9th and 10th day without baby 21st June 2008 22nd June 2008
Ytd blogger lag so didnt have the chance to blog about ytd hmm ytd went sentosa again with akira they all this time a bigger group of us and we did have lots of fun there :D
There's me wilson alicia andrewkor akira and his bro and bro's gf daniel daffy joyce and last but not least chloe akira brought his volleyball and i brought mine got mine from laogong's house damn tiring intially cause it was like me rushing over to her house and retrieve the ball then rush down harbourfront by mrt to prevent akira saying me always late it hurts cause no one understands the reason why i also dont want it to de im sorry everybody :( but in the end i reached earlier than them lols! daniel reached long ago went vivo look for him bought coffeebean and the rest reached
whatever we did in sentosa i guess anyone should know as usual those stuffs volleyball soccer and mostly water polo had lots of fun :D we also manage to see ndp's rehearsal planes pass by making patterns and stuff damn beautiful la ^.^
Time really flies play and play bath and prepare already night 8plus le went over to akira's friend there eat zu cao had both my favourites STINGRAY and KANGKONG!!! YUMMY! :D
then we all took bus home i took 176 with andrewkor and chloe then at batok changed to 187 back home tiring but fun day :D
Talking to baby on the phone is the only thing that will really cheer me up every single day awaiting for his call every night without fail as usual even though im having fun it was never been that fun without him playing at sentosa always reminds me of us going the previous few times ever since those times,going sentosa without him makes me felt lonely and depressed :( i keep thinking how i wish when i close my eyes and open again,he will appear infront of me which is damn damn DAMN IMPOSSIBLE hais :(
talked to him a short while ytd night but its a sweet one so yup only his voice can cheer me up :D I MISS YOU BABY I REALLY DO VERY MUCH!!! :'(
As for today nothing much trapped at home by my bro again :( only manage to go out during evening with mum to jp buy some undergarments necessities and stuffs spent around 100plus to 200 lols :x cannot blame BRAS ARE EXPENSIVE! :P
then bought dinner home for my that fucking bro hais this afternoon i wipe the floor he complain this and that scold me here and there say i do thing inefficient scold me idiot and stuffs im really trying damn hard to surpress my feelings and anger cause i really did nothing wrong this time he just keep picking on me recently for weeks already hais i can really feel the demon in me coming out while he's scolding me im really afraid ill have mental illness someday like depression same as him or worst still spilt personality i can feel it coming i really do hais sobs :'( LIFE IN THIS FUCKING FAMILY HAS NEVER BEEN GOOD TO ME AT ALL honestly..I RATHER DIE THAN LIVING IN THIS FAMILY WITH MY BRO BUT IF NOT FOR MY MUM AND OTHER BROS,I WOULD HAVE VANISHED IN THIS WORLD
Just now baby called me again same thing IM HAPPY! REALLY HAPPY! :D his voice touches my heart his words touches my soul I LOVE YOU BABY! x3
Thats all for Day 9 and 10 WITHOUT HIM
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