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♥Friday, May 30, 2008


I REALLY CANT STAND YOU AND YOUR BIG MOUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!


HAIS! =(

SOBS!!! ='(

♥RumikoLoves
3:55 AM


HAIS!
Today is the WORST and SHOCKEST day of my life!!! ='(

But I know that I have to forgive him
Cause I Love Him

I have to forgive him for whatever things he did to me
Cause I Love Him

I cant blame him much
Because the reason why he did so is..
Cause He Loves Me

Hais
im really in a dilemma
isnt really true that LOVE CAN OVERPOWER EVERYTHING??
hais
can someone please give me an answer!?!? =(

♥RumikoLoves
3:22 AM

♥Wednesday, May 28, 2008


Today nothing much
stayed at baby's house slack for the whole day
cause we need to save money for tml
to ice skate

Just now suddenly found out that baby msg some particular girl sth that he shouldnt msg
to him is small matter but to me it matters alot
cause i cant stand my bf msg other girls this kind of thing
baby did admit that is his wrong and apologised
i really wanna forgive him de
but i just cant
cause it hurts alot to me
i really dont know what to do now
am i not good enough for him??
or????
ask him why he will msg that kind of thing to HER,he also dont have any explanation
how to forgive him like that?
when i dont wanna forgive him,he got fed up and angry with me =.=
what is this??
hais
i cried several times from just now up till now
im still crying
hais sobs ='(

Although i let baby off for this matter
but i will never ever forget it
and the pain will always be there in my heart forever =(

Tml got LAN lessons from 1pm to 4pm
then going je join baby and his friends for skating
so hope tml will be a better day

There isnt much time left le
i wanna treasure every moment i have with baby from now
counting down to baby's FUCKING NS

`16 days to go

♥RumikoLoves
3:04 AM

♥Tuesday, May 27, 2008


Today and yesterday is the happiest day with baby ^.^

Yesterday although im restricted at home by my bro,cant go out but baby still try to keep me company
we chatted on msn for hours and played around with webcam
so damn funny la
haha
baby's so sweet so funny SO CUTE!!! =P

As for today
after lesson end at 1,i went to baby house slack and rest awhile and we set off to chinatown
to Monsoon Academy for my hair model thingy
jasmine(my poly friend)'s hair stylist need hair models and im one of them =)
met Kevin(her hair stylist) to check out my hair condition and everything's settled fast

then went Si Ma Lu GuanYing Temple pray with baby
bought 2 packets of flowers to bring home and bathe with it
cause few days back sth serious happened at home
hais =(
and OMG
i pray for my family,for baby,and etc but forgot about myself
=.=

hmm
after that went bugis junction de yoshinoya eat spicy beef
OISHI! ^.^
then walk walk around while waiting for weixiang(baby's friend) to off work
weixiang's working at Burlington Square
and yup enjoy walking around with baby
bought ice cream korean snacks together and etc
slack at BS de Burger King
ate onion rings
wooo! yummy! =P
and we keep chatting and laughing all the way
those are the best moments i had with baby so far =D
even though today we did quarrelled afew times but we recover them quick
so i really did enjoyed myself today with baby
LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! =X
HOW I WISH WE CAN BE LIKE TODAY FOR EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hais

Baby going ns on 13th june
its like around 2weeks more
as the day comes nearer and nearer,i get more and more depressed and worried
depressed cause im gonna miss him so much
few weeks cant see him nia
hais sobs ='(
worried cause im afraid he cant take good care of yourself inside
worried that he cant take it and give up
worried that sth will happen to him
etc etc etc......
hais
he ah
everytime dont know how to takecare de
hais =(
GOD PLEASE WATCH OVER HIM ON MY BEHALF!!!

♥RumikoLoves
2:59 AM

♥Wednesday, May 21, 2008


说 说你为什么 为什么要走

说你为何要分手

别拖 求你别软弱

求你说出口 分手的理由

但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候

如果要走却又为何停留

请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口

请你要痛就痛给我个快活

如果说你要走 我不会留

我不去管以后

然后我们说清楚 一句话就够

如果说你要走 我不会留

我不去管以后

多么痛 多么的难过

别越爱越难过

Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do


This song on my blog now digs out all my pain in my heart
both past pain and present pain
pain from charcoal
pain from baby
hais
sobs ='(

I first heard this song from qinquan's hp today
when i start to listen this song,i knew i wanted it
cause it sings the pain in my heart all these while
once i first hear this song,my facial expression changed
my heart sank and i felt as depressed as i am in the past
i told qq that this song makes me sad and reminds me of someone
he described that person out and mentioned his name
and he was right
is that so obvious??
weird
hais
anyway its charcoal
he was the one who gave me a hurtful past and painful memories
many people say our story can go play as drama already
hais
its true
too many things happened between us
lots of misunderstandings,quarrels,bickerings etc etc
but there is care and concern at the same time too
up till now,all these years,i still dont know what hes thinking and what he wants
no one knows actually
not even his closest friend
hais =(

Then just now being played by baby till i cry
hais
he said lots of hurtful stuffs and he sounds serious on the phone
i couldnt take it so hang up and cried
after that msg him some stuffs then he told me hes just playing around with me
what is this??
my love for him is just a game a joke or what???
hais
and yup
that particular song matches how i feel now either

I'm so EMO-ING with this song!!! =( =( =(

♥RumikoLoves
1:33 AM