♥Friday, June 20, 2008
7th day without baby19th June 2008Today went over to andrewkor condo slack from afternoon to nightakira and his friend(daffy),his bro(kaname) and gf(xueting),wilson,chloe,joyce were there toobrought my lappy there to usedidnt do much today eitherkinda bored and dreadfulFor the entire day im waiting and waitingjust for his call at nightalways looking forward to every single day as usualevery night shedding tears as usual cause of my misses towards himhaisbut tonight's call was kinda shortcause he has got alot stuffs to doso our call was shortenedhaissian
Tonight's moon damn beautiful
if im not wrong its full moon today
baby was telling me its very beautiful
and i previously i saw it too
its like we are looking at the same moon
and i can feel our hearts connected together
the feelings like..SO NEAR YET SO FAR
hais :(

Now then i know how hard it is to wait for someone you love to come backhais i really dont know how much longer i can take not that i will leave him for other guy just that i miss him like crazyand i might really go insane!haisi also have to tolerate being single and lonely for so long its like months and years man! everyone understands my pain and hardshipbut only YOU DONT!everyone's like encouraging me telling me that i can make itask me to be strong but frankly speaking..i rather DIE!cause ZHEN DE BU HAO SHOU!!! hais sobs :'(
Akira was asking today that i dont miss baby ah
i wont sad meh
I AM!!! :(
honestly im damn depressed
but i chose not to express it out
cause i wanna stay cheerful and move on with my life
so that time goes faster for me
and ill get to see my baby soon! :D
i usually keeps my feelings inside
and express it all out when im alone
especially before i go to bed
every night i cry without fail
hais :(
Took bus home with wilson
on the way home i saw lawrence
so qiao
lols
STUPID LAW!
YOU BETTER TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF HOR!!!
if not you're gonna get it from me!
humph! :P
Thats all for Day 7 WITHOUT HIMONE MORE WEEK TO GOOOOO!!!!!!!` Waiting For You `
♥RumikoLoves
3:12 AM