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♥Friday, June 13, 2008


In case my baby doesnt believe me and think that im together with other guy while he's inside and leave him
im gonna blog about my every single day without him
starting from today
13th June 2008

I just sent him in this morning
really cant bear to see him leave
wanted to cry but i just cant cry out
dont know why
hais =(

Went home and took a shower
slack here and there lie on my bed alone nothing to do
then i started anyhow think le
think of dying
cutting myself to death..jumping off a building to death..smoke to death
lols
all those thoughts all come into my mind all at once
so i decided to go rink and ice skate with his friends
at least i may be able to feel alittle of his presence there :D

And indeed i felt alittle better when im outside
skate from afternoon to night
then stayed back to see his friends train for ice hockey
damn cool man
and of course my idol JACKSON is playing too!
hehe :P
he's like so damn fast la
then his actions all very nice de
very smooth
see him play can make my eyes wide open
lols :D

Then i started playing around le
borrowed their ice hockey stick and played outside the rink
kinda fun
haha
just that i keep hurting my toes =(

Btw know what??

i anyhow take one ice hockey stick also happens to be my idol's one!!
omg!
lols! :D

In the end i reached home at around 1am
lols
share cab with wilson(baby's friend)

Although im damn damn tired and sleepy
but still i couldnt sleep!
hais
i cant stop thinking of baby!! =(
I MISS HIM!
I MISS MY BABY!!!


THIS IS MY MOOD FOR THE ENTIRE DAY =(

ICE HOCKEY!!! MY IDOL'S ICE HOCKEY STICK! :D

Thats all for DAY 1 WITHOUT HIM

` WAITING FOR YOU `

♥RumikoLoves
4:43 AM