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♥Thursday, June 26, 2008



13th day without baby
25th June 2008

Today went to school for my LAN lessons from 2 to 4
then to je for ice skating
there's quite little hockey skaters came
like..andrewkor daniel jackson zhe joewe olly(yangsing) xiaofeng may(baby's sis) and her friend(qianhui) etc.....
i fell down several times
but the very last one is the most serious one
i sprain my knees!
Gosh!
then ive got a huge bruise on my left knee
and a mini one on my right knee
lols
but the big one is damn pain la! :(

after skating me andrewkor olly and may went over to 130 for dinner
i didnt eat cause unwell
then went over to baby's house alone to put my skates
when reached,may's already home along with willy(her bf) and baby's mum :)
had alittle chat with his mum regarding him
and stuffs..blah blah blah.......
rest awhile and i left for home already

so actually today's nothing much

Simply im just glad that baby called me quite early just now
and we managed to talk for quite some time
HAPPY HAPPY! :D

and also glad that may helped baby and me asked his mum
whether i can stay over at baby's house for that two nights he will be back at home
and know what??
may told me that his mum approved!! :D
and she seems doesnt really mind it at all
usually she will
thats why initially im afraid that she will disapprove

Back to my family
SUCKY FAMILY i should say
i have a damn stupid and lousy dad
he throw my stuffs where i placed them beside the toilet basin
when i asked him about it,he scolded me instead for anyhow putting stuffs around
so he saw already throw away
im like WTF!?!
i never misplaced it lo
he throw away my stuff is already his fault but instead he lectured me in return??
even mum also shakes her head lo
disappointed with her husband of course
now i have to go buy that stuff once again
FUCK!
mum was right when she say "JIA BU XIANG JIA"
which is a home which doesnt look like one

another one is bro
sibei siao one
recently damn jialat
especially just now,he mood swing damn worst
one moment im like watching tv with him laughing here and there
another moment when the show ends,he shouted at me
scold me over nothing
and even threatens to slap or hit me
im like WTF!?! AGAIN..
hais
how i wish i can live on my own
have my own privacy
and live my life a fulfilled one
BUT BRO IS OBSTRUCTING ME TO DO SO......
hais sobs :'(

"I need you baby
very much..!
my whole heart and mind..
mentally..
ALL FALLING APART!!
i really might just collapsed just like that anytime
and i really wish you will be by my side..
I LOVE YOU, KELVIN CHUA YIXIANG!!!" x3


Thats all for Day 13 WITHOUT HIM

` Waiting For You `

♥RumikoLoves
3:19 AM