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♥Friday, June 20, 2008


7th day without baby
19th June 2008

Today went over to andrewkor condo slack from afternoon to night
akira and his friend(daffy),his bro(kaname) and gf(xueting),wilson,chloe,joyce were there too
brought my lappy there to use
didnt do much today either
kinda bored and dreadful

For the entire day im waiting and waiting
just for his call at night
always looking forward to every single day as usual
every night shedding tears as usual cause of my misses towards him
hais
but tonight's call was kinda short
cause he has got alot stuffs to do
so our call was shortened
hais
sian

Tonight's moon damn beautiful
if im not wrong its full moon today
baby was telling me its very beautiful
and i previously i saw it too
its like we are looking at the same moon
and i can feel our hearts connected together
the feelings like..SO NEAR YET SO FAR
hais :(


Now then i know how hard it is to wait for someone you love to come back
hais
i really dont know how much longer i can take
not that i will leave him for other guy
just that i miss him like crazy
and i might really go insane!
hais
i also have to tolerate being single and lonely for so long
its like months and years man!
everyone understands my pain and hardship
but only YOU DONT!
everyone's like encouraging me
telling me that i can make it
ask me to be strong
but frankly speaking..i rather DIE!
cause ZHEN DE BU HAO SHOU!!!
hais
sobs :'(

Akira was asking today that i dont miss baby ah
i wont sad meh
I AM!!! :(
honestly im damn depressed
but i chose not to express it out
cause i wanna stay cheerful and move on with my life
so that time goes faster for me
and ill get to see my baby soon! :D
i usually keeps my feelings inside
and express it all out when im alone
especially before i go to bed
every night i cry without fail
hais :(

Took bus home with wilson
on the way home i saw lawrence
so qiao
lols
STUPID LAW!
YOU BETTER TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF HOR!!!
if not you're gonna get it from me!
humph! :P


Thats all for Day 7 WITHOUT HIM
ONE MORE WEEK TO GOOOOO!!!!!!!

` Waiting For You `

♥RumikoLoves
3:12 AM