby to get a cake
celebrated at the basketball court
hmm
really hope xiaoben did enjoy himself ytd =)

Last night didnt go home cause my cum baby's friend(daniel) had relationship problem
so we all rush over to look over the situation
lijie was there with him and wilson rushed over either
we tried all our best to console,advise and comfort him
until late past midnight we dont have transport home and broke either
haha
so all went over to baby's house stay over cause nearest
we all slept late ytd night just to look over daniel
damn tired
but its worth it
cause he did feel better the next day =D

But its kinda funny last night
initially i was sleeping with baby on his bed
then when midnight his mum suddenly wake up
he immediately rush to the floor and lie down there sleep
LMAO!
lols
but of course i initially cant sleep cause see baby sleep on floor i heartpain
hais =(
ask him sleep on bed i sleep on floor
but he disagrees so

Come to think of it
im glad that i get along quite smoothly with baby's family
especially his sister
hehe
we everytime gossip about baby de =X
whahaha
thats why baby keep sneezing always =P

Hmm
regarding today's incident
i really hope baby will understand how im feeling
its just too pressurzing and stressful being with him
he expect too much from me
i know he's good at basketball,initial d,ice skating,swimming etc etc
but he cant expect me to be like him
him is him
me is me
he cant always expect people around him to be like him
i will try my best to be a better gf
but its just too hard to be better in everything he expect me to just cause he's good at them
i've never force him to learn anything that im good at and he's not before
right??
SO
love me for who i am and ill love you for who you are ^.^

♥RumikoLoves
2:32 AM

♥Wednesday, April 02, 2008

How i wish im together with you during that 2 years that you stopped basketball

Really wish

Hais!

Sobs! ='(

♥RumikoLoves
1:03 AM

Spent our 2nd month anniversary damn simple and easy today
went jp watch "step up 2"
nice show indeed
thats why tempted to watch that show so much
love that show
watched "step up" before
so part 2 must watch =)

Hmm
after that went to eat kfc
happy happy de
suddenly baby scold me over minor stuff
i sian diao
then sad sad le
hais =(

But in the end he got apologise to me so still okay ba

BUT damn angry de thingy is baby's keep tempted to play basketball today when its our anni!
im like wtf?!
our anni suppose to be spent with each other only
but all he can think of is basketball
worse still is his friends keep asking him to go play
until i got upset and mad about it then he dont dare go le
arghhh!
but this kind of thing no need say also know de ma
even yongxing also know this kind of logic lo
arghhh!
hais =(

I should have took my godsis's advice
she once told me not to find guys who likes to play basketball very much
other has also warn me before that baby will somehow neglect me for basketball
its true
do not find a basketball addict bf
or rather find a love addict bf
it will be better
or you will regret
like me
for not taking others' advices
hais =(

Although he skipped basketball for me just now
but still
he cant resist basketball
after he sent me off at the bus stop,he went to play
hais
think im right
i dislike basketball addict bf
arghhh!
it just simply irritates me!

He even lied to me about it
im truly and greatly disappointed and upset
lying to gf is a serious offence in a relationship
luckily i feel that he doesnt worth my trust yet so i know he lied
at first i feel that i should trust him when he lie to me
but in the end i feel that i should not trust him so the truth came to me
he can lie about this this time
means he can lie about anything in the future
i shall not trust him anymore

He cant resist basketball
so i shall not resist smoking for him either

Some people just wont treasure sth until they get a feel of losing it

I TRULY DEEPLY GREATLY SERIOUSLY INTOLERABLY HATE PEOPLE WHO LIES TO ME!!!
THOSE PEOPLE CAN JUST FUCK OFF!
KISS MY ASS!

♥RumikoLoves
12:02 AM

♥Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Just as planned
went swimming with baby and his friend
didnt go gym cause they two bastards last minute dont wanna go
both wanna go swimming only
arghhh!
but nvm
baby happy can le =D

Oh ya
didnt manage to meet my bestfriend ahmei today
all my fault
cause we all overslept then in the end ahmei cant wait so we change to another day
sadded =(
miss her so much man
have always looking forward to going gym with her again
hais

Tml is me and baby de 2nd month le
time really flies man
so fast jiu 2months gone le
hmm
throughout these 2 months we really been through alot
and of course our feelings grew stronger and stronger
from starting LIKE to now LOVE
we also got to understand each other more
i must really thank my baby for showering his love on me all these while
taking my short-temper,stubborness,unreasonability and etc

THANKS SO MUCH BABY!!! =D

and IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER UNPLEASANT STUFFS IVE DONE! =(

I LOVE YOU!!! ^.^
WO AI NI!
*hugs&kisses*