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♥Monday, June 23, 2008


9th and 10th day without baby
21st June 2008
22nd June 2008

Ytd blogger lag so didnt have the chance to blog about ytd
hmm
ytd went sentosa again with akira they all
this time a bigger group of us
and we did have lots of fun there :D

There's me wilson alicia andrewkor akira and his bro and bro's gf daniel daffy joyce and last but not least chloe
akira brought his volleyball and i brought mine
got mine from laogong's house
damn tiring intially
cause it was like me rushing over to her house and retrieve the ball
then rush down harbourfront by mrt
to prevent akira saying me always late
it hurts cause no one understands the reason why
i also dont want it to de
im sorry everybody :(
but in the end i reached earlier than them
lols!
daniel reached long ago
went vivo look for him
bought coffeebean and the rest reached

whatever we did in sentosa
i guess anyone should know
as usual those stuffs
volleyball soccer and mostly water polo
had lots of fun :D
we also manage to see ndp's rehearsal planes pass by
making patterns and stuff
damn beautiful la ^.^

Time really flies
play and play
bath and prepare
already night 8plus le
went over to akira's friend there eat zu cao
had both my favourites STINGRAY and KANGKONG!!!
YUMMY! :D

then we all took bus home
i took 176 with andrewkor and chloe
then at batok changed to 187 back home
tiring but fun day :D






















Talking to baby on the phone is the only thing that will really cheer me up every single day
awaiting for his call every night without fail as usual
even though im having fun
it was never been that fun without him
playing at sentosa always reminds me of us going the previous few times
ever since those times,going sentosa without him makes me felt lonely and depressed :(
i keep thinking how i wish when i close my eyes and open again,he will appear infront of me
which is damn damn DAMN IMPOSSIBLE
hais :(

talked to him a short while ytd night
but its a sweet one
so yup
only his voice can cheer me up :D
I MISS YOU BABY
I REALLY DO
VERY MUCH!!! :'(

As for today nothing much
trapped at home by my bro again :(
only manage to go out during evening
with mum to jp
buy some undergarments necessities and stuffs
spent around 100plus to 200
lols :x
cannot blame
BRAS ARE EXPENSIVE! :P

then bought dinner home for my that fucking bro
hais
this afternoon i wipe the floor
he complain this and that
scold me here and there
say i do thing inefficient
scold me idiot and stuffs
im really trying damn hard to surpress my feelings and anger
cause i really did nothing wrong this time
he just keep picking on me recently
for weeks already
hais
i can really feel the demon in me coming out while he's scolding me
im really afraid ill have mental illness someday
like depression same as him
or worst still spilt personality
i can feel it coming
i really do
hais
sobs :'(
LIFE IN THIS FUCKING FAMILY HAS NEVER BEEN GOOD TO ME AT ALL
honestly..I RATHER DIE THAN LIVING IN THIS FAMILY WITH MY BRO
BUT IF NOT FOR MY MUM AND OTHER BROS,I WOULD HAVE VANISHED IN THIS WORLD

Just now baby called me again
same thing
IM HAPPY! REALLY HAPPY! :D
his voice touches my heart
his words touches my soul
I LOVE YOU BABY! x3


Thats all for Day 9 and 10 WITHOUT HIM

` Waiting For You `

♥RumikoLoves
2:22 AM