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♥Saturday, June 21, 2008


8th day without baby
20th June 2008

Went skating again today
nothing much
just damn emo
skate halfway sit at one corner
damn bored jiu go take my ipod and cleo magazine out
sat there listen music and started crying

from that very moment i started feeling damn lonely
and this is what i hate throughout my life
BEING ALONE
FEELING LONELY
I HATE THEM!!! :(

Eventually i broke down in the rink
hais
i couldnt control my tears
im sorry
but still THANKS EVERYONE!
WHOEVER CONSOLED ME and BE THERE FOR ME!! :D
especially my korkor andrew
THANKS SO MUCH! FOR EVERYTHING!!!
SO FAR!
im really touched and appreciated :D

and also THANKS YEEMENG!
FOR YOUR LOVELY ADIDAS JACKET!!!
which i love it very much and hoping for one myself
lols :P
anyway Thanks for saving me from the cold! :D

Stayed back with andrewkor akira and rest after skating
akira they all had ice hockey training
didnt get to watch my idol jackson play hockey today
dont know why
he didnt come
hais
nvm :)

Thanks to chloe abz joewe akira and shawn for cheering me up consoling and lending me your listening ears when im depressed :)
THANKS LOTS EVERYONE! ^.^

Oh ya
today my didi max drop by rink
although hes not here to see me
but still im glad to see him today
"didi..you better not have any silly thought hor..what dont have one didi nvm still can find new one..you want jie whack your head ma?? in jie's life..only have two didis..one of them of course is YOU! so you better not leave jie alone alright?? jie needs you de :) and for sure I DONT WISH ANYTHING TO HAPPEN TO MY DIDIS! and I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO PROTECT THEM WITH ALL MY MIGHT!!! UNDERSTAND DIDI!?!?! ARGHHH! :( YOU'RE THE DIDI THAT JIE ONLY WANTS! NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU UNDERSTAND!?! hais..sobs.. :'("


Thats all for Day 8 WITHOUT HIM

` Waiting For You `

♥RumikoLoves
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